Re: FF: Blind Faith act9

["debbie" <debbieallen@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>]

This series is excellent. I am going crazy waiting for the next 
part - put me out of my misery please!!!!!!



--- In buffywantswillow@y..., "Sam" <shadowmage_draco@g...> wrote:
> Blind Faith
> 
> By
> 
> Sam
> 
> 
> Act Nine: Fear
> 
> 
> Email: shadowmage_draco@g... 
> Rating: R 
> Disclaimer: The characters of BtVS slayer are the property of 
Joss.  
> I am borrowing them for a bit for fun.
> Archive: If your archiving any of my others stories then by all 
means 
> take this one if ya want, otherwise just ask and I'll say yes.
> Pairing: B/F (Almost there) W/T, X/A
> Thanks: Special thanx to Coy for betaing, editing, providing cool 
> advise, and helping make this a lot better story.
> Summery: A reformed Faith is injured and faces an uncertain future 
> with her fellow slayer.
> Notes: Buffy goes back to the hospital to see Faith a second Time  
> <> Indicates thought.
> Feedback: Feedback is the fuel to please send it as it is most 
yummy.
> ////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
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> 
> LA?
> 
> Seeing Faith had emotionally drained Buffy, she had expected to see 
> the same Faith who had tried to kill her friends, betrayed her and 
> used her, but she hadn't. Instead she saw a Faith sorry for what 
she 
> had done, she was scared and asking for her forgiveness. She knew 
> Faith had meant it when she had said she was sorry but Buffy hadn't 
> been able to forgive her. <I wanted to forgive her, but I 
couldn't.  
> More importantly why did I want to forgive her, why did I want to 
> hug her and tell her everything's was going to be Okay. God I 
think 
> I'm losing it, I can't let her get to me, I can't let her back 
> in, 'cause if I do I'll only get hurt again>.
> 
> Buffy got up and looked at her suitcase laying in the corner of the 
> room, she walked over and went out into the lobby of Angel's office 
> where Willow and Tara where waiting for her, <Why am I doing this, 
I 
> should get my stuff and be heading back to Sunnydale, but I'm not.  
> Instead I'm going back to the hospital with Willow and Tara again 
to 
> see Faith. Why am I doing this, it's only gonna give her another 
> chance to get to me, I can't let this happen but I'm going back, 
why? 
> >
> 
> "Can't I just go back to my room, I don't like it out here," Faith 
> pleaded as the nurse led her down the hallway.
> 
> "No. You need to get out of your room and get used to moving 
around 
> some so we can start rehabilitation," the nurse replied.
> 
> "I don't see why. I was doing fine with you walking me around my 
> room."
> 
> "Walking around your rooms one thing, but walking with me in the 
> hallways another. You have to trust me Faith it's a big step for 
> you."
> 
> The nurse tightened her grip on Faiths hand trying to comfort the 
> girl, "I'm right here, nothings going to happen."
> 
> "But it's late, I already had supper so it means it's getting 
dark," 
> Faith Answered her voice laced with panic.
> 
> "Where in a hospital, you're perfectly safe," The nurse reassured.
> 
> <That's what you think, you don't know about them. They could be 
> anywhere, waiting for a chance to take out a slayer. You don't 
know 
> what their like?Fuck their gonna find out, their gonna find out
and 
> come and kill me. God I got to get the hell back to my room. >
> 
> Faith could her voices all around her as her and the nurse moved 
> through the hallway, off to her left someone was talking about 
going 
> to Vegas next month, she could her something about making sure the 
> charts where updated to her right, <Fuck any of them could be 
vamps, 
> what the hell am I gonna do when they come. Yeah right, I gonna 
> fuckin' die because I can't see them coming, God why'd she have to 
> drag me out of my room?. Damn I wish B was here, it wouldn't be
so 
> bad if B was here, and she could take care of the vamps when they 
> come. What the hell am I thinkin'? Why would B want to protect me? 
>
> 
> "Hey Nancy did you need to check this out," A male voice yelled out 
> as Faith and the nurse neared the nurses station.
> 
> Nancy stopped, "Just a sec," she led Faith over to the edge of the 
> hall, "I've got to check on something."
> 
> <What? You can't fuckin' leave me here. >
> 
> "I'll be back in just a sec."
> 
> <Please don't leave me, not out here>.
> 
> "Everything will be okay, just stay right here."
> 
> <Fuck this can't be happening.> Faith could her the nurse walking 
> away, leaving her alone, <Why the hell is this happening she's not 
> suppose to leave me like this?.God what the hell am I suppose
to do 
> now? >
> 
> Faith leaned back against the wall, her body trembling. All around 
> her she could hear people speaking, but who where they, what did 
they 
> want. She tightly hugged herself, <Your not suppose to leave me, 
get 
> the fuck back over here, I want to go back to my room. >
> 
> It seemed like time was almost standing still as Faith waited for 
the 
> nurse to return. She began rocking back and forth on her feet, her 
> fear mounting as each second ticked by, then she felt it, something 
> she hadn't felt since she had went to prison, <Fuck no?There're 
here. 
> >
> 
> She quickly reached back with her hand and found the wall, <I got 
to 
> get out of here?.God, I wish B was here, don't want to go out
like 
> this, Fuck! >
> 
> She began fumbling along the wall, searching for a door so she 
could 
> hide but instead she came across a open space, <Great another damn 
> hallway, what am I gonna do now?. Damn it's getting closer, I
can 
> feel it. > Faith reached around the corner and almost lost her 
> balance as she headed down the hallway, feeling the wall as she 
went.
> 
> Buffy stopped dead in her tracts when they reached Faiths ward, her 
> eyes quickly scanned the area as all her slayer senses kicked into 
> over drive.
> 
> "Buffy are you okay," Willow asked, afraid the blonde slayer had 
lost 
> her nerve and wanted to leave.
> 
> "Wills, you and Tara stay here."
> 
> "Buffy, what's wrong?!"
> 
> Instead of answering Willow the slayer pulled a stake out of her 
> jacket and took off down the hallway in a full sprint. Willow and 
> Tara looked on in horror as they saw Buffy running towards Faith 
who 
> had a vampire walking up behind her looking as if it had just won 
the 
> lottery.
> 
> Faith felt a hand grab her from behind and spin her around, "What 
do 
> we have her," the vamp hissed.
> 
> She felt his other hand grip her firmly by the collar, "I always 
> wondered what slayer blood tasted like, guess I'm about to find 
out."
> 
> Tears streamed down Faiths face as it was overtaken by a expression 
> of sheer terror, <God, I don't want to go like this?Why the
Fuck 
did 
> they have to leave me alone. >
> 
> Faith braced her self for her final moment on earth but it never 
> came. Instead of set of sharp fangs piercing her neck, she found 
her 
> self being pulled into a hug. Her body was still shaking as she 
> openly cried in her savors arms.
> 
> "It's okay Faith, I got ya."
> 
> "B?"
> 
> "Yeah," Buffy softly replied as a wide gambete of emotions raced 
> through her mind.
> 
> "They left me B, they took me out of my room and left me out here," 
> Faith cried.
> 
> "It's okay now."
> 
> "They left me, I was here alone, then the vamp, I couldn't see him 
B?
> I couldn't see him and I was gonna die."
> 
> "But you didn't," Buffy replied, "I staked him, he can't hurt you 
> now."
> 
> "What about he next one," Faith cried, "What if they leave me alone 
> again and another one comes?"
> 
> "I'm not gonna let that happen," Buffy replied in full slayer mode.
> 
> "You can't stop them all B."
> 
> "We'll see about that," Buffy answered. The slayer turned to 
Willow 
> and Tara who had had ran up behind her and Faith, "Let's go find 
some 
> nurses."
> 
> Willow nervously looked at the slayer, "Buffy, what are you going 
to 
> do?"
> 
> "I'm gonna find out what kind of place this is."
> 
> Buffy marched down the hall supporting Faith as the brunette slayer 
> leaned up against her. Her mind was flooded with emotions. She 
was 
> feeling her old feelings for Faith coming back as her logic 
screamed 
> at her not to let Faith get close again. There was also a deep 
> desire to protect Faith along with her friends, fear of where all 
> this might lead, and a faint hint of happiness as Faith leaned up 
> against her. But none of that mattered. All these emotions where 
> being over ridden by rage. <How the hell could they leave her out 
in 
> a hall by herself? >
> 
> Nancy and the other nurses where franticly looking for Faith when 
> they spotted her being lead towards the nurses' station by a petite 
> blonde. The nurses started to rush over to see if Faith was okay 
but 
> stopped dead in their tracts when they saw the blondes eyes. They 
> seemed to cut right through them like a two edged sword. The 
nurses 
> took a few steps back as the blonde and Faith got closer to them, 
> none of them could place it but their minds where screaming that 
> there was defiantly something to be feared about the blonde.
> 
> Buffy stared at the nurses for a moment before bitterly speaking to 
> them, "What kind of place is this?"
> 
> Nancy took a gulp of air as the blondes words sliced through 
> her, "Uh?"
> 
> "Uh what," Buffy snapped, "You left her alone by herself in the 
hall, 
> do you know how dangerous that is?!"
> 
> "I didn't think?"
> 
> "It's obvious you didn't think. Whose in charge here," Buffy 
> demanded.
> 
> Buffy led Faith back to her room and helped her into bed, "I've got 
> to go now, but I'll be back in a couple of days."
> 
> "What if they leave me alone again?"
> 
> "I don't think that's gonna happen," Willow answered.
> 
> "Yeah I think Buffy kinda scarred them," Tara added.
> 
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> 
> Buffy waited untill the three of them got out of the hospital 
before 
> saying anything else. She stopped and turned and faced her 
> friends, "We've got to get her out of this place."
> 
> "So you had a change of heart," Willow inquired.
> 
> "I don't know," Buffy honestly answered, "All I know is I don't 
think 
> I could live with myself if I don't help Faith." <Please don't ask 
> me anymore about this, I'm not even sure what's going on or why I'm 
> doing this>.
> 
> Willow and Tara both looked at Buffy and figured that it was best 
for 
> now not to press her about what she was thinking.
> 
> "So what do we do now," Willow asked.
> 
> "We go back to Angel's and talk with him. I'm gonna need him to 
take 
> care of some things for me. Then we go back home, I need to talk 
> with my mom and Giles."
> 
> "Buffy, what are you planning?"
> 
> "I'll tell you when we get to Angel's."
> 
> TBC?