Re: Fic: Back to the beginning 2/?

["bighotvirgo" <BHV@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

please keep going.


--- In buffywantswillow@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, "kittwie" <
kittwie@y...> wrote:
> Okay this is the second chapter and I will try to not make so 
many 
> spelling mistakes.
> But hey I can't promise anything. ;-)
> Tell me what you think. Please.
> And thanks for the feedback on the first part.
> Kittwie
> 
> 
> Disclaimer: All belongs too UPN and Joss, nothing is mine.
> Author: Kittwie
> Spoiler: All up to Season 7
> Pairing: W/B
> Rating: PG
> Title: Back to the beginning
> Chapter: 2/?
> Summary: I wanted to rewrite Season 7 like I want too have it, 
> so it's Season 7 with B/W as Pair and a few changes 
> in the Episodes. 
> What is when you suddenly realize that the love of 
> your life is right in front of you? 
> Well let's see what Buffy and Willow will do.
> 
> 
> Chapter 2 Willow's Pov.
> 
> 
> Oh god I'm on my way back home. 
> I'm really on my way back home. 
> I can't believe it I thought Giles would try to kill me when he 
took 
> me to England but he didn't. He helped me and now I'm going 
home.
> Just a few hours and I will be back, the plane will land and 
then I 
> will see them again how can I face them after all the things I 
did?
> I think they are still mad. Or maybe they aren't? Maybe they 
have 
> forgiven me already?
> And they will be waiting happy at the airport that I'm coming 
back.
> Yeah right Willow get a hold of reality and come out of your 
dreams 
> I tell my self angrily.
> What should I say how should I act? 
> Well I know how I shouldn't act, I shouldn't try killing them and 
> destroying the word.
> That would be really bad, not that you didn't try it before I tell 
> myself.
> Okay try to calm yourself Willow. Think positive just try to think 
> positive.
> Giving yourself a heart attack isn't going to help.
> Deep breaths, deep breaths I tell myself. 
> 
> 
> The old woman who is sitting next to me is giving me funny 
looks. 
> Great that's what you need to do scare an old nice lady.
> 
> 
> "Are you okay Miss?" she ask me and I can see the concern in 
her 
> eyes.
> 
> 
> I already like her. Isn't it strange? 
> Sometimes you see someone for the fist time, you don't even 
know the 
> person but you feel connected to them. That's how it was with 
Buffy. 
> When I saw her the first time she was with Cordelia but I knew 
that 
> she wasn't like her.
> I looked in her eyes and saw her soul. I know that sounds 
sappy but 
> that's how it was. 
> I just knew that she was a good person and that I wanted to be 
> friends with her.
> I remember when she came to talk to me, I nearly fainted I was 
so 
> nervous.I smile at that memory. My god it was such a long time 
ago. 
> Sometimes I wish I could go back in time and change the 
future. 
> To make all the pain we had in those years go away. I come 
out of my 
> review when I suddenly remember the old woman beside me 
who is still 
> looking at me waiting for an answer and
> I blush realizing that my tendency to babble got the better of 
me. I 
> turn in my seat to answer her.
> 
> 
> "Yeah just a little bit nervous I guess." I try to smile for her 
> benefit. She sees right trough it.
> 
> 
> "Don't worry I'm sure what ever it is that has you worrying so 
much 
> it will be okay." She smiles at me and squeezes my hand.
> 
> 
> I knew she was nice. I smile at her, she has no idea how 
much she 
> helped me with these little words.
> I feel myself stop worrying so much. I believe her. What's more 
> important is I want to believe her.
> I want it to be okay. I'm calmer now well I was calm till I heard 
> the announcement from the board speakers
> that the plan is going to land.
> 
> 
> ********
> 
> Airport Sunnydale
> 
> Buffy Pov
> 
> I'm okay. She is coming back why shouldn't I be okay? 
> Oh god I'm so nervous. I wonder if Xander and Dawn are this 
nervous. 
> I don't think so. They are talking quietly.
> They seem really calm. Xander was really calm from the 
beginning. 
> When he showed up at our house to take us to the airport he 
acted 
> like it wasn't even such a big deal.
> Well he can be calm he was after all the one who saved her.
> I wish I was the one who could have done that, hold her in my 
arms 
> and make the pain go away.
> Well I wish for a lot of things, like Tara never dying because it 
> caused Will so much pain.
> I hate to see her in pain. I wonder why things turned out like 
that.
> Sometimes life isn't fair.
> 
> 
> "The flight 352 from England will land in five minutes" 
> 
> 
> I hear the airport speakers announce. Great.
> 
> 
> "Hey Buff you heard that? Just five more minutes and then 
> the scobby gang is back to normal." Xander tells me and 
smiles.
> 
> 
> I smile back and then look at the door where she will come 
out.
> 
> 
> "Nervous Buffy?" Dawn asked and smiles at me.
> 
> I look at her and see that smile of course I'm nervous and she 
knows 
> it we talked about it in the morning.
> I'm ready to give her a piece of my mind when Xander steps in.
> 
> 
> "Its okay Buffy don't worry she wouldn't come back if it wasn't 
> okay, Giles would never allow that" he tries to calm me and 
pets my 
> shoulder.
> 
> 
> "Your right Xander Giles wouldn't do that" I say and smile. 
> Just in that moment the doors open for the passengers to get 
out. 
> 
> 
> *******
> 
> Willow's Pov
> 
> In the airplane
> 
> I can see the ground from my window.
> Just minutes and we will land. I move nervously in my seat. 
> The old woman looks at me again. 
> An encouraging smile at her lips.
> I smile back. I talked a little more with her on the flight. 
> She told me that she wants to visit her grandkids in Sunnydale.
> I didn't tell her that it wasn't the safest place to have family. 
> Maybe I should? 
> But I don't want to scare her and what would I say.
> There is a hellmouth under Sunnydale and that in the next 
month 
> something really bad will happen. 
> Yeah that is a good idea.
> Before I can think more the plane has touched the ground. The 
people 
> get ready to leave.
> I'm the last out. I follow all the people before me out of the 
> plane. 
> Just trough one more door and I will be home and I will see 
them.
> I walk through the door I'm not even really through it when I see 
> them.
> Buffy, Xander and Dawn standing there and smiling at me.
> 
> *********
> tbc?
> 
> I want to take it slow with the two. 
> I don't want to rush it. So it will be a long ride.
> First they should get their friendship back and then we come to 
them 
> being a couple. 
> But don't worry hopefully we will get there.
> The next chapter will be about reunion of the gang and Willow 
and a 
> few good B/W scene. :-)
> And don't forget to tell me what you think.
> Kittwie