FIC: Hopes, Dreams, and Answers 2/?

["life_in_the_er" <Waterskier2004@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

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Pairing: Buffy/ Willow, it is Buffy wants Willow isn't it?

Description: Entries from Willow's and Buffy's journals, including 
flashbacks.

I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE FOLLOWING CHARACTERS, THEY BELONG TO JOSS 
WHEDON AND UPN.

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I walked up behind her and that's when I saw it, it looked like she 
was writing a letter to someone, but who? I quietly walked up behind 
her so I could see the paper in full view. It was indeed a letter but 
wasn't addressed to anyone. Curiosity got the best of me and I stood 
behing her reading the letter quietly so she wouldn't know I was 
there. 


Okay, Well we have known each other for, well a lot of years now. I 
have finally decided to tell you, well write you because I am a 
chicken that? well that? I love you. Oh, a love letter I have been in 
love with you for a long time and I am pretty sure the rest of the 
gang has figured it out which is why I am telling you. Known for 
years, and part of the gang, must be telling Xander how she feels. I 
don't need you finding out from them, I thought you should find out 
from me. I don't know when it happened but it did, I am head over 
heels madly in love with you. I know you don't and never will return 
the feelings, but I thought you deserved to know. I understand if you 
never want to talk to me again after reading this, but I had to tell 
you. I couldn't take it anymore. I know this letter has probably 
wrecked our friendship forever and I am sorry. 

Love,
Willow

Buffy snapped out of it when she realized Willow was going to address 
the letter. Dearest  
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"Hey Willow!!" Buffy shouted hoping it would stop her from writing 
the name on the letter. Maybe if she doesn't write it, it won't 
become such a reality that she loves someone else. Before she could 
think about that thought Willow responded. 

"Oh! Hi Buffy!" Willow stammered trying to hide the letter in the 
cover of her book. "How long have you uh? been standing there? 
Because I didn't hear you so it couldn't have been that long, unless 
of course?" 

Buffy put her hands on Willow's shoulders in an attempt to stop her 
near babble, "Will, you're right, I just got here."

"Oh, sorry about the babbling, I do do that sometimes, you know like 
when?"

"Will!"

"Oh, right, sorry." Willow put her head on the table where she was 
sitting and sighed.

"Will?"

"Hmm?"

"What's wrong?" Buffy asked with concern strong in her voice.