Hey,
You know how sometimes there are a few thoughts running around in
your mind and you just can't seem to get hid of them, but there's also
nothing you CAN do about them, cause you totally lack the skills and all
that? Well, i had quite a few of these moments and i decided to let them
out...I have a few ideas for fics, but i 'm never going to be able to
write them down, so i decided to do a little what if...Mostly generalplot
ideas, i had the story kinda formed in my mind, but i don't want to limit
anyone's imagination so i'm going only with the basic premise...This is
the first two of a few...As you may have noticed, most of them deal with
Willow leaving, I don't know what that is about, i just kinda like the
idea, i think it's the whole you don't know what you got until it's gone
principle...I think Buffy really needs to learn that when it comes toher
oldest friends...
Okay, here are the ideas, or challenge, or anything...I just wanted
to share since i now i won't be writing, if anyone ever decides to write
It'll make my week, but i'm posting mostly because i wanted to see what
people think of the situation....
Idea #1 :
This one deals with the idea the idea of Buffy and Willow as a couple
since before Buffy's death...I know, nothing new in that, but what
mostly i wanted to see how the current season would be handled...How
Willow would react when she found out that she took her lover out of
heaven, WIllow working as Dawn's parental figure over the summer, howshe
would be dealing with the Buffybot(i really liked the fact that sometimes
it seemed that not not only Dawn , but also Willow, were the ones trying
to fool themselves into believing that the bot was the real Buffy, at
least for awhile) , how would the magic addiction storyline go...I figured
it would be interesting, but the part i would really like to see was how
Buffy's cold behavior toward s her would affect things, seeing her lover
going always to Spike while avoiding being with her, but most of all , her
finding out about Buffy's little adventures with Spike....In my mind she
would be crashed by the news, but she would never let anyone know that she
knew, mostly because she believes she deserves it after having taken Buffy
out of heaven....Because of that, and because she thinks Buffy would like
that better she decides to leave Sunnydale, but never telling the real
reason why....She thinks that way Buffy can be happy with Spike ....As for
Buffy's part, it would explore her feelings about the whole being brought
back from heaven by her own lover, her agony as she relizes that she loves
Willow and at the same time can't seem to be able to be near her, even
thought she knows how she is hurting her lover by doing that.... The
guilty she feels as she cheats on Willow, and most of all ,her conflicting
emotions when she finds out that Will is gone, and mostly she realizing,
too late that she trew away the best thing she ever had in her
life....Of course, since i'm a huge softie,there is a sequel, iwant
them to meet a few years later, when a sucessful and engaged Willow comes
back to Sunnydale to introduce her fiancee to her
parents...Willow tries to do her best to avoid running into her old
friends, but said fiancee ends up being attacked and saved by a certain
blonde girl...So, they all meet again and all those feelings from thepast
come rushing back, but A LOT of unresolved issues get in the way , plus,
there would be the little "Willow is about to get married" part.....
Idea #2
Okay, this would take place around one or two months after
Wrecked....Willow and Tara are over and Buffy and Willow are really alot
closer that before, trying to not only rebuilt their damaged friendship
but also helping each other getting over their recent
addictions.....They're growing a LOT closer as the time passes and it
seems they are the only ones who don't realize where they're
heading....So, one day they're at the magic shop, or Expresso pump or
wherever and end up running into that girl from Smashed, who seems to
remember Willow quite well.....They talk about that day, the whole making
a move on Willow while in the middle of a date, how that didn't work out,
how weird the Bronze was that day....They end up having a very nice
conversation, and that leaves the slayer feeling not only left out , but
also extremelly jealous, not that she is ready to admit....The
conversation ends with a phone number exchange and Buffy ends up an a
really sour mood....Willow thinks Buffy is mad about the whole magic at
the Bronze thing, and tries to talk about it...it's all in
vain...Everybody notices the real reason behind Buffy's anger, but nobody
says anything....Things get even worst after the girl calls Willow and
what was a friendly conversation ends up in a series of dates, much to the
slayer's dismay....Their moods are not the best and they end up fighting,
their moments around each other become more and more akward.....Buffyends
up turning to Spike again and to her dismay, not even that can make her
feel better....At that moment she realizes that what she really needsis
Willow, but she has a hard time convincing the wiccan of that...
I know, i know, the premise sucks....both of them, but i can
tell you, they sounded A LOT better in my head.....I just realized that
not even the story basic plot can make it to the paper without being
ruined....Arghh.....I swear, that is a little different from what i have
in my mind...But the basic is the same, Willow reacting to B/S
sleeping together and blaming herself and Willow being hit on by the
Smashed girl( that was just one of the cutest turn downs ever, the girl
has to have noticed that) andBuffy being extremelly jealous of he
whole thing....I'll try to make more sense next time....It has to be the
lack of sleep, i can't be that bad.....
Well, i'm off
Keep the B/W dream alive....I know i'll .... : )
Tchau |