Fic: "Realizations" PG-13 B/W Pt. 1/7

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Title: Realizations
Author: Kat
Disclaimer: I own none of these characters. If i did... Willow and Buffy 
would be together.
Rating: PG-13
Feedback: PLEASE! I AM A NEW AUTHOR... NEED TO KNOW IF I SHOULD WRITE MORE OR 
NOT!
Warning: The beginning is really exciting but I think after that it gets kind 
of boring because i had a great amount of writers block. Hope it makes 
sense... hehe
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Part 1

"No one knows me anymore. Not my friends, my sister, no one. Not one single 
person has lived through this much crap like I have had. At least…no one that 
I can think of."

"Are you sure about that? Are you sure that there is not a person that 
has lived through as much tribulation as you? I mean not every single detail, 
but close to it. I'm not sure if you have not figured it out yet, but I have. 
It's there right in front of you and you either don't, or choose not to see 
it."

"What are you talking about? The only other person that I know that has 
lived through very little of this is Faith and she's off in some wacked out 
jail cell doing god knows what."

"I can only help a little of what love you have. Remember the good times 
when everything was right in the world. Not the best, but at least somewhere 
there. You will find your happiness. If not, it will kill you. Not literally, 
but your heart will. It will be turned hard as a rock and no one, not even 
the person that means the most to you will be able to break it. FIND IT!"

Buffy woke up suddenly realizing that that was only a dream. 
"What time is it?" Buffy groggily said. "6:30?! That is so not the right time 
to wake up on a Saturday." Seeing how she knows that she won't be able to get 
back to sleep, she decided to take an early shower. 
When she got back to her room, she took a peek at Willow. She has gone 
through a lot this past year. Losing the love of her life, killing people, 
then going off to England to get better for us and not only that but herself. 
'I wonder if she'll be able to forgive me?'Buffy thought.
"Forgive you for doing what?" Willow said suddenly.
"What?!" Buffy looked at Willow and realized that she was talking in her 
sleep. "Must be some dream" Buffy mumbled. 'But that would be so weird if she 
could of read my mind or heard what I was thinking about in her sleep' Buffy 
thought.