FIC:Tamed( sequel to wild one)3/?

["Jennifer DuBoe" <jend2002@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I don?t own just like it.
Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
Pairing: Willow/ Buffy
Spoilers: I guess all of the shows this is A/U but some of it might come up.
Summery: Sequel to Wild one.

?Thanks for coming by Dave?, Willow told the man as she walked him to 
the door.
?Well I thought it would be something you would want to hear in person. You 
know Will we can?t save them all. All we can do is give them support and 
understanding and hope for the best.?
?I know but it still hurts when one gets away?, Willow told him, ?Let me 
know when the arrangements are made.? Willow watched him pull away form the 
curb and sat down on the porch swing. She felt the tears on her cheeks and 
wiped them away. Buffy sat down beside her and took her hand, ?Honey are you 
ok?.
?Not really but I guess there?s nothing I can do about it now. I really 
think I just want to be left alone.?
?Please don?t shut me out, Willow.?
?Just leave me alone. I don?t think I am asking too much. I just want to let 
it sink in.?
?No you just want to let it eat you alive and then go out and beat the shit 
out of something. I don?t think Faith can survive another ass kicking. Tara 
wasn?t too happy the last time.?
?And lord knows we wouldn?t want to piss Tara off, now would we?, Willow 
raising her voice a little. Buffy knew she was pushing but she wasn?t going 
to let it go and let Willow keep it all in again.
?So what your jealous of Tara? Come on Willow you know better. I love you 
and I have never given you any reason to think that there was anything but 
friendship between her and I.?
?Whatever, Buffy just go back in and have a good time?, Willow sighed.
?God damnit, why won?t you let me help you. It?s not fair to shut me out.?
?Guess what Buffy life isn?t fair. No one should have to deal with this. No 
one deserves what I went through or Xander. Now there is a sixteen-year-old 
boy who won?t get to grow up. He won?t get the chance to go to college or 
have kids. So don?t sit there and tell me life isn?t fair. You thankfully 
won?t ever have to know what that feels like?, Willow yelled and slammed 
into the house leaving a crying Buffy on the swing. Tara came out and sat 
down next to her and put her arm around her, ?So I take it the shoe 
dropped.?
?Tara, when does it end? I don?t know how much more I can take. No matter 
how much I love her, it just doesn?t seem to be enough.?
?Buffy, I love you and Faith and I will be here for you whatever you decide 
to do?, Tara told her best friend.
?Do you know she still has nightmares? There not as bad as they were when 
she first came home but you would think after ten years things would get 
easier for her?, Buffy said unaware of Kim coming around the side the house.
?Do you have any idea what they did to her? Namely her stepfather?, Kim 
asked coming onto the porch.
?Not really she never talked to me a lot?, Buffy answered wiping the tears 
form her eyes.
?Somehow I knew that, she hates to tell anybody. A year after we got 
together she had pretty much given up sleeping. She was going two or three 
days without sleep and it was affecting everything in her life. The council 
had enough and made her see a therapist. Well she wouldn?t talk so they put 
her under hypnosis and the things that she talked about made my skin crawl. 
I never thought anyone could survive something like that and have any kind 
of sanity left. I know it is none of my business, well yes it is my business 
because I still love her and the stupidest thing I ever did was let her go 
but if you keep pushing her, she?s going to leave.?
?You would like that wouldn?t you. You didn?t come here to teach, you came 
here to get her back?, Buffy asked.
?She has a family that I would never take her away from. She never had one 
of those growing up but if she comes to me then I could never deny her. Tell 
her I will call her later?, Kim said and walked away.





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