FIC:Untamed (sequel to Wild one)

["Jennifer DuBoe" <jend2002@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I don?t own just like it.
Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
Pairing: Willow/ Buffy
Spoilers: I guess all of the shows this is A/U but some of it might come up.
Summery: Sequel to Wild one.


Willow walked up to the door and stopped before she knocked. It had been 
two weeks since she had left her house and she was no closer to being ready 
to go home. She knocked on the door and Kim opened the door with a huge 
smile on her face. Willow come into the room and sat down on the couch and 
took out a bottle of whiskey that she had brought with her.
?So when did you start drinking again? I bet everyone was a little pissed 
off at you?, Kim told her ex-girlfriend.
?You could say that. No one even talks to me except Faith and I think she 
understands a little better, thanks to a drunken outburst. I have been 
staying a hotel for the last two weeks.?
?Can?t say that I am surprised. I think your girlfriend was a little upset 
even before you started to drink again. So besides that how are you doing?, 
Kim asked as she sat down next to Willow on the couch.
?Oh been better. I miss the kids a lot.?
?Buffy is under the impression that I came here to win you back.?
?Did you?, Willow asked surprised.
?Maybe, I miss you. I guess in my head I need to know that I did everything 
to keep you. You were the best thing to happen to me. I want you back 
Willow. I can?t lie to you.? Willow looked at her and didn?t know how to 
react. She took another big swig from the bottle, ?Kim, there is a part of 
me that will always love you. You helped me at a point in my life that I was 
alone. I?m not sure I would have made it if it hadn?t been for you. You are 
a very special person and you deserve someone who loves you with all of 
their heart. I?m not that person. I love Buffy and the family that we made. 
I want you and I to be friends though. After talking to you at the cookout a 
few weeks ago I realized how much I missed you.?
?Friends huh, I guess I can live with that but you have to do something for 
me.?
?What anything?, Willow said. Kim took her hand into hers, ?Anything?. 
Willow nodded her hand.
?Get it together. Make an appointment with a doctor, find an AA meeting and 
go, take your life back. If you don?t they win, even in death.? Willow 
looked at her and nodded her head and handed her the bottle ?Help me?.


Buffy was sitting in the kitchen when Alex came in and sat down beside 
her. ?Hey kiddo what you doing up this late?, Buffy asked and pulled her 
into her lap.
?I was wondering about something. Why am I here and not with mom? I mean I 
know way Joy and Josh are here; they?re your kids too but what about me and 
Anna. We?re not yours??
Buffy looked at the nine year old in her lap and her heart broke, ?Honey, in 
my heart you are as much as mine as your bother and sister. I love you and 
Anna. I wouldn?t trade the time I spend with you for anything.?
?Is mom going to come home soon??
?Alex, there is a lot going on between your mom and I. I love her with all 
my heart and I know that we will work things out but we need some time 
apart. Willow has a lot to work out and she won?t let me help, so we have to 
wait for her to do it herself?, Buffy told the small child. Alex kissed her 
on the cheek and jumped down. Before she left the kitchen she turned around, 
?Mommy, I miss her.?
?Me too baby me too. Good night.? Buffy looked out the back window and 
wondered what her girlfriend was doing.

Meanwhile across town in the basement of the community center Willow was 
sitting listening to the people talk around her. Finally it came to be her 
turn, she stood up, ?Hello my name is Willow and I?m an alcoholic.?





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