FF: Family 1/?

["nykademis" <phaisyle@xxxxxxxxx>]

Disclaimer: I don't own them. I don't want to. I just like to write 
kinky little stories for them.
The plot idea came from Xenocide (as most of the good ones do) I 
just ran with it cuz I like the thought
of killing all those guys (especially Spike, talk about an 
ewwwwwwwww alert).

Pairing: B/W

Author: Tori

Title: Family/ Pink or Blue

Rating: NC-17 for some Buffy/Willow action in later pieces, and I 
don't write Het (no experience with it)

Archive: Oh yes please please please, just tell me where??

Author's note: Uh huh I'm doing this cuz I hit the "big bad writers 
block" 
with a vengence on my other fic, though I'm sure no one's waiting 
impatiently
for Part 14 so I'll just keep doing what I'm doing *smile*. It's 
quite AU, there 
being no Dawn in such, and she and Willow live at home with her Mom 
who is
dying of a tumor.

I hope you enjoy!!
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"Come on Negative" Buffy pleaded with the home pregnancy test. She 
waved it around in the air hoping to rush it's decision to negate 
everything the first six test had told her.
She waited impatiently for the stick to turn blue or pink.

"Come blue. Tell me it's true baby tell me it's true!!" she said 
under her breath not wanting to wake Willow. 

The stick changed.

Buffy checked the box, once, twice, and sighed.

Pink your pregnant, blue you aren't.

"It's still pink" Buffy whined and tossed the last test she'd bought 
into the trash.

"Buffy honey is that you?" Joyce called through the locked door.

"Yeah Mom" Buffy hurriedly changed the bag in the trash can "I'm 
almost out!!" she called through the door.

Grabbing a towel she covered the trash bag with it and opened the 
door.

"It's all yours" Buffy said pasting on a fake smile.

"Thank you dear" Joyce ran her hand through her thin hair. The 
medication her doctor had given her was causing her hair to thin out 
and break off. She was so worried that before long she was goint 
to 'look' as sick as she 'was'. She too pasted on a fake smile over 
her worry and entered the bathroom.

Buffy sighed and hoped her mother wouldn't realise that the shower 
was dry, as was the towel she was carrying. She hurried to her room, 
which was righ next to Willow's, she dropped the towel and bag 
outside her door to take care of later.
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"Willow awoke slowly to the sounds of the Summer's women moving 
around in their daily morning rituals. She enjoyed living here with 
Buffy and her Mom. It gave her a sense of family she hadn't had 
while living in her parents home. Now with them starting college she 
felt the need for normalcy more and more. Everything was changing 
for all of them. She and Buffy were becoming more independent and 
even Xander was growing. They hadn't seen him since he'd left for 
his road trip, and heard very little from him at all. 

She stretched and smiled when she heard Buffy knock on the wall.

"Willow do you have my blue sweater?"

Willow frowned, Buffy sounded funny, as if she were upset.

"Yeah Buffy I have it. Just come on in when you want it" Willow 
called to the muffled and slightly nasel sounding voice.

"Ok" came the reply.

Willow stood and stretched again as her bedroom door opened.

Buffy slowly shut it behind her "Mom's in the shower" she rubbed her 
slightly pink nose.

"Oh okay. Buffy what's wrong?" Willow crossed to her and grabbed the 
hands that she was wringing together.

"I'm just....so afraid about Mom" Buffy lied. She was worried about 
her mother, but the newest revelation she'd recieved that morning 
was weighing down on her.

Willow gathered the smaller girl into her arms and held tight to 
her "Aww Buffy she'll be ok. Your Mom's strong as an ox. She'll pull 
through"

"God Wil I hope so" Buffy sobbed into Willow's shoulder "I need her 
so much" /now more than ever/ she finished in her head.

"Well you'll always have me Buffy. I'll always love you" Willow 
promised squeezing her briefly. /You'll never know how much/ she 
added silently.

Buffy relaxed in Willow's arms and smiled "That's the first time"

"Huh?" Willow pulled back to get a good look at the slayers tear 
stained face.

"That's the first time you've ever told me you love me" Buffy's 
smile was sweet and happy.

"I've said it before" Willow thought back.

Buffy gave her a knowing look.

Willow pasted on her resolve face "Okay maybe not in so many words"

Buffy tilted her head and blinked.

"Or any words. But actions!" Willow nodded resolutely "I had many 
actions"

Buffy smiled. She couln't help it. Her Willow was so cute sometimes.

/My Willow?/ BUffy shrugged it off as a fanciful thought /She 
doesn't feel the same way. And then there's Oz../
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They were late to class. Nothing unusual there. Only difference was 
the reason. Buffy had never gotten carsick before.

Willow was worried though the slayer shrugged it off as if it were a 
common occurance.

"And your sure you okay Buff?" Willow asked as they exited the car.

"I'm fine Wil, come on we're already late for psychology. Professor 
Walsh probably won't let us in" Buffy hurriedly walked away.

"Whatever" Willow muttered and followed.

When they reached their classroom the door was locked.

"See locked out" Buffy sighed and leaned against the wall "This is 
crappy. I was all set to do work to!"

Willow smiled at their on-going joke. Buffy had a habit of falling 
asleep in Professor Walsh's class.

"Let's walk around! It's a gorgeous day and"she knocked on the 
wall "We can't get in. So we might as well stay out" grabbing 
Willow's hand she bounced excitedly from the building.

Willow laughed while being jostled along.

Other students paused to watch the little blonde pull the lissom re-
head alond like a pull toy.

"Buffy people are staring" Willow laughed.

"So" the overly elated slayer bounced out the door and down the 
stairs "They're just jealous"

They reached the bottom of the stairs and immediately bumped into 
someone.

Willow lost her balance completely pulling Buffy down with her.

Buffy landed hard on her elbow and Willow landed on top of the 
person she'd bumped into.

"Well, certainly not before the first date" a feminine voice purred 
as Willow lifted her face from a soft belly.

"Oh! I'm..."she tood quickly "I didn't mean to" reaching down she 
pulled the remarkably good natured young woman to her feet.

"I can tell. The look of utter astonishment gives you away" the 
young woman joked dusting herself off "Seeing as how you bowled me 
over at first sight I don't know your name"

"W-Willow" Willow choked out.

"And I'm still on the ground" Buffy remarked from her spot on the 
cement.

"Oh Sorry" Both girls blushed and helped the Slayer to her feet.

"I'm Buffy and you are?" Buffy held out her undcathed hand.

"Buffy?" the girl said playing with the name "Sounds familiar. But. 
Is that really your name?"

"Yes" Buffy pulled her hand back "My mother gave me that name"

"Oh no" the girl grabbed the hand BUffy had pulled back and shook 
it "I didn't mean it that way. I'm Buster. Buster Brown"

"Right like your name's much better" Buffy muttered shaking the 
girls hand.

"And I have excellent hearing" Buster added with a smile.

"Oh" Buffy hunched her shoulders "Sorry"

"Well sorry Buster we didn't see you there" Willow said disengaging 
Buffys hand from the young womans.

Buster made an agreeing sound, she realized the possessive move even 
if Willow didn't "It was a mistake. They tend to happen"

"Buster!!" a strong female voice called out "What's your little 
Wiccan Ass doing?"

"Flirting piss off!!" Buster called back without turning around.

"Oh really" the voice came from directly behind her.

"Not really. I just figured it would get you over here faster" 
Buster still didn't turn around "This Buffy and Willow"

"Hello" the second woman said.

She was different than Busters brown-haired, brown-eyed, freckled 
cute looks. This was a classic Black haired, blue eyed beauty, 
shorter than her counterpart who was roughly the same size as 
Willow. This second girl was running edge with Buffy, who reached 
Willow's nose wearing boots.

"Hi" Willow gave a small wave /she looks like a fairy/

The girl looked at her oddly for a moment then introduced 
herself "I'm Shea, and I'm sorry if Buster here was annoying you"

"No we just knocked her around a bit" Buffy state bluntly "She 
turned Willow down for sex and everything"

There were several reactions that both Willow and Buster expected. 
But they got none of them.

"Good. Trained you well" Shea wrapped her arm around Buster's slim 
shoulders.

"Your Wiccan?" Willow asked finally catching up. She was off after 
being presented with these two's random goofy.

"Yep, and I got the runes to prove it" Buster laughed "Not like 
those quacks in the group" she snapped her fingers "That's where 
I've seen you before!"

"Yeah I guess" Willow blinked several times "So you practice?" 

"More than 'they' ever will" Buster rolled her eyes.

"I practice more than they do" Shea frowned.

Buster giggled and nudged Shea.

"She'll usually do a few spells with me. You know ground me when I 
go into trances"

"Well I know we just met and all, but I'm desperate, I need someone 
to cast with. Teach me or-or whatever you see fit to do!" Willow 
paused her babble "Please?"

"Well she put it so nicely" Shea remarked looking at Buster.

"And quickly" Buffy added speaking up "Did you actually get any of 
that?"

"Yeah I did" Buster said blinking "I'm trying to decided if she 
really wants to learn from me, or if that was a come on"

"I just wanna cast!" Willow said quickly hoping Buffy didn't catch 
on to the opic of girl-on-girl action. She'd had a crush on the 
slayer for years. The last thing she needed was it coming to the 
fore-gound now that she'd let it rest that they'd only ever be 
friends.

"I think it was a come on" Buffy said smirking at her friend.

Willow blushed furiously.

"So what have you tried to do so far?" Buster stepped away from Shea 
and grabbed Willow's arm and stode off.

"Well I can float a pencil" Willow said happily.

"Nothing heavier" Buster laughed.

"That's what you're here for" Willow remarked nudging the slighter 
girl.

"Ditched for a witch" Shea sighed watching the two walk off. She 
also noticed several heads turned at their arm-linked cuteness.

"Ain't it always the way. If she weren't so cute and happy I'd be 
mad" Buffy said staring after her long time friend.

"Yeah" Shea shook her head "Mocha's?"

"Oh please?" Buffy hopped.
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*pokes sleeping Muse* HELLOOOO!!

*Muse rolls over muttering*

*sigh* Hey you only gave me one part!!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr