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That was very, very cool.
I'd like to see the ending, although, as it stands, it's
great!
More than great, absolutely splendid darling :D
Anyways, back to writing! *wha-pish*! ^_^
Cheers,
Jamie
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Sent: 02 October 2001 06:59
Subject: ::BuffyLovesWillow:: Fwd:
Snippet: Thoughts and Illusions
--- In buffywantswillow@y...,
montevallo64@h... wrote:
Hey!
DISCLAIMERS: I do not own, UPN does.
(At least i think it;s upn right
now.)
On with the
fic!!!
It's dark.
Okay, not the most descriptive term, but I
just died so give me a
chance.
My name is, well was, Buffy Summers,
and I died saving my friends.
I'm sure the gang will argue that I didit
out of duty, but I didn't.
It was out of selfishness that I jumped into
that vortex thing.
I can't see anything. It's very disconcerting. [Look
my vocabulary is
getting bigger already.] It's like some kind of void,
vast
nothingness. No light, no noise, no nothing. Being the slayer I knew
I was going to die soon, hell it was a given when the first slayer
said death was my gift, and it made me wonder. Would I go to hell
like
all the demons that I killed?
Would I go to heaven?
Is there
really a heaven?
Now I know. I don't deserve heaven if there is one. My
being is now
this pit. I guess being the slayer saved and cursed me. No
hell, but
now no anyting.
I think that is what's starting to get to
me. The nothingness. No
voices, no people, no friends. [I'd die (oppsbeen
there, done that)
to talk to even that troll Snider] Maybe this is myown
version of
hell? Hey, anything's possible, and my dying for Willow's
safety is
selfish.
I died for her, Willow. Not the world, or my
sister. Only for Willow.
I can't believe I actually admitted it. After
all this time I finally
say it.
I wanted to tell Dawn so she could
tell Willow. But I couldn't do
that to either one of them though, I
couldn't put that on Willow. I
just wish I had told her more. The
occasional 'I kinda love you' and
the 'love you' when my mom died just
don't cut it.
Maybe if I had said it more I would be there with
her?
So manytimes I have wanted to reach out and draw her to me.
Protect
her from all the pain, the cruelty, but I didn't. The only
thing I
could do to show her my love was protect her, and I died doing
that.
I'm smiling now. I saved her, and if I know Willow, she knows I
died
for her. For all my wishing that we could love each other and be
together, I think she loved me too. My Willow knows I love her.
I'm
just gald I finally got to show her.
Did you like it? There isa
little ending to it if you want it. Just
let me know.
-Angel
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