FanFic: ...her

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Hi guys!

I finally decided to write something that isn't PG-something so I
thought I'd post it here. This is the first lovescene I've ever written,
so: Please be gentle, it's my first time ;-)
It's a sequel to another story I've written and posted over at
BuffyLovesWillow just yesterday called "I only have eyes for." but I'm
sending it to this list as well for those of you who aren't at BLW. 
That's it! Have fun and remember to send feedback! Please!
Bye,
Lil'Witch

Some have a way with words - Some not have way... I are one of them!
http://lilwitch.cjb.net/ 


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TITLE: .her
AUTHOR: Lil'Witch
DISCLAIMER: Not mine.
SUMMARY: An AU version of "I only have eyes for you"
RATING: NC-17


-The Library

They'd gone through the unnerving task of searching the school for any
more signs of possession, finding none of course, but since Buffy and
Willow hadn't been willing to share all of what had happened between
them that night the others had reason to doubt the success of their
exorcism. 

"No signs of snakes or wasps anywhere, can we go home now?" Cordelia
asked in the annoyed tone that was typical for her.

"Yes, of course. It seems like the school is possession-free thanks to
whatever happened here tonight." Giles threw a suspicious look in the
direction of Willow and Buffy, but they were too involved in each
other's eyes to realize his glare.

"Okay, I'm off then. Xander, you coming?"

"Sure. Bye Giles. Bye ghostbuster girls. I'll see you tomorrow.

Both Willow and Buffy looked up, startled. "Uh, yeah, bye guys." Buffy
took Willow's hand as she'd done constantly since they'd joined Giles
and the others.

They all left the building. Xander and Cordelia for the girl's car and
Giles for his own car-type vehicle, while the two girls opted to walk
home instead.

~*~

"Buffy?" Willow asked after they'd walked for five minutes.

"What's up?" Buffy replied happily as she swung their clasped hands
between the two of them. 

"Can we go by Oz's place? He only lives like a five minute walk from
here. I'd like to talk to him as soon as possible."

"Oh." Silence fell over them as Buffy followed Willow to her boyfriend's
home. They stood under a big tree growing next to the house when Willow
stopped and drew Buffy close to her. With one hand on the slayer's neck
she initiated a heated kiss that left them both panting. Willow finally
broke away to look deeply into Buffy's eyes. 

"I'll be back as soon as possible." And without another word the redhead
grabbed the lowest branch and hoisted herself up into the tree. The last
Buffy saw of her was her knocking on what she presumed was Oz's bedroom
window.

~*~

Buffy had been pacing for half an hour when she heard Willow whispering,
"Buffy?"

"Yeah?"

"Catch me?" Leaving her no time to answer Willow jumped and Buffy had to
rush to catch her, but catch her she did. 

"Hey," Willow said with a smile as she hugged Buffy close. Buffy could
see that Willow had been crying, but the smile told her that she didn't
need to worry.

"Did everything go all right?"

"Yeah, he took it as good as anyone would under the circumstances.
Better actually if I think about the fact that it's the middle of the
night and I just told him I'm leaving him for another girl. Oh god
Buffy, I must have hurt him badly." Gone was the playful Willow from a
few seconds ago.

"Shh, baby. He'll be okay. He's a great guy. He'll find someone else,"
Buffy assured her in a soft whisper as she led them away from the house.
The rest of their walk back to Buffy's home was silent. Willow needed a
little time and Buffy knew that, the redhead would deal with what had
happened and then come back to her. When their destination came closer
Buffy grew more and more nervous. Could she ask Willow to stay over
under the circumstances of their new relationship? She wanted to comfort
her friend after her break-up. How can you stay the best friend when at
the same time you want to be more?

"Buffy?" Willow asked softly and after a second the slayer turned and
absentmindly looked at her. "What are you thinking about?" Willow
continued and with the same air of distraction clouding her thoughts
Buffy answered. 

"Just trying to figure out how to ask you to stay the night." She
blushed at her own words as she'd realized what she'd said and when she
dared to look Willow in the face saw that the other girl had an equally
red face.

"That. ah, I'm not. That's not the way I meant it," she stammered. "I
just thought, you know, after that whole thing with Oz you might need a
friend to talk to and since I'm your friend I wanted you to be close,
just in case you needed somebody. to talk to." It sounded lame and Buffy
knew it, but the day's and most importantly night's events had exhausted
her.

"I'd like that," Willow answered simply and too tired to contemplate
another word the two girls entered the house.

"Let me see if mom is still awake," Buffy murmured and left Willow at
the bottom of the stairs. When she came back five minutes later she
found that Willow had sat down on the stairs and was almost asleep
leaning against the wall.

"Hey Will! Don't fall asleep yet. Mom is already in bed. I put a note on
the fridge that you're sleeping over. C'mon, let's go to bed."

"Yeah," was the weak answer and together they made their way upstairs.
Buffy sent Willow into the bathroom, telling her to just use her
toothbrush while she searched for something for Willow to wear to bed.
She chose two oversized t-shirts and put one on herself after shedding
all her clothes except for her panties. Willow came in just as Buffy's
head reappeared through the shirt. Both girls blushed again and Buffy
just handed over the second shirt and mumbled something about brushing
her own teeth now.

When she returned to her room Willow had already climbed under the
covers and was struggling not to fall asleep.

"Hey," Buffy said as she climbed in next to her friend. "You okay?"

"Kinda."

"What can I do to help?"

"Come a little closer?" Willow answered shyly and Buffy happily
complied. Within seconds they were snuggled up in the middle of the bed.
Buffy was on her back with Willow snuggled against her side, one of the
redhead's arms rested on Buffy's stomach and Buffy's own arm held Willow
close. She thought her whole body would simply ignite as she felt
Willow's long legs against her own. She heard the other girl swallowing
heavily, but said nothing. She thought about all the things she would
definitely NOT do right now as she felt it. Willow's hand drawing lazy
circles on her stomach. Buffy groaned just a little, but Willow was
close enough to hear her. The hand stilled again and the slayer wasn't
sure if she was sorry or glad about it. As an experiment she allowed her
own hand to caress Willow's back through the material of the shirt. Just
her thumb going back and forth over cotton while her mind desperately
wanted to know how the skin underneath would feel. 

"Buffy?" Willow whispered.

"Hmm," the girl in question answered contently.

"I want. I mean, could I. uhm, canIhaveagood-nightkiss?" The last part
was rushed but Buffy had no problem deciphering the words on the topic
that had been on her mind as well.

"Only if I get one, too," she answered with false confidence and Willow
looked up at her. She was too close. Their position ensured that
Willow's lips were now only centimetres from Buffy's and all the blonde
could do was lean over that last gap and touch their lips together. This
time both girls groaned.

Willow's hand grabbed Buffy around the waist and Buffy held onto
Willow's shirt for dear life.

'This is ridiculous,' Buffy thought. 'We're not even French-kissing and
I'm as aroused as only once before. Maybe more. Oh god.'

As if reading her thoughts Willow's tongue gently requested entrance
against Buffy's lips that was quickly granted. As their arousal
heightened Willow's hand lowered and soon came into contact with Buffy's
thigh. Buffy's very naked thigh. The blonde tensed and broke the heated
kiss and after a few gasps to get her breathing under some semblance of
control spoke. "Willow if we are going to stop, we HAVE to stop now!
Otherwise."

"Otherwise what?" Willow asked equally breathless. 

"No stopping."

"Oh." 

It was a classic crossroad. To do or not to do. 

And then Willow's hand tightened against Buffy's skin and all was
decided. Their mouths clashed together again and again. Mouths duelling
like swords in a seemingly never-ending battle. Buffy turned so she was
on her side as well and soon her hand mirrored Willow's. She pushed the
shirt up until her hand had found its way to the middle of her lover's
back. At the thought the slayer once again leaned back until Willow's
lips couldn't follow anymore and their kiss broke. 

"We're lovers, aren't we?" she asked when her lips were her own again.
Willow nodded.

"Girl-friends, I thought."

"Wow. Willow Rosenberg is my girl-friend. Can I have that on a t-shirt?"
Buffy asked with a broad grin.

"If your lips get back to mine RIGHT NOW. You can have everything you
want, Buff."

Not ready to discuss that in detail at that point Buffy complied and
lips rejoined. She used the hand on her girlfriend's back to draw their
bodies closer and feeling their chests mash together made her regret
ever lending Willow that t-shirt.

"Clothes have to disappear," she panted between kisses.

"Yesss," Willow hissed as her hand found Buffy's panty-covered butt. Not
coordinated enough to actually make good on that suggestion Willow
simply made her way under the garment to squeeze her friend's
well-shaped derriere. Buffy's answering groan was music to her ears. 

The slayer's heightened abilities for once served the girl and only the
girl as Buffy managed to clumsily grab the hem of Willow shirt and tug
it off her before discarding her own shirt more elegantly. The kissing
that had to be abandoned for the manoeuvre quickly resumed and when
Buffy drew then together this time both girls moaned loudly. 

"Shh," Buffy said half-knowing what she was saying. "We cannot wake
mom."

Willow nodded and since their lips were apart anyway decided to attack
the newly exposed flesh instead. She nipped her way down Buffy's jaw and
neck to throughoutly suckle the other girl's pulse point, leaving just
the faintest hickey before she went further down.

Buffy was going out of her mind with pleasure at the things Willow did
to her. As the redhead's lips moved downward her hands left Buffy's butt
in favour of trailing up the slayer's side and in a move that would have
awed the blonde had she not been otherwise occupied a hesitant hand
cupped Buffy's right breast just as a question tongue reached the nipple
in its centre. 

"Willow!" Buffy exclaimed in a rushed whisper, a distant part of her
brain remembering the need for silence. Unable to stand her own
inactivity anymore she used one hand to caress her lover's soft hair
while the other tried to reach as far down as possible. With a delighted
moan from both girls she discovered that she could just reach Willow's
breasts and soon they were touching, tweaking, caressing, groping and in
Willow's case licking, sucking and kissing each other's breasts. Their
movements were clumsy but both were too lost in each other to care.

With a powerful pull Buffy changed their positions so that their faces
were on level once again. She immediately claimed the lips that had just
tortured her in the sweetest way possible. Their hands roamed their
bodies as tongues met and fought, surrendered and challenged, no one
ever loosing the fight. 

For a long time they were content with the progress they'd made until,
almost accidentally, one of Buffy's hand slipped under Willow's panties
to caress hidden curls. Their kissing stopped with an audible "pop"
because Willow's head snapped back as a groan pushed passed her lips
from somewhere deep inside her.

"God, Buffy!" Buffy smiled at the reaction she'd gotten and once again
using slayer strength and speed to her full advantage lifted Willow just
slightly with one hand while she got rid of her love's last garment
before Willow could even blink. If protest ever entered the redhead's
mind she didn't voice it as she was busy moaning as silently as possible
as a hand cupped her sex. 

"I can't believe how good this feels," she whispered hoarsely. 

"Just wait for what comes next," Buffy warned just before she allowed
one of her fingers to slip between her girlfriend's nether lips. She
quickly covered Willow's lips with her own to muffle the steady stream
of moans. The feelings that coursed through her as she dipped her finger
carefully into Willow's wetness were indescribable. She felt powerful
and weak to her knees at the same time. Willow's body shook with tiny
tremors attesting to her arousal. There was one thing on the slayer's
mind as she started to caress her lover's sex in soft circles. Taste.

She wanted to ask, if Willow was okay with what she wanted to do but her
fear of receiving a no was too great and so she just gently pushed
Willow so she lay on her back. She left Willow's lips and trailed down
an elegant neck to shoulders and then breasts, figuring that she'd left
Willow enough time to protest as she nibbled on a flat stomach and
pushed her nose playfully into the cutes bellybutton she'd ever seen.
Her fingers, that had had never stopped their ministrations, retreated
and Willow made a tiny protesting sound. Buffy smiled and placed an
open-mouthed kiss just under Will's bellybutton before going that final
step and quickly placing her tongue were her fingers had just been.

Willow nearly flew off the bed as a jolt of pleasure ran through her.
She gasped in an attempt to force air into her lungs, but her body was
not cooperating and all she could do was hold onto the mattress below
her and hope her body was made for those kinds of pleasures. 

Buffy was addicted, the smell alone had left her mindless, but the taste
of Willow's wetness might just kill her. The intimacy of the act
overwhelmed her as did the trust Willow placed in her. 

"Buffy," Willow called breathlessly and for a second the slayer thought
she would be called to a stop, but to her relief that the call changed
into a whispered chant of her name. "Buffy, Buffy, Buffy." She looked up
without stopping her actions and she saw Willow's face distorted in
pleasure as she gasped her name over and over again. The redhead's hands
were clutching the mattress below her, the fingers clenching and
unclenching randomly. Buffy played with the thought of adding a finger
to her tongue but the fact that Willow was still a virgin in the
biological sense stopped her. She wanted their first time to be
completely enjoyable and pain-free. So instead she reached up to
unclench Willow's hands and took them in her own as she licked her way
up to tease her lover's pleasure centre and then closed her lips around
it to suck on Willow's clitoris.

Willow's body went rigid and her fingers squeezed those of the slayer
painfully as her orgasm washed through her body like the mother of all
waves. She bit her lip to stop herself from crying out as the pleasure
ebbed away only to start anew, going through her whole body, regularly
exploding in her centre and curling her toes until she feared her feet
had clawed their way through the mattress. It took her forever to get
back to reality and for the stars to go away, but finally she was back.
Buffy was still kissing her sex softly, ensuring that her return to
earth was a pleasurable as possible. She with a silly grin she looked at
Buffy, who smiled back after finally stopping her gentle caresses. 

"And here I thought you were tired, Will," Buffy said as she saw that
her lover's senses had returned. She giggled at her own words and
received a playful slap on her shoulder.

"You just wait until the room stops spinning, slayer!" Willow
threatened.

"And then what?" Buffy challenged.

"You'll get YOUR good-night kiss."

Buffy couldn't wait.

~*~

The end.

So watcha think?? Sequel?