FIC: The Flow (10/10)

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Hiya all
Well you have made it this far now go all the way. I wan't to thank 
those who have lend a hand in the creation of this little story and 
those who gave some wonderful feedback :) 
Catch you on the flipside,
Stef

Title: The Flow
Chapter 9: As It Begins It EndsRating: R
Disclaimer: Joss Whedon owns it all right?
Note: Special thanks to Cheryl and Cilia
Summary: Set after the serie's end, kind of hard to put into words 
really. Confused after the events of last chapter, so now sit down 
order some tea and listen as Willow explain it, sort of.

Chapter 9: As It Begins It Ends

I am back at my Coffee Shop facing Hyde Park, drinking my herbal tea 
and watching the world flow around me. I'll understand if you are a 
bit confused dear friend, but I'll remind you that in the beginning 
you were told that this was my story and it has been so, for the most 
part. So what was it all about you might ask? Well I'll tell you 
since you have stuck around for this long. It was about breaking 
free, about taking revenge and perhaps about planting the seeds for 
the future. Why did I fuck Xander and not make good with Buffy? Well 
forgiveness isn't an easy thing and I know Xander will break free 
once he hears of his child being born. Shocked? Well like I said I 
use everything. 

Oh I love Buffy, but she'd make a lousy partner in her current state 
of mind, so I went for the second option. Xander is caring, mentally 
stable and he was the one who tried the hardest to bring me back and 
that's why I chose him because I know he will help me. 

It is my plan to slowly rescue my friends from their fate; Xander was 
just the first, the easiest. The others will come later, or perhaps 
not at all, but at least I have Xander now. I wanted Buffy but I'll 
settle for him.

This is not a perfect world and it was meant to be one, not all 
stories are pretty and come with happy endings, some stories are 
about just getting by. Like this one has been in a way guess, but I'm 
getting sidetracked. Want to come and clear out a nest or two with me 
friends? Nah didn't think so, you pick up the cheque and I'll see you 
around. 

This has been a experience, a test if you might ask, this is reality, 
things don't have a happy ending they just flow along and one way or 
another we manage to break free and maybe, just maybe find our own 
little piece of happiness. Willow has hers now, freed from the 
torture of her past and present. What about you friends?

So it Ends?

You still here? oh the big looming threat that Giles thought was 
coming and prompted him to call that meeting of the Four. What about 
that? Well remember that taxi driver? Yes I know, bad Willow misusing 
your powers and all that, but I have heard I all before. Now get out 
of her and leave me to my watching.

-fin-

It's been a fun ride, so now with your permission I'm just going to 
meld back into the lurkdom from which I came.