FIC: Hurt. Pleasure. Love. (BTVS) B/F D/A B/W/K B/W(NC-17) (5/?)

[Raven White <clawsoftheraven@xxxxxxxxx>]

TITLE: Hurt. Pleasure. Love.  B/F D/A B/W/K  B/W(5?)
AUTHOR: Raven White
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Buffy/Faith D/A B/W/K B/W
DISCLAIMER: These BTVS characters are the property of
Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy. I am only using them for
my sole purpose for a fanfic.
Warning: Contains adult themes, language and lesbian
sexuality. If the thought of two women together
bothers you. Please delete or leave and If you are
still here. Enjoy.
DISTRIBUTION:  Ask first please. You might be lucky. 
SPOILERS: All seasons of BTVS
SUMMARY: After The First is gone there are changes in
the air. Faith leaves and Buffy wants her to come back
to her.
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Buffy had spent many more nights with Willow and
Kennedy. She knew that she had always loved Willow.
But even when Willow came out to her. She was afraid
to give voice to what she was feeling for her. So she
buried those feelings liked she had buried everything
in her life.

It matter that without Willow in her life, she would
have just let a vampire kill her. Even the thought of
leaving Dawn behind again did not scare her. It was of
what would happen to Willow. Would Willow go off the
deep end and try to end the world again, just because
she lost Buffy again.

How do you tell your best friend, who also is a girl
that you love them and had since before you meet her?
Destiny always seemed to fuck with Buffy live. The
Chosen One. Falling for a Vampire...sending said
Vampire to hell and then when her life was finally
heading somewhere, her love came back to her.
So she hid him from her friends. Which made a bigger
problem for her. The love that was once for Angel was
now for Willow. Holding Angel when he was weak...only
made her want to hold Willow like that. 

She had told Willow that she couldn't breath more then
once. For the only time that she could feel anything
or even her breath was when the red head was near her.
How she had almost told her when she went cave
slayer...but the slayer in her held it back. Buffy was
not sure if she was happy that the slayer did that.
Her primal slayer would always protect her, even if
she did not.

When Willow told her about Tara....God how that made
her feel. How could she tell Willow that if felt that
she had torn her heart out of her and was pulling it
out of her body all the way down and through her
pussy. That had fucking hurt.

But she was the best friend again and held everything
in. Then that hell bitch came for Dawn. And Buffy knew
what she had to do. She always saved the world...This
time she saved her sister and the world was a second
thought...the only draw back was that she was
leaving Willow..Her sweet Willow. 

And then she was gone. Happy even. She could see her
friends were she was. The happy times. The sad ones.
Willow. Seeing Tara make love to Willow...but Willow
never seemed to be happy. And then that faithful night
that they torn her out of what she called Heaven.

How do you deal with knowing that you were in Heaven
and now you are back in HELL? I really didn't deal
with it very good. I went into myself and would not
let anyone in. Then that damn necklace called That
FUCKING DANCING DEMON. SWEET, I mean why is there a
dancing demon? Does dance really need a demon to bring
the
fun in. And now I could hear Faith and Willow...."You
really need to find the fun B."

Then and now I was just going through the motions. Not
really feeling anything. And that whole thing with
Spike. Why can't I stay with a human? Pike? Parker?
OKAY SO PARKER WASN'T A HUMAN....HE WAS A
PIG!....RILEY? He...He...was such a straight shooter.
BORING AS HELL.

And then The First. Came, saw and was defeated. No
more
Sunnydale. No Home. NO Graveyard where Mom was buried.
No more been The Chosen One or um Chosen Two.

I thought that I was going to have to put one into a
coma myself. They kept fighting over me. You would
have thought that, I would have knew something then.
But no not this dizzy blonde. 

Faith and Willow would get into an argument about who
would be going out with me to patrol. And then what
surprised the hell out of me was when Kennedy told
them to shut the hell up. She would be going with me.
I just know that Willow was talking with Kennedy in
their minds. And before I knew it, Willow was leaving
and not before she slammed the door. Faith followed
her and got on her bike. She burned so damn much
rubber, that I thought she would be back without
wheels soon. So me and  Kennedy went out and did our
thing. She never did tell me what her and Willow had
said.

Then Faith had to leave...She fucking left me. Didn't
she know what I was feeling for her? NO. I KNOW. You
have to tell her dumb ass. So I watch part of my heart
leave me again. I went back to just going though the
motions again. Locking everything up inside me.

Then that night when Willow and Kennedy made me feel.
Damn!

So I spent time with them. Talking. Kissing. And oh
yeah sweating together. The things that Kennedy can do
with that tongue of hers. GOD. Makes me shiver just to
think about it. Then Kennedy had to leave for a short
time. Giles had wanted her to come to Rome and help
capture a slayer that had gone rogue. She left. 

That left me and Willow together. I found out that
Willow had felt as I did. She loved me. Had been in
love with me for years. She told me that she had
almost told me that she was in love with me when me
and Faith was spending so much time together. But she
was afraid to lose me. Like that would have even
happen. Yeah, yeah I know. Talk about being alike. 

Kennedy had called and said that she would be gone a
month. Willow had talked to her more then an hour that
time.

That is when I learned just how much love Willow and
Kennedy had for each other and for me.

Willow had taking me to her bed. And here I thought
that Kennedy was good with her tongue...Ever have a
witch use a spell on herself? She slowed her breathing
down and she started licking and she took me though
four orgasms just by sucking on my clit. She had me
crying before the night was over. But let me tell you.
I gave back to her.

I started out kissing her mouth. She tasted of me.
Musky with the hint of Willow taste. Nibbling down her
neck. Sucking and biting her. She was marked as mine
that night. I was already her. Her breasts was my next
stop. I wondered now her nipples could get that hard
and not break? But did that stop me? 

No, Fucking way. I licked those hard nipples. Taking
them into my mouth...Willow would have marks on her
breasts too. She was making noises as I licked down to
her red curls. She was wet. I had made her wet. That
alone almost made me come. But this was for her now.
She had taken me to heaven and beyond. 

I positioned myself in between her legs. She hissed at
the contact of me next to her. Now I am not talking
about that type of hiss that means..GET AWAY FROM HER
YOU BITCH...NO this was the one that meant....WILL YOU
PLEASE...

So who was I to not take my Willow. And I did. With my
mouth, my tongue and oh god my fingers. She was so wet
that before I knew what I was doing. I had my fist
inside her. I never thought about that. But let me
tell you....TO have my fist inside her. Her velvet
caressing
my hand. Her walls holding me there. Her
moisturemaking my hand wet.

As my hand was still...she was moaning and bitching at
me. You see I was not moving my fist inside her. I was
too busy watching her face.

"Please Buffy." Willow said.

"Yes, Love?" God when did I get so mean? Buffy
wondered.

"Buffy.....will you fucking FUCK ME!" Willow asked as
she moved her hips. 

My hand moved and we both moaned.

"Will. All you had to do was ask." As I said this my
fist started fucking her. I would bring my hand almost
out and then back into her pussy hard....GOD her walls
were shaking and I knew that she would be giving me
all of her soon.

As I was shaking from the heat. "COME FOR ME. Willow."

"I Love you." And then Willow was shaking and my fist
went inside her farther.....

"Aw Fuck Buffy." Willow came and came as my fist keeps
fucking her. She finally lowered her hand to mind as I
had taken her over the thresholds several more times. 

I slowly pulled my hand out of her pussy...My hand was
so wet. I licked my hand clean and laid down by MY
WILLOW.

Breathlessly Willow told me, "Buffy, love you too."
She pulled me in closer and we went to sleep.

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TBC 
End part 5
{Raven White}
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