Fw: NHA Fanfic: Fic: Dancing with Spike (1/2) 'Sequel to Dancing alone'

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Subject: Re: NHA Fanfic: Fic: Dancing with Spike (1/2) 'Sequel to Dancing
alone'


> ok you can't leave us hangign like this... its cruel.... please where is
the
> rest......
>
>
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> From: <angel-jade@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
> To: "nha" < nha_fanfic@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx >
> Sent: Tuesday, May 28, 2002 10:20 AM
> Subject: NHA Fanfic: Fic: Dancing with Spike (1/2) 'Sequel to Dancing
alone'
>
>
> Title: Dancing with Spike
> Author: Angel Jade
> Rating: PG-13
> Content: Language, implied sex.
> Spoilers: Season six to about Wrecked.
> Pairings: Willow/Spike
> Description: The night after. The unexpected happens.
> Setting: After 'Dancing alone.'
> Feedback: angel-jade@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
> Distribution: Ask first please.
> Disclaimer: Do not own characters or show and make no money from writing
> about them.
> Dedication: Red, you wanted happy.hope this is okay, 'cause I don't
usually
> do happy.
> Author's notes: No, I will not describe the sex scenes, because I'm lazy
and
> I hate doing them. Also, appologies to Red because I promised happy and I
> can't seem to manage it. Hopefully the next part will be. Sorry this took
so
> long, had trouble with plot.
>
>
> I feel the bed shake and open my eyes to see Willow sitting up abruptly,
> looking around as if she has no clue where she is.
>
> "Oh God." She mutters.
>
> Not the kinda thing a guy wants to hear after a night of unbelievably good
> sex.
>
> "Mornin' Pet." I say, a cheerful look on my face. Just so she knows I
don't
> regret it.
>
> But she obviously does.
>
> "Fuck, fuck, fuck..." She jumps out of bed and grabs her clothes, doing
her
> best to cover what she was only too happy to show last night.
>
> "Take it you're not stayin' then?" I ask, rather disappointed. Feels nice
> havin' a bird in bed with ya. Except Harmony. She snores.
>
> "Spike.how could you let me do this?" She asks.
>
> I scoff. "You asked me.remember?"
>
> "And you let me!" She yells back angrily.
>
> "What's the big deal? We shag, you leave.no one ever knows." I tell her.
>
> She sighs. "I was very emotional last night."
>
> "Kinda realised that, Pet." I grin.
>
> "If you ever tell anyone, I'll turn you into." She breaks off, a terrified
> look in her eyes.
>
> "Turn me into a what?" I ask, quite interested. "Oh.you're not supposed to
> be doing that anymore, are ya Red?"
>
> "Shut up Spike." She warns, putting her shoes on.
>
> "No more threatening Spike with the big bad powers." I say. I'm aware I'm
> teasing her.even upsetting her and believe me, this is the last thing I
> wanna do. But she's walking out like this was one big mistake. Man's gotta
> keep his pride.
>
> "Buffy's going to be worried sick.or maybe not worried.she'll think I was
> out doing.oh God, I have to go." She goes to leave, but I bound of out bed
> and I'm blocking the door to my crypt before she can open the door and
> disappear into the sunlight. "Spike, let me go." She says.
>
> I know I'm smiling arrogantly and probably scaring her, so I do my best to
> look hurt and back away. "Yeah, you don't worry about me. 'S not like I
mind
> being used by every bint in Sunnydale."
>
> She winces at my words, before walking out, leaving me alone. I kick over
> the table in frustration. Bitch.
>
> *****
>
> I know this is bad. That I'm sinking to a new low, but it doesn't stop me.
> I'm turning stalker now. But not on Buffy.love of my life.blonde bitch
from
> hell.
>
> Nope, Spike's got a new obsession. Fiery redhead who broke his heart this
> morning.
>
> Okay, it's not like I love the girl. Maybe I've just got a thing for girls
> who ain't interested in me.
>
> I see her in the living room of Buffy's house and wait behind the tree.
She
> looks miserable again. I smile. Best time to chat a girl up, I reckon.
Dawn
> walks in the living room and I see Willow try and talk to her. Dawn throws
> her a look so vile, I have to wonder if the lil' bit isn't just a tad
evil.
> Willow's eyes drop as she realises Dawn isn't going to be forgiving her
any
> time soon. She gets up and walks out, through the front door, closing it
> softly behind her. I see tears start to fall from her eyes as she sits on
> the step outside the house and buries her face in her hands.
>
> I sit next to her, not making a sound and put my arm around her. She jumps
> and looks up; tearful eyes that make her look so venerable. For a moment,
I
> think she's going to pull away.but she drops her head and pulls me closer,
> crying into my chest.
>
> After a few minutes, she sniffs back tears and pulls away.
>
> "Spike.will you.I." She's asking me for sex again. I shake my head. Learnt
> my lesson last time.
>
> She looks as if she's going to cry again.
>
> "Listen Pet, you know you'll just feel bad in the morning. Lets stop using
> Spike and go out and forget all this, alright?" I ask her.
>
> She nods, a little disappointed (who wouldn't be?) but she's happy just to
> have company right now.
>
> *****
>
> I take for a drink, watching amusedly and she drinks too much.
>
> I talk all night.she just listens, a small smile on her face. I tell her
> stories about my past. She's particularly interested in what I was like as
a
> human. I tell her all about my first love and she looks sympathetic.
>
> By the end of the night, she can barely walk straight. I walk her home;
glad
> no one's around to see me do it. Why I feel the need to look after the
bint
> I don't know.
>
> As we pass the cemetery, I glance in, thoughts of dragging her in there
and
> having a repeat performance of last night in my crypt. A small smile
crosses
> my face. It really has been too long since I had a decent fuck.
>
> Tempted as I am, I don't need slayer wrath right now. So, instead, I walk
> her home. Who knows, maybe she'll fuck me again sometime because of it.
>
> The, all of a sudden, I'm pressed against the cemetery wall. Willow places
> her hands on my chest and reaches up to kiss me. I know exactly how this
is
> going to end up, but somehow I can bring myself to care, so I grab her
> thighs and lift her up so her legs wrap around my waist. I make my way to
> the crypt, her lips not leaving mine.
>
> And people think this girl is all innocent. Give her a few drinks and see
> how innocent she really is.
>
> I push the door open and walk inside. I let her down so that we can
undress.
> Everything's so frantically fast; we're trying to get into bed. She must
be
> as desperate as me.
>
> We collapse on the bed and before I can take control, Red's on me, pushing
> *me* into the bed. I'm telling ya, this girl's got a side her friends
don't
> get to see.
>
> Think I like it.
>
> *****
>
> I wake before her and appreciate the calm before the storm. She's kinda
cute
> when she sleeps. Eyes darting about, little pout on her lips. I find
myself
> reaching over and brushing her hair aside.
>
> I jolt back. What the hell am I doing? Fucking Red.yeah, that's fine.
Great
> even. But now I'm getting all mushy. I'm acting like fucking Angel.
>
> Yeah, now it's me freaking out. And do you blame me? One minute Buffy's
> taken over my head and won't leave me alone, now I'm getting all poncy
about
> a girl. A human girl to be precise. Fucking chip.that's what it is. Stupid
> sodding soldiers and their fucking experiments.
>
> As she opens he eyes, I force myself to calm down and wait for it.
>
> She smiles, and stretches. "Hey."
>
> I cock my head to the side. "Not doing the ritual, 'Oh God, oh God!' today
> then?" I ask.
>
> She sighs and lies on her back, staring up at the ceiling. "I've had a
> little time to think."
>
> "And?" I ask.
>
> "So I'm screwing an evil vampire who's just using me because he can't get
> any off Buffy." She says casually. "I've done worse things."
>
> "Cheers very much." I mutter, kinda shocked how she's acting. Been
> underestimating this one.
>
> "And you're not so bad.for an evil."
>
> "Vampire, yeah we did that part, Red." I say impatiently. I'm pissed about
> the way she's acting. Bitch is using me. Sure, I was using her.was? Is. I
am
> using her. But she's not supposed to use me. "If you're gonna bugger off,
> you might as well do it now." I say shortly.
>
> She frowns. "What's wrong? You're being all.scorned lover on me." She
gasped
> as if she'd hit the nail on the head. "You feel like a scorned lover!"
>
> "I do not!" I reply. "Evil demon, remember?"
>
> "But Drusilla and Buffy."
>
> "That's them. Like I'd ever fall for someone like you." I say, before I
even
> realise its come out my mouth. Bollocks. Her face softens a little before
> hardening. She's out the door before I can stutter my apology.
>
> *****
>
> Now I feel fucking guilty. I.me.I feel bad. Me. Stupid bint, think she's
so
> special 'cause I fucked her. She's not my type. I'm mean, sure she's hot.
> And she's got the fiery temper working for her. And the innocent little
girl
> thing. But she's just not.
>
> I'd shag her any day. But what does she want from me? To say I want to be
> with her? That's fucking stupid. I'm in love with Buffy.who I have not
> thought about since my first night with Willow. That's not right. Damn it,
> I'm so confused. I walk alone down the street towards Buffy's house. Why
I'm
> drawn there is obvious. Not to watch Buffy undressing in front of the
> window.I need to see Willow. She's mad as hell right now and if I ever
want
> another shag, I'm gonna have to say I'm sorry.
>
> You know, now I've had 'em both.slayer and witch.it's kinda weird to be
> here. Comparin' 'em is hard 'cause they were both so different. Buffy was
> all rough and desperate. Gotta admit, that was fun. Red was all clingy and
> slow. She teased and touched. That was pretty damn good too.
>
> Wonder how they'd feel about a little one-on-one-on-one action.
>
> I stand behind the tree and try to look into the living room, but it looks
> empty. I try a bit harder to look in without coming out from the shadows.
>
> "You're pathetic." I hear Buffy's voice behind me.
>
> I turn round sheepishly and grin. "Slayer. How you doin' these days? Shag
> any dangerous vampires lately?"
>
> "Not since Angel." She replies before walking past me. "So you going
stalker
> on me now?"
>
> "Oh what? You kiddin' me right?" I ask. "I'm here to see Red."
>
> "Sure." She says sarcastically, opening her door.
>
> "I Am! You bloody well tell Red to get her arse down here right now or
> I'll." I stop as Willow appears at the door.
>
> "It's okay Buffy." She whispers as she walks out, leaving Buffy to gawp
> after us. I smirk as Willow walks along side me. We walk away from the
> house.away from the nosey glares of Buffy and Dawn.
>
> "So, thought you wouldn't talk to me." I say, trying to act as if I don't
> give a rat's ass.
>
> "Why? You were just telling the truth." She says, flatly.
>
> "Red, I was pissed at ya. I didn't even mean it." I say, but it does no
> good.
>
> "Xander, Oz, Tara.I'm not good enough for any of them." She says sadly.
>
> "The whelp's dating a demon. Your wolf left 'cause he's a freak and your
> witch bitch don't know what she's missin'." I tell her.
>
> "Thanks.I think." She mutters.
>
> "Truth is.you're a better fuck than Buffy." I say. Me and my big mouth.
>
> "What? How would you know?" She asks.
>
> "Uh.Angelus.details." I stutter awkwardly.
>
> She seems to buy it. "Oh.whatever."
>
> "Bloody well listen to me. You know I like shaggin' ya. Wouldn't do it
> otherwise. You're using me.that's fine. Not like I got any better offers."
I
> tell her.
>
> "I'm not.are you?" She asks.
>
> "Using you?" I can't answer that. I should say yes, but the look in her
> eyes.or maybe my thoughts about the look in her eyes.I'm a fucking softie.
> "No Pet, I'm not using you. I like you."
>
> "Like me, like me? Or just like me?" Willow asks.
>
> "Whichever one means I like shaggin' ya."
>
> She laughs. "It's not a very healthy relationship." She says.
>
> "Whoa.relationship? Thought you were bleedin' using me. Now you're all
with
> the relationships?"
>
> "Well.I just meant.Spike, shut up."
>
> "Make me." I reply, not willing to take orders from a little girl. Once
> again, I find myself being pushed backwards as she collides into me and
> kisses my lips hungrily. I don't take long to react and wrap my hands in
her
> hair, holding her to me. Something tells me we won't get back to the crypt
> this time.
>
> *****
>
> I can't begin to understand this change in her. This is Willow we're
talking
> about. Little redhead. The past couple of weeks have been messed up. First
> of all Buffy lets me shag 'er, then Red's coming onto me every bloody
night.
> And I ain't complaining. Maybe I should try my luck at the demon and the
> blonde witch.
>
> "Spike, we have to move." Willow whispers.
>
> "Why?"
>
> "We're lying naked in the middle of the cemetery."
>
> I grin. "Can think of worse places I've been naked." I tell her.
>
> "I can't." She replies. "Come on, we can't stay here."
>
> I groan and sit up, reaching for my clothes. I grab some of hers by
accident
> and throw them at her. She's doesn't notice and they hit her face. She
> laughs and throws them back at me. So, of course I throw them right back.
> She can be so childish sometimes.
>
> She gives up on the clothes and jumps on me instead, attempting to pin me
to
> the ground. Likely. I roll her over and pin her myself.
>
> And then I feel a sharp pain to my gut that sends me flying across the
> graveyard.
>
> Willow screams and I look up to see what I'm fighting.
>
> Buffy stands there, glaring at me.
>
> TBC
>
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