hey, i know this tread is weeks old, but my modem broke, and it took a week to get a new one, and tehn i was just plain busy, but i never forgot it, and really wanted to reply to teh replys i got...
guess i should have added teh actual replys, but, well, i didn't, and i don't wanna start all over again.. this isn't really leading anywhere is it?
anyway.
i said something about the discussion at teh time regarding willow and tara, or something, but in my mind it escalated into mostly something about tara. and i didn't like taht... but i think i should explain somethign here...
reading many of your posts, i get teh feeling taht many of u can discuss willow/buffy with teh people around you, and if not, at least teh show..
i can't.
i get enough comments about liking teh show as it is, msot of my friends can't really understand why i watch it, let alone like it... some of tehm watch it, but mostly because tehy find it funny (not necessarily in a good way). i actually had to make a deal with my best freind to have him stay away while i watched it, so he wouldn't make crap comments about it.
and taht is why i joined this list (one of teh reasons anyway). i consider the, what, around a thousand now?, people here to be teh only people i feel free to let know what i like about it.
and to answer one of you; no, i don't mind a little ot discussion either, and i don't have a problem with too much mail, i just like our discussions to at least include eitehr buffy or willow, and i just felt taht taht discussion got a little out of hand. i should just have quit reading, i know, but i like to know what you people feel , and can't help myself from reading everything (even every feedback:-))
and to will maclay, i can't remember what you said taht you thought offended me, but believe me, it would take a lot to do taht, especially from people who have just another way of thinking about the show.
but same as you, aly is more or less teh only reason i watch teh show... when i joined this list at least two years ago (probably more.. hmm, i can actually find out i think... 8 april 2000 .. guess more like 2.5 years then..) they were sending teh three first seasons at once to build up interesst for when they got teh rights to season four.. of course tehy didn't get the season cause the show was popular and the price got upped... tehy didn't send it here untill this summer, so i just finished seeing it... teh problem now is that i have reasd loads and loads of wonderful fic from u guys and i must say teh show now is a bit of a turn off.. u know? especially with all the fic following a storyline very close to an actual ep.. so when i saw these eps, they were never as good! a problem, i hope u recognice:-)
but since i have this heavy aly facination (another thing i only would say here), i can't help but watch teh show!!!! even though i did manage not to see american pie!
and i said something about not liking tara, taht is not really true, i think... after reading way to many fics where tara isn't portrayed very well, it kinda rubbed of, and thinking about her in teh way of buffy, u know, not rational thinking here! i did like the little i saw of her in season four though, o i am teh one to appologice for possibly offending...
so, to sum up? i wish i lived in a world where i could go out and tell everyone about this list, and teh people in it, but, ehe, so not possible..
wow, so much more than i planned on saying... if u can find any meaning in this at all (i really don't feel like reading it over to see what i actually have said...), it might be nice to know if anyone else have similar problems? just to see i'm not teh only one hiding my true feelings:-)
joachim (feeling he might have rambled a little bit too much, but not caring... yet)