Willow opened the door as quietly as she could, peeking her head in. Once she was sure Tara wasn't home, she entered the room, and changed form her wet clothes. 'At least Tara isn't home, I don't think I would be able to explain my mood to her.' Suddenly a sound peirced through her thoughts.
I don't know where we stand anymore You've got one foot in my life And the others out the door And I can't believe this is happening to me
Deep inside I wanted to believe That somehow maybe someday There'd be someone there for me And I hope I haven't lost my chance
I don't wanna wake up to the reality Of you not being here with me So many possiblities That we let slip away And if your heart could speak What would it say?
'That sounds like something Buffy would say.' Willow sat down on her's and Tara's bed.
You're Scared, You're Scared You're Scared, You're Scared You're Scared To say you love me
I'm Scared, I'm scared I'm Scared, I'm scared
Will you wanna stay? You don't have to run away
I wish I could believe in what I feel I've been fooled so many times before I don't know what is real Maybe I'm just foolin' myself
I've been running out of reasons to let go (don't let go) Tried opening up my feelings But your door is always closed And I find myself dreaming my life away
I don't wanna wake up to the reality Of you not being here with me So many possiblities That we let slip away And if your heart could speak What would it say?
You're Scared, You're Scared I'm Scared, You're Scared You're Scared To say you love me
I'm Scared, I'm scared You're Scared, I'm scared
Will you wanna stay Or will you run away?
You're Scared, You're Scared You're Scared, I'm Scared You're Scared To say you love me
I'm Scared, I'm scared I'm scared, I'm scared
You don't have to worry I'm running out of reasons to say no
I don't wanna wake up to the reality Of you not being here with me So many possiblities That we let slip away
By the second refrain Willow had been crying, unable to hold it back anymore. 'Damn this song! Is Buffy following me around with some damn cds?!! '
The petite redhead picked up the pillow she had started punching, and threw it at her cd player.
'Why can't it be simple?! I have Tara! Why do I have to love Buffy?!'
The song seemed to be pouring form the speakers. Willow stood up and grabbed the cd player, and threw it to the ground. The music stopped, filling the room with silence, and Willow's head with her thoughts.
"Damn you! Damn you Buffy Summers!"
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