FIC: Consequences 3/?

["jend1205 <jend1205@xxxxxxxxx>" <jend1205@xxxxxxxxx>]

I really want to thank you for the nice words that you all said.
It's 
been a week since I was dumped and I feel a little better. I do hate 
sleeping alone, though. It's a little weird living with the ex
even 
though this is the second time I have found myself in this position. 
Just cross your fingers for me that it turns out different this time. 
I know this is short I promise more soon. Jen

Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Believe me I have three boys, I own 
nothing.
Rating: Umm not sure this part is G but I will change it if it 
changes.
Pairing: Buffy/Willow
Distribution: http://mysticmuse.net

"Willow, I thought I might find you here", the counselor
said 
coming into the library, " I have those papers you need to take
your 
test. Buffy, Xander, I really wish you could talk her out of it."
"Out of what", Buffy asked confused?
"Leaving school. I just think she would benefit from staying for
two 
more years", the counselor said and left.
"Leaving", Buffy whispered looking at her best friend.
"Um yeah I was going to tell you last night but I kind of got
side 
tracked."
"Why", Xander said looking at her.
"I just need to, please don't ask me why", Willow got up
and began to 
pace.
"You know I have just about enough of this", Buffy yelled.
"I'm going to have to agree with Buff on this one Will. You
haven't 
been around at all, much less talked to either of us. Have we done 
something to hurt you"?
"No, it's not you either of you. I just have some stuff going
on and 
I really need to do this on my own."
"Willow we're your best friends there's nothing in the
world that you 
can't tell us", Buffy told her, putting her arm around the
red head.
"Buffy, I can't do this right now", Willow said and
pulled out of her 
arms.
"What the hell is going on", Xander yelled. Before Willow
could 
answer the door to the library opened and Cordelia walked in followed 
by Jason. He took one look at Willow tear stained face and stepped 
between her and Xander.
"Willow I found this incredible hunk of a man wondering around 
looking for you. God only knows why", Cordy said.
"Cordelia was it, can I ask you something", Jason asked.
"I know you want my phone number."
"No I was just wondering if your parents had considered having
you 
declawed", Jason asked and then laughed at his own joke. He saw
the 
smile creep across Willow face as she watched Cordy leave in a huff.
"Not that I'm not really glad to see you but what are you
doing 
here", Willow said as he pulled her into a hug.
"I brought some lunch. I thought maybe we could head outside and
have 
a picnic. It's a beautiful day outside. I lovely day for a lovely 
girl", he said and watched as the blush crossed her face.
"Your timing couldn't be more perfect. Let me grab my
bag."
"Will, please, don't shut me out", Buffy begged.
"I'm not, I just need this time", Willow said and
squeezed Buffy hand.



Jason found the perfect spot under a tree and spread the blanket 
out. He pulled out the bowls from the basket and laid them out in 
front of them.
"Lets see I have some wonderful smelling grilled chicken, some
green 
beans, um lets see strawberries, carrots, we wouldn't want this
kid 
to have bad eyesight now would we." Willow giggled and sat down 
beside him, "Like I said not that I'm not glad to see you but
why are 
you here, well besides lunch, which by the way smells good. Did you 
cook it?"
"Every bite, except for the strawberries and I got those at this 
little farm market downtown. I just wanted to make sure you had 
something healthy to eat and I admit to wanting to get to know you 
better. You are going to be the mother of my child. I guess I ought 
to know something about you. What was with the tension back
there?"
"They found out about me leaving school and lets just say they
were a 
little displeased."
"I noticed. I almost flattened the guy."
"I'm glad you didn't, he would never hurt me and I think
Buffy would 
have beat you to it. They'll get over it."
"I think you should stay in school, too. I know we can work
things 
out if you want to."
"Really."
"Yeah really, you still haven't grasped the concept of me
helping you 
with this have you."
"No I guess that I haven't, I just thought that I would be on
my own. 
I never in a million years saw you and I doing it together",
Willow 
said and shyly turned her head.
"Hey now, we will have no shyness around each other. I think we
have 
seen to much of each other for that", Jason laughed. Willow
blushed 
even harder when she thought back to their night of lovemaking,
"So 
did you enjoy it"?
"Surprisingly yes, I mean I've known for a long time I was
gay, I'd 
never even been with a women until you. I had been questioning my 
sexuality a lot until my night with you. I realized that as nice as 
it was it wasn't for me."
"So I made the only guy I ever had sex with gay", Willow
laughed.
"No stupid", Jason said and playfully slapped her arm,
"Oh by the 
way, my parents are coming in this weekend and they would like to 
meet you." Willow choked on her water, "You told your
parents?"
"Well yeah, I couldn't keep something like this from them.
Will, 
they're ecstatic. They never thought that they would have 
grandchildren. We'll be lucky if this kids not spoiled
rotten."
"Wow and they want to meet me?"
"Yup, you're gonna love them and their going to love you, so
relax."
"Easier for you to say you don't have to live through meet
the 
parents", Willow laughed.
"Oh I'd like to meet your parents. I have a few choice words
for 
them."
"Behave", Willow said.
"But I'm so much better when I don't", Jason said
cocking his 
eyebrows. Willow chuckled and rolled her eyes.


"Hey Buffy, how was school today", Joyce Summers asked her 
daughter as she walked into the kitchen.
"I survived", Buffy told her not really paying attention.
"Buffy, are you ok, you seem a little distracted."
"No?Yes, oh hell I don't know. Mom, does it ever stop
being so 
confusing?"
"What", Joyce asked.
"Life, growing up, finding out who you are."
"I would love to tell you that it did but it doesn't. It will
get a 
little easier. Honey, what wrong?"
"It's Will, she won't talk to me. She's leaving
school?She's leaving 
me."
"Buffy, I don't think Willow is going to walk out of your
life. I'm 
sure she has a good reason for what she's doing", Joyce told
her and 
pulled her into a hug. Buffy lost control of the emotions that were 
swirling in her mind.
"Mom I love her so much", Buffy cried.
"I know you do."
"No I don't think you understand me. I'm in love with her
and there's 
nothing I can do about it. She'd hate me. Now she has this new
guy 
bringing her lunch and hugging her."
"Buffy I know you're in love with her and have been for a
while now."
"You know, when did you find out", Buffy stammered.
"I see it in the way you look at her. I'm really surprised
she hasn't 
seen it herself."
"What am I going to do", Buffy asked her mom.
"Well the way I see it you can leave things as they are and maybe 
miss your chance or you can tell her how you feel."
"But what if she hates me."
"It's a risk but I don't think she could ever hate you,
hon."
"Maybe, god this is all to confusing", Buffy said and pounded
her 
head into the table.
  

Joyce groaned and looked at the clock. She picked up the ringing 
phone. "Hello".
"Yes I need to speak to Joyce Summers", the voiced asked. 
"This is she."
"This Sharon Smith, I'm a nurse over at the Sunnydale
hospital 
emergency room. We have you listed as the contact for Willow 
Rosenberg."
"Yes, is she hurt"?
"She was involved in a car accident tonight. I'm not sure
about her 
condition but I think you might want to be here."
"We're on our way", Joyce told her and hung up the phone.



Buffy and her mom flew through the door to the emergency room. 
Giles and Xander were right behind them. 
"Buffy?right, I'm Jason from the library today."
Buffy looked at the 
man standing in front of her, he had a bruise on his cheek and a 
small cut above his eye.
"What happened", she asked.
"I was giving her a ride home and this car came out of no where.
I 
tried to miss it but I didn't have enough time."
"How's Willow", Xander asked.
"She was awake, I think she'll be ok. She had a nasty cut on
her 
forehead. The doctor should be out in a minute. I wasn't sure how
to 
get a hold of you. I'm glad the hospital did." Buffy saw the
doctor 
come out of the doors and walk up to them, "How is she?"
"She's fine. We had to put some stitches in her head but she
was very 
lucky."
"How's the baby", Jason asked before he could stop his
mouth.
"Baby", Buffy shouted.
"Will's pregnant", Xander said trying not to fall over.
"The baby's fine. I think she ought to get some rest for the
next few 
days. She told me she lived alone, so I want someone to stay with her 
for the next couple of days. She needs to make an appointment to see 
her ob tomorrow. They're doing her paperwork now so she should be 
ready to go in a few minutes", the doctor told them then headed
back 
through the doors.
"What the hell did you do to my best friend", Buffy yelled
slamming 
Jason into the wall.
"We didn't plan on it happening."
"I don't care what you were planning. I'm in love with
her, it was my 
job to protect her", Buffy growled.
"Buffy Anne Summers, you put him down right this minute. I think
you 
know enough about sex ed. to know that it takes to two to get in this 
position", Willow yelled. Buffy released him and turned to face
her 
best friend, "Willow."
"Stop?I don't think this is the place to have this
conversation. Mrs. 
Summers, the doctor doesn't want me to be by myself, could I
crash at 
your house for a couple of days."
"Of course", Joyce told her as she squeezed Buffy hand
reassuringly.
"Buffy, we will talk about this", Willow said putting her
resolve 
face on.
"Oh god", Buffy whispered.