Insane 1/1 Sequel to Vampire dreams

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Disclaimer: All this belongs to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy Inc
and twentieth century fox.
Rating: Err? Lets go for NC-17 just in case  
Note: Bad: grammar, Plus flash backs inspired by a Fic called 
Adventures in Dopplegangland.   

<<Insane>> 
Willow walked along the pavement, eyes fixed firmly on the floor. She 
wallowed in her own dark thoughts. Was Buffy trying to brush her off? 
Was it 
as she had suggested just a dream? No! Willow screamed mentally. I 
can't have 
dreamed that, nightmares aren't meant to be enjoyable. A skateboarder 
narrowly missed running over Willow but she didn't even notice. 

As Willows dark thoughts continued, both mental tracks led to the 
same 
conclusion. If Vampire Willow had come into her reality and her room, 
or if 
they where real then there was only one reason why she had wanted it. 
Willow almost broke down on the spot, the very idea that she wanted 
to be 
well raped by herself was devastating. And completely wrong, she 
added 
mentally. 
Willow was nearing the college dorms. She had twenty or so reasons 
why it 
couldn't have happened and about the same number (although more 
flimsy ones) why it 
could have happened. 

Willow took a breath in and tried to stop more tears from trickling 
down her 
face. She thought hard about the first time her evil double had been 
in 
Sunnydale, including the things she hadn't dared tell the others. She 
drew her 
fingers across the spot where her double had licked her. 
Willow was entering the dorm building as she mentally replayed the 
scene the others never knew about. 

She looked up and saw that Vamp Willow was still naked. "Hurry up! 
Buffy 
and Giles and Xander are going to be back anytime!" she urged, making 
hand 
motions for her to hurry up. 
"Why should I? I like being like this," Vamp Willow said, grinning an 
evil grin. 
"Please! I don't want them to see me. .. you. . . us naked!" Willow 
said, pleading with the vampire. Vamp Willow 
looked up at her and her smile grew broader. 
Willow closed her eyes to block the memory out? 
"What do you want? I'm not going to let you get any blood from me," 
she 
said. Vamp Willow leaned in. "I don't want blood," she said, dropping 
her 
head and letting it hang for a second, before looking back up and 
saying, "I 
just want a little kiss." 
..Willow could hear the words, see what her naked double was doing ? 
She freaked out. Her mind raced. Was she serious? Would she just 
stand 
there, naked? She thought her options over. Giles and Buffy had been 
gone 
for about 10 minutes, and they probably wouldn't be much longer. 
Fresh tears rolled down willow cheeks. 
?Gut it out,? she thought, leaning forward. She leaned into the cage, 
pressing her lips against her vamp doubles. Vamp Willow slowly 
caressed 
Willow's lips with her own, sliding her tongue lightly over Willow's, 
almost 
as if asking for acceptance. It took Willow completely by surprise 
but she 
relented, opening her mouth slightly and letting the vampire slide 
her 
tongue in. The kiss wasn't anything like Willow had been expecting. 
She 
thought that the vampire would be rough, much like the persona she 
put on. 
But the vampire gently deepened the kiss, her slightly colder tongue 
wrestling with Willow's warmer one. 
Before Willow could relive the entire experience she bumped into a 
chair. 
Thanking god for the small mercy Willow dried her eyes and walked up 
the 
stairs. Willow bit her lip. She could never tell Tara this it would 
kill her 
to find out that she wasn't her first lesbian experience. Half way up 
the 
thought popped into her head ?Is the kiss why she's here? Willow 
nearly fell 
over. She shook her head. This dream or whatever was messing her 
around 
so much, But the thought wouldn't go away, one moment of weakness 
could have 
led to this. 
Willow gulped she would have to talk to Giles but not about what 
happened 
last time. Buffy had rejected the idea of her double's return but 
Gilles 
wouldn't. Mind you, she thought I won't go in detail I don't want to 
get 
Giles horny or anything. The first smile in 5 hours spread across her 
face 
and she chuckled, at least she didn't have to worry about that with 
Buffy.