New Fic:: "Sooner than Later" B/W PG-13 Pt. 1/1

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Title: Sooner Than Later
Author: Kat
Pairing: Buffy/Willow
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I own none… if I did, Willow ad Buffy would be togetherinstead 
of that whore KENNEDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Warning: Major ass angst alert. Read at your own risk!
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What exactly is a best friend? Is it the kind where you can tell them just 
about anything or the one where they will always be there for you no matter 
what? Some people usually define a friend either as one or the other. But a 
true friend is not one of the two… but both.

"Buffy! Where are you? I have something to tell you and I need to tell 
you about right now!" Willow yelled as she made her way through the Summers' 
residence. She finally had the courage to tell Buffy how she feels about her 
and she decided that she's gonna tell her. Its better sooner than later. If 
she doesn't, she might have to do something drastic because the pain is just 
to much to bear. 

"What?! Did something happen or-"

"No. I just have something to tell you."

"Ummm… Willow, can it wait? I have to go and meet Riley consideringit's our 
two months anniversary and all."

"Oh… I see. Okay then. I guess that's more important to you than some measily 
little news that I can tell you about anytime huh?"

"Well no… it really depends on the news though. Is it important?"

"No. Not really. It's not life changing or anything." Willow gave a meekly 
laugh while saying it. Not knowing that it would change the life of Willow's 
forever.

"Oh… ok then. Bye Willow!"

When Buffy left the house, she chastened herself while she couldn't have just 
listened to what Willow had to say. 'It's not as bad as staying in a room 
with her all alone and wondering how good it would feel to just run my hands 
through her silky hair and giving her - I mean… uh… bad thoughts. That's why 
I'm going to this stupid little get together with Riley, to keep my mind off 
her. Yea… that's it. That's why I left.' Buffy thought to herself.
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Back at Buffy's house, Willow decided to write a letter to Buffy. She took a 
pen and a piece of paper and started writing it in Buffy's room.

At the fancy little French restaurant called "Le Chef de Gourmant" Buffy was 
not listening to a word Riley was saying. She lost track when he started 
talking about a bird and a squirrel. 

"-and the squirrel fell on its head and the bird landed on- Buffy? Buffy?!"

"Yea… squirrels are pretty."

"You haven't listened to a word I said huh?"

"Of course I have… it had to do something with nuts right?" 

"Uh… not really but close." Riley said "Whats on your mind?"

"Its Nothing."

"Sure don't look like nothing. Whats wrong?"

"Well… to be truthful and blunt Riley, I think you're an incrediblynice guy 
but, you're kinda plain and so blah- Its not you, it's me. I like you and 
all, but not like like you. I think I just used you to take me mind off 
someone and I'm really sorry." Buffy explained to Riley

"Huh? Well… fine! To tell you the truth, I was just nice to you so I can get 
into your pants. If I had known that it would of taken this long I would've 
just dropped you like a potato sack!" Riley yelled at Buffy

Buffy was beyond mad. She was angry and really pissed. 
"Well guess what Riley? You didn't!"
With that, Buffy punched Riley in the face and then kicked his stomach as 
well as his manhood. Really hard as matter of fact, and landed on the diner 
table of a nearby guest.

"Sorry ma'am… and madam, that scum of a guy will pay for everything. Isn't 
that right?" 

Riley just nodded while his right hand was holding his nose and left hand 
holding his… ya know.

On the way out, Buffy thought to herself 'I have to go home and tell Willow 
how I feel. It's better sooner than later."
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When Buffy got home she found a letter taped to her bedroom door. She opened 
it and read it.

Dear Buffy,
It's me Willow. Well I just wanted to start off by saying hey. Hey! BoyI 
wish I could just get to the point already. Well, here it is. Buffy Summers, 
I am deeply in love with you. That's what I wanted to tell you when I called 
for you. But you had a very important engagement to attend to and I didn't 
want to ruin it for you with my confession. I know you love Riley and he's 
really a great guy. Can you picture my sarcasm? Anyways, I just wanted to 
tell you that I have always loved you and will always will. I know I cant 
have you and your probably grossed out beyond hell because im your best 
friends and hey, you like guys, but to me it doesn't matter. I love you. 
That's why I wrote this letter. To tell you that I would do anything to have 
you and I will rather die then not be your friend ever. That's all for now.I 
really don't have anything to say but… I LOVE YOU BUFFY!

Love Always,
Willow Rosenberg


"Oh my Gosh! Willow loves me too? I can't wait to tell her the same thing."
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Willow was walking home when a vampire came across her.

Willow was about to pull a stake out as well as a cross when another vamp 
came up behind her and grabbed her. The other vamp then punched her right in 
the face that would leave anyone unconscious for several minutes. That's what 
happened. The vampire feasted on this redhead and enjoyed every last drop of 
it. 

A few seconds later, Buffy saw the vamp leaving and saw the most horrific 
thing she had ever seen. Her best friend and potential lover, limp…and gone. 
She ran to the vamps and punched each of them into a bloody pulped and staked 
them. Not quick. But slow enough to hear the heart squish with each and every 
millimeter that was added.

Buffy then ran down next to Willow and cried.

"Stupid Vampires. Why did they have to choose you? Why did you leave my 
house? I was coming back. God… I love you too and now you may neverknow how 
I feel. Dammit God… why her? Of all the humans I saved and the evilI 
destroyed, why did you pick her to die? The one person that made me sane and 
happy when I was meant to be sad. WHY?! ANSWER ME DAMMIT! This is the fucking 
hellmouth I know that this can be done! Answer me!!!!"

Buffy was gone. She was tormented and crushed. With every ounce of strength 
she had in her… she killed herself. She took the stake that she wascarrying 
and stabbed herself in the stomach. She couldn't live much longer without her 
Willow. If she did, she would have gone completely insane.

What would have happened if they found out earlier? Would they still be 
alive? That question remains unanswered as the lives of the best slayer and 
her best friend have departed. If only they have told each other how they 
felt sooner… rather than later.
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