FIC: Digital Get Down 2/2

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Title: Digital Get Down 2/2
Author: dap311
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Buffy and Willow are property of Joss Whedon. Not mine. 
Summary: Buffy discovers a couple of interesting secrets of Willow's.
Spoilers: Takes place around Season 5, but not really involving any 
actual episode? (Tara is not in the picture).
Feedback: Sure, but this is my first fic, so be gentle.
Dedication: To Leslee for turning me on to BtVS and a certain boy
band 
that shall remain nameless?

< > = thoughts

"Did you order the pizza? When's it going to get here? I'm 
starving!" Buffy asked as she dropped the bags onto her bed, the 
various forms of chocolate and other snacks spilling out as she did.  
"Um, not for another half an hour. They're kinda busy. You know, 
Friday and all. Looks like you got every major chocolate group:
M&Ms, 
Symphony Bars, chocolate syrup?" Willow's voice trailed off as
she 
imagined a naughty use for the syrup, thanks to the Chris and JC, of 
course; but her image included a certain blonde Slayer.  
"Earth to Will- you in there? You've got a goofy little smirk on 
your face-" <and it's kinda a kiss-me face> Buffy thought.  
"Huh? Oh, just thinking about a, um, story I'd heard about what you 
could do with chocolate sauce? not that we were going to do
anything 
with it, cause we're not, we're just going to put it on ice cream or 
something, right? Cause ice cream with chocolate sauce and cherries 
and stuff, and whipped cream, that's good, right? Okay, in full 
babble mode now."
"Um, actually, I forgot to, uh, get the ice cream. I don't know
what 
we'll use it for then?"  
There were a few moments of silence between the two friends as they 
both considered this; both were thinking the same thing, but neither 
of them realized it. The sexual tension had been building between 
them for weeks, ever since Buffy had accidentally walked in on Willow 
masturbating in the shower; she'd wondered why the lights had been 
off?
Willow was the first to break the silence- "So, how about we pop in 
the movie while we're waiting for the pizza?"
"Sure. Sounds good. Movie good. Yeah. Okay." Buffy couldn't
seem 
to form full sentences as her mind still lingered on an image of a 
very naked Willow and the bottle of chocolate sauce.  
The girls settled down onto their separate beds to watch the movie, 
both very aware of the other less than four feet away. The air was 
nearly electric with sexual tension passing between the beds. When 
the pizza arrived nearly 40 minutes into the movie (it was REALLY 
late) they devoured it, glad to be doing SOMETHING with their mouths, 
even if it wasn't what they had been thinking of for the past half 
hour.  
After discarding the pizza box and finishing the movie, Buffy sat up 
on her bed and looked over at the redheaded wiccan.  
"Hey Wills, what do you want to do now?"
"Um, I don't know. Wanna just talk? We haven't really had the 
chance to do much talking lately, what with you out patrolling and me 
with all my class work, and casting spells with Tara and stuff. I 
miss having Buffy-Willow time, you know?"
The blonde smiled sweetly at her best friend. <She's so beautiful 
and she doesn't even know it. Especially when she gets so earnest 
about something.> "Yeah, I know. I think we are way over due for 
some Buffy-Willow time."
Even though they had decided to talk, neither girl could really
think 
of a safe topic to begin with- both of their minds were pre-occupied 
with the other in ways that didn't really want to mention.  
"So? um, how was your day?" Willow finally broke the silence. 
"Well, pretty uneventful. I went to History only to be told by my 
professor that I have no concept of the weight of events. If he
wants 
to talk about the weight of events how about I bring him along the 
next time I battle a demon trying to destroy the Earth?"
"That sucks, Buff. I'm sorry. Professors can be so icky
sometimes."  
Willow truly felt sorry for her friend. She knew classes weren't as 
important to Buffy as they were to her and that she sometimes 
struggled because her duties distracted her.  
"Yeah, well. It's not that bad usually. I didn't do much after 
that. Just came back here to wait for you. I surfed the internet a 
little, but that is the sum total of my day. Pretty boring day, for 
the most part. Until now, that is." Buffy smiled as she looked at 
the redhead across from her.  
"Find anything interesting on the World Wide Web?" <I wonder if 
she'll admit to the lesbian porn?>
<Did she see the porn? Or does she mean what's in her bookmarks?>
"Um, yeah. Lots of. Interesting. Stuff."
"Oh, really? What? I'm always looking for new stuff on the web.  
I've got a few sites bookmarked that you might like." <There. Now 
there is SOMETHING out there? and I wouldn't mind talking about 
chocolate sauce, and it's various uses? especially in connection
with 
something lesbian, if that something lesbian happened to be a certain 
slayer?>
"What? You think I'm into that gay stuff?" <Ooh, insert both feet 
into mouth. Stupid Buffy> The Slayer noticed a slightly pained look 
come across Willow's face after she said the word gay.  
"Um, never mind. And how do you know it's gay, anyway?"
"I'm sorry Willow. I didn't mean it that way; it's just that I was 
bored earlier and I got curious about your bookmarks after I put a 
couple of lesbian porn sites up for you as a joke and I went to one 
and it had two boys, something about Lance and Justin or something, 
and I just meant that I'm not really into looking at pictures of two 
men together. And. Shutting up now."
Willow chuckled to herself as Buffy entered babble mode; she was 
always amused when the tables were turned and Buffy got all babbly.  
It was darn cute, too. Then the full babble-logue hit her.  
<What, those sites were a joke? She didn't really put those there 
cause she likes to look at women? Does that mean, that? I should
have 
known that there would never be a chance for her to love me that way- 
she likes guys, with girls, cause that's what's natural, right?>
"So, uh, those sights weren't yours? The Lez-be-an Exotica?"
"No. I'm not really into that. Internet porn that is. But, those 
boy sites were obviously yours. Do you like that kind of thing? I 
never pegged you for a pop princess, Willow." Buffy didn't know
where 
this conversation was going, but she hoped that by the end they could 
be talking about girls and not boys?
"Well, kinda, yeah. I'm kinda in the closet. About pop music.  
*NSync, really. I don't know why. It's kind of a guilty pleasure.  
And the two boys together, well? there's just something sweet
about 
two guys together, or two girls together for that matter. Something 
different and exciting." Willow blushed as she admitted to one of
her 
biggest secrets. She still wasn't sure if she could admit the biggie 
to her best friend just yet. Could she tell Buffy just what she 
wanted to do with the chocolate sauce? Or that she had been in love 
with her for, who knows how long? Ever since Oz had left she had
been 
more aware of these feelings.  
"Oh, okay. There's nothing wrong with that, I guess. So, two girls 
together, too, huh?" Buffy took a chance, trying to swing the 
conversation to where she wanted it?  
<Could Willow like me like that? I've kind of wondered what it
would 
be like to kiss her, and we definitely have a bond. And after seeing 
her in the shower, I KNOW she is sexy. Does that make me gay? Being 
in love with my best friend who happens to be a girl? I guess it 
does?>
"Yeah, but I don't really read much in the was of Fic-fan fiction, 
that is, involving two women. The girl bands don't really do
anything 
for me. And besides?" <here goes everything>
"?besides, I, uh, don't really have to look on the internet to
see a 
beautiful woman when there's one in the same room with me." Willow 
blushed as she hurriedly finished her sentence.  
Buffy was thunderstruck at what the wiccan had just said. <Did I 
hear her right? Did she just say she didn't need to look up women on 
the web cause I was enough? That's a good sign, right? Say 
something, Summers! Don't just stand there with your mouth hanging 
open, staring at her!>
<Oh no! What have I done? I shouldn't have said anything. Look at 
her Willow- she's so shocked and disgusted that she can't even say 
anything, she can't even close her mouth. Stupid, stupid, stupid to 
think that she could ever feel anything for me. She's the slayer,
and 
I'm just a lowly witch-hacker-scooby.>
"Willow." Buffy started but couldn't think of what to say still.
"Yeah?" Willow looked up, her eyes beginning to brim with tears.
"Oh, Willow- don't cry! I'm sorry I looked so shocked, it's just 
that I didn't think it was possible that you felt that way for me, 
cause I've been trying to figure out what to say to you, cause, I,
uh, 
love you. I'm in love with you." Buffy rushed the words out, 
reaching for her beloved hacker at the same time, folding her into a 
massive Slayer hug. When she got the last words out, Willow finally 
responded, the truth sinking in, and gripped her friend fiercely.  
"You do? That makes me so happy, and so relieved! I thought I'd 
lost you, or at least hurt our friendship. And I couldn't bare 
either. Oh, Buffy, I love you, too. I've loved you forever." Hot 
tears streamed down Willow's cheeks, but they weren't tears of shame 
or sadness anymore, only intense happiness.  
"Wills, you could never lose me. I promise." Buffy pulled back
from 
the hug, taking in the beauty of the woman in front of her. A
glimmer 
sparkled in the blonde's eye as she thought of the chocolate sauce 
that desperately needed a function. 
"Buffy, are you okay? You've got a weird look on your face." 
Willow 
looked at her best friend and love with concern.  
"Oh, I as just thinking about that chocolate sauce and what I could 
do with it?" A mischievous grin appeared on her face as she ran
her 
finger down the side of Willow's face, down her neck, stopping just 
above her inviting cleavage.  
"Really, and what's that? No, let me show you. I told you that you 
might like some of the stuff I have bookmarked- there's a real
helpful 
picture I want you to see."
	

EN