consequences 3/?

["jend1205 <jend1205@xxxxxxxxx>" <jend1205@xxxxxxxxx>]

I really want to thank you for the nice words that you all said. It's 
been a week since I was dumped and I feel a little better. I do hate 
sleeping alone, though. It's a little weird living with the ex even 
though this is the second time I have found myself in this position. 
Just cross your fingers for me that it turns out different this time. 
I know this is short I promise more soon. Jen

Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Believe me I have three boys, I own 
nothing.
Rating: Umm not sure this part is G but I will change it if it 
changes.
Pairing: Buffy/Willow
Distribution: http://mysticmuse.net

"Willow, I thought I might find you here", the counselor said 
coming into the library, " I have those papers you need to take your 
test. Buffy, Xander, I really wish you could talk her out of it."
"Out of what", Buffy asked confused?
"Leaving school. I just think she would benefit from staying for two 
more years", the counselor said and left.
"Leaving", Buffy whispered looking at her best friend.
"Um yeah I was going to tell you last night but I kind of got side 
tracked."
"Why", Xander said looking at her.
"I just need to, please don't ask me why", Willow got up and began to 
pace.
"You know I have just about enough of this", Buffy yelled.
"I'm going to have to agree with Buff on this one Will. You haven't 
been around at all, much less talked to either of us. Have we done 
something to hurt you"?
"No, it's not you either of you. I just have some stuff going on and 
I really need to do this on my own."
"Willow we're your best friends there's nothing in the world that you 
can't tell us", Buffy told her, putting her arm around the red head.
"Buffy, I can't do this right now", Willow said and pulled out of her 
arms.
"What the hell is going on", Xander yelled. Before Willow could 
answer the door to the library opened and Cordelia walked in followed 
by Jason. He took one look at Willow tear stained face and stepped 
between her and Xander.
"Willow I found this incredible hunk of a man wondering around 
looking for you. God only knows why", Cordy said.
"Cordelia was it, can I ask you something", Jason asked.
"I know you want my phone number."
"No I was just wondering if your parents had considered having you 
declawed", Jason asked and then laughed at his own joke. He saw the 
smile creep across Willow face as she watched Cordy leave in a huff.
"Not that I'm not really glad to see you but what are you doing 
here", Willow said as he pulled her into a hug.
"I brought some lunch. I thought maybe we could head outside and have 
a picnic. It's a beautiful day outside. I lovely day for a lovely 
girl", he said and watched as the blush crossed her face.
"Your timing couldn't be more perfect. Let me grab my bag."
"Will, please, don't shut me out", Buffy begged.
"I'm not, I just need this time", Willow said and squeezed Buffy hand.



Jason found the perfect spot under a tree and spread the blanket 
out. He pulled out the bowls from the basket and laid them out in 
front of them.
"Lets see I have some wonderful smelling grilled chicken, some green 
beans, um lets see strawberries, carrots, we wouldn't want this kid 
to have bad eyesight now would we." Willow giggled and sat down 
beside him, "Like I said not that I'm not glad to see you but why are 
you here, well besides lunch, which by the way smells good. Did you 
cook it?"
"Every bite, except for the strawberries and I got those at this 
little farm market downtown. I just wanted to make sure you had 
something healthy to eat and I admit to wanting to get to know you 
better. You are going to be the mother of my child. I guess I ought 
to know something about you. What was with the tension back there?"
"They found out about me leaving school and lets just say they were a 
little displeased."
"I noticed. I almost flattened the guy."
"I'm glad you didn't, he would never hurt me and I think Buffy would 
have beat you to it. They'll get over it."
"I think you should stay in school, too. I know we can work things 
out if you want to."
"Really."
"Yeah really, you still haven't grasped the concept of me helping you 
with this have you."
"No I guess that I haven't, I just thought that I would be on my own. 
I never in a million years saw you and I doing it together", Willow 
said and shyly turned her head.
"Hey now, we will have no shyness around each other. I think we have 
seen to much of each other for that", Jason laughed. Willow blushed 
even harder when she thought back to their night of lovemaking, "So 
did you enjoy it"?
"Surprisingly yes, I mean I've known for a long time I was gay, I'd 
never even been with a women until you. I had been questioning my 
sexuality a lot until my night with you. I realized that as nice as 
it was it wasn't for me."
"So I made the only guy I ever had sex with gay", Willow laughed.
"No stupid", Jason said and playfully slapped her arm, "Oh by the 
way, my parents are coming in this weekend and they would like to 
meet you." Willow choked on her water, "You told your parents?"
"Well yeah, I couldn't keep something like this from them. Will, 
they're ecstatic. They never thought that they would have 
grandchildren. We'll be lucky if this kids not spoiled rotten."
"Wow and they want to meet me?"
"Yup, you're gonna love them and their going to love you, so relax."
"Easier for you to say you don't have to live through meet the 
parents", Willow laughed.
"Oh I'd like to meet your parents. I have a few choice words for 
them."
"Behave", Willow said.
"But I'm so much better when I don't", Jason said cocking his 
eyebrows. Willow chuckled and rolled her eyes.