FIC: Don't Ask Don't Tell: The Forbidden Diaries of a Slayer NC-17 Buffy/Females Buffy/Males (3/?)

[Raven White <clawsoftheraven@xxxxxxxxx>]

TITLE: Don't Ask Don't Tell: The Forbidden Diaries of
a Slayer
AUTHOR: Raven White
RATING: NC-17
PAIRING: Buffy/Females Buffy/Males
DISTRIBUTION: My web site, Others ask first please.

SPOILERS: The movie; Buffy The Vampire Slayer, All
seasons of BTVS, Things have been changed to work
within my story line, SO this is not Canon.

SUMMARY: Buffy has to write about her sexual
experiences from the age of eleven.

Disclaimer: Stories I create are copyrighted and owned
by myself. Stories based in part, or whole, on
characters owned or copyrighted by others remain the
property of their respective owners. Material owned,
copyrighted or otherwise legally belonging to another
will be removed upon request by the rightful copyright
owner, or their designated representative(s)."

NOTES: There is SEX, Het Sex, Blood Play.

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Entry 11: Willow
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This one brings me to The Master. The bastard killed
me, drowning me no less. Angel was giving me puppy dog
eyes, he so wanted me that night. Think it was the
dress, BUT God, if I had heard someone say one more
thing about that dress, I was going to stake that
person.

We went off to the Bronze to party away, Angel kept
trying to get me into a stall, but I wouldn't let him.
Cordelia was staring at me, making me want them both
and I wasn't sure what she would think about that.
Angel left in a huff, saying he needed to go home and
drink some blood.

By that time Xander had Cordy out on the floor
dancing, and Willow was giving me them eyes that would
melt my heart. I walked over to her, taking her hand,
leading us to the dance floor. I'm not sure of the
song that was playing, for the only thing that I heard
was the sounds of our hearts beating.

And then her body snaking it's way against mine. God
she was hot that night. Her mouth was against my ear,
"Buffy, I want you." That's all she said and we yelled
goodbye to Xander and Cordy. Cordy was giving me an
evil look, she knew me well enough to know what was
happening.

Because of my hearing, I heard, "Bitch" and then
Xander asking her, "Who?" I tuned her out after that.
Willow wanted me. We went to her house, into her
bedroom and she had me sit in a chair and then she
took her clothes off slowly. MY body shook as I laid
eyes on her naked body, her breasts, dear God. I was
thanking whoever it was that made her. She walked over
to me and began to undress me.

The shy redhead was gone and I was loving it. "Let's
make love." She didn't have to ask me twice. I tasted
those lips that haunted my dreams. Our breasts were
kissing each other, and our mounds were brushing
against the other. Our legs were parting, making them
lower lips part. I laid her down on the bed, not
wanting to come before she did. She had me ready to
come from kissing her.

"Buffy" she cried to me, as I was kissing her throat
and then down to the swell of her breasts, tasting
each nipple, my hands kneading them, my lips and body
moving slowly down, tasting, licking till I was
tasting the curls of redhead on her mound. The smell
of her scent was making me crazy. Damn she smelled
delicious. "Will, I gotta taste you." My tongue came
into contact with her juices first and then I was
sucking and drinking her in. I wanted to fuck her, so
fucking bad. I move in with two fingers at the opening
of her pussy and was just sliding them in, just the
tips of them and then I heard the words that I had
been waiting for since I saw her. "Fuck me, Buffy. Go
deep inside me." I cried out as I buried my fingers
inside her, I thought that she was wet before, fuck
she was even more wet now. She was watching me as I
fucked her.

"God, Willow, you feel so amazing. So...so...fucking
wet...and oh god youre so....hot.." I couldn't stop
my
fingers, now with three inside her, I was thrusting
harder and faster, she was meeting each thrust. She
was looking into my eyes when she came. "Oh God" we
both cried as her walls closed on my fingers. I
cleaned my fingers off and then licked her clean and
eased up, taking her into my arms and kissing her.

I had to ask; "Willow when did you, you know?"I was
almost afraid to know who had taken her cherry.
"Buffy, I took my cherry. Just me oh jealous one." I
had to keep from chuckling at her. Here I was fucking
Cordy, Angel was fucking me with his mouth and I had
just fucked my best friend; and she was telling me
that I was jealous. Only my Willow could get away with
telling me that.

"Is that right? I'm jealous, Will?" I just had to ask.
She laughed at me, and I gave her a wounded look. "Oh
Buffy, you want to see what got my cherry?" She had me
curious now. I looked into those green eyes and told
her, "Yes, I do." She got off the bed and went over to
her dresser and pulled out a strap-on dildo. "You
fucked yourself with that?" I just couldn't think of
her doing such a thing.

"You think that you are the only one that gets horny.
While you have been fucking Cordy and Angel," I gave
her a look, I thought that I had done good not letting
that show. "Buffy, Marcie told me about Cordelia and
when I was coming to see you last week. Your mom had
given me a key, knowing that she was going to be out
of town. I came upstairs, your door was open and Angel
was eating you out. You never even knew that I was
there, I watched you as he made you cum. Watching your
back arch into his mouth and then him kissing you
and leaving through the window. That must have been
some orgasm, because you passed out as soon as he was
gone. I came into the room and could smell you. I knew
right then, that I wanted you to smell that way with
me. I kissed you on the lips, tasting just a hint of
you and then I left and came home. With that strap-on
dildo, I fucked myself till all I could smell was you,
that night I gave my cherry to you in name."

I was speechless, and I knew that now was the time, I
was going to give myself to Willow.



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TBC
*Evil Grin*

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