Fic: Pain (cont. of Arrival of ecstasy)

["slayer1252001" <slayer1252001@xxxxxxxxx>]

	PAIN
	By Slayer125
	AU: continuation of Arrival of Ecstasy, I know I am changing 
the time frames but hey work with me peoples.
	Thanks for all the feedback you have all supplied me with and 
thanks to Denise for being a super Beta.
	The characters belong to Joss and Mutant Enemy 


"Where did she go?" Faith and Willow were supposed to meet up with 
the blonde Slayer after school but so far nobody had seen her. "She 
didn't say where she was going?" The youngest Slayer looked towards 
her redhead, Wiccan lover in concern. It wasn't like Buffy to just 
disappear, too much could happen quickly.

	"I don't know, Faith." Willow found herself looking into her 
lover's chocolate brown eyes and saw worry. It was funny how she 
tried to be the hard ass of the relationship but her emotions came 
out in the end. "I am sure Giles just sent her out on a mission for 
tea." The two linked hands both aware of the stares they were 
receiving; yet refusing to let go.

	When they entered the library Xander was there and he was 
pissed. 

"Xan-Man, you are gonna stroke out or something dude&relax." Faith 
stepped forward to pat him on the back and he grabbed her hand.
	
	"Oh yeah, sure&well let me tell you a little something that 
you two probably don't know. It seems one Slayer we all know was seen 
in a lip locking tournament with a vampire we all know and love."

	Faith and Willow both paused to let the words seep into their 
brains. The redhead sat on the stairs and started to cry while Faith 
grabbed a cigarette only to receive a glare from the Watcher. "Well 
damn G&we both know these aren't going to be the death of me." This 
caused a glare from the redhead crying on the steps of the 
library. "I can't win." Faith threw the cigarette back in the package 
then started to pace the room. About an hour later the blonde that 
was occupying every one's conversations appeared. Buffy was 
immediately at Willow's side trying to find out what was wrong. She 
never saw Faith charge her and ram her into the wall.

	"What the hell are you thinking, B?" Her voice was harsh and 
Buffy was clueless what the hell was going on.  "Let her go, Faith." 
Willow's voice sounded different but the raven- haired girl was not 
about to ease up on Buffy. This was how she handled things and if 
Willow didn't like it then she could& 

"AGHHHHHHHHHHH." Faith felt herself being thrown across the room and 
landing against a bookcase. Willow walked over to Buffy and knelt 
down on the ground beside her. She hadn't wanted to hurt Faith but 
this was Buffy.

	"That's it&I have had enough of this sick, twisted little 
love fest we have going on. I tried to open myself up to you but I 
know that it will never be like it is with you two.

	"Faith," Buffy's voice was kind of croaky due to the fact the 
Slayer's arm was just buried deep in her windpipe. "What the hell is 
going on?"

Xander chose that moment to pipe in, letting Buffy know exactly what 
he thought of her love fest. "Well lets see Buffster, I just happened 
to be walking through the cemetery and just happened to see you 
locked in a kiss with none other than Angel. So while your 
girlfriends were searching for you frantically, I decided they should 
know what you had been up to." Buffy looked up horrified at Willow 
and Faith, oh god how did this end up so screwed up.

"Wills, it's not what it looks like." The hazel eyes searched 
Willow's and then glanced at Faith who quickly looked away.

"Lets go home we can talk about it there." Willow went to assist 
Faith from where she landed, the Slayer was still a little dazed. 
When the redhead reached out a hand to help her, she found it pushed 
away as Faith pushed her own self up. Rubbing the back of her head 
she felt a large knot surrounded by blood. "Oh, just great." As soon 
as the blonde saw the blood coating Faith's fingers she shot a look 
at the redhead who looked just as concerned. Jumping up quickly she 
rushed to Faith's side only to be shoved back roughly. 

"That's it, I am outta here." Her breathing was harsh as she ran out 
of the door of the library. She slammed into Cordelia who started 
yelling at her to quit acting like a crazy lunatic. Once she reached 
her motel room at the fleabag inn, she collapsed on the bed crying. 
Beside her she could hear some guy screwing a lady and they just got 
louder and louder.

"SHUT THE HELL UP DAMMIT!" The Slayer slammed her fist into the wall 
creating a large hole in it.  Meanwhile Buffy and Willow were not 
sure whether to walk home or go make sure Faith was ok. The young 
Wicca just wanted to understand what had made Buffy do that. She 
thought for sure Buffy would talk to her before she did anything that 
stupid.

"Buffy, I..."
"Willow, I&" They both laughed nervously.
"It didn't mean anything, Wills." The blonde looked into her lover's 
eyes, fearing she would hate but all she saw was confusion and hurt.

"How many times has it happened? Don't lie to me Buffy because you 
know I can read you like a book."

"Dr. Seuss?" Buffy piped up trying to get her lover to smile, 
although the attempt was far from successful.

"I am not laughing Buffy nor am I in the mood to. In case you haven't 
noticed I hurt Faith today to defend you and that is not something I 
am proud of. I love her every bit as much as you but the best friend 
mode kicked into overdrive."

"The last two weeks, everyday."

The redhead sat down quickly not even taking notice they were still 
in public and people were surrounding them. Everything stopped in 
that one moment, the knowledge that Buffy betrayed her cutting deep 
into her soul. The knowledge she had betrayed Faith by defending 
Buffy also weighed heavily.

"I don't love him, Wills." The blonde fell to her knees burying her 
head in the girl's waist, arms wrapping tightly around Willow's 
waist. 

The young Wicca pushed back a strand of the Slayer's honey colored 
locks and saw the heartbreak in the hazel eyes. "Is that supposed to 
make it easier, Buffy?" The question echoed in the silence that 
followed. No answer here could make the betrayal right or hurt less.

"I swear Wills I only love you and Faith, I won't ever see Angel 
again if that is what it takes I can't lose this." 

Willow's heart was pounding in her chest as she tried to rationalize 
what would be the right thing to do. "There is a difference between 
forgive and forget, you realize that right?"
Buffy bowed her head and nodded softly. "I can forgive but I will 
never forget." The blonde looked up as she noticed her lover's voice 
sounded different, almost angry. She grabbed Buffy's hand and pulled 
her into an alleyway, not paying attention to if there were any 
occupants around them. The redhead pushed the Slayer up against the 
brick wall.

She slowly eased the leather jacket off of the blonde leaving her 
slender neck exposed to the chilling air as the sunset 
approached. "What was it you went to him for, Buffy?" The witch 
chanted "Vincire!" in Latin and Buffy found herself bound by magic. 
Although it scared her in a way, it was also arousing and Willow knew 
it. The magics were high in her level, higher than she ever 
remembered them being before. It brought something out in her, a 
sense of dominance.

Pushing her hand inside of Buffy's white button up blouse she began 
to caress the Slayer's nipple. Leaning forward she bit on Buffy's 
neck, drawing blood. "Was what Faith and I gave you not enough that 
you would have to go into the arms of the undead?" Willow started to 
suck greedily on the blonde's neck as Buffy kept arching herself up 
trying to get her lover's hand lower.

"You can't feel his heat against your flesh like ours. You will never 
go to him again or I will cast him into the depths of a hell he has 
never known, you are mine." To mark her words the witch slowly eased 
the Slayer's pants down and knelt down to her knees "You are my 
golden goddess as Faith is the Dark Slayer, we are three as we will 
always be. You can't change that Buffy, I won't let you." She then 
cupped the Slayer's breast again and moved her mouth to the freshly 
shaven mound of her lover. Buffy's juice was coating her outer lips 
showing just how aroused she was. 

Willow flicked her tongue out and gently teased the hardened bud with 
her tongue. The Slayer arched up, powerless to quicken her lover's 
movements. She would not allow Buffy to come until she thought the 
time was right. 

"Wills&I&uhnggggg&" Her heart felt like it was going to explode as 
Willow teased all around everywhere except where Buffy needed to be 
touched. Before Buffy could prepare herself Willow buried three 
fingers deep inside of her making the Slayer cry out. A vampire was 
around but because Buffy's senses were going haywire there was 
nothing she could not do nor cared to at that precise moment.

"You&won't&seek out&. anyone&but&Faith&or I&." Willow's movements 
were hard and fast almost punishing. She grabbed hold of Buffy's clit 
with her teeth rolling it with her tongue. Buffy's arousal was 
coating her face and drenching it in the most exquisite stickiness. 
The flavor of Buffy's juice tasted like the nectar from the gods, 
sweet as honey. 

Willow curved her fingers in and pulled them out quickly, just enough 
to touch her g spot and make the Slayer's muscles contract.

"I&am&" Buffy pulled at the invisible restraints wanting to bury her 
hands in the red, sweaty tresses of her lover. "Ummmm&.nhhhhhh&yours&
and&Faith's&but&she&is&"

"Pissed." Willow said as she bit down on Buffy's clit again causing a 
gasp "As am I&you will...be&" Willow pushed in hard and curved her 
fingers "punished."

The Slayer's scream echoed through the now dark alleyway. Vampires 
had surrounded them but had decided for this night bygones were 
bygones, that type of entertainment was priceless although they all 
had a healthy fear of the Witch now.

"Release." Willow undid the bounds and slowly pulled her lover's 
pants back up to rest against her hips. The blonde was leaning 
heavily against the redhead and gasping for air.

"What the hell was that?" Buffy gasped not even aware Willow had that 
in her, any of that. 

"Your punishment and neither of us are done yet, we have a lot to 
make up to Faith for."

"Why did you defend me against her?" Willow looked up taking note of 
the brooding vampire watching from the roof. There would be no doubt 
in his mind to whom Buffy belonged to now.

"Because you have been my best fried forever Buffy and I can't watch 
anyone hurt you, but I would never let you harm her either. We have 
got to find our balance but need to also realize she has suffered 
greater than either of us. Faith is not going to trust you again 
anytime soon."

Buffy hung her head as they approached the motel. "I know&wait&" 
Buffy's head rose to look at the door opening into Faith's room. A 
vampire came out in game face and the Slayer could smell blood. "OH 
GOD WILLS!" She rushed towards the room but time seemed to be passing 
second by endless second.

TBC







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