FIC: Emerald, Heart, and Circle (Part 3/?) NC-17 Buffy/Willow, Faith/Willow, Buffy/Faith, Implied others.

[Raven White <clawsoftheraven@xxxxxxxxx>]

TITLE: Emerald, Heart, and Circle Part 3
AUTHOR: Raven White
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Buffy/Willow, Faith/Willow, Buffy/Faith,
Implied others.

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SPOILERS: All seasons of BTVS. This is set five years
after leaving Sunnydale.

SUMMARY: Buffy yawns for more, There is a movie deal
in the works for Buffy, Faith and Willow and there
lays the surprise for everyone.

***********
PART THREE
***********

Buffy woke up and felt a weight on her; Willow was
snoring in her ear. She had never been happier then
now. The phone was ringing by the bed and her hand was
just long enough to reach it; in a whispery voice that
was neither low or quiet she said;

"Hello?"..."Oh" She looked at the redhead that was
waking up and was trying to make her be quiet. "Hi
Faith, how are you?" A hand was teasing her wet folds
as she kept talking..."Ooh, WHAT? Sorry Faith." Her
hips were moving against the hand that now had two
fingers buried inside her. Her grip on the phone was
heavy. "Can...can....oh god." The phone was dropped as
she felt a tongue sucking on her clit.

"Buffy, are you alright?" Faith was sure that
something was going on, she knew the sound of a woman
coming, last she checked she was one. Knowing that she
should have hung up she just couldn't; she was hearing
the blonde that haunted her dreams and fantasy,
yelling at the person to fuck her hard, lick her clit.
She was glad that she was home, for her own hand was
now playing with her own clit, breathing hard as she
squeeze her clit together; holding the phone against
her shoulder, her legs were starting to shake, she was
trying to hold on till Buffy came.

"Oh God...so fucking good....you are....ah
shit...comingggggggg." Buffy's hand was holding
Willow's head against her pussy hard as she bucked up
against her. Willow was still licking her as she
remembered the phone and looked down at the redhead;

"SHIT!"

Willow was trying hard not to laugh at her, Buffy was
giving her that look; the one that she maded famous.
Catching her breath, she reached down and grabbed the
phone hearing.....

"God..Buffy...coming." She heard a noise that she
thought she would never hear and it sent chills down
to her pussy. Her breathing was heavy again and Willow
was looking at her with a hurt look in her eyes.
Willow got off the bed and went into the bathroom. She
closed the door; leaning back against it, she began to
cry.

"Hum..Faith are you still there?" She heard a noise
and a sniff in the bathroom and was torn between them.
Voice even huskier then normal answered her; "Buffy,
I'm sorry." "Don't worry about it. Now why did you
call me?" "See, there is this movie that I read for
and I am not sure if I will get the part, but if I do,
then I might not be able to stay on with the slayer
council." The shower was now running in Buffy's
bathroom. "Faith, can I call you later please? Right
now is not a good time." Buffy was getting out of bed
as she made her way toward the bathroom. "Later,
Buffy." "Bye." They both said.

Buffy turned the phone ringer off and went into the
bathroom. She heard sniffing and sobs coming from
behind the curtain. With a heavy heart she walked the
short distance and opened the curtain. Their eyes met,
one set looking like fire balls and the other wanting
to make things like they were just a few minutes ago.
Willow stood back up and let Buffy climb in with her.

"Willow, I'm sorry." Buffy was trying to kiss her.
"Buff, it's just not fair." Willow broke down again
crying in her arms, the water washing over them,
trying to ease them. Buffy was wondering why she
thought Willow would help her get Faith at all. She
had seen the love in those green eyes and then the
hurt when she was responding over the phone. Her body
was still a quiver. She wanted them both, but god how
was she going to get them.

**********************

Faith was off today, she was puttin' around in her
townhouse. Her body felt damn good, if it felt this
way just hearing Buffy come...then what was going to
happen if she was touching her when she came. The
coffee maker finished brewing and she was getting
herself a cup of the strong coffee and going outside
to sit. She was staying in today and daydreaming.

**********************

Buffy and Willow had gotten out of the shower and were
now in the kitchen drinking coffee and eating
breakfast. There had been little talk and they were
looking at each other. Buffy was wondering if she had
messed up her relationship with her redhead. Faith was
the furthest thing from her mind at the moment. Willow
would look at her and then sigh; when the tears were
threatening to come back, at the same time they asked;

"Didn't last night mean anything to you?" The feelings
were standing there at the door and waiting to be
pounced on. They both opened their mouths and then the
other would close their's. They tried again and then
there was a fire engine going by outside with it's
sirens going. Turning they followed the sound,
listening to where it stopped. They looked back at the
other.

"FUCK!" Willow said as she was heading to get her
clothes. She found her wet clothes where they had came
off last night. She went to put them on and felt a
hand on her shoulder. With tears coming down again
against her will, she began the talk that they both
didn't want to have.

"Why Buffy, if you want her; why did you make love
with me?" Willow dropped her clothes, they were too
wet to put back on.

"Wil..." Buffy was lost for words. Her mind was trying
to catch up with everything that was going on in her
heart and mind.

"DON'T YOU WIL ME, DAMMIT...I....DAMN YOU BUFFY!" She
was pissed at herself for wanting something that never
was going to happen and being happy that she had
gotten to have the touch of Buffy again.

"Will, please." Buffy was touching her again, hoping
to make her stop.

"PLEASE Willow, oh yeah Wil...that's all that I am
good for. Getting you the FUCK off. Were you thinking
of her when I was fucking you? Cause the only thing I
ever think about is YOU, when I am with YOU." Willow
was on a roll, she wanted to throw something, any
fucking thing would do.

"WILLOW, NO! I WAS THINKING ONLY OF YOU! GOD!" Buffy
was pacing now..."Damnit, Wil. I'm Sorry." Buffy was
looking at the door, part of her wanted to run, she
had fucked up again and she had hurt Willow.

"Buffy, answer me this. Do you want Faith?" Willow was
right in front of Buffy now, their eyes were locked on
the other.

"Will..." Buffy didn't want to answer the question.

"ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION? DO YOU WANT HER?" Willow
was shaking now as she waited.

"FUCK! I WANT HER!" ... "I WANT YOU...DO YOU HEAR ME?
I WANT BOTH OF YOU AND NOW I'VE LOST YOU!" Buffy
turned and went to sit down on the love seat, she was
now crying as the redhead was looking at her with her
own tears.

The room was painfully quiet, the passion of last
night was gone and in its wake were emotions
threatening to crush them both.

Willow's mind was running in circles. She heard her
lover tell her that she wanted her but that she also
wanted another woman. They both had a husband now that
had added more to the problem of them being together.
It was why they had stopped seeing each other before.
Looking at Buffy, she seemed so small now; sitting
there with her heart being torn out and stepped on.
Willow loved her too much and not enough. Love always
brought her back and love was fucking with her right
now. Going over and kneeling down in front of the
still naked blonde, she placed her hand on a knee.

"Buffy...Buffy look at me." Eyes met each other's.
"God please don't hate me." Buffy was crying harder
now. "Buff, I don't hate you, I'm confused as to why
you called me to come over and then we make love and
you want another woman." Buffy gave her a half smile.
"Want you both." Buffy told her as she was wringing
her hands. "What if you can only have one of us?"
Willow was watching the emotions playing over the
blonde's face. "I...I..." "You can't chose?" Willow
left her side and went to put on her wet clothes.
Buffy was watching her.

"Willow, please don't leave me; not like this... we
have to talk." Buffy was up and walking toward her.
"Can't talk right now, I need to think. If I stay we
are going to say things that we are going to find it
hard to take back. It's better if I leave."..."Your
clothes...still wet." "I'll take a hot shower when I
get home alright." Willow's hand was on the door as a
hand was touching the back of her neck.

"Buffy, don't."..."Can't I at least have a hug, if
this is the last time that I can ever touch you, then
please let me have one hug, Wil." Willow turned to
her, tears running down her face. She couldn't talk as
she saw the bare emotions. She pulled the shaking
blonde to her and they spend several minutes hugging
the other. They pulled apart and then Willow was out
the door and her car was pulling away as Buffy was
watching from the window.

**************

When Willow got home she saw that her answering
machine was blinking; she punched the button and heard
her husband's voice; "Hon, sorry that I missed you
baby. Sam is driving me crazy, I know why they have
separate houses." Kevin had paused and then was
sighing; "Goodbye Willow, I'll try to catch you again.
Love you."

She had almost forgot about her husband Kevin; and
that Buffy's husband Sam was with him. Kevin and Sam
were working on the set of Circuit Cavalry, which was
filming in Ireland.

She picked the phone up and was going to call Kevin,
when she heard the next message; "There is a reading
for a part in an up coming movie, we have confirmed
that Faith has agreed to be in it, We are hoping to
have Buffy Summers in it. It is about the original two
slayers. We feel that you will be an even bigger part
of the movie as the sidekick. Reading is at 8:30 P.M.
tomorrow. Please call if you are unable to keep the
appointment, call 555-6969." The voice of the man
stopped and she was looking at the machine.

"FUCK, CAN'T I GET AWAY FROM EITHER OF THEM!!!!" The
answering machine went flying across the room and hit
the wall, shattering it into pieces. She fell to the
floor, cursing and crying and then looked at the clock
on the wall.

"SHIT!"

Standing up, she took her cell phone out and calmed
down and dialled the number...ring..ring..."Ake
Talent, may I help you?" "This is Willow, I have an
appointment tonight and need the address." "Yes, the
address is 450 Ake Lane." "Thank you." Hanging the
phone up, she went into the bathroom, took a hot
shower and with clean clothes on she went flying out
the door to make the appointment.

**************

Her appointment went well, but her undoing was seeing
Buffy at the end of the audition, they were both
leaving at the same time. Once they were both outside;
their eyes meet and they could feel the tears coming
to their eyes. "Hi..umm...This was what that phone
call from....Fai....her was about." Buffy was
whispering as her arm was being held hard.

"You called her back?" Willow's voice was quivering as
she asked and she wondered if she knew this woman at
all. "We work together, as do we...whatever it is that
I feel for..." Willow had her pinned against the wall
in the alley off from the building; they stood looking
at the other.

"Buffy, we have always been more then just people that
work together; BUT you know that." Her lips were
brushing against Buffy's. "We are both still afraid of
what others would think about us. Buffy, you married a
gay guy just so the each of you would feel safe.
I...I...and I love my husband, but he isn't who I
wanted." "Wil...please, I didn't mean to hurt you."
Her tongue had just ran across the lips that was still
brushing hers.

"Buffy, I love you for fuck's sake and not only do I
have to share you with your gay husband, now you want
me to share you with HER. It hurts to know that I mean
nothing to you, but then you hurt me before, so why am
I not surprised that you did it again. So you want
her, fine. Just don't think that I WILL always be here
for you." Willow crushed their lips together and
didn't care if anyone saw her. She was kissing the
woman that she loved and fuck what anyone else
thought.

A noise didn't stop them as the kiss broke into a
duress attempt at making their feelings known.
Willow's hand had made it into Buffy's pants and was
now working it's way into the wetness that was always
waiting for her; her fingers found the wetness there,
they shared a moan into each other's mouths. With a
finger moving on her clit, Buffy's hips were moving
and they were breathing hard...."Wil..oh Willow."
Buffy was beside herself with emotions, Willow always
brought this out in her and just as she was reaching
her climax, the fingers left her clit and then her
pants.

Buffy opened her eyes; "Wil? Why...why...did you
stop?" Her hips were still moving, aching for anything
to ease the ache inside her. "Because I love you and
even with you wanting her...SHE will never give you
what I can." 

Willow brought her fingers to her mouth and licked
them clean; then as if not letting her come was not
enough, she kissed her again...letting her taste
herself in her mouth, on her tongue and then Buffy was
left alone in the alley panting with her pants loose
and her clit swollen with need.


End part 3
TBC

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Raven White
Copyrighted
February 16, 2005
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