And you guys were thinking that I deserted you? Oh ye of
little faith!
A warning in advance. This story contains a scene that
is the closest I will ever get to a Spuffy moment. It's not a romantic
scenario, but it does change the tone of their relationship. I have no
problem with Buffy seeing Spike as a kindred spirit(kind of an outsider)
but not as the Only Person Who Understands Me line! I have plans for
Spike, plans that aren't intune with Joss's ideas. Hopefully you'll come
along for the ride. Here's hoping, at any rate.
Disclaimers;
Joss made Buffy and crew and
Rating;
PG-13. But
Spike's involved, and he's spoiling for some action, so it's kinda on the hard
side of PG-13.
Feedback;
Oh you know I want it! JIMMEANS@xxxxxxxxxxxx
Author's Note;
This is the Fifth story in my Defenders of the Night
story arc. You may want to check
out the previous chapters; 'A Prelude in Five Parts', 'Along Came a Spider',
'Her Little Secret' and 'Encounter'.
Summary;
Buffy wants to help Willow and ends up facing an old
enemy, more dangerous than ever.
Defenders
of the Night
Bitter
Business
By
Kirayoshi
"Tis now the very witching time of
night,
When churchyards yawn and Hell breaths
out
Contagion to this world. Now could I drink hot
blood
And do such bitter business as the
day
Would quake to look on."
--William Shakespeare "Hamlet"
Chapter Four
The Last Laugh
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hold
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
--Nine Inch Nails (covered by Johnny Cash)
"Hurt"
The cashier at Baron's Pizza studied the photograph of
Dawn that Buffy had handed her.
"Hmm," she nodded slowly.
"Yes, I think I did see her here tonight. She was playing Mortal Kombat with an
older man."
Buffy shuddered slightly as she digested the cashier's
words. "This older man," she asked
slowly. "He wouldn't happen to be about six-two, slicked-back blond hair, lips
in a permanent sneer?"
"Yes, that's the guy," the cashier answered
quickly. "He seemed to behave
himself around the girl, but still there was something about him that made me
uncomfortable. They left here about
fifteen minutes ago, but I couldn't tell you where they
went"
Buffy closed her eyes and shook her head in
exasperation. "Well, thanks
anyway." As she headed toward the
door, the cashier called out, "I hope you find her."
Buffy turned her head and regarded the cashier, her eyes
dark but smoldering. "So do I," she
said levelly.
Buffy left the pizza parlor and headed for the
rendezvous site, fear and determination guiding her steps. Spike had a fifteen minute head start on
her, and Dawn still trusted him.
Buffy found herself recalling the fit Dawn pitched when she declared the
vampire off-limits; by Dawn's lights, Buffy was keeping her away from her friend
and confidant. Dawn simply didn't
know the same Spike, the monster who had racked up almost as high a body count
as Angelus and once referred to humanity as 'happy meals with legs'. And now, Buffy feared that Dawn would
see Spike's dark heart in all its hideous glory. And that may be the last thing Dawn
would ever see.
"She's not dead yet, Buffy," a familiar voice chimed
behind her.
Buffy spun on her heel, again facing the image of her
late mother standing before her, dressed in a beige suit jacket and slacks, a
blue amethyst set in gold hanging from her neck. "Mom, I'm busy. Can't you haunt me later?" Buffy nodded
impatiently; this wasn't the first time Buffy was visited by her mother's image
since her untimely death last year, nor did she believe it would be the
last. While the previous
visitations were as welcome as sunshine, Buffy was too worried about her sister
to worry about any ghostly distractions.
"Please, Buffy," Joyce tried to console her older
daughter. "I didn't mean to startle
you. I meant to assure you. Dawn's okay. A little scared, but she's fine. Trust me; I'm keeping an eye on my
girls."
"Look, Mom," Buffy stammered in slight disbelief. "Don't
take this the wrong way, but I'm still not convinced that you're even here! You're probably a figment of my
imagination or something."
"Hmph," Joyce snorted in that tone of loving
condescension that could only come from a mother. "Vampires and witches you can believe
in, but not ghosts? I'm not quite
sure how to take that, dear."
Buffy rolled her eyes and left her mother's spirit
behind her. She rushed around the
building, stopping in the nearby alley.
She glanced around her, scanning the dumpster behind Baron's, the stacks
of wooden pallets, the shadowed doorways and passages. "Hey, Goliath," she whispered into the
night air, "you there?"
"I am here," her partner spoke in a low rumble, as the
Gargoyle emerged from behind the pallets.
"Any news about your sister?"
"Yeah, and none of it good," Buffy allowed her shoulders
to sag in desperation. "The cashier
told me that she saw Dawn with a guy who looked like Spike. They left fifteen minutes
ago."
"DAMN!" Goliath strained to avoid slamming his fist into
the wall behind him. "Do you have
any idea where else she may be?"
"Maybe some friends of hers," Buffy admitted, "but I
don't see Spike taking her there.
Baron's is her favorite pizza place in town, so that seemed like a good
place to start.
"And quickly," Goliath agreed, his wings unfolding
behind him, preparing for flight.
"The longer we delay, the greater the likelihood that Spike will make
good on his threat. Come, I'll fly
you there," he added, offering his hand to Buffy.
"Buffy..." a timid voice answered, "I-I'm
sorry..."
"DAWN!" Buffy shouted, and Goliath perked his ears at
the mention of the Slayer's sister.
"Are you all right?"
"I'm okay," Dawn answered, "but Spike scared me a
little, I guess."
"Is he with you?" Buffy demanded.
"No, he's gone," Dawn answered. "He ran off after I saw him kill that gangster wannabe a few blocks from the pizza place. I made it out to the Espresso Pump, and I'm scared to leave. Can you pick me up?" Buffy released the breath she didn't realize she was
holding. "You just sit tight,
Dawnie. We'll be there
shortly."
"I'm grounded, aren't I?" Dawn asked in a pleading
whisper.
Buffy paused for a second. "We'll discuss that
later."
"Are you gonna stake Spike?"
The question almost caught Buffy by surprise, and she
swallowed hard before answering. "I
have to, Dawnie. He's too dangerous
to be allowed to live. I'm
sorry."
"So am I, Buffy," Dawn answered. "I'm sorry I let him get close to
me."
"You didn't invite him in, did you?" Buffy asked, her
voice rising in terror.
"No, nothing like that," Dawn answered quickly. "I just let him convince me to go out
with him. I didn't
know..."
"None of us did, Dawnie," Buffy assured her sister. "None of us did. I'll see ya later, Dawn." She disconnected her cellular and turned
to Goliath. "She's alive, at
least."
"So it seems, Buffy," Goliath's voice was hushed, but
carried the overtones of a distant thunderstorm, "but is it possible that she
has been taken by this Spike, and that this is part of a trap? He did tell you he would turn her into a
vampire. Forgive me, Buffy, but I
felt it necessary to prepare you for the worst?"
"She's not a vampire," Buffy cut him off. "I could hear her panting for breath on
the phone. I could hear her fear,
no way she could have faked that.
She's alive." She punctuated
her last statement with an icy stare and a firm set to her jaw that would
entertain no argument. Goliath sat
back silently, not wishing to upset Buffy any further, as the Slayer tapped out
the number to Xander's cellular.
"Xander? Buffy. Dawn just called me, she's at the
Pump. Can you and Willow...you're
on your way? Great. I'll meet ya there, okay? Love ya, Xander. 'Bye."
As Buffy cut off her connection, Goliath stepped
forward, his wings unfurling behind him.
"Come then," he offered, "I will fly you to your
sister."
"Thanks," Buffy answered solemnly. Goliath knelt down, lowering his back
for Buffy to climb on. As Buffy
wrapped her arms tightly around Goliath's neck, the Gargoyle began climbing the
nearby building. Once he reached
the roof of the pizza parlor, he ran forward in three long, rapid strides, and
leaped forward, his wings spreading wide to catch the air. Within seconds, he began ascending, as
Buffy scanned the streets below them, navigating their way toward the Espresso
Pump.
"I told you she was okay," a motherly voice only Buffy
could hear echoed in the Slayer's ear.
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The vacant silence of the Magic Box was shattered as the
front door gave way, breaking under the sudden stress of a powerful shoulder
ramming it repeatedly. Wolf charged
forward, throwing the remains of the front door aside, and turned toward his
employer. "You wanted in," he
announced as two dark figures followed him in, "you got
in."
"You fool!" Demona shouted. "Do you want Goliath and the Slayer down
on our heads before we've even started?"
The sorcerer behind her chuckled in amused tut-tut sounds.
"Be at peace, Demona," the sorcerer admonished
gently. "After all, the alarum
spell that the witch set up would only alert them to a magical breach. Wolf's methods, unsubtle though they may
be, will be less conspicuous. With
Buffy and her allies otherwise occupied with the vampire Spike, we are free to
loot this shop without interruption."
Demona scowled impatiently, before sighing in
resignation. "Very well,
wizard. But we don't have the time
to dally; let us get what we came here for and leave."
"Any idea where they're stashing the ferula gemina,
Demona?" the sorcerer asked as he absently rubbed his knuckles against his
shirt.
Wolf sniffed the air around him and snarled. He rushed forward with a loping gait,
bounding over the cashier's counter and into the back room. "How about this safe
back here?"
"Excellent," the sorcerer smiled, as he and Demona
joined the mutate thug by the safe. "I don't suppose that either of you are
capable safecrackers, are you?"
"Allow me," Demona intoned, stepping up to the safe. She wrapped her hands around the door handle and yanked hard. The heavy steel door protested with a tortured groan before breaking off of its hinges. "As I said," she snarled as she retrieved a large rifle-like device, "we have no time to dally. Let's go." "Oh, so now it's okay to use brute force," Wolf muttered
under his breath as Demona turned away from the broken safe. He was about to follow Demona out of the
backroom when a glint of blood-red caught his eye. He turned back toward the safe and
rummaged with his hairy hands, unearthing a large crimson stone, a ruby the size
of a golf ball, bearing an engraved letter 'C', and set in a gold medallion on a
thick chain. "Well now," he smiled
ferally. "This little beauty should
be worth at least five figures on E-bay."
"Leave it be!" Demona turned around sharply and slapped
the trinket out of Wolf's hand. "We
have what we came for!"
"You have what you came for," Wolf angrily corrected the
Gargoyle. "What's it to you if I
want a little extra?"
"You dare to question my orders, Wolf?" Demona roared,
her eyes glowing redly. "I'll rend
your heart from your chest!" She
charged toward the mercenary, her claws thrust forward.
"Bring it on, bitch!" Wolf snarled, his fangs bared,
bracing for Demona's attack.
Demona drew her hand back, preparing to rake Wolf's face
with her talons, but suddenly she and Wolf found themselves thrown apart by an
unseen force. "Children, children,"
the sorcerer chided as he calmly entered the room. "Don't make me give you each a time
out. You don't work and play well
with others, Demona."
"This is not your concern, wizard," Demona intoned
darkly as she scrambled to her feet.
"Anything that will aid or jeopardize our mission is my
concern," the sorcerer reminded him in a quietly deadly voice as he waved his
hand, removing the barrier spell he had erected. "Now then, let me see this bauble of
yours." He held out his hand,
summoning the ruby to fly into his palm.
Examining the jewel, he smiled knowingly. "A Centurion Stone. I thought the last of these to be lost
forever." He chuckled slightly as
he tossed the jewel casually in the air, catching it as it descended. "Forget E-bay, my hirsute friend! Your serendipitous find will be worth
far more than that to our cause. I
promise you, Wolf, whatever Demona's paying you for your assistance, I'll triple
it."
"Deal," Wolf nodded, a satisfied smirk curling his
lip.
Listening to this exchange, Demona turned toward the
sorcerer. "Are you saying there is
power in that gem, sorcerer?"
"Indeed," he answered, holding the stone up by its
chain, "the power to command a hundred vampires. We will need foot-soldiers for our plans
to succeed, will we not?"
Demona regarded the Centurion Stone with an appraising
eye. "Very well," she reluctantly
agreed. "But if you're lying to
me," she added, addressing both Wolf and the mage, "I'll rend both your
throats!"
"You have anger management issues, Demona, has anyone
ever told you that?" the sorcerer commented as the three conspirators departed
the Magic Box with their new acquisitions.
========
It had been five hours since he had left Dawn in that
alley. Five hours of wandering the
streets of Sunnydale, half-crazy from lack of blood, but unable to summon the
strength to simply claim a passerby and feed off their life. He finally made his way to Kingman's
Bluff, despairing as he recognized the terrible truth, the dark fact of his
life. The bitter reality that
William the Bloody, the Slayer of Slayers, the Scourge of Europe, could no
longer tolerate the taste of blood.
He didn't feel the cool dampness of the soil beneath him
as he sat dejectedly on the edge of the bluff. He didn't taste the Guinness he was
swigging, or feel the cool hardness of the bottle in his hand. He didn't notice the bright lights of
the city stretched below him, or the canopy of stars overhead. His senses, once keenly acute to the
slightest changes in light, sound and pressure, were dull and
dead.
Just like me, huh?
As he knocked back another deep swallow of bitter beer,
he was so caught up in his self-pity and despair that he didn't even hear the
footsteps behind him, or smell the distinct perfume or pheromone pattern that he
had all but committed to memory.
But the low, dark voice that addressed him, he heard
clearly.
"Get up!"
Spike remained sitting, not even turning his head to
acknowledge the Slayer. Buffy
lifted the wooden stake in her hand and shouted, "I said, get
up!"
Spike lowered the bottle to the ground next to him and
sighed deeply. "Look, let's not get
into the old song and dance, Slayer," he harrumphed. "You're here to dust me, so dust me
already!"
Buffy regarded Spike with her usual level of contempt,
mixed with a growing confusion.
"This isn't a joke, Spike.
I'm here to put this stake in your heart, got
it?"
"Yeah, yeah, got it," Spike groaned. "And if I had any interest left in
self-preservation, I might be compelled to do something about that. But I don't."
Buffy fought to sustain her rage as she gazed hotly at
the pitiful creature before her.
Why wasn't his mere presence triggering her Slayer senses? This is Spike, she reminded
herself. William the Bloody. The monster responsible for the deaths
of untold thousands of people of the course of his undead existence, including
two Slayers. The thing that once
referred to humanity as nothing more than "Happy Meals with legs". The beast who tried to drive a wedge
between me and my friends when I needed them most, before my final battle with
ADAM.
The man who withstood Glory's torture to protect my
sister.
"What happened to you, Spike?" she asked the vampire
flatly.
Spike craned his head, his jaundiced eyes meeting
Buffy's. Buffy was shocked at how
dark, how flat and dead his eyes looked.
Almost like they were staring blankly out of a recently caught fish. "You really give a goddamm," Spike
asked, "or are you just making small-talk?"
Buffy shrugged her shoulders noncommittally. "Call it professional interest. I'm the Slayer, after
all."
"How's the Bit?
She okay?" Spike opened a fresh bottle of Guinness and lifted it to his
lips.
Buffy walked around to Spike's side, and sat down. She found her gaze looking out over the
city. "She's fine. Scared, but fine. I spoke with her at the Pump, and
"It ain't her fault, Slayer," Spike muttered. "I'm the one who conned
her."
Buffy turned back to Spike, regarding him with a
searching eye. "You still haven't
answered my question, Spike. What
happened to you? Dawn told me what
happened in the alley. After you
killed that thug who was harassing her, she said you ran off. You didn't even attack her."
"No, I didn't," Spike answered quietly. "I couldn't." He located his last Guinness bottle and
handed it to Buffy. "Here," he
said, "have a snort and I'll tell you my story." Buffy regarded the bottle with some
caution, but Spike prodded her.
"Don't worry, it ain't cursed or anything. Yeah, I heard about that whole
Cave-Slayer incident." Buffy
smirked as she twisted the cap off the bottle. She took a small sip, only to make a wry
face as she tasted the thick bitter drink.
"Yeah," Spike barked mirthlessly.
"That Guinness is the real stuff, ain't it?"
As Buffy gingerly sipped at the bottle again, Spike
returned his attention to the view of the city. "Did you ever wonder," Spike asked
Buffy, "why vampires hunt humans?"
Buffy raised her eyebrows in thought. "For their
blood?"
Spike snorted once in slight derision. "I'll rephrase the question," he
continued. "Why would a vampire go
through all the trouble of hunting humans for their blood, when there are so
many easier ways to obtain blood? I
could siphon off a fresh corpse, or raid a blood bank, or do like Peaches does
in LA, cut a deal with an obliging butcher. But most vampires insist on the
old-fashioned approach.
Why?"
Buffy considered Spike's words before she answered. "You need the hunt," Buffy answered
slowly. "Something about the hunt,
the chase, that does something to the blood?"
"Something like that," Spike smirked. "Y'see, a vampire not only has to feed
himself, but his demon as well. The
vampire feeds on blood, but the demon within, it needs something more to sustain
itself."
Buffy nodded, comprehension slowly clearing her
mind. "Fear," she breathed. "The demon feeds off
fear."
"Gold star, Buffy.
The demon's a parasite, depending on the vampire for sustenance. There's a gland in the human brain that,
in times of extreme stress...say, when you're scared as scat...produces a
hormone called epinephrine, also called the 'fight or flight' gland. And that's what the demon feeds on. Epinephrine adds a little flavor to the
blood, so we vamps crave it almost as much as the blood itself. Sort of a built-in survival mechanism;
without that fear, the demon that controls a vampire will die."
"Whoa, wait a sec," Buffy interrupted suddenly. "What about Angel? He hasn't hunted since the last time he
was Angelus, but his demon's still kicking."
"That's easy enough to guess," Spike announced, "it
probably has to do with the curse that keeps him from feeling the happies. The gypsy magic that cursed him in the
first place probably keeps his demon alive, in a suspended state or
something." He took another swig of
beer, swirling it against his palate before swallowing it. "But you understand what happened to me
now? I've been out of the hunt for
three bloody years. And my demon,
during all that time, starved to death."
Buffy glanced back at Spike, appraising her former
adversary with an almost sympathetic eye.
"So you're saying," she spoke slowly, "that your demon's gone, and you
have a soul now?"
Spike barked in a mirthless laugh. "I wish, Slayer. Even a soul would be better than what I
got now."
"And that is..."
"Nothing!" he shouted tonelessly at the Slayer, and
Buffy realized for the first time how truly dead and emotionless voice
sounded. "I got no soul, I got no
demon, I got nothing! I'm a
hollow! That's what we're called,
hollows."
Hollow...that, Buffy realized in a flash of insight, was
the only word to describe the sad figure that sat beside her. The killer instinct, the dark grace, the
absolute ruthlessness, that was gone now.
In its place was a shell, the withering husk of what was once the most
persistent thorn in her side. "Not
the kind of thing we want to get out, you understand, so your Council don't know
anything about it. But it isn't as
rare as you'd think, Slayer.
Probably one out every hundred or so vamps become hollows. Either they don't have it in them to
hunt, or they become imprisoned for a spell, or some accident deprives them of
the blood, the fear. None of them
last too long. They always lose
their edge. Without the demon
behind them, they don't have the killer instinct to survive. They end up either doing something
stupid, either getting killed themselves or getting a whole community of vamps
in danger. Assuming a hollow
survives any length of time, most other vamps around him will hunt him down to
protect themselves. Kind of a
supernatural selection."
He lowered his head in something vaguely resembling
sorrow, and even Buffy felt a strange empathy. "I used to be a true beast, a glorious
monster, beautiful and terrible to behold.
The night was mine, Buffy.
We belonged together, the night and me, like lovers. Soulmates without souls. Now, I don't belong anywhere. Not among the undead, and certainly not
among the living. Both sides would
just as soon stake me as talk to me.
And that's not how William the Bloody's gonna go out. If I'm gonna meet my maker, I'm gonna
meet Him on my terms." He sagged
his shoulders in a resigned posture, and glanced at his watch. "So if you don't mind, Slayer, I
think I'm just going to sit here and watch the sun rise. Should be in about twenty-five
minutes."
"Spike?" she started but stopped herself before she
could complete her thought. She was
prepared to offer the poor vampire whatever aid she and the Scooby gang
could. The possibilities were
there; Giles still had the Orb of Thessuluh in his office at the Magic Box,
sitting atop a stack of receipts.
Or he and
But the moment she spoke his name, he turned his eye to
her in a knowing glance. It was a
small gesture, but powerful enough for its purpose. He could see it in her eyes, the
misplaced desire to help him. He
knew what Buffy was going to say, so he silenced her with a gesture. He lived his life without feeling pity
for anyone. The last thing he
wanted was anyone feeling pity for him.
Buffy nodded, silently honoring her adversary's
wishes. "Mind if I watch it with
you?"
"Free country," Spike grunted. The two of them sat in silence for a few
minutes, their eyes fixes upon the horizon past the bluff.
As the first tinges of rose emerged over the horizon
line, Spike stood up and began to take off his duster jacket. "Uh, Spike," Buffy asked, "what are you
doing?"
Spike said nothing as he folded the jacket in half
deliberately, almost reminding Buffy of an honor guard folding an American flag.
"This jacket of mine," he spoke solemnly, "once belonged to a girl I killed in
Buffy sat motionless, staring at the offered jacket as
though it were a fresh roadkill.
"Why, Spike? Why do you want
me to have this?"
"Because, Buffy," for the first time in this strange
conversation, Spike's voice carried something akin to emotion, "shortly before
our final battle with Glory, you began to treat me as a human. I want to thank you for giving me that
level of respect one last time.
Please," Buffy couldn't be sure if he wasn't pleading, "take
it."
Buffy examined the worn leather jacket once more, before
snatching it from Spike's hands.
"I'll give it to Dawn," she suggested. "She always liked you. I don't get it myself, but hey, kids
today."
Spike coughed a dry chuckle, lifting the remains of his
last Guinness bottle. "She's a good
kid, Buffy. You keep her that
way." He returned his glance to the
reddening skies in the east. As he
took one last swig of his Guinness, he snorted slightly. The snort gave way to a slowly gathering
chuckle.
"Something funny, Spike?" Buffy asked
conversationally.
"Oh, nothing, really," Spike began. "This whole situation just reminded me
of a joke I heard once." Buffy
crooked a sardonic eyebrow, and Spike rolled his eyes. "Not that kind of joke,
Summers."
"Care to tell me?"
Spike smiled slightly. "Sure, why not? There was this baby polar bear,
see. And one day, he turned to his
mother and asked her, 'Mum, are you sure that I'm a polar
bear?'
"His mum looked at him and said, 'Of course you're a
polar bear. Now go outside and
play.' So the baby polar bear left
to play.
"An hour later, the baby polar bear went to his father
and asked him, 'Dad, are you certain that I'm a polar
bear?'
"His father looked at him and answered, 'Why of all the
silly nonsense, of course you're a polar bear. Now go outside and forget this
foolishness.' And the baby polar
bear left to play.
"An hour later, Mum called her baby in for supper, and
as the family was eating their fish, the baby polar bear looked at both his
parents and asked, 'Mum, Dad, please tell me the truth. Are you absolutely, one-hundred-percent,
hand over heart sure that I am a polar bear?'
"At this point his parents were understandably
exasperated. Finally his father
took the boy aside, sat down beside him and said, 'Son, your mother is a polar
bear. I am a polar bear. Your grandparents, your uncles and
aunties and cousins, all of them are polar bears. How could you possibly believe that you
are anything but a polar bear?'
"The baby polar bear turned to his father, and in a
voice loud enough to echo across the tundra, answered, 'BECAUSE I'M FREEZING ME
ARSE OFF!!!'"
Spike chanced one final glance at Buffy, and was oddly
pleased to see her face contorting into a wide grin, before erupting into
laughter. After a second, Spike
joined her, laughing loudly and raucously.
For that one brief instant, the two constant adversaries were not
enemies, nor were they truly friends, but something else. For the first time in her life, Buffy
felt that she truly understood who and what Spike was, and recognized how
sharply he perceived her as well.
For the first time, they got each other.
He was still laughing when the first rays of the morning
sun hit him. A long sustained laugh
born not of defiance but of resignation, of yielding to the absurd. A laugh that was still echoing softly
thirty seconds after he silently combusted, and the ashes drifted in the wind
past Buffy's face. Buffy herself
had managed to compose herself, as she stared for long minutes at the spot next
to her where Spike sat. A single
tear rimmed her lower eyelid, before sliding slowly down her cheek. She still didn't fully understand why
she felt a faint sense of loss. Her
enemy was dead. The beast that had
hounded her steps for the last five years was no more. But all she felt was regret.
"Goodbye, William," she whispered as she pulled herself
to her feet and clutched the dusty leather jacket to her chest. "May you find peace." She turned around and slowly made her
way back to the Jeep without a backward glance.
Behind her, the dust of a mediocre poet drifted through
the morning breeze.
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He felt the warmth of a rising sun against his closed
eyelids, and wondered why it wasn't the fires of Hell. After all, with the sins he had
committed over his unnaturally extended lifetime, he had no doubt of his final
destination. The last thing he
expected was the feel of a velvet pillow under his cheek, the carpet of lush
soft grass beneath his skin, or the fragrance of lilacs wafting through the
air.
"I know you're awake, William," a voice like wooden
windchimes filtered through his semi-conscious state. Spike squirmed, not wanting to face
whoever was speaking. "Arise,
William. I did not go to the
trouble of bringing you here so you could waste the
daylight."
After a silent show of protest, Spike opened his eyes,
only to clamp them shut to ward off the morning sun...
The sun...
"Yes, William," the voice insisted gently, but with a
determination that compelled Spike to listen. "You still live, for now. And here, the light of the sun will not
harm you. I have brought you here
to the blessed
Spike finally lifted his heavy head wearily off of the
pillow, and examined his surroundings.
His head lay on a pile of velvet cushions, plush and soft as a dream and
opulently draped with purple silk sheets.
Around him, a bower of birch trees, their drooping leaves forming a
canopy that scattered the sunlight around him, leaving dappled shadows to fall
against his skin. The strange,
long-forgotten sensation of the sun's heat warming his skin left the normally
bellicose vampire stunned into silence.
He lifted his body slowly, examining the clean white shirt and black
pants that he had no memory of donning.
"Wha?what's going on here?"
"Be at peace, dark one," the voice entreated him. "Precious few mortals have ever set foot
here, on this blessed isle of Avalon. Even fewer have been permitted to lounge
in my scented glade."
Spike looked forward, seeking the possessor of that
commanding voice. She strode
through a naturally forming archway of willow trees, strands of leaves parting
before her and closing behind her like a theater's curtain. She stood before Spike a full six feet
tall, and from her strong posture and regal bearing there was no doubt in
Spike's mind that she was the mistress of these strange surroundings. Her pale green skin shone in the dawning
sun, as pale red hair streamed from beneath the coronet on her head, cascading
past her long pointed ears. Crimson
silks framed a body both feminine and muscular, both youthful and ancient, and
her gemstone green eyes seemed to look through Spike and around him, measuring
him, weighing him.
Spike slowly backed away from this woman, recognizing
her to be even more powerful than Glory.
"Who...who are you?"
The regal woman arched her eyebrow. "I am Titania," she intoned. "Queen of the Fair
Folk."
Spike grunted silently. "Fairies? Hmph, my old girlfriend told me she used
to see fairies."
"Your girlfriend was delusional," Titania glowered. "None of my race has ever trafficked
with the undead before."
"So you've set a precident, congratulations," Spike
muttered. "Why did you bring me
here? I was quite happily
dusted..."
"And so the Slayer shall continue to believe," Titania
interrupted, in a rough tone that commanded Spike's silence. "She saw your body decompose at first
light, because that's what I willed her to see. She and her friends shall believe that
you have gone on to your reward, until such a time as we must reveal the
truth."
"Ain't that peachy. And what is the purpose of you
largesse?"
"Not to bandy words, so be respectful." With the slightest change of inflection,
the tone of her voice shifted from matronly to darkly commanding, causing a
chill to race down Spike's back. "I
have a use for you, William Exeter.
An evil power is rising in your world, and I have brought you here to
prepare you for the battle ahead."
Despite his newfound respect for the fey queen, Spike
still dared to challenge her. "Got
bad news, your Highness, but you got the wrong vamp. I'm not even half of what I was
before."
"I know what you've become, William," Titania
answered. "And more to the point, I
know what you can be. You have
spent too much time shrouded in darkness, William. I offer you a chance to regain what the
monster Drusilla stole from you long ago."
Spike masked his eyes as he approached Titania. "You're going to give me my
soul?"
Titania's laughter reverberated through the bower,
gently shaking the leaves around him.
"I do not give anything, William, especially souls. You will earn your soul, if you choose
to accept my sovereignty. Serve me,
fight for Avalon and for your world, and you may regain all you have lost. What say you?"
Spike weighed Titania's words, measuring them in his
mind's eye, before making his decision.
Leaning forward in a courtly bow, he announced, "You have my loyalty,
your Highness."
Titania nodded gently. "Then arise, Sir William, defender of
Avalon. And come with me," she
beckoned toward the archway of trees, "and meet the other allies my lord and
husband Oberon and I have assembled."
Spike followed Titania through the archway, joining her at the edge of a
great forest, and viewing the verdant pasturelands that spread between them and
the jeweled
"Hello, Spike," the blonde smiled warmly. "Welcome to
Avalon."
"Hey, Spikester," the dark-haired woman added. "Welcome to the
cause."
Spike's eyebrows rose as he recognized the blond-haired
girl. "
"The Goddess brought me here,"
"And Titania and Oberon broke me out of stir," the other
woman commented, "so I'm working with them too. Something big's coming up, Spike, and
we're gonna need all the help we can get."
Spike glanced back toward the darker woman for a
moment. "Do I know you? You seem vaguely
familiar."
"We met, Spike," she answered, a sly smile lighting her
face. "You wouldn't recognize me,
'cause I was a blond at the time.
I'm Faith," she added, offering her hand.
Spike shook the offered hand, saying, "Faith, huh? I've heard about you, from the ol' demon
grapevine. You took over Kendra's
place as the new Slayer. Wish I
could say I remember where we met, though."
Faith's smile widened mischievously. She started to walk slowly toward Spike,
a sensuous sway to her hips. "Maybe
you remember this?" She quizzed him in a sultry tone of voice. "I could have anything. Anyone. Even
you, Spike." She stood two inches
in front of Spike, and she lifted her hand to slowly caress his cheek. "I could ride you at a gallop until your
legs buckled and your eyes rolled up. I've got muscles you've never even dreamed
of." Her fingers began to walk
slowly down his chest, and she began to lick her lips. "I could squeeze you until you pop like
warm champagne and you'd beg me to hurt you just a little bit more." She leaned into the hapless vampire's
embrace and touched his ear with her lips.
"And you know why I don't?"
She stepped back from Spike, releasing her touch from his body, and
suddenly taking a more demure stance.
"Because it's wrong." She
turned toward
Spike stood alone in the pasture, gasping for a full
minute before he could utter two words in a strangled whisper; "Bloody...hell!"
His life, the blond vampire conceded, had just become
more complicated. And much more
interesting.
FINIS---for now
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