FIC: Filling in the Gaps pt3 NC-17

["Red Willow" <reddwillow@xxxxxxxxxxx>]

Title: Filling in the Gaps
Author: Red Willow
Email: reddwillow@xxxxxxxxxxx
Disclaimers: please see part 1 or 2.
pt3 (sex, voyeurism and a tara-centric part ahead!)
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***

?Want to get? some air?? I asked her, my fingers flexing against her soft 
skin.
?Definitely.? She nodded.

We walked outside, only vaguely aware that the crowd that had initially been 
there when we arrived, had thinned down considerably.

?I think it?s getting late.? Willow said, looking around.
?Have we really been here that long?? I asked, catching sight of three women 
helping another into a car.

Willow shrugged before pulling me closer. ?I guess.?
?Sweetie, where are we going?? I asked when I realized we were rounding the 
corner of the building, leaving the crowd and the blare of the music behind.
?Mmmm? somewhere? private.? She told me, giggling as she brought me around 
the other side of the building.

I looked around and saw that there was nothing but a small clearing used as 
the back yard followed by a dense area of trees. Hearing the muffled thumb 
of the music, I realized that we were in the back of Casey and Claire?s 
apartment. There was a small deck with a few potted plants on it, but 
nothing more. From how I remembered the outline of the apartment, I guessed 
that this led off from one of the bedrooms. Willow pulled me past the first 
deck to an empty space between it and another. The second I assumed to 
belong to her neighbors, Shelley and Andi.

?Private huh?? I asked, eyeing my girlfriend and noting the giddy smile that 
was crossing her lips.
?Mmm hmm?? She trailed her finger up my stomach, following the buttons on my 
shirt, between my breasts, until finally stopping at my throat. ?Unless? 
you want to go home.? She added before grabbing my shirt with her other hand 
and pulling me to her.

I crashed against her body, pushing her back into the wall of the building 
as my lips met hers once again and we were caught up in a deep, searing 
kiss. Tiny bolts of energy were coursing through me, causes my senses to 
hop into overdrive.

She smiled against my lips before whispering, ?I take it you?re enjoying 
yourself??

I pulled away and shook my head. ?Not really. I didn?t need that little? 
confrontation with in there? but??
?Buffy, I?m really sorry.? She said, her hand on my cheek.
?No, no? not your fault. I? it just killed to see her handle you like that. 
I?? I shook my head and looked her straight in the eyes. ?I was serious? 
about what I said. About killing anything that tried to hurt you, to protect 
you.?
?I know? but I?m glad you didn?t try to kill her? human and all.? She 
grinned, stroking my cheek, her slim fingers passing compassion into me.
?Yeah? I just think about Spike?? I closed my eyes, feeling dirty for a 
brief second that I ever slept with him. ?I mean? I?m glad I did it.? I 
opened my eyes and caught hers. ?He hurt you. And it makes my whole body 
hurt? makes my heart hurt when you?re in pain.?
?Oh baby?? She whispered, pulling my face toward hers and dropping light 
kisses across my lips, along my cheeks, and chin.

I dropped my head onto her shoulder and let her hold me, let her stroke my 
hair with those soft hands, while I inhaled her pure Willow scent. I love 
you Willow, I love you I love you I love you?

?Buffy??? I heard her soft voice in my ear.
?Yeah?? I looked up.
?I want you??
?Oh?? I groaned, her admission causing the slow steady throb between my legs 
to jumpstart. ?Come on then let?s-?
?No?? She cut me off. ?I can?t wait. I?? She glanced down briefly before 
meeting my eyes again. ?When you? when you had that? that J.J. in an arm 
lock? when you?? She rolled her eyes and let an embarrassed smile creep onto 
her features.
?What??? I questioned.
?W-well? it? I-I kinda got? horny.? One small hand flew up to cover her face 
as she shook her head and I couldn?t help the huge smile plastered on my 
face.
?Hmm?? I took her hand away and pulled her chin up, forcing her to look at 
me. ?Slayer strength turns you on??

She nodded, then thought about it for a second.

?More than that. I-it was like? the way you were sticking up for me? I saw 
the anger in your eyes? but also? your need to protect me? a-and the way you 
handled it??

I nodded, wanting her to know I got it.

?Then let me take you home so I can make love to you.? I whispered stepping 
closer to you.
?I? want you so bad right now? baby touch me? I want to do it right now??
?Right now?? I asked, glancing around. ?Here??
?Here.? She nodded.

She grabbed me around the waist and pulled me into her, her body squished 
tight between me and the wall.

?Touch me Slayer, make me cum.? She growled in my ear before taking it into 
her mouth, flicking her tongue against it.
?Oh? God?? I moaned, pressing into her.

I attacked her neck with my mouth, kissing and licking the exposed flesh 
while I squeezed my hands between our bodies to cup her breasts. Her nipples 
were stiff, straining against the material that held them. Running my thumbs 
over them softly, Willow?s hips jerked against me as a low moan met my ears. 
I tugged on the stiff peaks through the material as I placed my foot 
between her feet, firmly pressing my thigh against her sex.

?Sweet?? Was all she could moan before attaching her mouth to my throat 
where she sucked and licked greedily.

Her hips began a slow back and forth movement against my thigh as I 
continued to kiss and nip the soft, sensitive flesh of her neck while 
tugging, squeezing, and rolling her nipples between my fingers. Not long 
after however, she grabbed one of my hands and pushed it down, stopping her 
hip thrusts against my leg. I thought she had seen someone, or heard 
something.

?What?? I questioned.

Without a word, she pressed my hand between her legs, telling me to hurry up 
and get on with it by thrusting against it and grabbing my hair with the 
other hand.

Quickly I brought my other hand down and unbuttoned the fly on her low cut 
jeans, unzipping them soon after. I ran my hand across the smooth flatness 
of her stomach before sliding it down further into her panties. Her breath 
hitched and she moaned into my ear, which caused my own floodgates to 
release, slowly soaking my panties. I caught her lips with mine and plunged 
my tongue in, fully exploring her mouth, letting my fingers linger against 
her lips, feeling her seeping wetness on them.

Breaking off the kiss I took my hand out of her pants and spun her around. 
She put her hands against the wall and pushed her hips back so that her butt 
was sticking out. I ran my hands over it before grabbing her around the 
waist and molding my body to hers. A low growl erupted from my lips as I 
slid my hand back into her panties and began to kiss the side of her neck.

?You want this baby?? I asked, sliding my index and middle fingers along her 
slick lips, teasing her.
?Oh? Buffy please?? She moaned, pushing her butt against me.

I slid my fingers inside, her wetness coating them instantly and began slow 
wide circles around her hardened nub before plunging them down further to 
scoop up her thick juices.

?Ohh!? She moaned louder, her clenched fists turning her knuckles white.

The throbbing between my legs was almost painful I was so turned on. I 
pressed myself against her and began to move my fingers around, sliding them 
around and over her clit until she was moving her hips against the movement, 
until we were so tightly pressed together that we were both moving with her 
hips.

Moans and groans of pleasure were all that I heard as everything else was 
drowned out by our movements, the quiet squish my fingers made in her 
wetness, and my own throbbing need. I brought my free hand up and slid my 
fingers along her lips. She caught them with her teeth and pulled them in, 
sucking on the first two. I groaned out my approval as it sent shivers up my 
arm, directly to my sex, which I ground against her, pushing further to 
fulfill my own needs as well as hers.

It didn?t take long for her to peak as she arched away from me briefly 
before crashing back into me, her hips bucking wildly against my hand. She 
bit down on my fingers muffling the cries that tried to escape her mouth. I 
closed my eyes as my own small orgasm struck, sending quiet waves through 
me. I basked in the pleasure she caused me, and the pleasure I received in 
making her feel good. I felt her hand on mine and opened my eyes.

She released my fingers from her mouth, whispering, ?Slower??

I circled my fingers around the jumping nub under them as her hand continued 
to rest atop mine. I kissed her softly on the shoulder, then trailed 
feather light kisses along her neck before sucking her earlobe into my 
mouth. I moved my other hand to her breast and skated my thumb across it, 
eliciting soft affirmative moans.

The gentle rock in her hips against my slow movements and the increasing 
moans told me she was close. I squeezed her clit between my two fingers 
causing her hips to violently jerk against me.

?Oh!? She shouted.
?Come for me?? I whispered in her ear.

I increased the massage, switching between rolling it between my fingers and 
sliding them over and around it.

?Oh? yeah? right?ohhh-? She couldn?t finish as her second orgasm crashed 
through her, sending her body into a torrent of shudders before she 
collapsed back against me, panting hard.
?Is that what you wanted?? I asked softly, holding her to me as I slowly 
took my fingers away from her sex, but not completely out of her panties.
She nodded. ?Oh yeah??
?Come here.? I turned her around to face me and helped her zip her pants up 
before holding her in my arms.
?I think I need to sit for a minute.? She said with a giddy, lopsided smile.
?Sure.?

We took a seat on the back deck, her head resting against my shoulder and my 
arm around her. Comfortable silence fell between us though we were still 
hearing and feeling the steady throb of the party?s music behind us.


***

I knew I must be blushing from head to toe. I loved the things I did with 
Casey and Claire, but the way Casey was able to speak about them so openly 
always made me blush, especially with the way her warm breath made my ear 
tingle, sending little bolts of arousal off throughout my body.

I saw Willow looking at us and I knew she would never understand, hence the 
reason I felt no obligation to go out of my way to explain the unique 
relationship I was having with Case and Claire. I was just disappointed 
that Buffy had been swept up before I got a chance with her. I guess their 
behavior the other night made sense now. I just knew I had walked in on 
something, but I couldn?t put my finger on it. I kind of felt like a moron 
for not seeing it.

?A-are you sure you?re all right?? I asked Willow, noticing how she was 
still rubbing her arm.

She nodded, smiling and linked her arm with Buffy?s.

?W-we?ll be next door.? I pointed toward the wall that separated Case?s 
place from Andi and Shell?s before turning to follow Case.

?Wow, Buffy?s strong huh?? Casey asked me as we walked the few feet from one 
door to the other.
?Yes she is.? I agreed. I knew it would be okay to tell her about Buffy 
being the Slayer, but I thought that should be left up to Buffy or Willow, 
not me. ?She w-works out a lot? and does m-marshal arts.?
?Oh really?? Case slung her arm around my shoulder as we walked past a 
smaller crowd of women, most waving or tipping their drinks in Case?s 
direction. ?Maybe we could spar sometime.?
?She might like that? I could ask her if you want.? I told her before 
accepting a drink from Claire who was standing near the dining room table.
?Thought you?d never get back here!? She exclaimed, wrapping her arms around 
me in a hug. ?Case keep you busy again?? She appraised her partner briefly 
before returning her attention to me.
?Actually C,? Case started, ?Tar?s friend had to put J.J. in her place.?
?What?? The shock was evident in Claire?s voice as she looked between me and 
Case.
?She w-was messing with Willow.? I explained.

Claire took a step back and put one hand on her hip.

?Wait a minute. Let me get this right. Your friend? your little blonde 
friend Buffy right??

Case and I both nodded.

?You know how J.J. can get after a breakup? apparently Willow wasn?t having 
it, not that I blame her mind you? but uh? Buffy stepped in?? Case took a 
gulp of her drink. ?Ah hell? she put the bitch in an arm lock and made her 
apologize!? Casey burst out laughing, slapping her knee for emphasis. ?Oh 
man? oh, it was so funny!?

I grinned, remembering J.J.?s sorry attempt to stay in control against the 
Slayer.

?Wow? that?s?? Claire shook her head.
?Oh, C? you should?ve been there!?
?I guess so.? Claire shot a grin to Case before stepping closer to me.
?But I missed you guys? you said you?d only be gone a few minutes.? She did 
her best impersonation of a pout before trailing her fingers up my neck.

Case stepped behind her, running her hands up Claire?s sides. ?Well? we?re 
here now.?
?Mmmm? good.? Claire moaned as I leaned over and captured the soft flesh of 
her neck between my lips.
?Of course? you could?ve come with us and then we might still be in the 
bedroom?? Case whispered in Claire?s ear, but loud enough for me to hear. I 
smiled against the flesh I was currently kissing.
?And miss all the fun I had here?? Claire questioned.
?Strip poker?? Case asked. We both noticed that Claire was missing her 
shirt, only wearing a light tank top.
?Mmm? not tonight. But there?s a pleasant game of dirty dice going on over 
there. I just stopped to get a drink when I saw you two enter.? She trailed 
her finger across my lips as I pulled away from her.
?We could?? Case started, ?Play a little game of our own??
?Is that all you think about?? Claire questioned turning from me to face her 
lover.

Case looked at me, shrugging. I grinned and glanced toward the bedrooms. Her 
eyes lit up and nodded. Claire caught the nod and shook her head, running 
her fingers along the exposed skin of Case?s toned arm.

?You two? are insatiable.? She giggled.
?Aren?t they though?? A new voice joined in behind me. I turned to see Shell 
standing there with a broad smile.
?Hey Tara.?
?Hi Shell, I like your new aquarium.? I told her, glancing toward the large 
glass structure in the farthest corner of the room.
Grinning, she nodded. ?Andi and her damn fish. It is nice though huh??
?How much you pay for that?? I heard Case ask behind me.
?Believe me, you don?t want to know.? Shelley shook her head, keeping her 
grin.
?Shot?? Asked Case. I turned around to see her pouring the bourbon into two 
separate shot sized plastic cups.
?Of course.? Shell agreed.
?Tar??
I shrugged. ?Okay.?
?That?s my girl.? Case smiled, pouring a third. I took it and waited for the 
others.
?To good times.? Shell raised her glass.
?To good times and great sex.? Case added. The rest of us rolled our eyes, 
laughing.

I swallowed mine, clenching my fist against the burning sensation that arose 
in my belly. I shook my head, grimacing. I felt a hand on my back and 
couldn?t help but smile at Claire who took my cup, tossing it in the garbage 
near by.

?Hey? what?s up??

We turned to see Andi standing with her arm outstretched, holding an empty 
cup. Claire rolled her eyes.

?What am I, drink wench tonight?? She questioned, taking the cup and tossing 
it into the garbage.

Andi?s face turned into a pout as she watched her cup hit the garbage can.

?You?ve got them for that.? Claire pointed out the muscular guy manning a 
blender and the blonde girl pouring tequila into it.

?They should be topless.? Andi commented. ?Who?s the guy? very cute.?
?Eww?? Shell added, making a throwing up motion.
?I?m sorry I?m Bi? I can?t help it? he?s hot.?

Shell shook her head while the rest of us simply laughed.

?So? did you show them yet?? Andi asked turning her attention back toward us 
and away from the strutting stud near the blender.
?Nope? did you want to?? Shell asked, reaching for the bottle of liquor 
again. She held it up offering to pour her girlfriend a shot so she wouldn?t 
have to wait for the ?bartenders? to mix her one.
?Sure.? She took the shot and downed it, wincing against the bite. ?We got 
something to show you.?

Shell and Andi headed for their bedroom and we followed, curious as to what 
they would want to show us back there.

?Okay?? Andi said turning to us as she reached their closed door. ?In 
appreciation for Shell appeasing my fish passion? I got her?? She opened the 
door and hit the switch that turned two floor lamps on. ?This.? She finished 
letting the rest of us step into the room.

Their bedroom looked the same as it had the last time I was in it, blacks 
and maroons from floor to ceiling. The walls were painted black, the 
comforter on the bed was maroon and gold, while the floor was covered in 
overlapping black and maroon plush carpeting. Candles and crystals as well 
as small gold picture frames were scattered around the dark furniture.

?Holy shit? no way!? Case?s excited voice cut through my observation and I 
followed her gaze up to the ceiling.

Shell and Andi giggled in delight as they flopped down on the bed next to 
each other.

I was in awe. The entire ceiling was mirrored, reflecting everything. My 
mouth hung open as I stared at the reflection of us in their ceiling.

?You guys rock!? Case squealed, hopping onto the bed next to them. ?I can?t 
believe this! C we SO have to do this!?

Claire lay down on the bed, reaching her arm out for me. I joined them and 
the five of us snuggled on the queen sized bed, staring up at our 
reflections and giggling.

?I don?t even want to know how much this set you back, do I?? Asked Claire 
after a few minutes.
?Probably not.? Responded Andi.
?But damn it?s worth it.? Added Shell.
?So when do we get to enjoy it?? Case asked grinning.
?Could be plans for tonight?? Shell said softly, her hand finding my thigh.
?If you?re game?? Added Andi.
?Shyeah? like you have to ask.? Case quipped.
?What about you Tara?? Shell asked me, her fingers making lazy figure eights 
on my thigh.
?I? um??

Claire put her hand on my arm and smiled. Every look she gave me was a 
reassurance. They gave me confidence, built my self-esteem up, and reassured 
me that I could have fun, that I could make decisions without being afraid. 
I loved them for it, all four of them. I never felt like a fifth wheel, 
which is exactly what I thought I had become after the first night I spent 
with them. I was always included, but always had the option to decline if I 
wanted to. Even though I spent most of my time with Casey or Claire, Andi 
and Shelley always made it clear that I was welcome with them too.

I nodded, knowing I couldn?t resist, knowing I didn?t want to.

?Groovy.? Said Andi happily. ?I need a smoke.? She added, hopping off the 
bed. ?Anyone care to join me??

Andi smoked, but Shell wouldn?t allow it in the house so Andi stepped 
outside whenever she wanted a cigarette. She actually smoked less because of 
it, or at least that was what they told me.

?Come on Tar, lets? get some fresh air? or uh? well some tobacco laced fresh 
air!? Case said grabbing my hand and helping me off the comfortably soft 
bed.

Casey and I followed Andi out onto the back deck, only to have Andi turn to 
us suddenly, her hand on her lips.

?What-?? I started but Case?s hand quickly covered my mouth. I looked to 
where she was pointing with her other hand and I thought I was going to pass 
out.

Buffy had Willow against the wall with her hand in her pants. They were 
moving together and I could plainly see the look of absolute pleasure on 
Willow?s face as she sucked on Buffy?s fingers. She was thrusting her hips 
back against Buffy who had her face buried in my ex-girlfriend?s neck. They 
were having sex against the wall of my lovers? apartment building!

Andi made a gesture with her hand and we quietly turned, heading back into 
her bedroom. Claire and Shell were locked in a deep kiss on the bed and the 
three of us just stood there watching them with the image of Buffy fingering 
Willow still rolling around inside our heads, at least I know it was the 
dominate image in mine.

Andi cleared her throat. Claire and Shell disengaged, looking at us.

?What?s up?? Shell asked looking from Andi to Case, and then to me.
?W-w-willow?? I tried, but I was too shocked for words.
?Tar?s friends are screwing against the wall outside.? Andi was always good 
at explaining things.
?Oh.? Claire sat up, looking at me. ?Are you okay?? She asked.

I looked at her and realized that they all thought I was upset. They knew I 
had a thing for Buffy and I could see how that plus the fact that I did 
still have the occasional lingering feeling for Willow would make them think 
that what we had just witnessed would bother me.

I shook my head and grinned. ?I?m okay? just shocked.? I remembered all the 
times Willow and I had done it in ?public places? but never once had we done 
it outside, especially where there were so many people who could see us. ?I 
n-never thought?? I started laughing. ?I never thought Buffy w-w-would be 
that? adventurous.? I couldn?t help it, the whole situation caused me to 
burst into full laughter and before I knew it I was trying to catch my 
breath, my hand on my stomach it hurt so much.

?I gotta see this!? Shell jumped from the bed and made her way to the door. 
She opened it very softly while the rest of us watched. I kept my hand over 
my mouth, trying to quell the giggles that threatened to erupt. The music 
was still throbbing at a steady enough pace though that I figured my giggles 
from inside the bedroom wouldn?t bother Buffy and Willow.

Shell leaned her head out and stayed there, stock-still. Andi moved behind 
her, placing one hand on the small of her back while she looked over the 
other girl?s shoulder.

Andi turned back after a few moments.

?Holy crap.? She whispered. ?That was awesome.? She tried to hide her 
giggle.
?What?? Asked Claire, finally making her way over to the door. She poked her 
head out, leaning over Shell, replacing Andi?s position.
?Willow?s the redhead right?? Asked Andi. I nodded. ?Man? she must have 
needed to ease that tension bad? cause??
?They?re still doing it.? Claire whispered from the door.

I made my way over to them and peeked out, trying to see. Claire stepped 
aside and I leaned over Shell who seemed to be totally captivated. I wasn?t 
sure we should be doing this but it was hard not to want to watch when they 
were totally in the open like that. They were moving slower and Buffy?s 
hand was on Willow?s breast, squeezing her nipple from the looks of it. I 
wasn?t sure, but it looked like Willow?s was holding Buffy?s hand to her. 
We stood there, barely able to breath as I watched these two women move 
against each other.

The temperature in the room rose up several degrees as I was aware of the 
heat swirling around us. I put my hand on Shell?s back for support. I felt 
someone?s hand slowly slide up my thigh to rest on my bottom, their thumb 
making tiny circles that sent shivers racing up and down my body.

Willow?s eyes shot open as she moaned loud enough for us to hear and I saw 
Buffy whisper something in her ear. Whatever it was, Willow responded. They 
moved faster, hand against sex, body against body. Watching Buffy bring 
Willow to orgasm was causing my already aroused body to hum and buzz with 
want.

Knowing Willow was close, but not able to look at them any longer, I backed 
away, realizing it was Case?s hand on my butt. I grabbed her and crushed my 
lips against hers, shocking her I know. I needed some kind of contact, my 
whole body was aching for touch. She slipped her tongue into my mouth and I 
sucked on it greedily, basking in the feeling her hands were creating as 
they roamed up my back and neck.

?Oh shit!? I heard Shell whisper harshly as she backed away from the door 
quickly.
?Did they see you?? Andi asked her as Case and I broke away, a blush 
creeping into my features I was sure.
?No, but they?re uh? they?re done.? She grinned. Shell?s face was glowing 
and every one of us could see the obvious desire burning in her eyes.
?You voyeur, you.? Andi teased, capturing Shell?s lips, kissing her deeply.

Shell was a big time voyeur, often only wanting to watch while the rest of 
us had sex. Usually Andi had to beg her to join so she could please her 
instead of Shell doing it herself while she watched. I shook my head, Tara 
Maclay, what has become of you?

?Come on sexy women.? Claire took Case and mine?s hands, leading us toward 
the door. ?If we start this now we?ll never leave.?
?So?? Asked Case.
?So? we still have guests. Can?t be rude now, can we?? She smiled back at us 
before opening the door. We followed her out.

?I?ll go check out the apartment? unless? you want to? join me over there?? 
Case asked Claire and I, wiggling her eyebrow.
?No honey? you?ll just have to wait like a good little butch for your 
treat.? Claire joked, making a shooing gesture with her hand.


tbc?


"What is a poet? An unhappy person who conceals profound
anguish in his heart but whose lips are so formed that
as sighs and cries pass over them they sound like
beautiful music"
-Soren Kierkegaard

Willow: Oh Buffy, you really need to have every square inch of your ass 
kicked.
Buffy: Then show me what you got, and I'll show you what a Slayer really is.

Memento Mori. Remember that you must die.


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