Re: Fic: For Melinda

["Melinda" <msantoyo@xxxxxxxxx>]

Annelise?
Is that you? This was for me?? <bats eyes innocently> What ever have I done
to deserve such a sensual fic?? Please let me know I'll do it again, again,
again:) Beautifully scripted by the way.
Melinda
----- Original Message -----
From: <buffythebushkangaroo@xxxxxxxxxxx>
To: <buffywantswillow@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
Sent: Wednesday, July 04, 2001 2:34 AM
Subject: Fic: For Melinda


>
> *hugs to melinda*
>
> My account on yahoogroups seems to have been destroyed, so am trying
> this through my pseudonym.
>
> *sigh*
>
> Anne-Lise.
>
> --
>
> I have to be better than this. Faster. Much faster. My hands become
> a blur, moving beyond conscious control. Faster still, faster...
> "You sure you're not going to tire yourself out?" Who... Oh, Giles.
> I don't want to talk to Giles right now.
> "I'm sure." I pretend the punching bag is Glory. The hellbitch who
> kidnapped my sister and is threatening to kill her. I won't let that
> happen.
> "We're ... still working on ideas. Time's short, but, uh, best leave
> it to the last moment. If we go in too early and she takes us out, no
> chance of getting her to miss her window."
> "Then we wait." I give the punching bag a final vicious swing that
> snaps its chain, sending it careering across the room. Angry, God how
> I'm angry.
>
> *
>
> I'm hot, angry, perspiring madly, and so I take a shower in the
> small room off Giles' training hall. I'm just rinsing off, when to my
> surprise Willow opens the door and jumps in the shower with me.
> Now we've seen each other naked before. She's stayed at my house,
> and we share a dorm and have had gym classes together... But seeing
> the beads of perspiration dancing on her breasts just took my breath
> away.
> I have to fight an unbidden urge to just reach out and touch them,
> to feel her soft skin and firm breasts in my hands. I can almost
> imagine her nipples getting hard to my touch, like mine do when I
> play with them.
> I must have staring for quite awhile, because out of the blue
> Willow takes my hand and slides it up to her right breast, allowing
> me to cup it gently. And as my hand grazes her breast, I hear a small
> gasp escape her lips. I feel my heart beating a thousand times faster
> than it had been just moments before in the heat of battle. I lightly
> slide my hand up and dance the tips of my fingers lightly across her
> nipple. I look up and see how she's closed her eyes, enjoying the
> feel of my hands on her body.
> Then she embraces me, and her arms drape around my neck pulling us
> closer together. Its the most erotic feeling, as our breasts touch,
> as our nipples rub against each other's and as our bodies roll into
> one another, I feel the soft tickling of her fiery pubic hair against
> my own.
> Then it happens; our lips meet for the first time. We kiss, her
> soft lips lightly touching mine, and then I feel her soulful passion
> as she grinds her lips forcefully against my own. I return the kiss,
> sliding my tongue into her waiting mouth, tasting her for the first
> time.
> The feel of her hands running down my body is just incredible and I
> don't know if I will ever have the words to describe it. I can feel
> the heat from her netherlips as our legs began to intertwine, as I'm
> sure she in turn can feel the heat from mine. I quickly raise my hand
> once more to her breast, and rub my thumb across the nipple feeling
> it spring to life even in the steam from the shower.
> I moan as Willow's finger runs up the inside of my thigh and makes
> its first contact with my outer lips. The intense feeling of her
> touch in my most intimate place overwhelms me. I bend to slightly
> circle her nipple with my tongue, sucking, tasting salt and sweat. As
> I suck harder on her nipple, I hear a throaty moan escape from her
> pouty lips.
> I run my fingernails down her stomach, and she tenses as I slide
> first one finger up the inside of her thigh, lightly running it along
> her labia.
> Still sucking on her captive nipple I run my fingers up to the
> crest of her netherlips, and down, deep down, into the moistened
> folds of her labia. I find her clit already hard, and slowly I circle
> it a couple of times with my finger, eliciting a throaty moan. I kiss
> her fully on the mouth as I slide my finger deeper, ever deeper. Her
> muscles grab at my finger, so I describe small circles with my thumb
> on her clit.
> Willow settles into an almost rhythmic movement as she humps
> against my hand. We kiss again, tongues intertwining, almost dancing.
> Then I feel her finger slide inside, past my outer lips, tentatively
> at first. I feel her start to enter me with her finger, then pull
> back as I intensify my finger fucking of her. Then I feel her finger
> enter me, and in one push she is within me, causing me to moan. It
> feels too wonderful to have someone I love that deep inside me. Its
> not like I've never masturbated myself or anything, but the feel of
> Willow's finger slowing sliding in and out of me... It drove me wild.
> I kiss her and start to grind against her hand and then it happens.
> I feel her thumb on my clit and I have to bite back a scream. Her
> whole body tightens as her muscles clamp around my finger, and then
> I'm lost too in a cresting wave of orgasm that tears into me. I feel
> wave after wave roll across my body as my muscles clench down on her
> finger time and time again. Our thumbs roll across each other clits,
> and we fall against the shower wall, coming down from mutual orgasm.
> I slide my finger out of Willow and look into her eyes.
> "I love you." The words escape before I can take them back.
> She smiles, sadly, and whispers, "I love you too. You're my best
> friend. but I love Tara, and if I get her back... She and I will be
> together."
> "But..."
> "You needed that," she whispers more urgently, her eyes
> pleading. "And I needed to help..."
> "Willow..." What can I say? "I love you, and whatever happens
> tonight, I want you to remember that."
> She nods, and the smile I love comes back to her face. I feel so
> empty within. Empty as death.
> After all, isn't that my gift?
>
>
>
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