FIC: Deterioration (6/6)

["Shannon" <willows_gal_15@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

Hey! Well, I finally finished!! I finished this capter,a nd decided 
it couldn't really go anywhere else, so I made it the final one. 
Onwards! I think it may be the longest chapter I've written....

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Disclaimer: They're not mine? one day they will be? uhhh? they belong 
to Joss & Co. 
Rating: NC-17.
Summary: Willow tried to do a spell to cure Buffy's cancer, and it 
backfired... or so she thinks.
Setting: Sometime after season 6, veryyyy AU. Actually I've just 
realised the way I'm visualising this! They've known each other 6 
years, meaning it's set after 'Grave', or at the very least at the 
beginning of season 6 (When Buffy is dead, lol) BUT they still live 
in the dorms!
Spoilers: None.
Notes: Okay, this chapter is going to be very hard for me to write, 
and probably even harder for you guys to read. I kinda wrote myself 
into a corner with that last one. I recommend you go back and read 
the first 5 chapters before you read this one. It'll make a hell of a 
lot more sense! This is the final chapter. (At last!!) I think I 
implied that they did what they do in this chapter a few chapters 
back, but this is the first time, er, "On-screen," if you will. :P
Distribution: My site, http://www.geocities.com/lusty_wrong_feelings 
by default and anywhere you want, just ask me first and credit me :) 
Feedback? Sure! :D I crave it!

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"Buffy, come on, come on." Willow had her head laying on Buffy chest, 
trying desperately to hear a heartbeat. She heard nothing. A thought 
occured to her, and she brought her fingers up to her friend's neck 
and felt for a pulse.

Her heart leapt for joy when she felt one. It was faint, and weak, 
but it was there. She let out the lung full of air that she had been 
holding. "Thank God," she murmured under her breath. "Okay Buffy," 
she said softly. "I know you're in there... come out now. Come on..." 
She gently massaged Buffy's temples and tried to coax her into 
consciousness. Willow lent over her lover and place a gentle kiss on 
her lips. "I love you," she whispered.

Buffy's eyelids fluttered open, and she tried to speak. "Will," she 
tried weakly. "Shh, shh Buffy." Willow picked the light girl up and 
carried her to her bed and tucked her in. "Sleep now, plenty of time 
to talk later." Willow smiled gently. "Will, it worked. Your spell, 
your beautiful spell worked! Plenty of time to *sleep* later." Buffy 
held a mischeivious grin on her face. Willow grinned. "Oh, really?" 
Buffy nodded eagerly, "Really." 

Buffy craned her neck upwards to make contact with Willow's lips. She 
crushed them against her own, in need and desparation. She sat up, 
and wrapped her arms around Willow's back, clutching desparately at 
her shirt. Willow obliged to Buffy's wants and lifted her arms, 
allowing Buffy to take her shirt off. Buffy pawed at her lovers 
breasts, and unhooked her bra then discarded it to the ground. She 
broke their kiss to lower Willow down onto her bed, then to cover her 
body with her own. Buffy moved down Willow's body, and flicked her 
tongue out over one of Willow's nipples.

Willow gasped, and arched her back off of the bed. Buffy licked, and 
nipped, and sucked at Willow's nipples until she couldn't take 
anymore. "Buffy... down... I need more." She blushed. Buffy grinned, 
and paused to take her own top off, then quickly removed Willow's 
jeans. She hooked her thumbs into Willow's purple panties, and drew 
them slowly down her legs, to throw them on the floor. She kissed the 
inside of Willow's right knee, and worked her way up, making a trail 
of wet kisses on the inside of her girlfriend's leg. Girlfriend. Yes, 
she was her girlfriend now. Buffy could barely believe it. She 
inhaled the scent that was purely Willow, and murmured, "My Willow," 
before tentatively licking the witch's inner lips. From the low moan 
that Willow let out, Buffy figured she was doing it right, and became 
more confident. 

Buffy laid a few more long licks along then length of Willow's pussy, 
and began to gently swirl her tongue around her clit. She replaced 
her tongue with her thumb and forefinger, and crawled up the bed to 
join Willow. She covered Willow's mouth with her own, and Willow 
ventured her own hand downwards, and underneath both the the 
waistband of Buffy's jeans, and her panties. She found the hard nub 
of nerves, and began to rub methodically. Buffy began to move against 
Willow's hand and began to increase the speed of her own 
ministrations. Willow managed to slip a finger inside of Buffy's 
pussy as they neared their climaxes, and Buffy did the same for 
Willow. Willow began to breathe faster, and tried to warn 
Buffy. "Buffy... I... I..." Buffy kissed her, and said, "I know."

Willow nodded, and began to move back into the rhythmic groove that 
she had been in before, and before long, they were crying out each 
others names. Buffy fell, out of breath, on top of Willow. She rolled 
off of her, but pulled Willow close to her body. Willow nestled her 
head on Buffy's shoulder, and glanced sleepily up at her 
girlfriend. "Buff..?" Buffy was already on her way to 
dreamland. "Yeah, baby?" Willow hugged Buffy tight and snuggled up to 
her. "I love you." Buffy smiled. "I love you too, Wills."