consequences 4/?

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Author: Jen D
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Believe me I have three boys, I own 
nothing.
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Buffy/Willow
Notes: I have another part to coming home already done but this one 
kind of slipped into my brain. I don't think this one will be very 
long. Tell me if I'm wasting my time on this one. 
Distribution: http://mysticmuse.net


Jenny was sitting on the Summers front porch when the cars carrying 
the Scooby gang pulled into the driveway.
"Willow are you ok", she asked.
"Yeah got a huge headache but I'll live. I'm glad you could make it." 
The gang filed into the living room and found seats. Jason pulled 
Willow to the side, "You ok."
"Been better, not really looking forward to this conversation."
"I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere. Remember we're in this 
together. Did you hear her, Will. She loves you."
"I know", Willow sighed.
"I hear a but, why do I hear a but."
"It just seems like maybe the timing is off."
"Oh would just get over it. I may not have love but I sure as hell 
know what it looks like and honey she is head over heels in love with 
you. This may be your best shot don't fuck it up. That's my job. Hey 
one quick question before these guys burn a hole through us, is that 
Xander guy gay?" Willow took one look at her best friend and 
smiled, "Your joking right."
"No", Jason grinned. Willow could no longer keep her laughter under 
control. After what seemed like an eternity to the gang she finally 
collapsed into a chair.
"I take that as a no", Jason pouted.
"Um I don't think so but then again who the hell knows after the way 
things have gone the last few months", Willow said as Jason sat down 
on the arm of the chair.
"Pregnant", everyone yelled at the same time.
"When" 
"Where"
"Why"
"How", Xander asked then realizing what he said, blushed. Willow 
cocked her eyebrows at her best friend.
"Ok I got the how but really what's going on."
"Ok, long story short, I had a very un-Willow like night. Xander you 
were gone and Buffy was at her dads. My parents where gone as usual 
and I guess I just had a wild streak come over me. It was going to be 
one drink, well it was good and one lead to two and then I don't know 
maybe five or six more. Things are a little fuzzy after that but 
somehow I ended up at the Bronze."
"Willow you went out after dark alone and drunk", Giles asked?
"Um, yeah kind of but we're losing focus here. I met Jason there and 
we hit it off or as well as two very drunk people could. We have 
found out since then that we were both running from some things. I 
can't say that the timing is very good but we're dealing with things. 
It turns out he's a pretty nice guy sober too", Willow said and 
yawned.
"How long have you known", Joyce asked the girl she considered her 
daughter.
"About a month. I guess I just knew even before there was any signs 
of it."
"Is that why your parents kicked you out", Joyce asked?
"Yeah", Willow whispered.
"What", Buffy yelled.
"Right there with ya on that one", Jason said in disgust.
"Where have you been living", Xander asked.
"I have a little apartment not to far from campus."
"You've been living alone and dealing with this by yourself", Xander 
said.
"Up until a few days ago, yes. I know I should've told you but I was 
so confused about things, I wanted to have answers to your question 
and I didn't have them."
"Are you going to leave school early", Jenny asked?
"No, Jason and I think we can work something out. I can go to school 
in the day and he can take his classes at night. I should be able to 
get by on only going a couple of hours a day and working in the 
afternoon. I got a job and I really kind of like it. I mean I don't 
want to do it for the rest of my life but it's different. I'm cooking 
at a diner not to far from my house."
"Your cooking, Will, you can't cook. You burn toast", Xander laughed. 
Willow smiled at her best friend, thankful for the lighter mood, "We 
good."
"Yeah, I wish that you could have let us be there for you but we're 
good. I love you Will. Nothing could ever change that", Xander said 
and gave her a hug. 
"I love you, too", Willow whispered into his ear.
"Talk to her, she needs you and I think you need her too. She loves 
you but she's really afraid if she tells you, you'll hate her."
"I could never hate her. I'm going to talk to her in a few minutes."
"Well it's been fun and it has been a pleasure to meet you all but I 
think I'm going to head out now. Can I give anyone a ride? Xander you 
seem to be the only one without a car or living here", Jason asked. 
Willow couldn't help but laugh.
"What", Xander said confused, "Sure that's cool. I bet your glad your 
car's not totaled."
"Yeah, even though it might have been fun to have a rental for a 
while", Jason said thoughtfully and then hugged Willow, "Don't forget 
that we're having lunch with my parents on Sunday." Willow groaned 
and rolled her eyes.
"Don't roll your eyes at me young lady. Their going to love you how 
could they not."
"Yeah, yeah, goodnight, Jason. Thank you once again for being here 
for me."
"No where else baby, remember. Goodnight and good luck"
"Drive careful keep your eyes on the road", Willow waved one last 
time and then turned to the remaining group, "Buffy could I speak to 
you in the kitchen, alone". Buffy looked at her mother, who gave her 
s reassuring smile. 
"Oh shit", Buffy muttered before following the red head into the 
kitchen.