FIC: The Night Everything Fell Apart (1/1) NC-17

["Shannon" <willows_gal_15@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

Hey guys! Okay this is strictly a one-parter thing, cause it was 
written in the ehat of the moment in about 20 minutes. It's short, as 
are all my fics. I was kinda depressed when I wrote it (About an hour 
ago, lmao) so don't expect cheeriness! And on that note....

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Disclaimer: They're not mine? one day they will be? uhhh? they belong 
to Joss & Co. 
Rating: Umm, NC-17. Very much. Also there's violence, rape and bad 
bad scenes.
Pairing: Willow/Buffy... kinda... err, not really. I dunno, you 
decide!
Summary: Well, Willow gets raped. I can't say by who...
Setting: Season 4, dorms. My favourite place. :)
Spoilers: None.
Notes: Very nasty, graphic descriptons of rape.
Distribution: Just my website, 
http://www.geocities.com/lusty_wrong_feelings where all my other fics 
are. Oh, and the BuffyWantsWillow Yahoo! Group, of course!

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Buffy was pacing the dorms, waiting for Willow to come home. She knew 
her best friend was in love with her, she had for years. She'd never 
mentioned anything, there was Angel, then Oz; Riley and Tara. Now 
there was no-one. Tara'd left a few weeks ago. It didn't get very 
serious between the two of them, but Willow had confided in Buffy and 
told her that they'd kissed. Just once, not too heavy, but she'd 
liked it. Alot. She'd crushed on Tara, Willow had told her friend. 
But she never used the word love, not even when she was with Oz. Her 
love was reserved for the petite blonde. A blonde whom had just come 
home from a very unsatisfying night of slaying. Well, patrolling, not 
slaying. That was her problem. The vamp had gotten her all riled up, 
ready for the kill, then he'd ran. Ran like a big bumpy bunny, 
leaving Buffy with a hot flush covering her skin.

So now she was home, eagerly waiting Willow's arrival. The arousal 
between her legs after slaying something was usually bearable, but 
when she didn't get the kill it was worse. Before, she had Riley, now 
she didn't. There was only one person she wanted, and that she knew 
wanted her.

The door opened, and the redhead stuck her head in to see if Bufy was 
home yet. She was surprised to see the light on, and Buffy 
pacing. "Buffy! Hey! Why are you home so early?"

Buffy looked up from her pacing to see her friend looking at her 
inquisitively. "Oh, the vamp I was after ran off, so I kinda needed 
something from you." Buffy said nonchalantly. Willow cocked her head 
to the side. She was *not* liking the tone of voice that Buffy had. 
Regardless, she stepping inside of the dorm room fully, and shut the 
door behind her. "Um, sure. You know I'll try and help you with 
anything you need." Buffy walked seductively over the the other girl, 
took her head in her hands, and kissed her. "Good," she said between 
breaths, "'Cause I *really* need this." Willow pushed the smaller 
girl off of her and wiped her mouth. "Buffy! God... I, uh, no! I-I 
can help you with *most* things... but, but not that!" Buffy kept her 
grin on her face, and rallied back. "What, you're gonna tell me 
you're not in love with me? That you haven't been ever since you 
first saw me? I know you are. I see it every day in your face. You 
want me. You *need* me." Willow flushed and stammered an answer 
out. "Y-yes, Buffy, I-I, I have feelings for you. But this... no, you 
don't want... *I* don't want..." Buffy backed Willow against the 
door, and began kissing her again, and moved one hand under the 
redhead's shirt and began to tweak her nipple. Willow whimpered and 
squirmed beneath the Slayer's strength.

Willow tried to talk through Buffy's murderous kisses. "Buff.. Buffy, 
please... please, don't." Buffy let out a gutteral growl, and turned 
Willow around to push her onto her bed, then straddle her. She 
trailed a finger down Willow's chest until it reached the low 
neckline of her shirt. "Willow, you've been asking for this. You wear 
these clothes and expect me not to want you?" Buffy indicated the red 
v-neck top and blue jeans that she was wearing. She hooked her 
fingers into the neck of the top, and ripped it apart down the center 
as Willow flinched. She looked up, tears glistening in her eyes, and 
stared at Buffy. "You don't wanna do this." She whispered to 
herself, "God, *I* don't wanna do this." Buffy laughed hysterically, 
and clawed at Willow's bra, all the while talking. "Will, of course I 
do. That vamp left me *so* unsatisfied... what kind of friend would 
you be if you didn't let me do this?" She succeeding in ridding 
Willow of her bra, and immediately attached her mouth to one of her 
nipples and began to nibble, suck and lick at it. By this time, 
Willow had tears freely flowing down her face. She gripped the sides 
of the bed mattress, shut her eyes, and prayed for Buffy to finish 
quickly.

Buffy harshly shoved a hand down under Willow's jeans, and into her 
panties, and began rubbing her clit furiously. Willow tensed and let 
out a sob, and Buffy looked up at her. "Will? Willow, baby open your 
eyes. I wanna see you feel this." Willow opened her eyes, and glared 
at the blonde girl, tears streaming down her face. Buffy removed her 
hand from Willow's pants, only to rid her of them. She moved her hand 
back down, and inserted three of her fingers into Willow's 
unlubricated opening. 

Willow let out a cry of pain, that Buffy ignored. She thought she 
heard a slight tear, but ignored that also. Pumping her fingers in 
and out of Willow, she began to rub her own pussy against her jeans, 
the friction causing her to moan in pleasure. Never stopping her 
assault of Willow, she too rid herself of her jeans, and began to rub 
herself on Willow's thigh. She could feel Willow beginning to get a 
little wet, and smiled to herself. "You like that, then?" Willow 
couldn't speak. She shook her head, and managed to gasp out, "Never." 

Buffy looked down and saw blood running down her hand, onto her arm. 
She froze, and pulled her fingers out. "Oh, God... Willow... I..." 
She rolled off of the redhead and onto the floor, in a daze. Willow 
curled up into a frightened ball, and let the tears fall. Buffy got 
up, and reached out to Willow, who jerked back and snapped her head 
up to face Buffy. "Never. Touch me. Again." She told her coldly. 
Buffy retracted her hand, got dressed quietly, then walked silently 
out the door. 

She never came back.