FIC: Don't Ask Don't Tell: The Forbidden Diaries of a Slayer NC-17 Buffy/Females Buffy/Males (Parts 1&2)

[Raven White <clawsoftheraven@xxxxxxxxx>]

TITLE: Don't Ask Don't Tell: The Forbidden Diaries of
a Slayer
AUTHOR: Raven White
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Buffy/Females Buffy/Males
DISTRIBUTION: My web site, Others ask first please.

SPOILERS: The movie; Buffy The Vampire Slayer, All
seasons of BTVS, Things have been changed to work
within my story line. SO this is not Cannon.

SUMMARY: Buffy has to write about her sexual
experiences from the age of eleven.

Disclaimer: Stories I create are copyrighted and owned
by myself. Stories based in part, or whole, on
characters owned or copyrighted by others remain the
property of their respective owners. Material owned,
copyrighted or otherwise legally belonging to another
will be removed upon request by the rightful copyright
owner, or their designated representative(s).

NOTES: There is SEX, Het Sex, Blood Play.
*************************************

Buffy was sitting at a table, with paper in front of
her. She had been asked to write about her lovers
throughout her life. The new Watchers Council wanted
all the details. She thought that it was just a way
for the grumpy men and women now serving the slayers
to get their jollies. But putting that out of her
mind, she looked at the paper and sighed, she was
going to be here a while. Taking pen in hand she
thought back to her first kiss and began to
write........

******************
Entry One: Paul
******************

"Come on, Buffy, weve got to get to class.", the boy
of eleven was telling her. Buffy frowned at him, she
didn't want to be in class and she sure as hell didn't
want to be in Mr. Lye's class today. She grabbed the
boy and pulled him into a broom closet. "Paul, shut
up", Buffy said, as she leaned against him. Their
bodies came close together and the boy started feeling
odd and was blushing. "Buffy, what are you doing?"
Paul had bumped into a mop and was now against the
wall. "Paul, I just wanna kiss you." Buffy's lips met
his and they shared a first kiss. Buffy walked out of
the broom closet, leaving him there, shaking her head.
"Didn't feel anything."

******************
Entry Two: Angie
******************

Didn't have any relationship after I first kissed
Paul, I was wondering if not feeling anything was
normal. Then I met Angie. She was a looker, every boy
in class was looking to kiss her and fuck her. I was
just getting into cheerleading and she was always at
our practises. My life changed that October, when she
walked over to me. She had on the reddest top that I
had ever seen and it was almost covering her breasts.
She had asked if I would wait for her after I was done
today. I, not knowing any better, agreed to wait. An
hour later the girls and boys were gone and I was
still in the shower room. I was afraid of what she
wanted to see me about and then I heard a voice,
"Buffy, are you in here?" Angie was walking over to
me, as she was not waiting for an answer. "What'cha
still doing in here?"

"Had to wait an hour before leaving." Buffy mumbled.
"Think you got that wrong, that is when you are going
to swim.. You know, wait an hour after eating, Angie
said, smiling at her. "Oh, that's right, not sure
where my mind is." Buffy said standing up almost
against a locker. "So why did you want to see me,
Angie?" Buffy was wanting to head home. "Wanted to
tell you that you look wonderful when you are doing
the splits, you make me want to be the mat." Angie was
moving in closer to her. "WHAT?" Angie was almost
against her now; "Buffy, you make me so wet." Angie
took hold of her hand and pressed it against her
panties. "Oooo", Buffy whimpered. "Angie, I'm not like
that." Buffy had her back up against her locker.

"Now Buffy, do you really know if you are like that?
Or are you going by what your parents and friends tell
you is the right way to be?" Angie had a hand up
against her head and the other was making a hot trail
up her thigh, under her skirt. "Angie, I...I..." Buffy
was stuttering as a hand made its way inside her
panties. "For a girl that doesn't know if she goes
that way, youre awful wet." As Angie's fingers began
playing with her wetness, she watched Buffys eyes
close in front of her. "Buffy, it's not wrong." Lips
met and Buffy was tasting her first girl kiss and she
was loving it. Fingers went just inside of her, as she
grabbed them.

Breathing heavily their lips parted; "You can't go in
too far, I'm still a virgin." Buffy was sweating as
Angie went to her knees and pulled her panties off.
Without her panties on and her skirt being held up,
she was getting a cool breeze. As she was going to say
something, she felt a tongue against her lips, parting
her and drinking her in. "Oh, my&" Buffy was almost
dizzy with feelings. Angie kept her tongue moving,
sucking her, her fingers were moving in the wetness.
As the fingers were heading to her rear, she felt a
finger trying to go into her sphincter. Her eyes that
had been closed, shot open. "Angie", but no answer
came, a finger slid into her back door and her clit
was being bitten. "Oh MY GODDDDD." Juices ran into
Angie's mouth and as the blonde's legs gave out, she
was being held up. Angie left after that and was my
first girlfriend, we never got together after that. I
wouldn't give up being a virgin to her and she went
looking for other cheerleaders to play with.

******************
Entry Three: Jason
******************

I lasted a year before the boys started wanting to
date me. Being a cheerleader made it hard not to date
any of them, so I started dating Jason. He had dark
hair and ABS to die for. We would go to the drive-in
movies, get popcorn and eat half of it and then he
would start kissing me. Hands would be mapping my body
and then he would be grabbing my hand, trying to get
me to feel his cock. I still hadnt let anyone inside
me fully and he wasn't going to be the one. So I did
what I had to do with him, I sucked his cock and
played with his balls until he was cuming in my mouth.
We lasted for three months.

********************************
Entry Four: Jennifer and Nicole
********************************

Next would be my best friends from Hemery High,
Jennifer and Nicole. We were having a sleep over.
Jennifer's parents were out of town and they were
talking about what it would be like to be with a girl.
I couldn't do anything but laugh at them. They had
looked at me like I was crazy. So instead of answering
them, I leaned into Jennifer and gave her the sweetest
kiss that I could, and while I left her in a daze, l
moved to Nicole, I gave her a more heated kiss; by the
time we parted, Jennifer was taking her top off and
they were both looking at me like..like I knew what I
was doing. So being a good best friend, I gave them
pointers on getting each other off, while I fingered
myself to climax. After they had sixty-nined each
other, they each kissed me, giving me; my first taste
of pussy...well other then my own.

************

******************
Entry Five: Andy
******************

During the time that I was cheer leading and had
been...well, with Jennifer and Nicole. I wasn't really
with them but we had sex in the same room. I was
dating the quarterback Andy. He was not as forgiving
as Jason. He wanted all of me. I wasn't ready for
that. I would relieve him as I had with Jason. Amazing
what giving a guy head did for not wanting to fuck me
and I had decided that he wasn't going to be my first
and I went looking for someone to take care of my
little problem. But that was not to be, there was Pike
and Merrick. I ended up burning down the gym and then
I was off to Sunnydale.

******************
Entry Six: Giles
******************

I got to listen to this starchy Watcher, Giles. He
went on about; In every generation there is a Chosen
One. She alone will stand against the vampires, the
demons and the forces of darkness. She is the Slayer.
I think that he was getting off on telling me the
story of Slayer. What does that have to do with me
having sex? Nothing but I thought you would want to
know, that I thought he got off.

********************
Entry Seven: Willow
********************

Willow, God, that was a woman that I wanted to make
mine. From the first time that I saw her at the water
fountain, to sitting on that bench. My body was
telling
me that she was the one. I wanted her deep inside me.
God, and then Cordelia came over. We headed to the
Bronze that night and I had to save Willow and Xander,
lost Jesse. I walked Willow home and then when I got
us to her door, she asked me inside. Now who was I to
turn her down? When the door was shut she was hugging
me and telling me, thank you over and over and then,
our lips met in the most passionate kiss that I had
ever felt. Her lips tasted of the soda that she had
been drinking. And then just as quick she broke the
kiss and was standing there blushing at me. "Buffy, oh
God..I'm sorry....don't know what came over me." I was
learning to love it when she babbled. I told her that
it was all right, she did nothing wrong, and I gave
her a kiss goodnight and left behind part of my heart
that
night. I wanted her, but she wasn't ready.

**********************
Entry Eight: Cordelia
**********************

Willow watched me for the next few months after our
first kiss. She would blush and then run off. I was on
the cheerleading squad again and had secretly started
seeing Cordelia. During that time, Xander was trying
to date any girl and Willow was trying to find her
way. Cordelia and I were making out wherever we could.
I found myself in another broom closet with the
brunette. That is where I found out that she was no
virgin, she wouldn't tell me who or what had taking
her cherry. In truth, I didn't care, if it meant that
I could fuck her deep inside with my fingers.

We were kissing when we heard a bell go off and she
was going to leave the closet. I grabbed her hand,
telling her no. I pushed her against the wall, so like
my first kiss. As luck would have it, she was wearing
a skirt that day and I pulled her top off, taking her
bra with it. As my mouth was nibbling on a nipple, my
fingers were just finding her pussy. God she was wet
and my fingers slid into her, like I had butter on
them.

"Buffy" It was a sound from her that I would love and
hate. Her hips were moving against my fingers as I
curled them up looking for her g-spot. When her legs
began to tremble, I knew that I found hers. She came
all over my fingers and then I brought them to her
mouth, she licked my fingers dry and then was on her
knees, removing my clothes. Her fingers parted my lips
and then moved my liquid around. "Buffy, you're
dripping all over my fingers, your scent is something
that I can never get enough." Cordelia went to thrust
two fingers inside me...and I tensed up on her.

She wet her fingers again with my juices and turned me
around, she knew that I would let her fuck my ass. No,
I never thought about why I would let anyone do that.
She was licking me, making me make noises and then she
was thrusting two of her fingers in my ass. "God,
Cor." She loved my ass, her tongue could make me feel
things that I had never felt before and then before we
knew it, I was coming over and over. When Cor gave me
head, that bitch could make me cum.

******************
Entry Nine: Angel
******************

I started seeing Angel and Cordelia. See, she didn't
want her friends to know that she was letting me fuck
her. So to make it appear that I was not her
girlfriend, I began seeing a vampire. Now don't get me
wrong. That vampire could kiss; but damn was he cold.
Not as in he didn't have any feelings, his body was
cold. 

When I kissed him, I felt like I was kissing an
ice cube. But he did a good thing for me, he loved to
eat me when I was on my period. I know, everyone
reading this is saying that is disgusting, but hell he
was a vampire and if by him eating me, it kept one
innocent alive; then I would be damned if it was
wrong.

Besides, IT felt damn good, the cramps would leave as
his cold tongue would lick me, and he didn't have to
breathe. 

God, that was fun, and I miss having someone eating me
for hours. The thing about him was, he didn't want me
to do anything for him, I got to get off and boy did
I.

***************************
Entry Ten: Marcie Ross
***************************

Now, this one I know youre not going to believe. But
I
had sex with Marcie Ross even though she was
invisible. She had kidnapped Cordelia and since I just
happened to be protecting her, I was kidnapped as
well. And lo and behold, just as I was just waking up,
I felt a tongue on my pussy. I looked down, not seeing
anyone and I was butt naked. 

I wondered when that had happened and then I heard
Marcie, "You like your pussy licked, don't ya bitch."
I couldn't help myself, my pussy moved against her
mouth, she was nibbling on my clit and it was sending
very pleasant vibrations through my body. As I came, I
saw Cordy. She was naked with a dildo sticking out of
her pussy.

I heard Marcie chuckle at me; "Don't worry I got your
bitch off, even if she never woke up. I gave her
another shot while you were out. Now youre going to
get me off." I heard movement and then smelled pussy
by my nose and then Marcie: "WELL, Lick me!" I felt
movement on my face and then brought my hands up,
breaking the ropes that had tied them down. "Don't get
any ideas or I'll kill your girl." So I did my best,
eating an invisible pussy, I closed my eyes and went
with instinct.

As I was sucking what felt like her clit, Cordy was
waking up and asking me what I was doing. Marcie
answered her, "Cordelia, youre a lucky girl. She's
got
a hell of a tongue on her." Marcie was breathing
heavily and Cordelia was freaking out. "Get the fuck
up off her, you BITCH."

Then I felt liquid gushing all over my face.
"Hum...Cordelia she made me cum real hard. Don't
worry, I'm not going to kill either of you, but
watching you these last few months made me extra
horny and that was great." She moved off from me.

"Now Buffy, give me ten minutes and then save your
girlfriend." Laughing, "Oh and I'll be seeing you
two."


************
TBC


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Raven White
All Rights reserved
Copyrighted on May 15, 2005
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