FIC: Learning to live pt 22

["jend1205" <jend2002@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

I know that this is short and it sucks, so feel free to tell me it 
sucks. I just wanted to finish this section up and move on. I kind of 
hit a wall right here. I would like to have spent more time with it 
today but girlfriend duty and motherhood demanded my attention. I 
have some ideas floating through my head for the next couple of parts 
so hopefully they will be easier, so bear with me through the slump. 
Jen 



Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I don't own just like it.
Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
Pairing: Willow/other - Willow/ Buffy eventually
Spoilers: Season 6 maybe others somewhere down the road
Summery: Giles brings someone in to help after everything happens in 
season 6. Sorry I suck at this part.
Author notes: I have never written anything before this, so please 
tell me what you think


"Sara", Willow asked as she and Buffy approached the ex-slayer?
"Hey, listen guys. I am sorry about tonight. I know I told you I 
would be home but I guess I figured if I wasn't here, I could put off 
the inevitable. I don't even know were to start. I have spent so much 
time alone", Sara had tears in her eyes as she continued, "When Josie 
died I built a wall up around myself. I told myself that I would 
never love anyone like that again. Then you come in to my life and 
god help me it all went out the window, that wall fell to the ground 
right at my feet. I don't want to have to rebuild it. This is the 
first time I have felt something for someone other than Jen. Fifteen 
years is a long time to just forget. I have to learn how feel again. 
This all happened so fast that I am not sure if any of it has sunk 
in. I want you to know that if you want to keep the babies I will be 
here to help. I want you too but I know that it comes down to you 
both. I know that you may not be ready. Willow, I know that you have 
loved Buffy for a long time and I know that Buffy loves you. I can 
understand if you don't need the complication of having me around. I 
just ask that if you keep them, that you allow me to be a part of 
their lives. I want to get to know my children and I want Jen to know 
her sisters". Willow walked over and sat down in front of Sara and 
wiped the tears from her cheek, "Doc, of course we want to keep them. 
It was never a question for either of us and we should have told you 
that. Yes I do love Buffy and she loves me but we love you too. You 
could never be a complication for us. We would never keep you from 
your children. Hell we see what a great job you did with Jen. I have 
never heard a teenager talk about how cool their mom was. She did 
that tonight by the way". Sara smiled at that and her heart filled 
with love for her daughter.
"Sara, we know we have a lot of hurdles to jump but we want to jump 
them with you", Buffy said as she sat down next to Sara and took her 
hand and then grabbed Willow`s, "I think all three of us need to 
learn how to feel again. Lets learn to live, with each other". Willow 
took Sara other hand. "I think I know a good place to start", Willow 
said with want in her eyes. Buffy saw the lust fill Sara face, "Race 
ya", and ran for the door.