FIC: Emerald, Heart, and Circle (Part 7/?) NC-17 Buffy/Willow, Faith/Willow, Buffy/Faith, Buffy/Sam, Willow/Kevin

[Raven White <clawsoftheraven@xxxxxxxxx>]

Sorry for the delay, real life headaches. Hope you
enjoy, I know it's short.

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TITLE: Emerald, Heart, and Circle Part 7
AUTHOR: Raven White
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Buffy/Willow, Faith/Willow, Buffy/Faith,
Buffy/Sam, Willow/Kevin.

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SPOILERS: All seasons of BTVS. This is set five years
after leaving Sunnydale.

SUMMARY: Buffy yearns for more, There is a movie deal
in the works for Buffy, Faith and Willow and there
lays the surprise for everyone.

NOTE: There is references to Het relationships in
this. If this bothers you, then please don't read.

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Part 7

Buffy was quiet on the drive to Faith's place. She had
placed her call to Sam. He was upset when he heard her
voice, knowing that she had been crying and wanted to
come over and take care of her. The marriage might
have been in name only but Sam was a good man. She
told him she was with a friend and was not sure when
she would be at her house, but would call him or see
him before he left again.

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"B..We're here." Faith was sitting behind the wheel
and was wondering just what she had got herself into.
She saw that the blonde was thinking hard and she
turned the SUV off, closed her door and then was at
the passengers side door, opening it and placing her
hand on Buffy's arm.

"Come on Buffy, lets go inside. K?" Faith saw hazel
eyes, scared and confused, looking up at her, and
hoped that somehow she could help get that smile back
on her face and in her eyes.

"Ok." Buffy took her seat belt off and with the
brunette as a shadow closed the door and they walked
to the back of the house. Buffy looked around and
thought about the few times that she had been here,
twice she was sure, one was when they finally settled
down from leaving Sunnydale and the other was when the
slayer's council was formed and they had their first
meeting at Faith Lehanes home.

Faith led her inside, tossed her keys on a small
table, looked at the ceiling and then back at Buffy.

"Faith, how come you never come to my house?" Buffy
thought that asking that would somehow help her not to
get into what she was confused about.

"I don't know B. Maybe cuz, I never really felt that
you would trust me. You're married and I don't want
you saying that I tried to fuck your husband." Faith
was babbling and she knew it.

"Sorry to hear that you don't think I trust you Faith.
I do, you know. I would not be here with you now, if
that was true. I forgave you years ago for what we
went through with the Mayor, Finch, Angel, and who
knows else. It's our past Faith..OURS...I could have
handled things, and you, us, better. So Faith, I trust
you and I don't have any trouble with you being around
my Sam." Buffy laid her purse down by Faiths keys and
moved her arms out and turned her neck to the right,
they both heard it pop.

"You really shouldn't do that, B. Down the road, you
are going to have problems with it." Faith saw those
eyes, that could melt any man or woman's heart, roll
at her.

"If that is all I have to worry about, then bring it
up now, please!" Buffy went to the window and looked
out. Faith came up behind her and with a nervous
swallow, she raised her arms up and around the blonde,
bringing Buffy's back up against her body. Neither
said anything about the tension that they felt from
each other. Buffy's body was like a snake waiting to
hiss at anything.

"B...Buff, I don't know what is going on, but if I can
help, please let me." Faith stood there enjoying the
warmth of the body resting against hers, but she was
also afraid of what was going on in that cute blonds
head in front of her. Time seemed to pass for them as
Buffy let tears fall from her eyes, and turned to face
the other slayer, the other half of the original
chosen from years ago.

Buffy was sniffing, tears blurring her vision, as
feelings about Faith and Willow went through her mind,
she wasn't sure what was the right thing for her to do
anymore. She was relishing the brunettes body against
hers. Part of her was telling her to shut up, and the
other was telling her to take the raven beauty and
forget everything.

Finally Buffy turned, and met those dark brown eyes
that seemed to her like a black hole that they were
just waiting for her to fall into. As they were
staring back at hers, she felt a hand on her back. "B,
what can I do?" Buffy blinked at her, as any of her
thoughts went flying out the window, she would
probably regret what she was going to say, but she
wanted and needed this.

"Faith, please, make love to me." Buffy was opening
her heart to the raven slayer. Tears escaped down her
cheeks, as she watched those eyes looking into her
soul, questioning her, wanting her and she watched
those lips moving down to brush against hers, their
moans silent as passion came forth.

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Kevin was waiting for Willow when she got home. *Can
this day get any worse?*, Willow thought, as she went
to hug her husband. "Kevin, I didn't know you were
home. Sorry for not being here. I was on the set of a
new movie that I am in. So how was Ireland?" Willow
put everything behind her, her thoughts, her fears,
her wants and it was hurting her.

Kevin looked at her and could tell what had happened
again. "She let you in again. Didn't she?" ... "Dammit
honey, she isn't what you need." He went to bring her
into a hug and got rejected by his wife.

"Don't, just don't, Kev. I can't do this anymore. I
love you, but it's not enough. I love her more and
yeah I know, Buffy may never love me the way that I do
her. But I can't keep doing this, to me...to you. It's
not fair that you don't have the loving wife that you
thought you would have when we married. I tried,
Kevin. I just can't do it anymore and you deserve
better then that. It's gonna hurt both of us, but we
both need to stop our marriage, while we can still be
friends and try to get on with whatever it is that we
need." Tears were trying to come out as she looked at
the man who loved her more then she ever deserved.

"Willow, I will always love you. I am not happy that
you don't want me anymore. But if I am honest, you
never were mine. I always knew it was Buffy that you
wanted. I won't fight you for the divorce. I just want
you happy, babe." Kevin had gotten her into a hug and
was holding her against his chest.

"I'm so sorry, Kevin, when she lets me in...I forget
everything, and SHE is all that I can breathe." Tears
were running down her face now, as her soon to be
ex-husband held her and she wondered if her life would
ever be right again.

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End 7
TBC



	
		
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