Re: FIC: The red headed Slayer 15/?

["Christina" <tinabelle216@xxxxxxxxx>]

hi I was wondering if you archive your fics anywhere so i can read 
the entire red headed slayer series.....


--- In buffywantswillow@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx, "jend1205" <jend1205@y...> 
wrote:
> Ok this is about to be wrapped up. I'm thinking one more maybe two 
> but probably one.
>
> Author: Jen D
> Disclaimer: I don't own just like it. 
> Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
> Pairing: Willow/ Buffy
> Spoilers: I guess all of the shows.
>
>
>
>
>    "So Tara, how's it feel to know you're going to be a daddy?" 
> Xander asked the blonde.
>
> Tara couldn't help but the notice the way Willow shifted in her 
seat 
> and hated that the new conversation was making her so 
> uncomfortable. "Um&well I don't know ask me after the baby's born 
and 
> I haven't slept in a month," Tara said.
>
> Buffy smiled and scooted closer to Tara on the couch. It had been 
> four months since she had told her parents and friends about the 
baby 
> and Tara had stepped up and taken responsibility. A lot had 
happened 
> since then, Jenny's death and Willow's retirement being the 
biggest. 
> She too noticed Willow's shifting and couldn't help but rub her 
hands 
> over her growing belly. At six month along she could no longer hide 
> her pregnancy. A momentary flash of guilt floated through her mind 
at 
> keeping the secret from the former Slayer. Tara had promised to 
> support her but she still tried to convince Buffy that she needed 
to 
> tell Willow that the baby was hers but Buffy knew that too much 
time 
> had passed and there was just no way she could do it now. "So Will, 
> where's the kids today?" Buffy asked her, trying to ease the 
> discomfort the Slayer was feeling.
>
> "Huh, oh they went shopping with Cordy."
>
> Xander chuckled, "You're a brave woman to let Cordy take your kids 
> shopping. Please just tell me you didn't give them the credit card?"
>
> "Um&yeah, why?" Willow asked.
>
> "Hehe, that'll be a shocker when you see that bill," Xander 
snickered.
> "Oh I know but I'm used to it after living with their mother. She 
> used to be able to do some damage," Willow said sadly.
>
> "You miss her, don't you?" Joyce asked from her spot beside Giles 
on 
> the couch. Joyce could hear the sadness and longing in the red 
head's 
> voice.
>
> "All the time."
>
> "Well the good to hear," the voice said from the foyer 
doorway. "Glad 
> to know I didn't come back for nothing. I was going to knock but I 
> didn't figure I could get anyone to let me in."
>
> Willow jumped up and blocked the newcomer from entering the 
> room, "You're dead."
>
> "Yeah&well." She said and shrugged her shoulders.
>
> "Oh God not The First again," Willow mumbled her mind racing to 
> figure out how protect her family.
>
> The older looking Buffy chuckled and walked over to the bookshelf 
and 
> picked up a book, "I kinda figured you think that but look. Ok let 
me 
> think of something only we would know. Not long after we moved to 
> Cleveland, the twins were three and we were in the kitchen. I was 
> cooking dinner and you were playing with the girls. Xander came in 
> the front door. Jess loved her Uncle Xander and she took off for 
the 
> living room. Well she tripped where the tile met the carpet and 
> busted her head open on the coffee table. Oh god I flipped. I was 
> crying and she was crying. You&you were so calm. You got her 
cleaned 
> up and made her stop crying, Xander finally had to take me outside 
> because I was upsetting the other kids. We took her to the 
emergency 
> room and they didn't even have to put stitches in, they just used 
> that super glue stuff. That night after I'd tucked the other two 
> girls in bed, I found you in our bedroom and you were rocking Jess. 
> God you looked so beautiful sitting there holding her, I just stood 
> in the doorway for the longest time. I think it was that minute 
right 
> there that I knew; I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my 
life 
> with you. We never really talked about it before. I knew that I 
cared 
> for you but somehow up until then it was like we were playing 
house. 
> After I had carried Jess to bed, I lost it. I couldn't hold it 
> together anymore. All my super human strength and I couldn't keep 
my 
> baby from getting hurt. You pulled me into bed and held me. You 
told 
> me that we couldn't run behind them and keep them safe. That they 
> were going to get bumps and bruises and broken hearts, that all we 
> could do was be there for them, to kiss the boo boo's or soothe the 
> heartaches," Buffy paused and started inching forward. "After I had 
> finally quit crying like a baby, I got down on my knee and I asked 
> you if you'd be willing to get up in front of our family and commit 
> to spending the rest of your life with me. You made me the happiest 
> woman alive that night and said yes."
>
> Willow had been slowly making her way to the newcomer all through 
her 
> speech and as she finished launched herself forward, "Buffy."
>
> "Yeah baby, it's me." Buffy caught the red head and held her tight.
>
> "How?" Willow cried.
>
> "I guess saving the world umpteen times puts you in good favor of 
the 
> Powers To Be. After waiting in some kind of cosmic waiting room and 
> let me tell you you'd think someone like the PTB would have a 
better 
> selection of magazines but they didn't have any. Anyway I finally 
got 
> to see them and as a reward for everything I did, I got a choice. I 
> could either go on and go to heaven or I could come back to you." 
>
> "You gave up heaven for us?" Willow asked.
>
> "No," Buffy said and looked into the former slayers eyes. "For me 
> being here with you and the kids is heaven."
>
> Willow hugged Buffy and whispered in her ear, "I've missed you so 
> much."
>
> "Me too, baby. Me too."
>
> Willow turned, "Buffy's home."
>
> Buffy took the time to look over the group gathered in the Giles 
> living room, "Mom, well I guess you're not my mom but you look just 
> like her and I don't know whether I can not call you mom. You don't 
> mind if I call you mom, do you?"
>
> "Breath honey. I think you spent way too much time with the other 
> Will. You picked up her babbling along the way," Willow laughed, 
not 
> letting go of the blonde.
>
> "Relax, Buffy if you want to call me mom feel free," Joyce told the 
> newcomer.
>
> "You do realize that this Joyce is only six years older then you, 
> Buff." Willow chuckled at the dumbfounded look on her partners 
face. 
> "Oh&yeah, younger Buffy, younger mom. Still you'll always be mom to 
> me," Buffy said with determination. "Giles, I like this less 
uptight 
> look."
>
> "Yes well it's nice to get to meet you. Willow has told me so much 
> about you," Giles said rising to shake her hand.
>
> "Still a proper Englishman though," Buffy chuckled taking the 
offered 
> hand. "Tara&wow, Will said you were different but damn girl, you 
look 
> hot. It's good to see you again."
>
> "Willow said my counterpart was a bit shy," Tara said returning 
> Buffy's hug.
>
> "Shy might be an understatement," Buffy answered and turned to the 
> younger Buffy. "Hi. Now I know how weird it was for Willow the 
first 
> time she met Will."
>
> "Yeah," Buffy mumbled, not making eye contact with her other self.
>
> "And look it's little Xander," the older Buffy said approaching the 
> younger version of her best friend. 
>
> "Wow Buff," Xander said looking between the two Buffy's, "You look 
> good when you get old&umm&er." 
>
> "Did he just call me old," Buffy asked looking around the room.
>
> "Yes I believe he did," Willow chuckled. 
>
> "But&but I said you looked good," Xander sputtered.
>
> "Well ok then I'll be sure to be quick when I kick your ass," Buffy 
> said, glaring at the young man.
>
> "Eep," Xander yelled and ran to hide behind Willow.
>
> Buffy collapsed into the chair laughing, "Relax Xan-man, I won't 
hurt 
> you. Will where's the girls?"
>
> "The mall with Cordy."
>
> "You let our children go shopping with Cordy? What did they ever do 
> to you?" Buffy questioned.
>
> Willow pulled Buffy out of the chair and sat down, pulling Buffy 
into 
> her lap, "Hush, she's not as bad here. She's actually really nice."
>
> "Cordelia Chase and nice in the same sentence, this I have to see," 
> Buffy chuckled.
>
> "I retired," Willow told Buffy.
>
> "I know," Buffy told her.
>
> "How?" 
>
> "PTB, they were very informative. I know all kinds of things, even 
a 
> few secrets," Buffy said and looked between the younger Buffy and 
> Tara.
>
> "Ooh what kind of secrets?" Willow asked.
>
> "All in good time, Hon."
>
> "Party pooper," Willow pouted.
>
> "So who wants drinks?" Joyce asked, standing up.
>
> "Hey mom, why don't you let me and Buffy and Tara get those? We can 
> bond," older Buffy said.
>
>
>
>
>
> "So how's it feel to be back?" Tara asked, trying to break the 
> silence that had developed as soon as they had entered the kitchen.
>
> "I can't wait to see the kids. I missed them and Will so much."
>
> "I bet, we tried to help but she loved you so much," Tara told her.
>
> "Thanks for looking out for her for me. You need to tell her 
Buffy." 
> Buffy turned to her counterpart.
>
> "Tell her what?" Buffy asked, her back to the blonde Slayer.
>
> "I understand why you didn't but she still needs to know. This is 
her 
> baby too."
>
> "So you know?" Tara asked.
>
> "Yeah and I'm here now, so your fear of her just wanting to be with 
> you because of it are kinda moot now," Buffy told them, wanting to 
> make sure Buffy knew that she had no plans of giving up her red 
head. 
> "Yeah I guess so," Buffy said lowering her head.
>
> "Look kiddo, I'm not trying to hurt you. It really does work out in 
> the end, you were meant to be with someone else. You just have to 
> trust me on this. She has a right to know."
>
> "Who has a right to know what?" Willow asked from the doorway. "We 
> were beginning to wonder if you all got lost."
>
> "Willow I think you ought to sit down. Little Buffy has something 
she 
> needs to tell you before I do," Buffy said making sure Buffy knew 
she 
> would tell Willow if she didn't.
>
> Tara came to stand beside her best friend taking her hand, "Buffy, 
> tell her."
>
> "I-I can't."
>
> Tara looked at the confused Slayer, "Will, remember the demon 
aspect 
> thingy?"
>
> "Um&yeah. Giles was kind of worried I would change or something or 
> the other but I didn't."
>
> "Yeah you did," the younger Buffy whispered. 
>
> "How"
>
> Tara tried to come up with a delicate way of telling the red head 
> that she momentarily changed genders and gotten Buffy pregnant, "Um&
> well&you see&uh&there just isn't an easy or delicate way to say 
this."
> "So just tell me," Willow growled, becoming impatient.
>
> "You got a penis," the older Slayer finally shared.
>
> "WHAT!! That was like&I don't know long it was but it was before I 
> left and you guys are just telling me now," Willow yelled.
>
> "Six months ago," Tara muttered.
>
> "You didn't remember it and I didn't want to embarrass you," Buffy 
> said.
>
> "You still should have told me," Willow told them.
>
> Tara sighed, "I know but Will that's not all."
>
> "Of course not, that would be too easy," Willow mumbled and sat 
down 
> in the stool at the bar.
>
> "It seems in your fevered delirious state you&uh&had sex with 
Buffy," 
> Tara rushed hoping the Slayer understood her.
>
> "I had sex with Buffy? I HAD SEX WITH BUFFY?" Willow yelled and 
stood 
> to pace.
>
> "Honey calm down." Older Buffy caught her with one arm and pulled 
her 
> close.
>
> "Calm down? Have you lost your fucking mind? I had sex with Buffy 
> that I don't remember, no one told me about it and you want me to 
> calm down"
>
> "The baby's yours," Buffy whispered looking into the red headed 
> Slayers eyes.
>
> Willow started to open her mouth then closed unsure of what she was 
> going to say. 
> "M-mine?"
>
> "Yes"
>
> "Why&why didn't you tell me," Willow asked taking the younger 
Buffy's 
> hand.
>
> Buffy wiped the tears that were making their way down her 
cheeks, "I 
> knew that you'd feel obligated to take care of me and I didn't want 
> that to be how we got together. I wanted us to be together because 
> you loved me, not out of a sense of responsibility."
>
> "So you think I would've moved you in across the street and play 
> house because I felt obligated too?"
>
> "And you would've too," the older Buffy said stepping in to defend 
> her counterpart.
>
> "Huh," Willow said turning to Buffy.
>
> "Oh come Will, think about it. It's how we finally got together. Do 
> you think it would've happened if we didn't have the girls?" Buffy 
> questioned her.
>
> "I&uh&no," Willow stumbled.
>
> "See, she did have some precedence here," Buffy told her.
>
> "Still&"
>
> "No Will, she was scared, hurt and had no idea what to do. Remember 
> how scared and confused you were when you found out about the twins 
> and we knew it was a possibility."
>
> "Ok, so the babies mine. Oh god I'm going to be a father," Willow 
> said in a panic.
>
> "Honey it not like it's the first time," Buffy laughed. "We do have 
> three of our own."
>
> "Oh yeah, yeah three that don't know you're alive yet."
>
> "Will they be home soon," Buffy asked, excited at the chance to see 
> her kids again.
>
> "Yes we should go home," Willow said standing up. Willow hugged the 
> younger Buffy and whispered in her ear, "It's ok. I understand, I 
> think. It'll be fine. We can work this out, I promise."
>
> Buffy sniffled then smiled, "I think we will. You have your Buffy 
> back. I'm happy for you."
>
> "Really?" Willow asked.
>
> "Yeah and it was pointed out to me that I'm meant for someone 
else," 
> Buffy said and glanced shyly at Tara.
>
> "I&go for it," Willow told her seeing the look she gave Tara. 
Willow 
> pointed at Tara, "And you, Witch."
>
> Tara shifted from one foot to the other, "Oh boy."
>
> "Thank you for taking care of her."
>
> "Your welcome, I think I kind of liked it," Tara beamed.
>
> "Come on Slayer lets go home," Buffy said dragging Willow out the 
> back door.


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