Fic: Learing to live pt26

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Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I don't own just like it.
Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
Pairing: Willow/other/ Buffy eventually
Spoilers: Season 6 maybe others somewhere down the road
Summery: Giles brings someone in to help after everything happens in 
season 6. Sorry I suck at this part.
Author notes: I have never written anything before this, so please 
tell me what you think

"Come on Giles it's been a month since she got beat up and she won't 
say ten words a day to anyone. She gets up, locks herself in the 
training room until we leave and is always away at the club or 
patrol. It's like she is hiding or avoiding us. Jen is freaked she 
has never seen her mom like this. Xander broke down last week and 
told us that the night after it happened she asked him to fix the 
walls in her shower. He said that she had put her hand through the 
wall in like five places. Has she said anything to you", Buffy sat at 
the table talking to Giles and Gail.
"Rupert, I have to agree with Buffy. Sara has never kept anything 
from me. I know something is wrong. She damn near took some guys head 
off at the club the other night", Gail told them.
"Yeah the other day when we went to the doctor, I swear she growled 
at the doctor when he put his hand on her. All he was doing was 
congratulating us", Buffy said.
"I have talked to her several times and she tells me nothing is 
wrong. Buffy she has had a lot of things going on."
"No Giles its more than that. This is not just being worried about 
anything. The three of us talked the day we told everyone and she was 
thrilled. She told about how excited she was. No there is something 
wrong. She opened up and let us in. Now it's like she has built up 
all these walls. She seems so angry and dark. "
"Buffy, I understand your concern but there is not a lot any of us 
can do until she is ready to talk. She is a different kind of slayer 
then you. She was trained not to feel. Sam was a very warm human 
being and got a lot closer then he was supposed too but he trained 
her to be unfeeling when it came to slaying. I think maybe that is 
coming through. It has been fifteen years and suddenly she gets 
thrust back into something she never expected to have to do. I think 
it is just harder for her to separate when to feel and when not too. 
Give her some time".
"Ok but I don't have to like it." Buffy sighed.


"Mom, Willow was thinking about taking us to the club tonight. Is 
that ok," Jen asked her mother before school. It was the first time 
she had seen her mom in almost a week.
"I don't think", Sara started and then saw the disappointment in her 
daughter's face, "Um ok, I guess if you want to come you can."
"Thanks mom, I really miss you maybe we could go out this weekend, 
just you and I"?
"Sure hon., how about tomorrow afternoon. We go see a movie and go 
shopping", Sara asked knowing she had been neglecting her lately.
"Cool and I can get new clothes. We wouldn't want my new sisters to 
think I had no fashion sense".
No we wouldn't want that", Sara said. 
 

Buffy found Willow sitting her room, her eyes red from 
crying, "Hey Will, it's going to be alright".
"No, I feel like we are losing her and I don't know what to do. She 
has been so good to all of us and it's like she won't let us help 
her".
Buffy sat down beside her and wrapped her arms around her, "I love 
you and we will work through this".
"When does it stop? When do we get to have some peace, Buffy" Buffy 
pulled her into a passionate kiss, "I don't know if we ever will but 
we have each other and we have family, so I think we are pretty 
lucky."
"Promise me we will figure this out soon".
"We will and we won't lose her I promise. Whatever demon she is 
fighting we will help when she is ready. You know we haven't been 
together in a long time."
"Yup, did you have something in mind Miss Summers"?
"Maybe, I have a while before I have to go", Buffy said as she got up 
and pulled Willow to her feet. She ran her hands down Willows sides. 
Buffy unbuttoned her shirt and kissed the newly exposed flesh. The 
shirt slipped to the floor as Buffy hooked her fingers in the 
waistband of the pants Willow was wearing and pulled them down. 
Willow moaned as Buffy began to kiss her stomach. Willow pulled 
Buffy's shirt over her head and sucked on her breast as she put her 
hand between Buffy's legs and rubbed through the pants. Buffy wiggled 
out of her pants, needing more of Willows touch. Both girls were 
breathless and wanting. Kisses became more passionate and hungry. 
Willow pushed her back onto the bed and crawled up between her legs. 
Willow licked and sucked her clit until Buffy cried out her name as 
she reached her climax. 
"Oh god Will, I love you", Buffy said as she pulled Willow up on top 
of her. She kissed her forehead.
"I love you too", Willow whispered, "As much as I would like to 
continue this the girls will be home from school soon and you know 
how grouchy they are if they don't get their snack".
"No we wouldn't want grumpy teenagers in the house but promise we 
will finish tonight".
"Oh I can guarantee it", Willow told her as she got up and got 
dressed. 


Buffy and Willow were headed down the stairs when the doorbell rang. 
Sara came out of the office followed by Giles to answer it.
"What the hell are you doing here", She asked as she opened the door 
to Quinton Travers.
"Well it is nice to see that you haven't changed any Dr. Stevens", 
Travers answered. 
"I'll ask you again what are you doing here", Sara growled.
"I came for am explanation as to why my slayer is pregnant by two 
women no less".
Sara stepped forward until he was backed into the wall, "The only 
thing I am going to explain to you is how you are going to get the 
fuck out of my house, get your ass back on a plane to merry old 
England. When you get there you are going to overnight any 
information you have and keep us informed of any changes. Do I make 
myself clear? Oh and how is the wife"?
"Well I never", Travers stammered.
Sara slammed him into the wall, "One phone call to Debbie and you 
never will again. Leave us the fuck alone or I promise I will tear 
the council apart bit by bit until it is just rubble around your 
feet". She grabbed him by the collar and threw him out the door. Sara 
turned and saw the stunned people standing in the foyer. She pulled 
out her phone and flipped through the numbers, finally finding the 
one she wanted and hit send, "Deb?Its Sara Stevens?Yeah I'm fine?
Crazy I know?I just kicked your husband out?a little pissed yeah?I 
need a favor will you keep an eye on him, make sure he is sending me 
everything?told him I would call you and he would never get any again?
thanks I knew I could count on you?you ought to come out here for 
vacation soon?of course without him?meet Buffy and Willow?Yes I am?
thanks again Deb? Good bye."
"Well he won't be bothering us again", Sara told them, "He is so 
afraid of Debbie that he would never go against her. She made him and 
he knows he would be nothing without her". Sara headed back to her 
office and shut the door. The rest of them shrugged their shoulders 
to stunned at the turn of events and headed in different 
directions.