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FF: Razor's Edge - 8/9 - Willow/Fitz - PG13



Title: Razor's Edge, Part 8 Author: Frau Hunter Ash Copyright © 2002 by Hunter Ash. All Rights Reserved.
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F/F romance: the story assumes a loving and sexual relationship between people of the same gender. If this offends or is illegal for you, then please leave. Come back when you are older, have an open mind, moved, or changed your laws.
Spoilers: Sometime after Hush but before New Moon Rising

Summary: Willow and Fitz work on their relationship, pregnancy and healing.

Rating: PG-13

Author's Note: Pairings: a/u FitzHugh/Willow, X/An

* * *

Buffy was surprised to find Willow sitting on the back porch several nights later when she returned from Slaying.

"Will! What the hell? You know it's not safe!" Buffy snapped and jumped over the railing, coming face to face with a cross and a crossbow in either hand of the witch.

The red-haired witch smiled.

"I've lived in Sunnydale and been your friend long enough to take precautions," Willow smirked as she lowered the crossbow.

"Shouldn't you be resting?" Buffy smiled, sitting down on the chair swing with her best friend.

"Couldn't sleep. I finally got Jess to take her pain meds and she's sleeping peacefully for once and now I can't sleep," Willow complained. "Maybe I got used to her punching me in my sleep."

"What's up, Will?" Buffy asked, knowing her friend extremely well.

"Something Jess said tonight, Buff," Willow said softly. "Slayers attract trouble."

"Yeah, even when I ran away it seemed to follow me," Buffy nodded. "I still ended up fighting supernatural evil."

"Jess is worried that she won't be able to protect me and Caleb," Willow said.

"I understand that," Buffy nodded. "And I've still got my body in one piece. I worry all the time about all of you. That's why the Council insists that Slayers don't have friends or close family, they think it makes us weak because we worry."

"I think your friends have made you stronger," Willow frowned.

"I agree," Buffy nodded. "That's why I told them to drop dead on my birthday. I'm only alive this long because of you guys."

Buffy watched as Willow continued to frown.

"You remember that day I told you I was staying in Sunnydale?"

"Yeah, one of the best days of my life," Buffy nodded. "You could have had your choice of any university in the world and you chose to stay here and help me fight."

"Yeah, I couldn't leave," Willow nodded.

"But now you need to," Buffy finished and smiled as Willow's eyes widened in surprise and filled with tears.
"How?" Willow whispered.

"Makes sense, Will," Buffy said softly, fighting back her own tears. "Xander and Anya can get married and then slowly back away from full time Slaying and lead a normal life. Well, as normal as you can get in Sunnydale. You, you're marrying a Slayer and that means trouble will find you, especially in Sunnydale. If you weren't having a baby it would be different, you could still be research and magick girl and keep up the good fight."

Buffy looked up at the star filled sky.

"With a baby, things change," she said softly. "You need to think about a future, not the fight anymore, Will. I know that. Being a Slayer, Fitz will always attract supernatural trouble but not as much if you're not living on top of a hellmouth."

"Buffy," Willow choked out.

"It's okay, Will," Buffy said softly, wrapping her arm around Willow's shoulders. "I'm going to miss all of you but things change and you've got to protect Caleb and Fitz."

"I've talked with the Council," Willow sniffled. "Jess doesn't know it yet but I've been talking with them. They're willing to set Jess up in a good job doing research and book stuff up in San Francisco. They've got a strike team up there that we can be the brain part of without getting close to the danger. They want my computer skills."

Buffy frowned. "San Francisco is definitely bigger than Sunnydale, not as much danger of tripping over a vampire every time you go out at night," she said thoughtfully. "What about school?"

"I can transfer to night classes up there after Caleb is born," Willow said calmly. "School isn't the most important thing anymore. I could get an extremely well paying job with several companies right now and I've been approached by a couple of government types already."

"Wow," Buffy smiled, loving how Willow blushed. "When are you going to talk to Fitz?"

"Tomorrow," Willow said softly, wiping away at her tears. "I don't want to leave, Buff. I love you guys."

"And I love you, Will," Buffy nodded, hugging her friend. "More than you know but I want you safe and happy. Fitz is incredibly wonderful for an anarchist."

Willow smiled and playfully whacked Buffy on the leg.

"She's the best, Buffy," Willow said with a gentle smile.
"Someday I'll find my Jesse James," Buffy said softly.

"Well, there is Spike in his black leather duster," Willow teased and Buffy glared at her friend.

"Don't even think it!" Buffy growled. "Bad enough we let him hang around after he was chipped."

"Any clue as to what he and Druscilla are up to?"

"No, none. I've spent the last four days dragging vampires into sunlight and threatening every demon I can find and none of them know anything or aren't talking. There is something I thought of tonight."

"What's that?" Willow asked, curling up in Buffy's arms as they swung gently in the moonlight.

"When you told me about that attack in the dorm, you said that you heard screams and stuff and the phones were out," Buffy said.

"Yeah," Willow nodded. "I grabbed a cross and tried to go for the pay phones in the main lobby but Spike and Dru were there with a bunch of vampires."

"You said that night that they were waiting for you," Buffy said thoughtfully.

Willow frowned. "I guess it seemed like it. Spike and Dru were just standing there with hostages and the other vampires were holding students and killing a couple of them but they weren't moving on or anything."

"Like they were waiting for you to go out of your room?" Buffy suggested.

"Could be. They grabbed me and one of them took a really bad burn getting the cross out of my hand before tossing me to Spike and Dru," Willow said, remembering. "Dru placed her hands on my face and looked in my eyes. Goddess, that was scary as hell. It was like she was seeing deep in my soul or something. Then she smiled and said&oh hell, what did she say?"

Buffy waited patiently.

"She said 'the stars sing to you,' and then she hit me," Willow said. "Next thing I knew was you guys were there and Druscilla was about to snack on my neck."

"The stars sing to you?" Buffy questioned and Willow shrugged.

"I think Angeleus was the only one who really understands anything she says," Willow complained.

"They were waiting for you and we were a surprise," Buffy said thoughtfully.

"What do you mean?" Willow asked.

"They cut the phone lines, attacked several students, causing the screams to draw you out. Spike and Dru attacked late at night, after I was done slaying. If I hadn't forced Fitz into agreeing to talk to you that night, we would have been in bed. Spike and Dru weren't expecting us at the dorms."

Willow's eyes widened. "You think they were after me and me alone? But why?"

"I don't know," Buffy complained. "I do know that not even the CIA could get near you since then, so we may have missed that their intention was to grab you."

"This isn't funny!" Willow grumbled. "Especially with Caleb on his way and the doctor wanting to put me on bed rest soon."

"You are looking awfully tired, Will," Buffy said softly.

"I know. It hurts all the time, the back, the feet, my breasts and places I didn't even know could hurt inside," Willow admitted.

"Well, let's get you two married and little Caleb out of his hiding place," Buffy grinned.

"I'll talk to Jess tomorrow and we'll make arrangements with the Council to move right after Caleb is born," Willow said softly, fighting back tears again. "I don't want to leave but Jess was right the other night, I've got a wife and son to think about. It's not some vague future now."

"I know and I'm envious as hell," Buffy said softly, holding her friend.

"Buffy, have we checked on Faith lately?" Willow said thoughtfully.

"Yeah, I called Angel and he went out and saw her personally," Buffy smiled. "She's doing alright in prison and is actually behaving herself. Now stop worrying and go to bed and get some sleep."

"Okay, I've got a doctor's appointment tomorrow, late in the afternoon and no classes. I'm sleeping in," Willow declared.

"Who's taking you?"

"Mom," Willow answered as they both stood up and stretched. "We'll be back in time for her to make dinner."

"Okay," Buffy smiled and held the door open for her very pregnant friend. "I'm meeting with Tara and Sarah tomorrow to work on the Handfasting ceremony. Since I'm your best friend, they want my input before they present you with the ritual for your approval."

"You're more than my best friend, Buff," Willow said softly. "You just are the best."

"God, your hormones are making you mushy with your friends!" Buffy teased. "Anya and Xander are planning a surprise baby shower next week, by the way."

"Then why tell me if it's a surprise?" Willow teased back.

"Anya's planning it, I didn't want you to be too surprised by whatever she comes up with," Buffy grinned.

"We do have some unusual friends," Willow grinned as she slowly walked up the stairs, stopping every few feet to rest for a moment. "Yeah, de-rat Amy and we'll have a full house," Buffy agreed, keeping her voice low.

* * *

Fitz growled from the pain as Buffy carefully massaged her lower leg. The former Slayer hated having to depend on anyone and especially hated asking for help but collapsing to the floor with painful leg cramps had alerted the blonde Slayer that Fitz was in pain.

Together Xander and Buffy had helped Fitz to the sofa. Buffy quickly worked the straps that held the complicated leg brace on Fitz' left leg off and began massaging the cramping muscles as Fitz gritted her teeth.

Xander and Anya made excuses to leave and go make some tea so Fitz wouldn't feel so weak in front of them.

"Sweet Mary, that hurts today!" Fitz whined. "The muscles are really tight," Buffy commented. "I can feel them going bananas. You overdid it at therapy, didn't you?"

"Nay, I didn't!" Fitz protested and clenched her hands into tight fists as she cried out and threw herself back against the sofa in pain. "I don't know what set this off!"

"Fitz, this isn't easing up," Buffy said, her voice sounding worried. "I'm getting your muscles relaxers."

"Not during the day," Fitz growled and clenched her jaw as another wave of pain hit.

"I don't care, this is the worst yet!" Buffy snapped. "Anya! Bring those pill bottles!"

"You got it!" Anya shouted from the kitchen and appeared a moment later with a basket of pill bottles. Buffy quickly looked them over as Fitz cried, clutching at her leg. Xander appeared a moment later with a glass of water.

"Tea will be ready in a few minutes," he said softly, watching the Irish Slayer crying from the pain. "Good thing we got used to having tea around here for Giles," Buffy teased as she opened one of the pill bottles and then a second one. "You Irish and English with your tea habits, you know."

Fitz nodded as she took the pills and downed them without a struggle.

"What did you give her?" Xander asked as Buffy resumed massaging the muscles.

"Two heavy duty codeine and a cyclobenzaprine, a muscle relaxer," Buffy said as Fitz whimpered, trying to find any position that would take the stress off her leg muscles and unable to find relief.

"Isn't that her usual night time dose?" Anya asked with a frown.

"Yeah, she doesn't know why the pain is flaring now," Buffy complained, unsure how to help beyond what they were doing for the rebel.

"Red," Fitz muttered.

"Aren't they due home yet?" Xander complained, looking at the clock again.

"Past due," Buffy growled, glancing at the window and the darkening sky outside. "Anya, do me a favor and call the doctor's office, ask if they've already left or not. If they haven't I'd like you and Xander to go over there and follow them home."

"Okay," Anya nodded and headed for the phone.

"How long before those pills hit?" Xander asked, bending over to massage Fitz' uninjured leg, trying to help calm the thrashing Slayer. When Fitz opened her eyes they were almost glazed with pain.

"Another 10 or 15 minutes," Buffy muttered. "Then they only work for half the time they're supposed to. I've had to go to drug dealers and get more. Doctors do not understand Slayer strength when it comes to pain pills."

"The doctors won't give her a proper dose because they don't know how much you two can take," Xander said thoughtfully, trying to understand.

"Exactly, it's like giving a rhino the same dose you would a zebra to put them to sleep," Buffy agreed.

Buffy and Xander looked up as Anya walked back into the room. "They said that Willow and Joyce mother left about 10 minutes ago."

"Then they should be here soon," Xander nodded, relieved.

"The office person said that the doctor official person was running late," Anya complained.

"Figures," Buffy complained and felt Fitz' muscles beginning to relax. She looked up and sighed with relief when it looked like Fitz wasn't in as much pain. Buffy, thankful for Slayer strength and stamina, continued massaging the leg muscles until Fitz' hands unclenched and the dark Slayer nodded gratefully, letting her head drop to the cushions on the sofa.

"Let's get that leg elevated or something," Buffy suggested, helping Fitz swing around on the sofa until she was lying down with her leg propped up on two pillows. "Just rest, Fitz."

"Where's Willow?" Fitz muttered.

"On her way home," Buffy said softly.

"Find her, Buff," Fitz whispered. "Something's wrong. Psychic stuff, something's wrong."

Xander was frowning as Buffy stood up.

"Psychic stuff?" he asked.

"Fitz is a little psychic, she knew Willow was pregnant before Will told her and she knew the doctors were going to tell her she'd never walk again," Buffy explained.

"She just said Will is in trouble," Xander grumbled.

"Yeah, let's get everyone together, we're going to look for Mom and Willow," Buffy said firmly. "Okay, I'll call Tara, Sarah and Giles and put them on stand-by," Xander said. "Someone will need to stay with Fitz while we're out."

"Good idea," Buffy nodded, glancing over at the sleeping Slayer. "With those meds, she's not moving for a couple of hours."

"That dose would knock me out all night, wouldn't it?" Xander asked.

"Sound asleep through an earthquake," Buffy nodded. "We'll be lucky if she gets three hours out of them."

"Downside to Slayer stuff?" he asked.

"In a way, if she hadn't been a Slayer she would have died from those injuries or totally lost the leg," Buffy nodded as she looked out the window. "Where are they?"

"They probably stopped at the store for dinner stuff," Anya suggested but everyone continued to frown.

* * *

Tara and Sarah arrived at the Summers' home just ahead of Giles and found Buffy pacing restlessly while Fitz was still asleep on the sofa.

"She's asleep?" Sarah asked softly.

"I gave her meds and knocked her out," Buffy explained in a whisper. "Fitz was having really bad leg cramps and pain. Xander and Anya have already retraced their route from the doctor to here and no sign of them. The car isn't at the grocery store either."

Giles frowned and he began cleaning his glasses.

"You said you think Spike and Dru might have targeted Willow that night at the dorm?" he asked.

"I think it's a possibility. They didn't expect us and she said they seemed to be waiting for her to come out of her room," Buffy explained.

"How could they get to Willow and your mother in a car?" Tara demanded as they moved into the dining area to let Fitz continue sleeping.

"I don't know," Buffy growled.

Xander and Anya poured coffee and tea for the newcomers.

"Suggestions?" Xander asked.

"Well, I've been looking for Spike and Dru for months now, I still don't know where to look," Buffy complained.

"What about tracking Willow magically?" Anya suggested.

"If we can find where she disappeared and if she had time to cast a track spell," Tara nodded. "Okay, how about we retrace the route from the doctor's office again and see if Tara can spot anything?" Xander offered.

As the gang started to stand up Buffy frowned at the sound of the doorbell.

"Hang on, guys," she said and ran to answer it. The Slayer glanced through the peephole and felt her heart skip a beat and a roaring fill her head. "Guys!" she shouted and opened the door slowly.

A uniformed police officer and an obviously plainclothes detective stood on her porch, as the gang rushed from the dining room into the living room behind Buffy. Everyone stopped in their tracks for a moment and Giles moved through the small group to stand behind Buffy, his hands on her shoulders.

"Does a Joyce Summers live here?" the detective asked.

"Yes, I'm her daughter," Buffy said slowly. "What's wrong?"

"May we come in, Ma'am?" the detective asked, flashing his badge.

"Of course, let them in, Buffy," Giles said calmly but Buffy could feel his hands shaking.

The police officer and detective gave the sleeping Fitz a strange look but Buffy ignored them as she went to the sofa and shook the dark Slayer.
"Come on, Fitz," she said softly. "We've got company, Irish."

The Slayer grumbled but sat up blinking as she rubbed her leg.

"Miss Summers," the detective hesitated. "I'm afraid there's been an accident involving your mother's car this evening."

"Tell us!" Buffy snapped.

"It appears that your mother's car was struck by a drunk driver going at a high rate of speed," the detective continued.

"Oh God," Buffy whispered and Giles wrapped an arm around her shoulder as Anya gasped. "Is she and Will&.?"

"Will?" the detective asked.

"Willow Rosenberg, she lives here with Buffy and Jessica FitzHugh," Giles explained.

"That would be the identification we found in the car," the officer nodded.

"What happened to them?" Buffy snapped.

"I'm sorry, Miss Summers," the detective said calmly. "I'm afraid the car caught fire after impact, almost instantly. I'm afraid both people in the car were killed."

"Mom?" Buffy whispered as tears filled her eyes. "Willow?"

"No, no, no," Xander muttered, sliding down the wall to the floor. Anya knelt beside him, pulling him into her arms as he began to weep. Tara quickly crossed the room and knelt in front of Fitz as the Slayer blinked in confusion. "Fitz?"

"Red?" Fitz said softly. "No, please."

"We found their identification in the car," the officer explained. "If it's any help, the firemen said that they were gone before the fire reached them."

Buffy and Fitz looked like they had been hit across the face with a cold, wet towel.

"Do you need Buffy to identify the&.uh&" Giles stammered.

"Well, we were unable to contact Miss Rosenberg's parents&."

"They have no contact with their daughter," Giles explained. "They're probably out of the country again. You'll find that Jessica FitzHugh over there is listed as her next of kin, emergency contact."

"Well, I'm afraid the Coroner will be identifying the bodies through dental records," the detective said softly and handed a card over to Giles. "You can contact her tomorrow at that number and the number for Victim's Assistance is also on there."

"How do we know for sure?" Buffy asked.

"Well, there was your mother's purse and this was on a chain around the other woman's neck," the detective pulled out a chain with an engagement ring on it and Fitz moaned. Giles reached out slowly.

"Her engagement ring," he muttered. "Because of the pregnancy it didn't fit so she wore it on the chain."

"What about the drunk?" Anya demanded.

"The car was stolen and the driver got away," the officer growled. "We're looking for him."

"You wouldn't have a description, would you?" Giles asked, his eyes narrowing. "Blonde, hair slicked back, black clothes, long black coat," the officer quoted from his notes.

"I'm very sorry," the detective said as he and the officer stood up.
* * *

Fitz had no idea how she got back up to the room she shared with Willow. She knew someone must have walked her up but couldn't remember whom. The faces and words seemed to blur together as Tara, Sarah, Giles, Anya and Xander tried to help her and Buffy get through the next five minutes. Then the next five after that.

The Slayer sat on the bed staring at nothing as someone untied her shoes.

"How many meds did Buffy give her?" someone asked.

"I think it's more shock than the narcotics," another voice said far away.

"I&.Willow&."

"I can't think about this right now," the first voice snapped. "Let's take care of Fitz and Buffy and then I'm going to need you to hold me all night long as I cry."

"Fitz, can you hear me?" someone asked and the Slayer nodded slowly. "I don't want you getting up without someone to help you, okay?" the voice asked and Fitz nodded again and lay back on the bed.

"Buffy's the same way," the second voice said. "It's really creepy."

"Major shock, neither of them can process it right now," a third voice entered the conversation.

"What do we do, Giles?" "Keep an eye on them and get them through the next few days," Giles said softly. "Which won't be easy."

"I can't believe this!" the first voice snapped and Fitz realized it was Xander. "She can't be dead! Not with the baby and everything!"

<<Baby? Caleb? Willow? >>

"Shhhh," Giles urged. "Come downstairs. I've got Sarah and Tara sitting with Buffy."

"What about Fitz?" Anya asked.

"She can't go anywhere and I want a drink," Giles muttered.

Fitz heard the door shut behind them and sat up slowly. "Willow?" she whispered. The dark Slayer could feel the build up in her body and mind and moaned, trying to hold it back. Fitz knew once it broke loose she'd probably not come back any time soon. She struggled to move on automatic as she went to the dresser to stuff the loose bills and coin she found. She put on her jacket next. Getting down the trellis wasn't going to be easy, Fitz realized as she tossed her canes out the window but she still had the upper body strength that would make a body builder proud.

"Red," Fitz whispered when she reached the ground. "Won't take long, lass."

The crippled Slayer moved into the shadows, letting them fill her mind.

* * *

Buffy didn't really sleep through the night, she mostly stared at the ceiling. Finally at 4am she got up and wandered into her mother's room. The Slayer looked at her mom's favorite picture on her dresser, it was of her and Buffy taken the summer before and both were smiling and playful for the camera.

Finally the tears hit and Buffy curled up on her mother's bed with the picture held tightly to her chest.

* * *

Buffy opened her eyes with a frown.

"What do you mean she's not here?" someone demanded out in the hall and the blonde Slayer curled up around the picture, wishing the voices would go away and let her drift back into sleep. It didn't hurt when she was asleep. When she was asleep her Mom was okay, Willow was expecting a baby and Fitz' leg was mending.

"Where's Buffy?" another voice shouted.

"What do you mean? Both are missing?" Giles shouted and Buffy whimpered when the door to her mother's room slammed open. "Here she is!"

Giles crossed the room quickly and then hesitated by the bed, seeing his Slayer curled up on the bed in an almost fetal position, holding a picture frame in her arms.

"Buffy," he said softly, squatting beside the bed.

"Go away," Buffy muttered.

"Buffy, listen closely," Giles said slowly. "That detective, Detective Randy Gaiman called this morning. He caught what I said last night about Willow being pregnant."

"So? She was pregnant and now she's gone," Buffy snapped, her eyes beginning to show some life.

"That's just it," Giles continued explaining. "Something struck the detective as strange and he got the Coroner up bright and early this morning to examine the bodies. The young woman wasn't pregnant."

Buffy frowned, trying to absorb the information.

"But, Willow was more than pregnant, 7 1'2 months pregnant," she protested.

"Exactly and the other body in the car was a young male, not your mother," Giles smiled.

"This isn't funny, Giles," Buffy growled as she sat up on the bed, her eyes blazing.

"No it isn't," he agreed. "That means someone placed an innocent couple in your mother's car and rammed it and torched it so we would think your mother and Willow are dead."

"Spike," Buffy growled.

"Probably, the couple had to already be dead since he drove the car and can't hurt a living human," Giles said thoughtfully as he stood up. "There is another problem though."

"What?" Buffy snapped as she replaced the picture on the dresser.

"Fitz is missing," he said unhappily.

"This is before you told her that her only reason for living is alive, right?" Buffy asked bitterly.

Giles nodded as Buffy rushed past him and pounded down the stairs.

* * *

The driver of the pickup pulled over to the side of the road and leaned over to unlock the passenger door. The young hitch-hiker climbed in awkwardly, moving her canes out of the way as she slammed the door shut. The driver, a teenage male who had his worldly belongings packed in cardboard boxes in the back, looked at the girl not much older than he was with interest. Black clothing, leather wrist bands, and shaggy haircut and he nodded. They probably shared the same musical interests, that would be good, he decided.

"I'm Tom," he said cheerfully.

"Jessie James," Fitz said, her voice dull.

"Where you headed?" Tom asked as he pulled onto the road.

"The bottom of a bottle," Fitz said softly.

"Okay," Tom shrugged and clicked in the latest CD by Limp Bizkit. As he figured, his passenger didn't complain or frown at his choice. "What's with the dust on your jacket."

"Graveyard dust, happens," Fitz muttered.

"I can think of better places to sleep than a graveyard!" Tom exclaimed. "Especially in Sunnydale! That's why I'm leaving, too many weird things happen here and our high school has the highest mortality rate in all the world, I think. Just last night my best friend and his girl disappeared, right in front of me. This blonde guy and weird chick stood by as these gang types grabbed my friends as they got out of my pickup. Really weird. I'm leaving this freaky stuff behind."

"Me too," Fitz agreed, wondering if the dust on her jacket was from any of those that had grabbed his two friends. A night in the graveyard had led to Slayer instincts, several vampires dying and Fitz no closer to getting herself killed than when she started.

Half a bottle of Irish whiskey later, she was on the road just to keep moving. Fitz hoped if she drank enough and moved enough, she wouldn't have to think and remember. She wouldn't remember losing two Willows and a child.

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