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FIC: Dark Alliance 5a/5



The final chapter of Dark Alliance is turning out to be longer than I expected so I'm posting it in two parts. The second part should be complete soon.

Title - Dark Alliance.
By mike (wizathogwarts@xxxxxxxxx)
RATING: PG.
Pairing: Buffy/Willow DISCLAIMER: Buffy the Vampire Slayer and all characters belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, and Fox. FEEDBACK: Constructive comments are encouraged. SUMMARY: Buffy takes her calling more seriously. This is an AU fic with an alternative Buffy.



Chapter 5a


Willow stood looking at the outstretched hand. Uncomfortable warmth spread slowly, emanating from her extremities like a vine creeping inwards. She tried with all her might to focus on what was held before her but it was if someone was holding thick glass before her eyes. `Blink' maybe if I blink I could see better she told herself. Flashing between dark and bright and the light pressure her eyes felt from the meshing of her lashes confirmed that she was successfully blinking. Brown, deep rich brown with a hint of red. Color permeated her senses. Mind and vision slowly synced as a word formed in her mind. `Book', I see a book. The book, the book I need to do something with, but what was it? "Willow?" A voice grazed her conscience. And like a morning breeze through a fog her mind began to clear. Take the book she told herself and stepped forward, then as if receiving a heavy weight she grasped the book with one hand and very slowly her other. The dry but soft texture caressed her fingers. She slowly pulled her arms in while tilting her head forward to behold what she held. Cold tendrils of fear clashed with the fire of purpose. Her skin flushed pink with patches of white as fear and desire warred from within.
`I can do this.'  Flowed like molasses in her mind.

Sharp spikes of pain erupted in her cheeks as her jaw clenched tight.

`I must do this.'  Flowed like a river.

She gasped loudly as her lungs took their first breath in more than a minute.

"I will do this."  She loudly proclaimed as the dam broke.

She lifted her head and noticed the concerned faces of Joyce and Angel. `Must have scared them what with the freaking out and all.' So she smiled reassuringly and she felt her racing heart slow as their faces took on looks of relief.

"Sorry," She smiled with embarrassment. "I sorta freaked there for a minute. But I'm ok now."

Joyce removed her hand from her neck where she had been unconsciously been gripping. "What now?" She asked.

"If all's ready, we burn it in `Diana's Flame'." Willow replied then turned her focus to Angel.

"Do you think he bought your explanation?" Willow asked hoping she had kept the trepidation she felt out of her voice.

Angel felt suffused with self congratulatory pride as he grinned with pleasure.

"Yes, he bought it. He was no match for two hundred and forty two years of Irish blarney." He proclaimed with a slight brogue accentuating the statement.

"Hamlet and all his slung arrows of outrageous fortune had nothing on me as I told him how everyone, including slayers had the right to live life not knowing the time of their ending. He tried to claim that the book was the rightful property of the council. But then I let my full anger loose." Here he paused and his mouth turned into a confident smirk. "I told him in no uncertain terms that slayers are a gift from the gods and nobody's property. Then I said I was going to bury the book where no one would ever find it and left after giving him a look of righteous indignation that left him speechless."

Willow's felt her confidence soar. Giles' description of the conversation would surely convince the council of its veracity. `They'll have no reason to suspect that the prophecy was destroyed now.' She told herself gleefully.

"That's wonderful Angel. I can't thank you enough." Willow hesitated upon seeing Angel's frown.

Angel's face relaxed seeing the young girls endearing expression. "It's just one small step on the endless path of redemption." He reassured her with a rare smile.



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The tea cup rattled slightly against the porcelain plate as nervous fingers grasped the handle. Carefully lifting the cup so not to spill, Rupert Giles brought the tepid tea to his lips. The cup jerked as he sipped when a tremor shook his arm. Warm brown liquid cascaded down his chin. With a curse the cup went flying from his hand tumbling across the desk to fall to the floor. The shattering noise it made as it impacted against linoleum echoed the fragmenting he felt in his heart.

"This can't be. It just can't be." The words came hard from his throat carried by breath born of anger and denial.

His right hand ran rigid fingers through his hair pressing firmly into his scalp. The hard pressure a welcome distraction from the empty despair he felt. Suddenly his whole body jerked to the light pressure on his shoulder. Whipping his head around, his eyes wide in shock beheld the reason for his concern. Sad sympathetic eyes graced his.

"It will be OK Giles. This is my destiny." The softly spoken words pierced his mind like a sharp knife.

"You know?" His voice shook as he reached desperately to grasp her hand. Suddenly feeling the need to make sure she was alive.

Buffy squeezed his larger hand reassuringly. Placing her other on his shoulder she concentrated on providing comfort to this innocent man who was honestly grief stricken over what was to befall her. "I heard everything." She paused momentarily to get a grasp on her emotions as she realized how deeply the actions of the Council were going to affect so many others.

"I saw everything. And I feel your grief." Squeezing his shoulder she softly said. "Thank you."

Standing abruptly with sudden resolve Giles towered over the tiny girl. "I can't let this happen. You cannot face the Master." He voiced sternly as he grasped her shoulders to drive his point home.

Buffy smiled as she shook her head slowly.

"You can't stop it. This is meant to be." Buffy's own eyes conveyed her acceptance.

"No, I'll face him in your stead." Giles determination wouldn't let him retreat from saving his slayer from her fate.

Buffy's face hardened at hearing his words.

"No you won't. I've lost one watcher because I shirked my calling and I'll be damned if I'm going to lose another." Her words of self recrimination bore all the anger she felt over her previous failing. Her jaw clenched with determination as she grabbed his wrists, wrenching them from her shoulders and then squeezing them hard enough to remind him who was the stronger.


He winced as needles of pain shot up his arms. The pressure was quickly released and he gasped for breath.

"It's just so unjust. There must be another way." He pleaded with her. "Just let me do some research."

"There's no time. My mind is made up." Her tone and expression clearly expressed the finality.

"The prophesy says I will face the master and die." She took a deep breath, exhaling slowly.

"Well, so be it." She said calmly. Her face then lit up with a wicked smile. "But it doesn't say anything about the master surviving."

Giles looked upon her defeated and forlorn.

"When?"  He whispered.

Buffy sighed in relief as more pleasant thoughts took the forefront.

"After I take Willow to the dance tomorrow night, I want to give her a night to remember." She smiled as her thoughts focused only on the time she would spend with her love.

Still holding his wrists, she moved her hands to grasp his. Lifting them up to her eye level he watched her face sadden as she glanced from one hand to the other and then looked him right in the eyes.

"Afterwards, I need you to promise me that you will do everything possible to protect her." Her eyes became pleading, dispelling any thoughts he may have harbored of denying her request.

"She's my only regret, my only fear. Please promise me that you will take care of her." A single tear escaped the corner of her eye and trickled down her upturned face.

"I promise." He slowly responded, smiling with assurance to assuage any doubts. "It's the least I can do. I promise you that no harm will befall her."

"Thanks Giles. That means a lot to me." Her soft words comforted him further cementing his promise as consolation for not being able to prevent this tragedy.

"But one last thing," her tone became serious again. "I agree with Angel. Slayers already know they are going to have short lives. But knowing when robs us of our humanity. It steals from us the ability to live life fully knowing the where and time of our final moments."

Her voice became hate filled as she expressed her final words. "For the sake of all who come after me I hope Angel is successful in hiding that book for all eternity."

Releasing his hands she turned. As he watched his slayer walk from the library his eyes misted as pride overwhelmed him.



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A small slim figure stood alone in the dark, clothed all in black including her head. The tight fitting outfit left no ambiguity as to her gender nor did it hide the sleek muscles that rippled as she slowly turned.

A close examination would have shown dark green eyes of unfathomable depth that drank in all about her. The dark façade of the school to the broad tree covered lawns. Her feet moved slowly but with purpose as she toured one last time only stopping when reaching a lone concrete bench. Bending slightly she ran her hand ever so slowly across its smooth surface, caressing it as if it were her lover. "Willow." She whispered the name, her throat constricting afterwards as her chest tightened with emotion.

Keeping one hand on the cool surface she used the other to pull the long titanium knife from the sheath strapped to her right thigh. With slow deliberate strokes she uses the super hard razor tip to carve the words that were in her heart. Then with a strong steady hand she etches a figure to encompass what she had written.

Stepping back she gazed at her work. Her lips curved into a gentle smile that expressed a vulnerability that few were ever allowed to witness. Moisture began to cloud her vision slightly and when she blinked a tear from the corner of each eye followed the curve of her nose until absorbed by the fabric of her head covering.

The memories of their first meeting and all that followed washed across her vision while staring at the truth she had carved in stone.

The good memories& and the bad.

The memory of how they had tried to defile her Willow caused her body to tighten into near rigor. `I need to seal this somehow.' She told herself as she finally exhaled, allowing her body to once again relax.

Looking down at her left hand she impetuously pulled the thin calf skin glove off. Her focus narrowed to the tip of her index finger as she used her knife to slice the pad deep enough to allow her blood to flow freely.

She then carefully squeezed the blood out until all she had carved was filled. Slipping her glove back onto her hand she stood a moment to admire her work.

`Time to go.' She thought as her body faded from sight until all that was left was the dark and the bench made forever unique with a blood lined epitaph.

`Buffy Love Willow' Encased in a heart and highlighted with congealing blood.


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The lean tall figure was hidden in the shadow of the tree it leaned against. His head tilted so that it rested against the rough bark. As for the tree, it rarely notices the coming and goings of those not rooted in the earth. A day was meal time, the night just the time between meals. A season just part of its day and a full turning of seasons was a single sunrise to sunrise. But it had begun to notice the pressure against its surface, a presence that was there every night for the past several weeks. Albeit slowly, the tree had become aware of conflicting emotions, especially sadness and guilt coming from the nightly presence. The tree was sufficiently aware to encourage new growth to sprout just above its new companion. The tree had hesitated at first because it had originally sensed anger, but that had faded into a distant echo. So at it's own pace it began to provide what comfort it could to a troubled soul in need.

Xander's face literally drooped. His eyes drawn low as sadness conquered any instinctive effort to keep them in their proper place. Slow building self recrimination dragged his mouth into a permanent frown. Dejection fashioned the slope of his shoulders. `Why can't I just go to her and say I'm sorry? Why can't I be happy that she finally has someone who loves her like she deserves? Why, why, why?' The litany ran through his head over and over again, swirling around like flotsam on the edge of a whirlpool.

This seemed to be his fate and his curse, standing every night across from Willows house as he tried to summon the courage to go and tell her that he would always be her friend. That part wasn't so hard; it was the second part he couldn't seem to come to grips with. He knew the first would be hollow unless he could honestly tell his friend that he was happy for her and supported her relationship with Buffy.

He wasn't there yet. For some reason he couldn't grasp his emotions flared, clouding reasonable thought every time he considered it.

The only break in his revolving thoughts was the memory. The memory of when he had heard of what had happened to Willow. The memory of how his stomach turned traitor. Hot, sour bile rising until the half digested junk food that constituted his breakfast had erupted so quickly that getting to a restroom was not an option. The memory of stumbling down hallways and pushing through bodies to reach his destination. The memory of running into the outstretched arms of dark blue that barricaded his progress.

The memory of Willow on a stretcher, Buffy clasping her hand as it was rushed from sight to a waiting ambulance.

The memory of sight and sound fading as he slumped to the tile floor and passed out.

`Another fine moment in the life of Xander Harris' He harrumphed at the thought then closed his eyes, instinctively finding some modicum of comfort from the tree.

As he allowed the feel of the tree and exhaustion to quell his thoughts he decided that tonight wasn't the night. `Maybe tomorrow.' Xander slowly pushed himself from his leaning position. He began to turn to leave but stopped. An unfamiliar compulsion made him turn back and gently caress the tree. His lips curled slightly, almost a smile. "Good night my friend." He said not sure if he was talking to Willow, the tree or both.



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Six figures stood in the dark. Breathing heavily from excitement and adrenalin induced fear their eyes revealed their common emotions. Their expressions were indiscernible due to their pull over head coverings. Their bodies attentive to any motion from the creature at their feet ready to let loose again the power of the strange weapons the held so tightly.

Agent Riley Finn, leader of alpha squad was elated. They had been in this town for only a month and had finally captured their first HST. "How's it feel guys? We came, we saw and we conquered our first Humanoid Sub Terrestrial." His exposed mouth flashed teeth as he allowed himself a congratulatory smile.

Chuckles of relief came from the rest of his squad. He reached for his com device to report their success to HQ.

"Sir! I've got a strange reading." Graham reported before he could key his mike.

"What do you mean a strange reading? Give me facts soldier, don't make me guess." Riley tersely responded.

"Yes Sir! The readings flash the presence of a mass with a fluctuating temperature. The presence only registers for a second then disappears. But it is coming from that general direction." Graham reported while pointing just to Riley's left shoulder.

Before turning Riley barked an order. "Graham, you're with me. The rest of you, two of you net the HST while the other two stand guard."

Riley turned and waited for Graham to come to his side. Pointing his weapon, he slowly swept it back and forth, watching for any movement.

"Can you get me a better fix?" Riley said quietly while keeping his eyes watchful.

"I'm trying sir." Graham replied as he punched buttons on the control console.

Riley was completely focused when tiny sparks flashed before his eyes. He crumbled to the ground unconscious along with all the other members of alpha squad.


"What the hell?" Riley mumbled as he opened his eyes. He realized he was flat on his back staring up at the night sky. Turning his head he saw Graham's panicked eyes staring back.

Realizing his vulnerable position, he quickly scrambles back up and looked around. Seeing the rest of the team getting back on their feet he then looks for their captive.

Lying crumpled on the ground was the heavy wire net. It lay almost flat he noticed, not covering the HST as it should be. Approaching carefully, he kneeled down and slowly pulled up the restraining net. His teeth ground together as he uttered an expletive. All that remained was grayish dust in the faint outline of a body.

"Walsh is going to be so pissed." He groaned while dropping his head and closing his eyes in despair.


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Buffy entered her bedroom through the window quietly closing it behind her. Dropping the spell that hid her, she quickly changed into shorts and halter top. Barefoot she made her way down the stairs to the three waiting for her in the living room. She took each step slowly, distracting herself with the feel of the carpet on the soles of her feet. The deep texture of the carpet was soothing as she would slide each foot over the edge of the step. As she neared the bottom she leaned forward a bit, head tilted looking for one face in particular. Upon catching sight of the red heads elfish face her heart warmed for the first time that night. Especially when seeing the welcoming smile that lit her face as she came running towards her.

"Buffy!"  Willow exclaimed as she threw her arms around Buffy.

The two girls stood together lost in their embrace, eyes closed as their faces burrowed into each others neck. A smile graced Joyce's lips and the sides of her eyes showed well defined lines further indicating her feelings at seeing her daughter so happy.

Angel's face remained more impassive. Though he had accepted the challenge of helping the slayer, he had been drawn to her power and beauty from the first moment he had laid eyes on her. Flashes of his anticipation of their first meeting and the disappointment afterwards battled briefly and lost to his desire to truly see her safe and happy. He turned his gaze from the lovers embrace as he wondered if he would ever find such happiness.

"Is everything ready?" Buffy's softly voiced question nearly hid the trepidation she felt.

Willow slowly pulled her face from the side of Buffy's neck while reaching a hand up to softly caress her cheek.

"Everything is ready and everything is going to work out." Willow told her softly then gave her a reassuring kiss.

Buffy looked into Willow's beautiful eyes and immediately felt calm and safe. "I know," Buffy responded softly. "because I believe in you." Then she reciprocated Willow's kiss. After separating from their embrace Willow turned to the two adults in the room. "We're ready." Her voice conveying a confidence they had all grown to accept as natural but oblivious as to how recent this part of her nature had been affected.

Willow led the way to the basement stairs with Buffy immediately behind her and Angel taking up the rear. Gathering together against the basement wall they all stood for a moment to observe the candlelit room. The floor had been painted white with a large circle outlined in the middle. The circle perimeter was a couple of inches wide consisting of topaz blue sand. Within the circle were scribed multiple symbols of arcane origin of varying colored materials. In the very center a two foot square slab of marble stood, its top surface carved into a basin. In the basin could be seen a dry mixture of ingredients blending into a rusty orange color. On the floor in front of the slab sat two decanters with the codex between them.

Buffy looked at Willow and saw warring emotions on her face. She furrowed her own brow in worry.

"You OK Will?" Buffy asked as she placed her hand on Willow's shoulder.

Willow turned her head and grinned. "Just can't believe that I, Willow Rosenberg, uber geek am going to burn a book!" Chuckling softly as she noticed Buffy's worried look dissipate into a mutual look of amusement.

"But if any book ever deserved burning this is definitely it." Taking a deep breath before starting she then called out. "Places everyone."

Buffy, Joyce and Angel each took their pre-designated positions outside the circle, their bodies wavering between light and shadow in the candle light. Willow entered the circle and stood before the marble slab then turned to Angel. Angel held a large candle and waited for Willow to give the go ahead. With a nod of her head Angel sprinkled the candle with the ingredients from a small vial he held in his right hand. Willow chanted while he sprinkled resulting in a strong reddish gold light when completed.

Willow turned to Joyce to repeat the process and then Buffy. At the moment of completing the incantation over Buffy's candle the circle became surrounded in golden light pulsating with red, green and blue bands.

Willow then faced the marble slab and kneeled in front. Lifting one of the decanters she began another chant while slowing pouring the crimson solution over the mixture in the basin. The basin sparkled briefly then emitted a steady bluish light.

Willow then returned the empty decanter and grasping the codex, she lifted it and carefully placed it in the basin over the now glowing contents. Picking up the other decanter she looked straight up as she cried out her final chant while emptying the contents of the decanter directly over the book.

As the final syllable left Willow's lips a blinding light filled the entire room and the momentary silence was replaced quickly with a high pitched roar like a jet engine.

All eyes now focused on the book as a blue gold flame rose through its center. The flame began to spin like a dervish slowly expanding. In moments it entirely consumed the book and with a thunderclap disappeared leaving the basin pristine.

With a sigh Willow stood slowly and clapped her hands once, twice three times. On the third clap everyone blew out their candles and the room returned to near darkness except for a few candles set up around the room.

Willow turned to look at Buffy, her face glowing with warmth, peace and happiness. "You are beyond incredible. Isn't she mom?" Buffy asked not taking her eyes off the beautiful redhead.

"Oh I agree sweetheart. Don't you think so Angel?" Joyce turned to the dark figure in the corner as she asked his agreement.

Angel was silent for a moment, his shadowed face not revealing his surprise.

"More than you know."  He said softly. "More than you know."

"What do you mean? More than we know." Buffy asked moving across the room to stand in front of him. "What do you know that we don't?" She demanded.

Angel straightened his shoulders and turned his attention from Buffy to Willow. "I didn't think this would work because only the most pure can call upon Diana's flame." He paused before continuing. "So many have failed but I didn't want to say anything discouraging since it was the only way to destroy the book in a way that would cancel the spell."

"You didn't think Willow was pure enough?" Buffy regained Angel's attention with the disbelieving tone in her voice.

Angel couldn't help but smile. `Of course Buffy would believe Willow is pure of heart and soul but she doesn't comprehend the difference.' He bemused.

"Sorry Buffy, but you don't understand. There is pure." He shrugged his shoulders indicating something not that special. Then he pointed towards Willow. "Then there is pure."

"Huhh?" Buffy looked at him quizzically. "Why can't you just talk like normal people and say what you mean?" Angel chuckled. Buffy's dislike of anything vague never ceased to amuse him.

"What I mean is that the level of purity required to pull this off is very rare. So rare that I doubt there are a half a dozen women alive who could have done what Willow did here tonight." He smiled as Buffy's countenance altered as she wrapped her mind around what Angel had just said.

"You're very lucky Buffy. Very lucky." Angel felt a slight easing of his mind. Any lingering thoughts he may have had towards possessing the slayer for himself were gone. Even with Buffy's obvious preferences he had still harbored some egotistical belief that he could win her over. But not now. Not with competition like Willow. Losing to someone of that caliber easily assuaged his pride. Buffy's whole face brightened with a huge smile. Turning to Willow who still exhibited her previous smile but her eyes were now gently questioning Buffy.

"Did you hear that baby? You're one in a billion." Buffy told her proudly. "Not a measly million. A billion."

Buffy walked towards Willow, stopping as she cupped Willow's face with both hands. "And he is right. I am lucky, so lucky to have you," soft kiss, "to love you,' longer kiss, "to have your love." Buffy then kissed Willow deeply as she put her arms neck to draw her in as close as possible.

"Anybody up for pizza?" Joyce decided that the situation was getting a bit too heated before the girls forgot they weren't alone.

Breaking apart reluctantly, the heavily breathing and blushing girls grinned. "I'm in." Said Willow.

"Me too, I am definitely hungry." Buffy followed with a grin and slow wink.

After once again gathering in the living room Buffy turned to Angel.

"Would you like to stay while we pig out?"  She asked sincerely.

"Thank you but no. I do have some final preparations to make before sunrise." Angel responded in kind. "Tomorrow night is the big one." Turning to Willow confidence filled his voice. "I believe everything will work out now."

Willow and Buffy moved as one to give Angel a simultaneous hug both uttering a heart felt thank you to the slightly less brooding vampire as he gently returned their embrace.


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Alone in Willow's bed the girls held each other silently each in their own thoughts, each pondering the series of events that had brought them to this final day.

"Did you say all your final good byes?" Willow asked softly as her fingers gently stroked Buffy's ear.

Buffy sighed softly, her eyes closed while she enjoyed Willow's touch. "Yea, not really much to say good bye too really, a picnic spot, theater, espresso pump and a concrete bench is pretty much it. The most important things I get to keep." Opening her eyes she touched her fingers to Willow's lips, gently caressing them.

"Unlike you, I get to keep my mother and my best friend." Buffy's words giving rise to her sorrow and guilt.

Willow took Buffy's hand and placed it over her heart. Holding Buffy's hand to her breast Willow spoke. "Before you came I was empty. The beating you feel was just a hollow sound. It taunted me, reminding me that I lived but was never fulfilled." Willow's sad tone disappeared as she continued. "Then I met you. In just days the sound of my heart no longer felt hollow. The first time I realized it I knew it was because of you but I believed it was because of the friendship you gave me."

Willow now grinned mischievously. "Then about three weeks after we met, I started having dreams about you. When I woke from these dreams I felt& excited!"

Buffy's face became very attentive as she felt her skin suffused with warmth.

"I felt excited like I had never felt before. My wildest fantasies about Xander never compared." Willow looked slightly embarrassed, her eyes flickering briefly down. "'Cause in my dreams and fantasies about Xander I never once thought or felt anything as erotic as my first dream about you."

"Really?"  Buffy whispered.

Willow smiled coquettishly.  "Really."

"But that's not all. When I was investigating Giles and the council another part of me awoke." Willow's voice became lowered filled with self wonder.

"I became focused for the first time in my life. I was focused on protecting you and then saving you." Willow took a much need breath.

"The pieces started falling together and when I looked at what they made I finally realized&" Willow pulled Buffy's hand hard against her breast making Buffy gasp with the heat she felt emanating.

"I realized that I wasn't empty anymore. I wasn't alone anymore. And even though I was scared to death for you I was truly happy for the first time in my life." Willow raised the hand she held to her lips and tenderly kissed Buffy's finger tips.

"That's when I knew I loved you. Loved you like nothing I ever imagined." Willow moved her face closer to Buffy's until their foreheads and noses touched.

"You saved me Buffy, you saved my life. You are my life, my reason for being. As long as I'm with you I will be happy. Only with you can I be happy."

"You are too wonderful, too incredible for me to be your reason for being." Buffy hesitated briefly.

"I'm nothing special, well except for the slayer thing. And because of you I'm not even going to have that cross to bear anymore. I would be dead without you, literally dead. You are not just my reason for being; you are my breath, my heart, my soul and my life." Buffy's emotions finally broke as tears unashamedly flowed.

Willow kissed the tears from Buffy's face and smiled. The warm saltiness cleansed her spirit and cleared her mind.

"I think this, us was destined. You coming to Sunnydale. The powers that be choosing you to be saved from the council over all the slayers before you. Angel being sent to help was just part. They needed me here to make it work. And I don't think your duties as slayer are going to be over. I think you are being saved because they need you for something big, really big." Willow paused, her innate modesty making it difficult to say next what she believed.

"And?"  Buffy asked softly sensing Willow wasn't finished.

"And I think I'm a part of it too. I'm supposed to help you with whatever is coming. Whatever happens, it involves both of us." Willow's soft voice was nearly inaudible.

Buffy didn't say a word to this revelation, a smile and a gentle nod of her head indicated her agreement.

Caressing Willow's arm she asked the only question that remained.

"So you're really OK with all this? Leaving your home, family and friends behind and hook up with me for the ptb only know what?" "I'll miss Xander." Willow halted as she pursed her mouth into a thoughtful pout.

"He misses you too."  Buffy said softly before Willow could continue.

Willow looked at Buffy incredulously. "How would you know that?" The words came slowly as she crinkled her brow.

Buffy reached over and caressed Willow's cheek. "I've seen him at night, standing across the street from your house for the last couple of weeks." Buffy moved her hand and began to caress Willow's ear lightly. "He just leans against the old tree staring at your house. Occasionally he mutters something, I'm not sure exactly what he says but the gist is that he's kinda pissed at himself. So I've kinda been keeping an eye on him. I crisscross my patrol route so that I come by a few times every night to make sure he's ok."

Willow smiles as a tear forms in the corner of her eye. She pulls Buffy into a tight hug and whispers into her ear.

"Thank you."

Still holding Buffy tightly Willow speaks a bit more loudly. "I know this is going to hurt him. And if I had a choice I wouldn't do this to him."

Taking a deep emotion filled breath that sends shutters through her slight frame she continued her thought.

"But I don't think I really have any more choice in this than you did in becoming the Slayer. Without you I'm dead inside, not much choice there." Willow kissed Buffy softly then they both closed their eyes and slept peacefully, thinking only of each other in the here and now and not the monumental tasks that lay ahead.



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Buffy entered the Library just minutes after her watcher had arrived. Seeing him moving around in his office she entered.

"Morning Giles."  Buffy said softly to gain his attention.

Rupert Giles turned slowly upon hearing Buffy's salutation.

Having Gile's attention she held out the small container of film she held in her hand. Giles extended his hand and took the offered film but remained silent. His corners of his mouth drooped as he realized that this would be the last time he would hear his slayer's patrolling report.

"Sit Giles."  Buffy instructed compassionately.

They both took seats and then Buffy started her final report.

"I encountered one vamp and 6 commandos. The film has pictures of all of them." Buffy couldn't muster her usual flippancy.

Her face nearly emotionless she continued in monotones. "The commandos had captured the vamp with some kind of rifles that shot electrical beams at it. I had arrived just as they were knocking it out. They placed a net over it and then one guy with some kind of detector seemed to spot me." She paused as she recalled her surprise.

"But it was a vague detection and only when I was standing still. Once I moved, they lost me." Buffy then smiled ever so slightly.

"Then I used the only other spell Merrick taught me." She smiled a bit more as Gile's eyes in surprise.

"I put them to sleep with the spell then took pictures of all of them and the vamp. I staked the vamp, woke them up and listened to for anything they might say." Buffy stopped as she recalled the apparent leaders reactions upon awakening from the spell.

"The leader went to where the vamp had been and when he figured out it was dusted he said, `Walsh is going to so pissed.'" Buffy shrugged her shoulders a bit.

"I'm guessing he's talking about his boss, or commanding officer `cause I think these guys are military." Then Buffy's face became concerned.

"Giles, I think the government may be getting into the demon business. And I don't think it's to kill them. They were trying to capture this vamp, not kill it."

Giles heart raced as he considered the ramifications of Buffy's report. The thought of something as large and powerful as the US Government researching demons made his blood run cold.

"This is very disturbing."  He said slowly, his expression worried.

"Disturbing!" Buffy exclaimed exasperated. "Giles, they weren't trying to kill it. They're probably going to try and control them, use them somehow. And it's going to wind up biting them in the ass and get a lot of people killed."

Buffy then slumped her shoulders. Looking sadly at the floor she voice her regret. "And I won't be her to save them."

Giles thoughts hit a brick wall as he heard this chilling reminder.

Hesitantly, "Buffy& maybe I'm in denial but somehow I believe that you will be around to save them."

Buffy couldn't disguise her shock at this revelation. `What does he know.' Her panic screamed in her head.

Mistaking her expression Giles tried to reassure her. "Buffy, while codex prophecies have never been wrong there is always a first time for everything." He said hoping his words would prevent her from feeling that she had no chance of surviving her coming battle.

"I just want to remind you that if you go into this encounter remembering how much you have to live for that maybe you can survive." He placed a hand on her shoulder and gave a comforting squeeze.

Buffy relaxed as she understood that Willow's plan was still a secret. "Thanks Giles. I'll try and remember that."

Standing quickly, not feeling comfortable continuing this current topic she looked one last time at her watcher.

"I've got to get to class. Keep up appearances, you know?" Buffy said with a shrug of her shoulders as Giles also stood.

"Buffy, I'm so very proud of you. Please don't ever give up because the world sorely needs you." Giles voice strained out.

Not trusting her response Buffy smiled, turned and walked out of his life.



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The crescent moon hung just above the horizon. The sky behind was transcending from light blue to a darker navy hue that became the canvas for the stars of the night. The air hung still and warm wrapping the land in quiet comfort like a mother protecting its child from whatever evil hid in the shadows. This night those efforts were in vain. There was no evil left in the shadows. Tonight it walked boldly, fully illuminated in man made light.


Buffy and Willow walked hand in hand as they entered the school gym. Willow's eyes darted about, taking in all the decorations. The dance committee had outdone themselves, decorating the spring fling dance in a `Midsummer nights dream" motif. Buffy split her attention between the decorations and watching for attacks. She knew they would come; in fact Willow's plan was counting on it. Her nerves were on edge as she scanned the throng of students, waiting for that telltale sign of hostility indicating imminent assault.

Willow sensed the tenseness in the girl holding her hand and turned to whisper in her ear.

"Relax Buffy, enjoy this while we can. You know that we need to look unprepared when it happens, otherwise the rest won't make sense." Willow followed with a soft kiss to Buffy's cheek.

The soft touch of Willow's lips went further towards Buffy relaxing than the words, but Willows soft breath on her ear didn't hurt either.

Buffy visibly relaxed and smiled. Her eyes glinted mischievously as she replied. "Yea, nothing is likely to happen until they get some provocation."

Buffy then captured Willow's lips in a tender kiss which she broke upon hearing a rush of gasping sounds emanating from around them.

She turned and smiled sweetly at some of the hostile faces now turned in their direction.

"I want to dance, let's go!" Buffy exclaimed as she pulled Willow with towards the dance floor.

Before they could take more than a few steps towards their destination, Principle Flutie blocked their path. His rotund midriff effectively blocked their progress. The girls stopped and raised their eyebrows questioningly at the flustered appearance of the school principle.

"What are you doing here! You can't be here. There's no police protection." He nervously pulled a handkerchief from his breast pocket and began wiping the perspiration from his brow.

"We're here for the dance." Willow replied her voice sweet and innocent and the expression on her face was innocently disarming.

Flutie was completely disarmed by the innocent expressions before him. His fear of conflict waged against his desire to see justice, but years of placation had suppressed his ability to stand up for what was right. In fact this was the loudest his righteous voice had sounded in years, but it was no use. He had long ago succumbed to fear and no longer had the fortitude to fight. So in fear induced thoughts he responded.

"Just wait and let me get some police escorts first." He pleaded. Desperation clearly etched his beleaguered features.

"Fine." Buffy replied as she smiled. "You can call them while my date and I are dancing."

Buffy swung her arm around Willow lifting her through the air as she deftly maneuvered around the panicking administrator.

"Oh my, Oh my!" Was heard behind them as Buffy swiftly returned Willow's feet to terra firma.

Buffy and Willow looked at each other with grins stretched across their faces as the responded in harmony.

"Lions and tigers and bears, Oh my!" The giggled hysterically to the amazed looks of a gathering throng.

Reaching the dance floor just as the band began their next song. The soothing tunes of Melissa Etheridge's `Come to my window' began to play.

Buffy reached her arms around Willow's neck, Willow's joined at Buffy's lower back as each pulled the other closer. Buffy rested her head on Willow's shoulder as they slowly swayed to the music.

Around them the other students shifted and sifted like sand in a tide, a tide unseen and invisible to all. The emanations from the hell mouth sought out it's mirrored components and moved them. Like lemmings they were pulled and left unguarded, their fears were made manifest in hate. People don't deal well with fear so it's only human to hate what you fear; it's so much easier to explain. So those who for whatever reason feared the innocently dancing couple had those fears transformed into hate. Hate turns into action so quickly, and before the final note faded, a half empty pint of Yukon Jack was flung, smashing against the blond hair of a girl lost in the arms of a red headed girl. Such a fitting beginning to fear unleashed, and in hate made real.

"Buffy!"  Willow screamed.

Buffy was completely unprepared for the attack, so lost in the dance. But at the sound of Willow's cry, any other thoughts disappeared. The slayer was on full alert as the next impromptu missile approached. Batting glasses and bottles away faster than thought she moved around Willow like a tornado, deflecting anything and everything before it could reach her love.

But the anger and frustration of the now turned unruly mob only increased. Unable to achieve their objective from a distance, they surged forward in masse with the intent of achieving their objective with pure force of numbers.

Loud thudding sounds followed by screams of pain halted the onrush momentarily. Buffy whirled to face this possibly new threat to see Xander, breathing raggedly, swinging a fire extinguisher at any and all in his way.

"Buffy, get her out of here now, I'll hold them off." Xander practically screamed.

Not exactly to plan but beneficial, Buffy instantly decided not to risk Willow to injury any further. Grasping Willow in her arms she flew by Xander utilizing the temporary path he had cleared.

The mob howled as one seeing the focus of their hate fleeing. Rushing forward like a wave they were halted only momentarily by the fiercely swinging Xander as he fought to buy desperately needed time. The time may have been measured only in seconds but it was enough. In fact, Buffy had to slow to make sure they wouldn't lose the mob completely.

As the enraged students passed over the lone Spartan, Xander rolled over, struggling to rise and follow. His breath caught as several broken ribs made their dysfunction known. Pausing briefly, he began to follow slowly, hunched over in pain but with only a single purpose.

As Xander lagged behind in spite of his best efforts the angry throng followed their quarry closely.

Willow held tightly in Buffy's arms finally had time and thought in sync as she looked at the tight expression on Buffy's face.

"Buffy, are you OK?" She asked in the soft tones she knew was soothing to her.

Buffy grinned modestly. "Yea, I'm fine. I just wish they could run faster. It's kinda difficult loping along like a turtle."

"Buffy!" Willow exclaimed with a following chuckle. "You've got me in you arms while running a six minute mile."

Buffy pouted, breathing obviously not a problem. "That's the point; even with carrying you I can probably do a minute mile. This is like so boring."

"Oh, my poor baby." Willow patted her on the cheek then memory of the events in the gym raised other concerns.

"Xander!"  She exclaimed.  "Do you think he's alright?


"He bought us a few seconds to get in the clear. There were so many of them that I think he may have been trampled a bit." Buffy replied quickly.

"But I think he's ok because they didn't stop to pay him any special attention." Buffy followed up with what she hoped would be encouraging news.

"God, I hope you're right. There's no way we can go back to check but maybe we can get your mom or Angel to find out if he's ok? Willow's concern made only one response possible for Buffy.

"Absolutely. Besides, he really came through. You did say it was a possibility that Xander would intervene." Buffy said encouragingly as she entered Restfield cemetery after a quick glance over her should to make sure that they were still pursued.

"I know, but I didn't expect it to be so.. dramatic." Willow practically whispered at the memory of her old friend swinging the fire extinguisher without regard to his own safety.

"Yea, he proved himself to be the friend you can always count on." Buffy said soothingly.

Willow responded proudly. "I never doubted that he would eventually come around. I just wish it had been sooner."

Willow sighed as Buffy halted before the mausoleum doors. Setting Willow on her feet, the both turned to see their pursuers mostly out of breath still about a hundred feet away.

"Time to go down the rabbit hole" Willow said softly with a slight tinge of fear.

Buffy grasped Willow's hand and yanked the door open pulling Willow with her.

The mob's anger was somewhat diminished after the two mile run to the cemetery. But several of the more hardy members rushed in to the crypt, halting in the darkness. They scanned the interior as their eyes adjusted to the dim light. One of them pulled out a small flash light attached to his key chain and swung the beam around the room looking for their quarry. The beam finally settled on the darkness revealed by the open iron gate. Slowly they advanced peering in as far as the light would reveal.

"Who wants to go first?" The one holding the light whispered. A new fear began to overwhelm their hate driven pursuit, fear of the unknown. Self preservation made them pause and reconsider any further pursuit. "Well, they have to come out some time, why don't we just wait for them?" One of the others made this fear induced observation seem very reasonable.

"Yea, let's just let the other's know that we have them trapped and we'll get them when they come out." The third seconded the motion.

As they moved slowly back to join their fellows outside Buffy and Willow were just arriving at the spot where Angel had sequestered their equipment.


The spaced fluorescent lights in the utility tunnel provided enough light for them to quickly locate their change of clothing. Both now fully focused on their biggest obstacle they quickly changed into the dark clothing, packing their dresses into the bag.

Buffy looked over Willow's clothing and after ascertaining that they were ready she spoke.
"Let's do this."  She said with steely conviction.

Willow merely nodded and concentrated on invoking the shadow spell.

Moments later both girls faded from sight along with all the equipment.

Angel held his position in a side tunnel far enough from the cavern housing the master so as to remain undetected. Even being this close he feared the master would sense his presence and find some way to use him against the slayer. So he meditated on keeping himself as inconspicuous as possible and silently whispered a plea for the girl's success.

Buffy and Willow halted before the entrance to the cavern and deposited everything but their weapons. Moving forward quietly, they halted right where the cavern walls opened up. Taking their time they scanned the far interior to ascertain the location of the master. Spying the ragged stone wall along the far side with the large high back chair on the landing above they again paused to watch the statue like figure seated there.

Having held hands all the way, Buffy guided Willow to a large rock which would provide her a good vantage point. As previously planned, Willow slowly and quietly took position with the 30-06 rifle with bullets made of rosewood. She had practiced for three weeks and could reliably hit the bulls eye at 100 feet.

Her current position was a bit closer. With a slight squeeze to Willow's hand Buffy silently moved forward. With practiced care she approached the grotesque figure clad all in black leather as it sat motionless. As she came closer Buffy felt a slight tingle as if she passed through an invisible door. The figure on the wooden throne jerked its head up as if alerted by a tripwire. Buffy moved quickly to the side and forward upon seeing his sudden awareness.

"Slayerrrr." Hissed from the master's mouth, the word made sinister as it wend its way over his large canines.

Buffy acted quickly before he could use his extended capabilities to possibly perceive her location. Raising her crossbow from only twenty feet away she pulled the trigger and the arrow sped its way directly towards the master's heart.

The master's hand moved faster than sight as it intercepted the arrow. Raising the arrow above his head, he stood forth in his arrogance.

"You're going to have to do better than that." He spoke just as a rosewood bullet pierced his chest while the echo of rifle fire reverberated through the cavern.

The bullet was slightly high, just missing the heart but the force of the bullet knocked the unprepared master back into his chair. Buffy leapt forward with all her speed, her arm racing down with the stake firmly grasped. A moment before she struck, the master recovered sufficiently to blindly swing his arm that still held the arrow. So intent on her target, Buffy failed to notice the master's desperate defense.

As her stake began to pierce his leather clad chest, her own arrow was imbedded in her left side just below her ribs.

But her aim was true. While she fell to her side and rolled onto her back she bore witness to the disintegration of the vampire simply known as master. Not simply dissolving in a cloud of dust, all his flesh seemed to explode into the air leaving behind the dried bones of a skeleton with inhumanly long fingers and misshapen skull.

"Buffy!" Willow screamed as she witnessed the end of the vampire. Rushing forward she dropped her shadow while desperately looking for Buffy.

"Buffy, Buffy, where are you?" Willow cried as she stumbled over the low stone wall. Buffy dropped her covering and slowly started to rise, unable to mask the pain she groaned.

Willow fell on her knees before the injured slayer, her eyes darting, searching for the source of her pain until the finally lit on the protruding arrow.

"Oh god no." Willow exclaimed as her hand sought out the offending arrow.

"No Will, it needs to be removed properly to avoid excess bleeding." Buffy gasped while grasping Willow's hand.

"Go call Angel and bring the med kit." Buffy said with a reassuring squeeze.

Trusting fully in Buffy's experience and calmed by her affirmative words, Willow dashed from the cavern.

"Angel! Angel!" She yelled while unzipping the canvas bag and withdrawing the emergency med kit she had insisted be included.

As she stood to call once more, Angel stood before her.

Her eyes wide with concern she verified Angels presences then quickly ran back into the cavern calling back.

"Buffy's hurt."

Angel moved with a speed Willow couldn't match and was at the slayer's side when Willow arrived. Laying the white metal case on the ground she quickly snapped the lid release as Angel examined the extent of the injury.

"Better give her some pain killers before I pull the arrow out. Then some antibiotic cream on the wound and we'll dress it." Angel instructed while he prepared himself to withdraw the arrow with the least amount of injury.

"No! She can't be on pain killers; it could mess up the spell." Willow exclaimed.

"Then she'll have to do without."  Angel said sadly.

Buffy looked up into Willow's face. "All I need is for you to be kissing me and I won't feel any pain at all"

Willow's panicking brain stopped at the look of trust in Buffy's face. She glanced over at Angel and nodded. As she brought her lips to Buffy's Angel slowly but steadily withdrew the four inches of arrow that had just missed puncturing Buffy's lung.

With a gasp as she felt the arrow fully withdrawn, Buffy released Willow's kiss.

Angel and Willow quickly worked to clean and dress Buffy's injury. When finished, Buffy stood slowly, carefully testing her mobility.

Willow reached for Buffy's arm as the slayer moved slowly at first, then relaxing somewhat as she found the pain bearable.

Buffy smile wanly at Willow. "I'm OK, just need to go slow for a bit."

Looking over at Angel, "You're going to have to do all the heavy lifting and stuff. OK?" Willow asked as she tried to return her focus to the task at hand.

"No problem." Angel replied as he quickly took off to retrieve the materials they would need to set up the next stage of events.

Willow offered her arm and Buffy gratefully took it. The two made their way to the entrance of the cavern where a side utility tunnel was exposed. As they arrived, Angel appeared with a couple of large blue plastic drums.

He quickly placed them in strategic locations in the cavern while Willow took the cordless drill with the special carbon fiber bit. Buffy carefully lifted one of the sacks they had brought with them and followed her girlfriend into the tunnel. The tunnel was dank and dark but they only needed to travel about 20 feet to locate their target. A three foot diameter pipe with the words `Southwest Gas Company' stenciled on the side.

Handing Willow a breathing mask Buffy then place one over her own face. When Willow had hers properly placed she placed the special carbon drill bit carefully against the side of the gas line. Buffy took a can of oil and began squirting it where the drill bit rested. Once the area was well oiled, Willow slowly squeezed the trigger of the variable speed drill. With infinite care she bore into the metal pipe until with a whoosh the drill broke through. Extracting the drill the girls returned everything to the bag except the masks and returned to the cavern to check on Angel's progress.

Angel was standing over one of the drums waiting expectantly. Seeing the girls he called out. "Ready?"

Willow took a deep breath and then lifted her mask. "Add ten minutes since Buffy can't move as fast as we had planned." Then pulled her mask back down.

Nodding in understanding, Angel set the timer on the one drum then quickly moved to the next and set its timer.

Joining the girls, they made their way down the tunnel to where Angel's car awaited by a manhole on a nearby deserted street.



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