FIc: Wild one 10/?

["jend1205" <jend2002@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

Ok this is short but I am going to go get some snuggle time with my 
girlfriend(who I have been ignoring lately), while the kids are in 
bed. I promise more tomorrow. I'm thinking maybe Buffy POV of her 
feelings for Willow? Thanks for all the fb, you are all gonna make me 
get a big head. Might make me think I have a creative bone in my 
body. Anyway on with the show....

Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I don't own just like it.
Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
Pairing: Willow/ Buffy
Spoilers: I guess all of the shows this is A/U but some of it might 
come up.
Summery: A/U A different first season, different Willow.
Author notes: I am still working on Learning to live. Let me know if 
you think.


Willow was rummaging through the fridge in the kitchen of Angel's 
mansion when he came in the next morning, "Morning dead boy, want 
some breakfast. Not that we have a big selection here." Angel shook 
his head, "Naw but if your offering you could warm up some blood. So 
what's going on with you and Xander? He told me his side yesterday, 
so what's your side." Angel watched as she warmed the blood in the 
microwave and brought it to him. She sat down with the left over 
pizza from the other night. He shook his head at the teen's choice in 
breakfast food.
"He told me he didn't want to see me for awhile and I think he meant 
it this time."
"Do you understand why he's doing it", Angel asked her.
"I guess but I don't know why he is making a big deal of it. I have 
it under control", Willow watched him shake his head, "Really I do 
and I wish people would just leave me alone about it".
"Can we say denial, Willow".
"Look I know sometimes I get a little out of control but I can handle 
it."
Angel looked into her eyes and sighed, "So answer a question for me, 
then. When was the last time that you can say that you were sober for 
the whole day"?
"Um, uh, um well I don't know, can we just change the subject now".
"You don't know because it has been so long ago you have forgotten. 
Denial, Willow. I was thinking now that Buffy is here maybe we could 
look into a rehab center."
"Nope, ain't going to happen, so get over it. I don't have a problem 
with it and neither should you. Speaking of Buffy what did you think? 
She gonna make it?"
Angel knowing that he wasn't going to get anywhere with the red head 
today, let it drop, "She does have some spunk to her and she seems to 
want the support so maybe my hesitation was a bit premature. Her mom 
seemed to take things better then I thought she would. Everyone is 
coming over after they move Xander into Giles' today and she is going 
to train with you".
"Xander is going to live with Giles", Willow asked?
"Yeah, I planted a camera in his living room and caught his dad 
hitting his mom. Jenny and Giles decided that he might be better off 
living with a man, they are going over there today to blackmail his 
parents into giving Giles custody.
"Wow, that should make him happy. You know how he likes books, living 
with the librarian should be like a dream come true", Willow laughed. 
She got quiet for a moment trying to find the right words to say what 
she wanted to next.
"Angel, I kissed her", Willow whispered.
"Huh, who, Buffy", the usually articulate vampire asked not finding 
his words.
"I kissed her twice actually".
"When, where, why, huh?"
"The other day at school. Once in the bathroom and once in the 
library".
"Ok did she kiss you back", Angel asked.
"Yeah but I don't know", Willow sighed.
"Don't know what. You know your bi, have been for a long time. So 
what's the problem?"
"There is just something about her, she's different then the others. 
I have never felt anything like it". Angel burst out laughing, "Love, 
little one, young love."
"Angel, this is not funny and you know it. I'm scared", Willow 
whispered.
"Will, it's ok."
"No it's not. I have no place for that shit in my life. I'll be 
damned if I 'm not going to let anyone get that close." 
Angel looked at his protégé and smiled, "Think it's too late for 
that, hon".
"Fuck you, dead boy", Willow said as Angel started to laugh again.