Fic: Because I'm Sick and Twisted, That's Why

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Disclaimer: Show not mine. Characters not mine. Sanity not mine
Note: Yet another peice that took me five minutes to write. I 
really should keep off the caffeen.

Because I'm Sick and Twisted, That's Why.

Willow was in a state of complete and total shock. Hell finding out 
there was demons and she had spent her entire life living over the 
mouth of Hell had nothing on this.

Her best friend, and her worst enemy wanted her.

And not just as a best friend and a worst enemy either.

On the Hellmouth nothing was simple. Willow had accepted that a long 
time ago. Willow had pretty much given up on a chance at a normal 
run of the mill, husband, two children and a dog relationship. She 
would have been satisfied with just falling in love with a kind and 
decent man. 

Then she had to meet her vampire self and all that went to Hell.

Everything she had burried deep inside of her sprang to the surface 
like a newly made vampire. Fierce, confused, and hungry.

Willow did everything she could to quence the hunger without actually 
quenching the hunger. It just wasn't fair, vampires had bagged blood 
when they didn't want to kill human, why couldn't she have something 
to quench her particular thirst.

Then two of the most unexpected things happened. Angel became 
Angelus, and Cordelia dated Xander. If Willow's world wasn't already 
on its head, it got that way REAL fast. 

Willow wasn't sure what to make of either event. They were both too 
much for her to handle. It was even worse when Angel came back and 
Cordelia dumped Xander. Xander didn't seem to mind though. He found 
someone else who made him just as annoyed and horny as Cordelia did.

Then the weirdeness began again.

Cordelia and Buffy both told her that they loved her.

At first Willow believed she was in some weird twisted demenstion. 
This just wasn't what was supposed to happen. How could her best 
friend and worst enemy both want her? It just wasn't right.

The funny thing was Willow had feelings for both of them.

Her feelings for Buffy were simple. Easy to understand. But her 
feelings for Cordelia were complex and often times icky. But she had 
feelings for them both. 

Nothing ever goes smoothly on the Hellmouth. Willow had accepted 
that a long time ago. Why should love be any different?

Willow knew she couldn't choose between them. They both had things 
she wanted. Things she needed. Willow had finally found a way to 
quench her thirst.

She would chose them both.

And if they asked why or had a problem with that. Willow knew how 
she would respond.

Because I'm sick and twisted that's why.