From The Desk of Cilia

["Cilia" <cilia@xxxxx>]

*From the Desk of Cilia*

We do this thing called Fan Fiction for a reason. Is it to fill a void that
we feel exists within the show itself?

I have been asked many times why I do this. Why don?t I just write my own
stuff? And I find myself not being able to answer that question. I feel
drawn to writing this for some reason.

I remember when this was fresh, maybe not more then a dozen or so writer who
did Buffy and Willow stories and Pat?s website was the only website in town
and everything we did was better then the last piece.

But I got stuck in a groove and I think I realized that when I was going
through my folders and drawers. I have been doing the same story since the
beginning. For Pete?s sake I?m on book five of Royalty with no end in sight
and still I press on, well not as much as I used to but I still press on.

What follows came out of those folders that time forgot and perhaps it was
for the better, these are the idea that never became more then just that and
idea in my head. Yet some I might use later and some might continue to
gather virtual dust in long forgotten folders.

-Talking to Joyce 2005

Everything is black and white and I can?t help wonder is this is not some
sort of dream or a hallucination brought on by yet another blow to the head
I have received fighting some demon or another. It always takes my awhile to
sort things out and that?s when she appears, she looks younger here and more
alive then I remember her in those last few days and although those memories
have faded they are never very far away.
?Hello dear,? mom says in a gentle voice that is somehow laced with the
wisdom that seems to come from having passed from ones mortal coil.
?Hey mom;? I answers not sure of what to say, I never am when this happens.
?How?s Willow?? she asks.
?You have been keeping tabs on me again haven?t you?? I ask but smile in
despite of myself as I feel the blush creep into my cheeks.
?I?ll take that as all is well,? she answers with a gentle smile.
?We are doing okay,? I say and two doves fly over our heads.
Another strange about this black and white place where the only being of
light is my mom, is that your thoughts tend to get presented in a very
abstract way, like those two doves for instance, both females yet doing a
mating flight.
?And Spike?? she asks with a gentle smile still gracing her now ageless
face.
?In L.A. thank god and good riddance,? I say without thinking and earn
myself a frown and a glare.
?Now who pushed you and Willow together?? she asks.
?He did,? I say sheepishly and look down as the grass become very
interesting.
?Who dragged Willow out of the fire?? she asks.
?He did, but only cause he knew I?d beat him into pulp soul bending or not
if he did nothing,? I answer.
Then I feel it that tug that means that the living world is calling me back
and this visit is over for now.

Thoughts: Maybe use someday?

-Slayer-X-
Cilia


Elisabeth Anne Summers, or Buffy to friend and foe alike, looked down at the
crumbled piece of paper in her hand and then at the sign on the brick
pillar. On vacation from duties, the infamous vampire slayer had opted for
heading to New York and meet up with a relative she had there. Scott Summers
the son of her father?s estranged brother, whom her father didn?t like to
talk about all too much, but she did remember him since before the whole
slayer thing. He?d always wore those red lessened glasses she recalled and
something about being his eyes being hypersensitive to light, but she hadn?t
really care since he was always really nice to her. Then again that was
before the whole Slayer thing and then blowing up of her school in Los
Angeles.
?Xavier?s School for Gifted Children? she said out loud.
-Great I get to spend my summer vacation at a school- she thought and then
jumped over the gate without a second thought.
-Nice place though- she thought as she took in the gardens and the mansion.
?Explain yourself kiddo or you are in for a world of hurt? a gruff voice
said from behind her.
-Must have tripped the alarm- she thought as she turned around and lowered
her backpack. Now was a good time to vent that rather big ball of
frustration she had build up, sacrificing her bike to kill a demon and being
a week late tended to that to a girl. On second though the guy did looked
rather feral and cute in a rugged kind of way so there was no real reason
going all slayery on him.
?Hi? I?m looking for Scott Summers,? she said in her I am so innocent and
cute voice. ?I?m his cousin,? she added.
?Logan are you scaring my cousin Beth,? a soft, carefree voice asked.
?Uh? I didn?t trip the alarm did I?? Buffy asked, looking between her
cousin, tall and lanky with his ever present red lessened glasses and the
short and stout man named Logan.
?Hi Scooter,? she said as she adjusted the backpack. ?Uh? sorry I?m late,?
she added.

Thoughts: Ugh another rather good idea that didn?t go anywhere, not a bad
idea but it needs a plot.

-Sex and the Single Slayer-
Cilia

Observe this woman... she?s frustrated, angry, lethal. Now the reason behind
her unfocused rage and note that the crash a chair makes when colliding with
the wall is not focused rage, but merely a momentary distraction. The Reason
behind this woman?s rage is one Riley ?Fucking? Finn, from now on referred
to has said Fuckhead. The middle name coming from her lips, not mine. Who am
I you might ask, well I?m just a humble storyteller and you can call me
William. Lets pause for a moment to study our subject. Don?t be alarmed; the
universal-remote is something I mastered long ago.

Portrait of Miss Buffy Summers sounds nice doesn?t it?
Height, well from my point of view I would say about 5?7 I could be wrong.
Hair: Blond, but that?s open to debate.
Eyes: Blue, angry and intent on either killing or fucking something,
preferably both.
Weight: I?ve learned never to guess a woman?s weight.

Now lets rewind and observe the cause of Miss Summers rage and current state
of being. Observe the sexual encounter. We can clearly see the subject:
Riley ?Fucking? Finn running out of steam, before satisfying Miss Summers,
now watch as he withdraws and? eww that was just plain gross. Now watch as
Miss Summers observer her current sticky, this wouldn?t be a problem if said
fuckhead could have finished the task if satisfying the Slayer sexual
appetites. Watch carefully as she throws him of the bed and then proceed to
beating the living daylights out of him. Ouch guess he won?t be doing
anything useful with that for the next months, not that he did much to begin
with. Lets just rewind and watch that again. In slow motion. You can clearly
see when she steps down and turns her heel? now that?s got to hurt. Lets
fast forward to the present shall we?

There we go, a red haired girl has just entered the room and narrowly dodged
her favorite mug, send flying by Miss Summers. Oh I?m forgetting to
introduce our newest player in this little drama. She?s miss Willow
Rosenberg, a bisexual girl and Miss Summers closest friend and get your mind
out of the gutter, we?re not going there. Yet! Perhaps by now you will have
noticed Miss Summers lack of clothing, having showed said fuckhead out and
then proceed directly to trashing her room.
Now lets layback and watch the drama, which is as good a name as any I
guess?
?Buffy?? Miss Rosenberg asks, closing the door behind her.
?Wills!? Miss Summers asks, and then looks her friend over before asking
again in a sultry voice. ?Wills??
?Buff? Buffy,? Miss Rosenberg stammers?

Thoughts: Really should do something about this one, written during a
blockage and before long before Riley got the boot.

-Royalty: What If?-
Cilia

June watched the familiar scene unfolded before her eyes, her mother
standing and staring into the swirling vortex. Getting ready to dive in
after June?s other mom. Stopping only to look back at her only daughter of
thirteen years and shouting to Aunt Anya to take good care of her daughter,
then everything exploded into light as she stepped into the vortex and
started closing it with the force of her will and soon the scene was bathed
in a golden light, finally as always came the explosion as the vortex closed
in on itself.
?Mom!? June Xare Rosenberg-Summers shot out of bed, now a young woman of
sixteen, rubbed her mismatched blue and green eyes and shook her reddish
blond hair. The dreams had been coming more frequently, ever since she?d
arrived back to the States to stay with Uncle Giles and Faith for the
summer. The Sun was rising outside her window and she could hear the kettle
whistling on the stove in the downstairs kitchen.
?Breakfast,? Faith bellowed from downstairs, at June was off faster then
the human eye could detect a part of her mother?s legacy.
?Morning Uncle,? she exclaimed as she appeared and kissed her uncle Giles?s
cheek.
?Morning,? the british man said, without looking up from the morning paper
and his cup of tea.

?What?s for breakfast?? she asked turning her eyes towards Faith were she
stood over the stove, a rare sight indeed.
?Pancakes, but don?t get used to it,? Faith answered, the years had been
kind to the Slayer

Thoughts: General Idea and alternate future for Royalty where Buffy and
Willow died saving the world and left June Xare Summers to live with Anya
and Daniel. June is a part of a team consisting of herself, Joyce Blood,
Spike along with Czar, Angelica Sun yes that Angelica Sun from Two Worlds
and Alexander Lee, corny name I know. Alexander Lee is Xander?s son whom he
fathered during his travels in Asia after Royalty. Maybe this should be done
in one way or another after Prophecy?s Twilight?

-Original plot for the end of Two Worlds and the Sequel (Reunion)-

Chapter 35:Batttles in Altran, Buffy helps Ziel look for clues about her
parents, Spike gets into trouble along with Gymli. More shots of Willow
trying to remember we see her unleashing her fury onto some local boys.

Chapter 36: Crossing the Great Sea, the customary pirate attack and sea
sickness from Gymli and Buffy. Buffy and Cordelia talk about their
respective mates, we get to see Cordelia?s attraction towards Buffy.

Chapter 37: Tharon, the heroes trek and they fight on their way to the
capital. The darkness hasn?t reach Tharon yet, so Buffy start planning an
alliance her tenure as Buffy Slayer turns into her Buffy the Diplomat.

Chapter 38: Buffy tracks down Willow, but does she want to be found, Willow
remembers little of her past as her wife and the Red Mage seems content
about her new position as protector of the City. Buffy goes to Cordelia in
grieving and they end up in bed.

Chapter 39: Buffy goes out to talk to Willow, guildstriken over her sex-romp
with Cordelia and she and Willow take a walk down memory lane, meanwhile
Ziel gets recognized. Willow agrees to return with them, but she calls their
marriage off, by destroying the ring she once created for Buffy. So with her
marriage over, Buffy throws her ring into the sea in a fit of rage,
returning once again to Cordelia.

Chapter 40: Buffy?s Diary, angst and happiness about Willow and her affair
with Cordelia.

Chapter 41: On the way back across the sea, Spike tries to talk sense into
Willow, but ends up fighting her off, when she remembers the crush she once
had on him and in her heightened state she?s dangerous. Buffy and Willow
come to blows.

Chapter 42: Arriving back at the City of Elves after an exhausting trip,
Theris and Angel take it upon themselves to return Willow?s memory, using
the gang?s memories to reconstruct what?s missing.

Chapter 43: The reconstruction of Willow?s mind is successful, but the
marriage has taken a beating. Cordelia takes of into the unknown lands on
her own. Spike returns home, saying that he?s done is duty and Willow goes
with him, seeing that she and Buffy can?t be together. Buffy in her grief
goes after Cordelia, with Grimm, Gymli and Ziel. They become the Companions
of the Rose.

Sequel!

Chapter 1: Cordelia?s diary telling what happened in the ten years past
since the ending of Two Worlds. Buffy has a ten year old daughter, having
never returned to the real world. Where only a year has past.

Chapter 2: Willow returns having spent a year studying how to travel between
the realms. She find Buffy and June Xare their daughter living in the court
of Queen Amy Solonus. Buffy refuses to acknowledge Willow as June?s mother,
telling her that she left and now she had to deal with it.

Chapter 3: Willow seeks out Tark, the only one of her friends still in the
court, he?s retired after nine years of fighting. He?s training Litni to be
a drow fighter. He fills Willow in what?s happened over the past seasons.

Chapter 4: Joyce isn?t dead, we see Al?x talking to Ziel about how the body
disappeared on the seventh day.

Chapter 5: Buffy upon hearing that her mother has been spotted in the human
settlements, calls Grimm now a Captain in Drow Army to help. He aggress and
find Cordelia asking her to join them. Cordelia having not seen Stjar?a in a
while agrees.

Chapter 6: The Team is assembled. Buffy, Grimm, Cordelia, Al?x, Litni and
Willow who insist on coming along head to find Joyce.

Thoughts: Man next time I write a plot I should just stick with it, cause
the mess the came out of Two Worlds could have been avoided so easily, but
hey that?s life?

-Argon-

Paladin Elisabeth Summer and Mage Willow Rose; two girls, both of humble
origins, that would defy destiny and help forge an empire out of a gathering
of warring kingdoms. Both seek answers to their past, Elisabeth a foundling
and Willow the product of a breeding program by the mage guild.

Sir Xander haunted nobleman looking for cause and purpose in life along with
his trusted aid William Blood, a poet warrior who seeks to flee his bloody
past?

Master Mage Rupert Giles, future teacher to Willow and Elisabeth, fueled by
the prophecies of a better future he takes it upon himself to train them. He
is also Willow?s father, unknown to them both.

King Angelus of Argon, the smallest of six warring kingdoms and the one
least touched by war, his most trusted advisor is his concubine Lady
Cordelia, a seer. He has hopes that he can forge an alliance with another
kingdom through marriage, but he loves Cordelia and knows that the land will
never know true peace until it is unified. It will be him the girls will
seek out.

Lady of the Forest, an eternal being that lives in the Forests of Argon and
is Elisabeth?s mother, she took mortal form and went by the name Joyce
Summer, she appears before Elisabeth and sets her on her course.

Thoughts: Should look into, but maybe too much like Two Worlds. Also I think
I just finished watching Dune when I came up with this.

Poetry idea?

She is mine forever and a day,
without ever knowing I feel that way.

My protector in darkness and in fright.
My anchor and my never dying light.

She is force the binds us and holds.
Never once allowing us to fold.