FIC: Tamed (Sequel to Wild one) 4/?

["Jennifer DuBoe" <jend2002@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

This part is kind of dark and mean so be warned. Jen

Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I don?t own just like it.
Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
Pairing: Willow/ Buffy
Spoilers: I guess all of the shows this is A/U but some of it might come up.
Summery: Sequel to Wild one.


Faith walked up to the bar and walked through the door. She spotted 
Willow sitting at a table in the corner and made her way over. Willow 
looked up and sighed.
?Well I glad you stood me up for a good reason. I mean blowing what almost 
ten years of sobriety is a pretty big deal?, Faith told her as she sat down 
next to her.
?Shit, I?m sorry. Did everything go ok??
?Yeah my information was wrong. It was just two vamps but they are dust in 
the wind now. I?m not the one you?re going to have to apologize to. I have a 
feeling Buffy isn?t going to be a happy camper when you come home drunk. So 
was it worth it? Was he worth it??
?Faith you don?t know what you?re talking about.?
?To hell I don?t. Some punk ass kid killed himself rather then try to deal 
with life. You said yourself that he wouldn?t let anyone help him, so it?s 
not your problem now. Will you had a hard life but it?s over. You have a 
great girlfriend, four good kids soon to be five and friends who would do 
anything in the world for you. You know someday your going to have to get 
over it and move on. It?s over there died?, Faith stopped after having run 
out of air.
?Do you know how I spent six weeks before my freshman year, locked in the 
basement. My mom decided to spend the summer in Paris and my stepfather 
stayed home. He thought it would be fun to torture me. I woke up my first 
day of summer break chained to the wall in the basement. He told me that all 
I had to do was beg him to fuck me and he would let me go. I thought that 
Xander would help me. I knew he would be by at some point and would miss me 
so I held out. He would bring me food once a day but after I ate he would 
come back and beat me so bad that I always threw up. I held on for two weeks 
before I gave in. I begged and pleaded, I just wanted it to be over but he 
had other plans. So after I begged he fucked me but he didn?t let me go. No 
he told me now that I was being a good girl how could he possibly let me go. 
I spent another month down there before he got tired and let me go. I still 
have scars from that summer. When I talked to Xander he told me that my 
stepfather told him I had went away with my mother. He never even missed me. 
I never told him any different. So tell me how do you get over that? We 
won?t even go into having to watch as your mother blows out your fathers 
brains, shots you and watching her turn the gun on herself. I had part of 
her brains all over me?, Willow cried. Faith sat there and was trying very 
hard not to throw up. She didn?t know what to say, ?Willow, I didn?t know. 
I?m sorry, I can?t imagine what that had to be like.? Willow filled the shot 
glass and downed another drink, filled it again and handed it to Faith.
?Faith, I really don?t know sometimes if it will every go away. Sometimes I 
see thing over and over in my head every time I close my eyes?, Willow said 
and forgot the glass this time and just drank out of the bottle.
?Willow, please stop drinking. Don?t blow ten years.?
?Hasn?t been ten years. Why do you think Buffy kicked me out a couple of 
months ago? I will probably be staying at your place tonight.? Faith 
couldn?t keep the shock of her face, ?Tara didn?t tell me.?
?I don?t think Buffy told her. She just wanted to keep it between us. I 
promised her I wouldn?t drink again. I guess I fucked that up now huh?, 
Willow said, finished off the last of the bottle, stood up and stumbled, 
?Come on Faith, I guess I ought to face the music.?


Tara and Buffy were sitting in the living room when the door opened and I 
very drunk Willow stumbled in half carried by Faith.
?Damnit Will, you promised?, Buffy whispered.
?Yeah well I guess, I fucked it up.?
?I can?t believe you would do this to us?, Buffy said and cried.
?Well I did so not much I can do about it now?, Willow coldly.
?You bitch, I think it would be good idea to get the hell out of here for a 
while. I can?t take it anymore. Something has to change and I am tired of it 
being me.?
?If that?s what you want. I?m out of here.?
?Willow wait, tell her what you told me tonight?, Faith told her.
?No, I won?t and neither will you. I?ll be around later to get my stuff. 
Goodbye, Buffy. Tell the kids I will call them tomorrow?, Willow said and 
slammed out the door.
Buffy collapsed onto the couch and broke down. Faith looked at Tara, ?I 
think you ought to stay here tonight. I?m going to go find her and take her 
to our place. Love you.?
?T-take c-care of her?, Buffy stuttered through the tears. Faith nodded and 
set out to find her watcher.






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