Punishing...book 3 by Red...rated nc17...BW...WARNING DARK ABUSE...

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Punishing
book 3
Red
Joss' folk.
BW...nc17
Summary: The sunshine state gets a visitor.
NOTE: THANK YOU all who are feedbacking! Best therapy, thank you.
WARNING: DEALS WITH SELF HARM, ABUSE AND KENNEDY WOUNDING...

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Buffy stared out the window of one of the council's private planes 
into the clouds. She had left Italy in total darkness how many hoours 
ago? She had lost track of time. A tray of the finest food ever to be 
found on an airplane rested in the seat next to her, untouched. 
Chicken alfredo with fresh vegtables and garlic bread, now cold...the 
richest cheesecake known to man, now warm. The slayer had no 
appettite. Between her dream and Giles' call, she was positive that 
something was wrong with her Willow.

Her Willow?

Ok, her sister had obviously infected her.

Dawn was seriously in need of therapy. Yes, Buffy did love 
Willow...in the best friend ever way. The were like sisters...they 
were the closest two friends could be. Look at everything they had 
been through...the Master, the mayor, Angelus, Spike, a hellgod, 
hiennas, hellhounds...Adam, Walsh, no voices, nightmares coming to 
life...singing, dancing,  Double Meat, double Xander, double 
Willow...a parade of monsters and demons from every walk of unlife.

Plus years of Cordelia and Anya.

Double Willow.

Not to mention all the heart break...Angel, Parker, Oz, Riley, Tara...

Double Willow.

"Ok, Buffy, snap out of it! Willow has Kennedy and you are 
straight...Angel, Riley, Spike...all men...men who you are no longer 
with...because, of good reasons, yes, very good...cursed soul, 
hello...and, self esteem issues of manhood...and well, wrong reasons, 
quick fix...see, all very good and respectable reasons...double 
Willow...*SMILES*...NO! No, bad Buffy!"

She ran her hands through her hair.

"Ok, this so has to stop...it's insane...even if...and that is SO THE 
BIG IF, I maybe felt something extra for her, Willow loves 
Kennedy...annoying, little, pipsqueak Kennedy...how do you go from 
beautiful, kind, sweet Tara to Kennedy? Oh Will, I so wish you could 
explain that one to me."  

She held her hands out in front of her.  

"Tara...Kennedy...sweet...annoying...friend...moron...big blue 
eyes...squinty little beady brown ones...long blonde hair,  ratty, 
stringy, dark, non-shiny, split ended...shapely and curvy...built 
like a 12 year old boy...smells like strawberries...smells like-"

"Ms Summers, we should be there in 2 hours."

Buffy looked at the intercom, the green light on.

"Ok, thanks."

"You are most welcome. Is there anything that you need?"

"No, I'm good, thank you."

The light on the intercom went off and she sighed deeply. Her head 
was a mess and it was all Dawn's fault. She and Willow had been best 
friends for over seven years...if there was anything more between 
them, it would've showed way before now. At least she would have had 
some sign. Ok, yes, there were the few naughty dreams, but that so 
wasn't her fault! The whole gang probably had them after meeting vamp 
Willow. Giles couldn't even look at Will for days after.

"I so bet his was a mistress of pain one...he looks like he'd enjoy 
being spanked by a leather clad redhead...oh gawd...oh...see, so many 
not needing to see visuals in my head right now..." She closed her 
eyes, hands on her head...then smiled. "Willow and spanking, either 
way that one goes, it's a good thing."

Her eyes flew open, her hands now gripping the sides of her seat.

"Bad, bad Buffy...ok, calm, I am human, Willow is very attractive and 
sweet and we live in a very dangerous world and life, death, always 
in our faces, the mind has crazy thoughts...like, when Oz left...it 
killed me seeing Will like that, even tho' I knew she was better off 
without him...and Tara...ok, so maybe I didn't really like her at 
first...I didn't know her...she could've been a demon, or an evil 
witch, out to steal Will's powers. An evil witch who liked to be 
kissy all over my Willow..."

The left arm snapped off the seat and fell to the floor.

"Oh gawd...oh gawd...I'm in love with Willow."

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Willow watched out the bedroom window as the slayers played vollyball 
on the beach. Despite the pain she was in from yesterday, she 
couldn't help but smile as Colleen dove for the ball and recieved a 
mouth full of sand for her effort. Her smile faded fast, however, 
when she heard the bedroom door close.

"No."

Kennedy locked the door and began undressing.

"Willow."

"Not now, please." Willow turned to face her. "It hurts too 
much...you made your point all last night, I belong to you, I know 
that...there's no need for this."

Kennedy was by her in a heartbeat, eyes burning. "You don't tell me 
no, Will...you know that." Her hand reached around and squeezed 
Willow's black and blue ass, prompting the witch to cry out. "When I 
want you on your knees, you damn well better drop."

"I could end this, all of this, with one word," Willow softly, calmly 
said, her eyes locked into Kennedy's. "And you know it."

The dark haired slayer grinned. "I know...but you won't...and that, 
makes it all the sweeter...knowing that you have the power to stop 
it, but don't because you know you deserve it..." She grabbed a 
handful of red hair and pulled Willow's ear to her lips. "That makes 
me cum all the harder."

Willow's eyes closed.

"You have been deserving this for a long time...since you first 
fucked poor Tara and pretended it was Buffy." 

"Shut up."

"All that time, she loved you...you were all about Buffy...poor Tara 
was making love to you and you were fucking that little bottle blonde 
bitch. Oh yeah, Will, you know you deserve this."

Willow whimpered. "That's not true."

"And you wonder why Buffy could never love you? She knew...she was 
the slayer, Will...she could smell it...see it in your eyes, why the 
hell do you think that she distanced herself from you all that time? 
Because you pulled her from heaven? *laughs* Please, you thought you 
were saving her. That had nothing to do with it." She pulled Willow's 
hair. "It was because she was disgusted with you...the way you were 
using poor Tara...it made her sick."

Kennedy released her hold on Willow and shoved her over the bed. The 
witch was already naked, not having left the room all day, far too 
sore to put clothes on.

"You really do enjoying having this ass beat, don't you, ya pain 
slut."

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Colleen started to serve the ball, stopping as a car pulled into the 
drive.

"Hey, look whose here!" she quipped, waving.

The other girls turned and looked and waved, calling out hellos as 
the elder slayer waved back.

"Back door is open," Nancy said, they're inside, Willow isn't feeling 
well."

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"Bet you're soaking the sheets, babe," Kennedy purred, reiging down 
another hard blow with her belt. "That because I'm beating your 
ass...or are you thinking about that bitch?"

Willow gripped the headboard, crying so hard she couldn't think 
straight. Had she used Tara? Oh goddess, she hadn't meant to! Never! 
She loved Tara...she did!

"Doesn't matter, Buffy doesn't even call you anymore."  CRACK* "She 
doesn't even think of you as her best friend anymore."  CRACK*  "Face 
it, Will, the Scoobies are over. "  CRACKCRACKCRACK*

"Hey, the girls said...what the hell?"

Kennedy stopped, the belt in mid air, when she heard the familiar 
voice.

"What are you doing here?" she gulped.

Willow turned her head and opened her eyes. 

One look at the teary redhead was all it took. Kennedy went from 
standing at the foot of the bed to being a part of the wall. Strong 
hands around her throat, she looked fearfully into eyes that clearly 
said they wanted her ass in pieces.

"Tell me why I shouldn't be tearing your fucking arms off right now?" 
Faith growled.










Willow: "It's a good fight, Buffy, and I want in."
Buffy:  "I kinda love you."
                     'Choices'

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