RE: FIC: The Spaces Inbetween (12/13)

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From: Red Willow [mailto:reddwillow@xxxxxxxxxxx] 
Sent: Saturday, July 20, 2002 10:25 AM
To: buffywantswillow@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Subject: FIC: The Spaces Inbetween (12/13)

Title: The Spaces Inbetween
Author: Red Willow
Email: reddwillow@xxxxxxxxxxx or nick_elodian@xxxxxxxxx
Disclaimer: All characters and reference to belong to Joss Whedon,
Mutant 
Enemy, and all them
other peeps. I'm just using them to make my own fun. Casey and Claire
are 
mine though. Girl on Girl action.. you know like.. you no read.
Distribution: Story belongs to me. If ya want it, just ask and credit
me.
Pairing: W/B with a little bit o' Tara and a smidge of Spike
Rating: NC-17 (up to)
Summary: part 12 of 13 S6 and veering off into AU land. Tara's left 
Willow. Buffy slept with Spike. Willow's trying to keep
away from magicks. The spaces inbetween refers to the time between
one
relationship and another.... the fight and the makeup, the time spent in

reflection, dreams...
alone time....
Feedback? I thrive on feedback. Hope you enjoy!
*******
Song featured: 'Bodies' by Soul Minor's Daugher 1995

Also... there is a reference to the artist Hans Hoffman, known for being
a 
cubist in his earlier work, but mostly an abstract expressionist.... he
was 
actually a big influence on jackson Pollack, but Hoffman's work or his 
method wasn't as "violent" (action painting).....
*******

I couldn't believe how nervous I was again. My sex ached with the
burning 
desire for contact, for Willow's hands, mouth, her entire body. I was 
soaked in arousal and anticipation, but the jumble of nerves in my
stomach 
was reaching up into my chest again just the same.

Willow crawled onto the bed and immediately began kissing me, my
shoulder, 
my neck, the valley between my breasts, my stomach. Light kisses
carrying 
with them promises of something more, relaxing me, putting me at ease 
finally. I closed my eyes and basked in the touch that was Willow. I
felt 
her hand slide up my thigh, followed by her leg as she shifted her
weight to 
lay part of her body on top of me.

I wrapped my hands around the back of her neck and brought her
face to 
mine, relishing the sweet taste of her mouth, her tongue as it slid over
and 
fought with mine. I reached up and cupped one breast while I slid my
other 
hand down her back, resting it in the warm small of her back.


As a point of creature comfort
I layed down next to you
unexpecting
unprepared for what you wanna do
and I tried
to keep my wits about me for some time
but when your
fingers
ran across my stomach
thoughts
ran through my mind.

She drug her fingers over my nipples, scraping even and I arched up into
the 
roughness fully aware of the craving boiling under those fingertips, in
her 
body, ready to be unleashed and I wanted it, I wanted and needed every
ounce 
of passion she could pour out of herself and onto me, into me. She
swung 
her leg over mine and pressed her thigh firmly against my sex, causing
my 
juices to seep out and spread against her leg. I felt for sure I'd
leave a 
puddle on the sheets before she even touched me.

I drug my fingernails up over the back of her thigh, gripping
her tight ass 
and pulling her into me, digging my nails in. She licked and sucked my 
neck; my ear and I kissed her cheek, her forehead, nibbled on her
shoulder. 
I was aching for touch, for contact, for Willow's hands and mouth,
greedy 
with hunger. I pleaded with my whimpers, moans, and the thrust of my
hips 
against her firm thigh.


.and then you rolled your body over
and put your lips on mine
resolving any doubts
I had
of what
you had in mind.
we both
got hot and bothered
pet me
heavy hands all over
won't you
take me for a ride.


"Will."

She kissed up the length of my neck to my chin and the corner of
my mouth 
before working her way back toward my ear. Her hot breath and tongue
teased 
and tickled and I gripped her body tighter, twisted her nipple harder, 
eliciting a low growl into my ear, creating a circle of lust.

"Do you want me to touch you?" She asked, as if she needed to.
"Yes!" I moaned loudly, thrusting against her leg again for
emphasis.

She moved down the length of my body, painfully slow, delivering
delightful 
kisses and bites the entire way, only stopping at my breast where she
licked 
the stiff rose firmly before it was swallowed by her mouth, and then
there 
were teeth and lips and the pulling, biting sensations shooting hot
flashes 
throughout my entire body.

"Oh God." I breathed.

My entire body was humming. It felt like every fiber, every
nerve was 
plugged into one central unit glowing and pulsating at my center.

Her hand tickled and danced its way down my side, my stomach,
sweeping 
and circling, stirring the energy of our sex that was already at a
massive 
level, until her fingers found my fur and caressed lovingly before
curving 
and wrapping it in her fingers, tugging in an almost rhythm with her 
continued kissing.
All I could do was scrape her back with my fingernails, caress
her 
shoulders, run my hands through that beautiful mane of red hair I fell
in 
love with so long ago.

Her tongue moved across my stomach, circled my bellybutton, and
then moved 
down toward where she was still playfully tugging, only lower,
searching, 
reaching and pressing forward.


.so move to me
and shake the heavens
shake the sky
your salty sweet
ambition
laying down
a rhythm
like
your favorite song
and this is sin
and this is good
now lover
don't regress to shame
I know that God was with us girl
I heard you call his name (oh my God)


***

I tugged on the small tuft of soft brown curls and slowly
brought my tongue 
down around her bellybutton, down lower until my chin met hair and I
could 
smell her arousal, smell that musky liquid smeared across her cunt by my

leg.

I kissed her fur, the tops of her thighs, slid my tongue down the
insides 
and back up again. I slipped one finger in between those glistening
swollen 
lips, catching her thick liquid before bringing it straight up over her 
engorged nub. I was happily rewarded with an immediate thrust of her
hips 
and a loud approving cry. I took my finger away though and she
whimpered 
from the loss of contact.

Pushing her legs apart, and urging her to raise them slightly, I
went back 
to licking and sucking on the insides of her thighs, coming dangerously 
close to her begging sex, but never touching it. I knew she wanted it
bad, 
she was practically begging. I wanted her to remember this though, to
have 
it stick out beyond anything else. Not that it was her first time with a

woman, or that it was with me, more than that. I wanted her to remember
it 
because of how good I made her feel, I wanted her to remember and always

crave it.

I felt her fingers wrapped up in my hair, trying to push me
towards the 
burning throb so close to my mouth already. I reached up and gripped
her 
fingers in my own, bringing her hand back beside her bent leg and with
our 
fingers entwined, held her hand there. Inhaling at length the rich
scent 
emanating from her, I touched the tip of my tongue to the small opening
made 
by the spread of her legs and wiggled it gently, waiting for a reply.

"Oh. my. God." She moaned.

Taking that as a good sign, I plunged my tongue in, sliding it
firmly up 
the length or her pussy and began to go to work on every inch of her, 
tasting her, drinking her, making love to my best friend with my tongue 
while her legs rose up slightly, and her hips thrust at my face. I 
submerged myself in the task of lapping up the Buffy sticky goodness
that 
practically splashed onto my chin as I gorged on her hot sex.

"Oh God Willow!" She shouted and bucked her hips against my face

repeatedly, riding out the waves of her orgasm.

Her clit pulsed against my tongue but I kept licking and
sucking, pulling 
it between my teeth and rapidly licking in a circular motion with the
tip of 
my tongue until I felt her shudder violently against me, screaming and 
gripping my hand so hard I thought she would break the bones. I let go
and 
worked my tongue in slow sweeps down to the opening of her pleasure
center.

I looked up at her and saw that she was already glowing with the
power of 
two orgasms swimming through her but I wasn't done with her yet.


Through the highest parts of heaven
down the sweetest parts of hell
you come to me like visions girl
I promise I don't kiss and tell
your skin and lips
your sweat and sex
your breath
it covers me
you know I like my body best
when it is on your body.


***

Wave after pleasurable wave hit me and moved me, lifted me and
electrified 
me. Her tongue had felt so good, and I knew I'd never had that done so
well 
before. I thought she'd stop, thought she'd get me off and move over for
her 
turn, but she wouldn't let go, held my clit captive in her mouth and
before 
I knew what hit me I was arching up off the bed, gripping her hand and
the 
sheet in my hands as another surge of energy bolted through my body,
sending 
my heart into a death beat as bright crayola colors ran across my vision

before fading into my skin.

I felt myself being stretched, opened wide by tender fingers,
while 
butterfly kisses flapped against my inner thighs once again. And then
she 
slid into me; lifting me back up and thrusting into me slow at first, 
gaining approval, which I readily gave, meeting her thrusts and crying
out. 
I expelled breath in the form of sound every time she thrust into me.

She brought herself up on her knees, straddled my leg, and
grabbed one of 
my breasts, rolling the nipple between her fingers, heightening my
pleasure 
with every tug and squeeze.

I grabbed the headboard above me, picked my hips up and began to
thrust 
down onto her fingers. I was only faintly aware that she was stretching
me 
wider, pushing deeper, fucking me hard with her fist in a steady
pounding. 
Rocking my body back into the bed. I met her thrust with fervor, riding
her 
fist, my swollen cunt attempting to swallow her entirely.

It was a slow, steady build, but I could feel it, trace its
history, plot 
the course.

"Oh yeah." I heard Willow moan and I opened my eyes to see her
hovering 
close to me, sweat gleaming on her skin as her arm moved back and forth,
her 
fist rocking inside of me.

I brought my body up, letting her hand fall from my breast to
the bed to 
support her. I wrapped one arm around her back and cupped her cheek
with 
the other, looking directly into her eyes as I felt the surge of energy 
between us spark and crackle. I claimed her lips with mine, pulling her

into a forceful deep kiss and she fucked me harder, reaching deeper
inside 
as I pulled my free leg up around her and brought her closer.

I felt her rubbing against my other leg, sliding her own wetness
along my 
hard thing and I brought it up, pressing into her, hoping she'd come
with 
me.

The two of us rocking back and forth, her hand inside me, my
tongue inside 
her and both of us feeling, preparing for the oncoming explosion as my
legs 
shook and I moaned louder and louder in her mouth until I just couldn't
hold 
on any longer and was forced to dig my nails into her back, arch up
against 
her and bury my face in her shoulder as the dam broke flooding over her 
hand, my sex, the sheets and sending streaks of bright current flooding
out 
from my womb to the rest of my body.

I was screaming into her shoulder and coming and shaking,
bucking against 
her and I felt her tense up, as her hips worked against my thigh,
bringing 
herself to orgasm and the knowledge of that brought me over the edge
and, 
coming with her, our hips moving toward each other.

This was like nothing I had ever experienced before. My body
wasn't 
exploding in waves of pleasure as I was used to with every orgasm I'd
ever 
had, instead it seemed to implode, sending those bright bolts of energy
up 
through my body to the very center of my heart. I was being filled and 
fattened with ecstasy engulfing me from the inside out until it finally
shot 
back out, straight to my fingertips and down to the very bottom of my
toes.

***

I couldn't hold it any longer, the aching had become a searing
pain 
shooting deep into the core of my being and I needed release. I slammed
my 
pussy down on top of her thigh and began riding it, the folds of my sex 
split and smushed against her hard muscle, trailing my juices along
tight 
skin.

I pushed deep and hard into her, rocking her back and forth with
the force 
of everything inside, my entire hand inside her, reaching deep, wanting
to 
be let and never leave, clasp onto her soul and live there forever.

She broke off the kiss and dug her nails into my back, bucking against
me as 
her orgasm hit. I pushed my body into her as the muscles of her
stretched 
sex tightened around my hand, pulling and holding me, demanding more. I

obliged and continued to fist her, pounding the back of her slick
passage, 
even after I felt her liquid shoot from within, washing over my hand and

spreading across the sheet below.

I felt my own orgasm rise and shoot through me, a little one on the
scale of 
greats that I've had but I knew that would change soon enough and this
was 
about release, about alleviating the painful ache, easing the pressure.

Besides, this was for her, about giving her something, letting her know
I 
love her, and wanted to make her feel wonderful and fulfilled.

I slowed my thrusts as she rode out her orgasm, feeling her whole body
shake 
and shudder against me, her steady stream of cries becoming moans and 
finally pants as she slowed and came down from what must have been an 
extremely powerful orgasm and I wondered briefly if she had ever had one
of 
that magnitude before. It would be good for my ego, after all.

I pulled out of her and lay her back down, wrapping her
completely in my 
arms and legs. She was still trembling, trying to catch her breath and
when 
I pressed my cheek against her breast I could both feel and hear her
heart 
pounding in her chest. I kissed her chest, her stomach, her shoulder
and 
cheek, whispering "I love you's" and "I got you's."

I felt like we were in a Hoffman painting, expressing spirit and
soul. An 
image with no shape, no form nor context, or border, merely color,
swirls 
and strokes in sinuous movements. The freedom of expression brought 
together, melded into a completeness, an art, like our bodies tangled
and 
tied to one another, inside each other, tasting and touching, feeling
and 
wanting and needing and having, finally having. And then, committed by 
friendship and trust and lust and love. This was us making love, all 
emotion and feeling, two solids becoming one energy, transferred and
shared, 
bringing us together and keeping us there.


The fountains mingle with the river,
And the rivers with the ocean;
The winds of heaven mix forever,
With a sweet emotion;
Nothing in the world is single;
All things by a law divine
In one another's being mingle:-
Why not I with thine?

See! the mountains kiss high heaven,
And the waves clasp one another;
No sister flower would be forgiven
If it disdained it's brother;
And the sunlight clasps the earth,
And the moonbeans kiss the sea:-
What are all these kissings worth,
If thou kiss not me?

-- Percy Blysshe Shelley
'Love's Philosophy'

*******

"What is a poet? An unhappy person who conceals profound
anguish in his heart but whose lips are so formed that
as sighs and cries pass over them they sound like
beautiful music"
-Soren Kierkegaard


Willow: Oh Buffy, you really need to have every square inch of your ass 
kicked.
Buffy: Then show me what you got, and I'll show you what a Slayer really
is.

Who the hell am *i* to capitalize myself?


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