Re: [buffywantswillow] songfic challenge

[Kim Higgins <kim_higgins_uk@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

You're first songfic? No way it was too damn good!
I mean wow, but at the same time so cute :-) Keep em
comin'
Kimmie





--- Peppy two <Willow4tara_2001@xxxxxxxxx> wrote: > 
> 
> Well here's my bash at this songfic challenge,
> excuse
> the poor writing it is my first songfic. I've been
> sprred on by my muse Haychee to expand my writin
> skills.
> 
> Disclaimer: the characters of 'Buffy the Vampire
> Slayer' belong to Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy and WB.
> No
> copyright infringment is intended. The song is the
> property of REM
> 
> ~I've found a way to make you
> I've found a way
> A way to make you smile~
> 
> It's been nearly a month since I declared my love
> for
> my best friend Willow. Those 3 words had been
> burning
> inside me since Oz had taken off. All I had wanted
> to
> do at the time was wrap my arms around her and tell
> her, but the time just wasn't right and I was being
> completely selfish in a stupid attempt at denial of
> my
> feelings. I had let Riley consume my time. I've done
> that a lot. I can see that all my relationships
> since
> I arrived in Sunnydale hve had one thing in common,
> they were never meant to last.
> 
> ~I read bad poetry
> Into your machine~
> 
> I hate to admit that my feelings for Angel had been
> based on a lie, but they were. I was in love with
> Willow before Angel. I suppose it was some sort of
> psychological way of pretending that I didn't love
> her.
> 
> ~I save your messages
> Just to hear your voice~
> 
> Things had really begun to get intense when we began
> to share a dorm room. I didn't know why I suggested
> that she move in, perhaps it was some perverse way
> of
> getting closer to her without actually revealing my
> feelings and I felt so guilty letting her believe
> that
> my motives were purly platonic. I had always been
> hyper aware of everything slighty Willowy, but
> living
> with her was just too intense and I started dating
> Riley in an attempt to distance myself from her. I
> know it hurt her, but I just wasn't ready to reveal
> my
> feelings.
> 
> ~You always listen carefully
> To awkward rhymes~
> 
> After the Oz dust had settled I broke it off with
> Riley. I couldn't keep up the pretense anymore. He
> was
> getting to the point where if I didn't I would have
> either stayed with him out of guilt or ended up
> hurting him more.
> I remember every detail of how I told her about my
> feelings. I had come back from a very eventful night
> of slaying with a massive gash across my midsection.
> I
> was all for letting my slayer abilities do their
> thing, but Willow put on her 'resolve' face and I
> didn't stand a chance, she just looked so cute. I
> was
> sitting on the end of my bed and she was kneeling in
> front of me. I had to take my shirt off for her to
> have access to the wound. In the intmacy of that
> moment I just couldn't hold back my feelings
> anymore.
> I remember her head shooting up to meet my gaze
> taking
> her attention away from bandaging my stomach. I
> thought that she would bolt but she just looked at
> me.
> I tried to back peddle, but she put her finger on my
> lips and silenced me. We stayed like that for
> minutes
> just looking at each other, until she inched forward
> and replaced her fingers with her mouth. It was just
> a
> simple delicate kiss, but I knew from that she felt
> the same way. We got onto my bed but we didn't do
> anything more than kiss. There wasn't the same rush
> I
> felt with the guys I had dated, it was more,
> controlled is not the word, peaceful maybe.
> 
> ~You always say your name
> Like I wouldn't know its you
> at your most beautiful~
> 
> So I pace around now, remembering what has bought me
> to this evening and fussing with everything. My
> mother
> was out of town so I said I would house sit. We've
> waited until we wre both ready, I mean I've been
> sure
> of my feelings for years now, but Willow was so
> deeply
> in love with Oz that we didn't want it to be a
> rebound
> thing. I can hear the doorbell ring. I give one last
> look around beofre I go to answer it. As I get near
> to
> the door I hear her voice.
> "It's me Willow"
> She always does that, she doesn't need to though
> because I know instantly when she is near me.
> I open the door and my breath catches in my throat.
> She looks so beautiful. She looks slightly
> embaressed
> as I stare so I quickly step back to let her in. God
> she looks great.
> 
> ~I've found a way to make you
> I've found a way 
> A way to make you smile~
> 
> I close the door and she turns round to meet my
> stare.
> God, I'm so nervous, but in a good way, but that
> doesn't stop me from wanting to bolt. It's like
> Willow
> can read my mind or something because she walks up
> to
> me and caresses my cheek. Her skin feels so good
> that
> I don't notice myself leaning into her touch. She
> moves forward a little and kisses me. I never
> thought
> the mear action of kissing could be so erotic, but
> as
> she massages my tongue with hers I can feel my knees
> begin to buckle. She breaks the kiss and trails the
> hand on my cheek down my arm until she reaches my
> hand
> and entwines our fingers. The look of lust in her
> eyes
> tells me all I need to know as she begins to lead me
> upstairs.
> 
> ~At my most beautiful
> I count your eyelashes secretly
> with every one whisper I love you
> I let you sleep
> I know your closed eye watching me
> Listening
> I thought I saw you smile~
> 
> God I have never been so happy as I am now. I just
> lie
> here watching her sleep, praying that this is the
> way
> it is going to be forever.
> All I want to do is make her happy.
> 
> ~I've found a way to make you
> I've found a way
> A way to make you smile~
> 
> 
> --- Jim_D_Means@xxxxxxxxxxx wrote:
> > Yes, I've got another songic challenge for you. 
> > This one's by REM, from their album Up. 
> > Makes me think of Willow, somehow.
> > 
> > Kirayoshi
> > 
> > At My Most Beautiful
> > I've found a way to make you
> > I've found a way
> > a way to make you smile
> > 
> > I read bad poetry
> > into your machine
> > I save your messages
> > just to hear your voice.
> > you always listen carefully
> > to awkward rhymes.
> > you always say your name.
> > like I wouldn't know it's you,
> > at your most beautiful.
> > 
> > I've found a way to make you
> > I've found a way
> > a way to make you smile
> 
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