Re: Fic: In The Bath (1/1)

["Melinda" <msantoyo@xxxxxxxxx>]

Well Good Morning to me!!! My goodness Annelise this is sure one way to wake
up in the morning!! Thank you but see now we need a little more Buffy &
Willow time then you can go back to the threesome!!:)
Melinda
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From: <annelise@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
To: <buffywantswillow@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
Sent: Monday, July 02, 2001 3:58 AM
Subject: Fic: In The Bath (1/1)


>
>
> Otis: Sitting in the morning sun... Argh! *puff*
> Spike: You made Otis Redding a vampire?
> Harmony: It seemed like a good idea at the time.
>
> --
>
> Don't get me wrong, I like Riley, but I'm not in love with him. Nor
> is he in love with me. Or at least I don't think he is. He's all
> wrapped up in the whole hero-worship bit. Still, we've enjoyed each
> other's company and the sex has always been great, and breaking up
> with him was harder than I thought. As the tears on my cheeks can
> testify. I guess maybe I do love him, just a little. But the price is
> high. Too high.
> So here I am in the dark, clothes tossed on top of the wicker
> hamper, letting myself be caressed by lukewarm water and Dove soap,
> feeling miserable with myself.
> And for some reason, despite my depression, I'm horny as hell. I
> only hope Willow stays away for awhile longer, because its going to
> be just me and Mr. Bendy tonight. *sigh*
> I get out of the bath, still in darkness, and then I notice the
> yellow light seeping in beneath the door. Willow back early from
> Tara's? I listen at the door. I sense no warnings, no presentiment of
> danger, just... The sound of lovemaking, the soft sounds of Willow.
> Unable to help myself, I open the door a little to see... feeling
> disgusted with myself and yet irresistible drawn. And I see her. Her
> hair cradles her face in an auburn halo, her mouth - god, how I dream
> of that mouth sometimes - open, gasping, and yes that's Tara's hair
> bobbing between Willow's legs.
> Critically, I look over Willow's breasts. She's still the girl I
> first met, but more so, if possible. Only here, now, she can't hide
> herself under an illusion. Nude, she's perfect.
> And from the depths of my soul came a sob I couldn't hold back.
> Everything stopped, I swear. I was held like a fly in amber, standing
> in the bathroom doorway, wearing only my necklace with the cross on
> it. Which was more than what they were wearing.
> "Buffy?" Willow's whole body seemed to blush, and she tried to cover
> herself with her hands. So cute! "I didn't know you were here...
> I'm... I'm sorry."
> Tara stared, but not in shock. More in curiosity. And then came the
> words that etched themselves in searing letters of fire across my
> mind.
> "D... do you want to join us?" she asked.
> "I..." seem to have lost the ability to speak.
> "If you want to, that is." Willow added. "You don't have to if you
> don't want to."
> Brazenly, Tara lowered her head once more and continued from where
> she left off. And although Willow couldn't pretend disinterest, or
> even a modicum of composure, she kept her gaze upon me.
> Time to bail...
> "I'd... like you... to join us." Willow gasped.
> ... But I can't.
> Tara. Although I knew she and Willow were screwing I'd never
> considered her in a sexual way at all. Not like when Willow was
> dating Oz. It happens whenever anyone I know starts dating. I play
> the 'what does she see in him?' game. Sometimes there's no answer.
> That whole Xander/Cordelia thing was a sin against god and mankind
> and I'm not sure Anya's a much better replacement, but at least I
> could understand it. Though I'd never even considered Willow and Tara
> properly. Maybe I was afraid I'd realise things about myself best
> left hidden.
> I kissed her. Tara. And it did feel as weird as I thought it would.
> But I also felt it was some sort of test; If I lost... would I lose
> Willow? I could feel Willow's eyes on me, raking me with invisible
> fire. I could taste Willow on Tara. I...
> Tara broke the kiss to return to Willow, and I followed her mouth
> with my fingers. My hand touched the warm skin of Willow's inner
> thigh and it burned. Willow pushed her shoulders up a bit off the
> bed, and looked down at me, at us. She smiled. She *approved*.
> Tara pulled away for a moment and nodded towards Willow's
> netherlips. I knew exactly what she was suggesting, but I was so
> nervous. Probably too nervous. Taking her place, my facial lips
> melded with Willow's nether, and I sucked and probed in my own
> inexperienced way.
> Starting at my head and rolling to my toes, I felt my body
> literally shake, shiver, then snap somehow as my tongue pushed its
> way deeper inside Willow. Whatever its cause, I knew it was some sort
> of sign that whatever the relationship had been between me and
> Willow, it was gone now, and it could never be the same again.
> "I...I'd better go now," Tara said.
> "Are you sure?" Willow asked.
> Tara nodded. "You two... Need to be together for awhile."
> Why wasn't she jealous? I didn't care.
> "Thanks for understanding." Willow smiled her radiant smile, her
> chest heaving.
> Tara giggled as she struggled back into clothing. "Power of three."
> "Blessed be," Willow completed, still smiling. I just stared, not
> caring if looked like an Amish at a sci-fi convention.
> Tara turned off the main light on her way out. I padded over and
> clicked the door lock. Turning back, Willow's eyes twinkled in the
> fading moonlight like two perfect stars in the universe of my life.
> I sat next to her, and ran my hand tentatively over her chest. She
> pulled me down and we traded sugary kisses. Her fingernails scraped
> lightly over my nipples, making them erect, and then her hand was
> inside me, massaging my vaginal lips and probing deeper...
> "Willow!" I cried out.
> Her eyes searched mine for signs of discomfort but found none as we
> kissed once more. We made love for about an hour after that until I
> fell asleep in her arms. I don't know how long she stayed awake, just
> that her fingers stroked my hair as I drifted off, and I never wanted
> that feeling to end.
> Ever.
>
>
> End.
>
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