Fic: Strange bedfellows 3/4 NC-17 Faith/Willow

["Faithful Chosen" <mayra.rienties@xxxxxxxxx>]

Title: Strange bedfellows part 3

Author: Faithful Chosen (Mayra.Rienties@xxxxxxxxx) 

Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: Characters belong to Joss and Mutant enemy. The story and othercharacters are mine.

Special thanks: Sarah: Thank you for the help on the city. Darkyn Pack for the challenge and the support.

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My mind climbs to consciousness as I wake up in Faiths tight embrace. Even when she sleeps she still clings to me. She reminds me a little of a baby. She's sprawled all over me and her arm, that she draped over my naked belly, pushes me to her. When I try to loosen it she groans and clings harder, Isigh a little and just push myself up, so I can rest against headboard. She slides lower, so she doesn't have to move, and she's now lying on my lower belly. She pushes herself further to me, in a futile attempt to crawl into my skin. I run my fingers through her hair, definitely a bad hair day-forboth of us. 

Her hand travels over my legs as she slowly wakes up and it climbs to my inner-tights. I like the touch, that's not it, but I'm really not sure if I have enough energy for another love-making session. She lets her hand travelfurther up and is now almost at my core. "Erm. Faith. sweetie, wake up" I whisper and her forehead cringes. "No freaking way" She groans and I can't help but smile. "Then please remove your hand, I can't take much more" I say dramatic and she chuckles "Took to much of you baby?" She asks and I consider giving up and just saying 'yes'. No Way. I scoot down fast and find her mouth with mine and French-kiss her passionately. 

"That a no?" Faith asks and I shake my head. "I could never get enough of you" I say and kiss her again, this time much more soft. Faith is surprised,I see it in her eyes, but she doesn't show it. "That right?" She asks in her normal 'I'm-protecting-myself-'way. "Yeah, it is." I say and the figure this is as good as time as any. "Faith, I want you to know something." I start. She cringes a little, but I continue anyway, I want to say this. ". I love you" I say and I feel her stiffen in my arms just a little. 

"You do?" She asks. "Yeah" I say with a soft smile. "That's. really nice, thank you Will" she says and lays down away from me. I know what's wrong. "I'm gonna get some more sleep" I say and hope I'm making this easy for her. She doesn't answer, so I lay down. 

After a couple f minutes I feel her moving next to me. "Red, you awake?" she asks soft. I stay quiet. "I'm sorry I couldn't say it back to you" Faith starts whispering. I strain to hear what she says. "It's not that I don't. you know. love you, but it's just. all the people I said it to.. They left and I don't want you to. leave" She says soft. I totally understand. Oz left, Tara left, and my parents weren't even there half the time, which is kind of like leaving. "My dad, he told me he loved me. before he left. and then." She stops and I stay as still as I can. She never talks about her past,this is so rare, and somehow I feel like I'm intruding on a personal conversation.

" ..And them my mom took off with some guy, I think they're in New Mexico or something, anyway, she used to tell me she loved me." Faith pauses, she'swondering if she should continue. "Then I just went bad, you know? I thinkthat I started seeing sex as a. substitute for the love I never got, God this sounds stupid." It didn't, sound stupid that is. I just wanted to hold her and tell her that it would be alright, and that she was making perfect sense. I stayed quite and acted like I was sleeping. "I'm really sorry about what I did to you guys, you know that right?. I just.. The mayor, he toldme.. He cared about me and he was caring and he treated me like.. Like I was his daughter. I needed that so much. I went way to far. I was.. I almostkilled you, and why I did it I was telling myself that I had to do this, to be loved. I didn't know you could give me that love. I'm really sorry Red. Willow" Faith said and scooted closer to me, wrapping herself around me. I smiled a little. 

I finally was fairly certain Faith was to far gone to answer any of my talks, but she would be able to hear them. I steadied myself on my arm and looked at her peaceful face. As I looked closer I saw her demons though. She was battling them right now and I couldn't help but feeling pretty useless. "I don't blame you" I whispered at a reasonable distance from her ear. "I know why you can't say you love me, I don't want to push you, so I'll wait, I'll wait forever if you need that much time." I whispered and I saw her stir in her sleep. "You went through so much, and you locked yourself down, please don't feel bad about that" I run out of things to say. "I- I love you Faith, I really do" I said and lay down into her embrace. 

Something's touching me. I struggle to wake up, but as I feel the cold of her hands I relax again. She traces my hairline, ear and my yaw-line. With one finger and oh so softly. Next I feel her on my lips and I can't help myself, I take one of her fingers in before opening my eyes. I bring my hand up to catch her hand and kiss all of the five fingers. She looks at me with a soft smile. I think even loving. In a second it hits me that she's not pulling back and that she's not putting up the mask. She notices the change in my face and runs her palm over my cheek. "Ask me." She whispers and pushes a light kiss on my mouth. "Do you love me?" I ask and lock eyes with her."Yes Willow, I love you" She says and I can see she means it. I can't helpit, I start to cry and she falls into my arms. This is the only time I've ever seen her cry and it causes me to cry so much harder. 

After a wile tears are dried and we just cling to each other. I think we fill a void for the other, somehow, and yes I know how cheesy this sound, I think we're like. soul mates. Suddenly I feel her mound on my neck and she'sgiving me baby-kisses. I giggle, because my neck is definitely ticklish. She pushes herself up and smiles at me from above. She slowly bends down andwe share an intimate kiss. "Make love to me" I whisper and she nods. She sits up, she's sitting on my lower belly and her feet are next to my legs. She's naked, just like me. She runs her hands over my face, drawing and memorizing. Slowly she creeps down with her hands, her hands and eyes exploringas if it is the first time. Down my neck, over my collarbone, to my left arm. She finds my hand and kisses the five fingers, sucking my pinky into her mouth. 

I stare at her, fascinated. I didn't know she could be so gentile, so loving. This is such a different Faith. This thing we're having could be straight out of a movie, I can almost hear the romantic music that would play under this scene. Something by. Ani Defranco perhaps. After she's done with my other arm she travels to my breast and my erect nipples. This love making, this exploring. it's so sensual. She massages my breast and I can't help but moan. "You are so beautiful" She whispers and I swallow hard. Her voice is so full with desire and love that it almost gets my tears running again. She moves off of me and sits in between my legs. Her hands travel down frommy breast, memorizing the feel of my skin. She moves to my legs and tracesthem down to my feet. She moves up again, but this time she uses my inner tights to climb up.

She lays down and uses her hands to open my legs. I open them and steady myself. She bows down and licks me, one stroke, but I whimper at the intensity of it. I find the bed sheet and grip it. She looks up and waits till I look at her. "I love you" She says and thrusts two fingers into me at the same time. I gasp and fall back onto the bed as she gives me a little time to adjust. She finds a steady, slow rhythm and pushes her fingers into me as deep as she can, before almost pulling them out. She kisses my breasts and belly as she keeps up this slow rhythm we got in. My breath is rapid and allmy senses are humming. I'm so close, in the back of my mind I hear her voice "Look at me" She whispers and I struggle to look at her. "I love you" She repeats and bows down to capture my clit with her lips, sucking it into her mouth as I fall back and come. 

She pulls her fingers out as I ride out the orgasm and licks me. Slowly I come down to earth and she moves up again, kissing me. I taste myself in hermouth as my tongue explores. It's a deep and intimate kiss, a kiss of belonging. 

I role her over wile kissing and then I pull up, we stare at each other fora wile, both perfectly happy with not moving. Then I kiss her neck and earand move down, slowly, tasting the salty taste of her skin, I find her breasts. I pull a nipple into my mouth and she moans sensually. I massage the other breast and then move down. I need her to come, more then I needed to come myself. I lick my way over her trained abdomen and then over her curls, she shiver in anticipation. My hands steady her and then my tongue find her core. Her breath caught and I lick, exploring her. I lick her lips and then move in, tasting her even better. Then I slowly move my tongue into her, as deep as I can. She pushes up to me, granting me even better access. I push in and out of her for as long as I can and then I feel her walls starting to contract. I pull out of her and push my fingers in, as my mouth moved up to her clit, I capture it the same way she did and she comes. I lick until she's fully down to earth and push up to capture her lips. I whisper "I love you" in her ear before snuggling close to her. 

Faith kisses my head and then runs her fingers through my hair. "You hungry?" She asks. That should have been a turn-off, but with her it's just cute."Oh yeah" I say and grin. "Lets go then" She says and stagers out of the bed. She puts on her clothes and looks at me as I make no move to get out ofthe bed. "Not coming?" She asks. I shake my head in 'no'. "Why not?" She asks. "My legs don't work" I say and grin. She looks at me and blinks. She'swearing her leather pants and her bra. She smiles and walks to me. Using her slayer strength she picks me up and puts me on a chair in the room. She finds my bra and panties and then puts them on my body. She helps me into my pants and then my corset. 

I smile at her all through he process and she smiles back, she's finally given herself permission to love. She stands up and goes to get the make-up she brought. She puts it on me and I look as good as I did yesterday, only this time I have an angel on my chest. To my great surprise Faith is quite the artist, she loves to paint and draw. She does her own make-up and then head for the door "You coming?" She asks as she notices I don't follow. "No"I say with a pout. "Yes you are" She says laughing and walks to me, she scoops me up and holds me like a baby. "Faith! No!" I say wile laughing hysterically. She's much stronger then me, and I know that if she wants to she can carry me to breakfast, which in my eyes isn't a good idea. She heads outthe door and carries me to the alleviator where she puts me down "You meany!" I throw at her laughing and she acts hurt "I just wanted to help and then you call me a meany, you meany!" She says and then we both laugh our asses off. "Come on, lets get some breakfast" She says after the initial laughing has passed. With a huge smile we stroll into the room where some guestsare already eating there breakfast, we get some pretty funny glares and I recognize the man that has the room next to us. I think he's no to happy with that fact though. He shoots us an angry glare and I give him a sweet wave, I'm mocking him, and he's not to happy with that either. 


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