"Realizations" PG-13 B/W Pt. 3/7

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Title: Realizations
Author: Kat
Disclaimer: I own none of these characters. If i did... Willow and Buffy 
would be together.
Rating: PG-13
Feedback: PLEASE! I AM A NEW AUTHOR... NEED TO KNOW IF I SHOULD WRITE MORE OR 
NOT!
Warning: The beginning is really exciting but I think after that it gets kind 
of boring because i had a great amount of writers block. Hope it makes 
sense... hehe
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Part 3

"Thanxs for the mocha? Is that all that I can to the person I love.? I knowI 
shouldn't say that because of Tara, but to tell you the truth, that is the 
truth. I have been in love with her from the moment she wanted to hang out 
with me. Little old geeky me back in high school. Back then of course I 
thought nothing of it because I was in love with Xander. Then came Oz and 
then Xander… God… Xander finally had his light bulb lit andhe kissed me and 
I kissed him back just to make these feelings for Buffy go away. Then it 
happened with Tara. I was finally out and I knew that I was gay. I loved Tara 
so much, but in her heart she knew that I loved Buffy more and that she could 
never compete with her. At least I think she knew. Anyways… I lovedher. Now 
she's gone. Who else will love me now? I know Buffy loves me, but not in that 
way. But what I have with her it mutual. No kissage or smoochies, just nice 
best friend talkage and sometimes some cuddling. As long as I have Buffy in 
my life, nothing can go wrong." Willow chastened to herself while making her 
way to the office of the campus
"Hi Willow."
"Hey Mrs. Openheimer. I was wondering if I can get back to my classes. I know 
that I missed a lot of classes last semester but I took all the tests that I 
missed and I believed I aced them all. At least that's what Ms. Losher said. 
I just need the clearance from you and if so… my schedule."
"Come now Willow, you know that I can do that. You are a smart person and 
really dedicated. Whatever happened last year must have been important."
"Yes it was"
"Do you mind telling me what happened? You don't have to if it were too 
personal."
"Thank You, but it's a touchy subject and if I get into it I might not be 
able to control myself."
"That's ok hun. I cleared your name and here's your schedule. That's it… You 
can start classes next week. Ok?"
Thanxs Mrs. Opemheimer. Goodbye"
"Goodbye Willow." 'Hope her friend realizes soon… I don't think shewill be 
as happy if she doesn't, and I know exactly what to do.' As soon as she said 
that… she disappeared with a poof.