Re: FIC: Wild one 17/?

["Guess" <tinabelle216@xxxxxxxxx>]

Yo Jen....That was just fucking cruel....now im never going to 
sleep...loved it ....xoxoxo tina





--- In buffywantswillow@y..., "Jennifer DuBoe" <jend2002@h...> wrote:
> 
> Author: Jen D
> Disclaimer: I don't own just like it.
> Rating: G-R and all points between mostly language and violence
> Pairing: Willow/ Buffy
> Spoilers: I guess all of the shows this is A/U but some of it might 
come up.
> Summery: A/U A different first season, different Willow.
> Author notes: I am still working on Learning to live. Let me know 
if you 
> think
> 
> 
> 
> Angel walked up the steps of the Summers front porch and rang the 
> doorbell. Joyce Summers opened the door and smiled, "Angel, please 
come in. 
> Has there been any word yet".
> "Actually yes, is Buffy here?" Joyce walked over to the steps and 
called 
> for Buffy. Buffy bounded down the steps and her face lit up a 
little when 
> she saw the vampire sitting in her living room.
> "Angel, tell me you found her", Buffy asked.
> "She called me a little bit ago. I have a friend who is going to 
bring her 
> home after it gets dark." Buffy jumped from her chair and hugged 
him.
> Angel sighed not wanting her to get her hopes up, "Buffy, there are 
some 
> things that you need to know. Willow didn't plan on coming home. 
She had a 
> job there and was living with a friend of hers but Angie was bad 
news. This 
> is the girl that Willow got arrested with a while back. Angie was a 
hooker 
> and was killed last night. I had my friend Spike check some things 
out for 
> me. Willow's been pretty messed up the last two months she's been 
gone. I'm 
> not sure why she ran away in the first place, she was doing so 
well. We 
> talked the night she left and I really thought she had things 
together. Now 
> it seems she is worse then she ever was, if the things Spike told 
me are 
> true." Angel's voice cracked and he stopped. Buffy saw the sadness 
in his 
> eyes and put her hand on his shoulder to comfort him, "Angel, we'll 
just 
> have to help her again and maybe again and again if we have too. I 
love 
> her."
> "I love her too and you're right." Suddenly a thought crossed 
Buffy's mind, 
> "Can I ask you something, was Willow involved with this Angie? I 
mean 
> sexually." Angel thought for a minute but he knew he couldn't lie 
to her, 
> "Yeah, a while back. Whenever Willow's parents kicked her out, she 
would 
> always go to her. I'm sorry, Buffy."
> "No don't be. I needed to know. It doesn't change things; I guess I 
just 
> know how she feels about me. She was honest in the beginning about 
not being 
> sure if she could handle things, I guess she couldn't."
> "She loves you, Buffy, I know she does."
> "Angel don't, please, lets just get her back and get her better. 
Then Willow 
> and I can sit down and figure things out." Joyce could see the pain 
in her 
> daughters' eyes and her heart broke. Joyce wanted to hate Willow 
but for 
> some reason she felt that there was something that had made the red 
head 
> leave, something bad. She put her arm around Buffy as they walked 
Angel to 
> the door.
> "Buffy, Spike is going to bring her to my house tonight, I think it 
would be 
> a good idea if we waited for you to see her." Buffy winced but knew 
that he 
> was probably right, if Willow was as messed up as Angel said she 
wasn't sure 
> if she could handle seeing her.
> "I know, just tell her I love her."
> "Good night Buffy, Miss Summers." Buffy and her mom watched him 
walk off 
> into the night, Buffy sat down on the steps and put her head into 
her hands. 
> Joyce sat down beside her, "It's going to be ok, hon."
> "I hope so but I don't think it will be."
> 
> 
> The next night Buffy and Giles where patrolling in one the cemetery 
when 
> they heard fighting in the distance, Buffy ran toward the sound 
with Giles 
> following. When they got close enough to make out what was going 
on, Buffy 
> stopped dead in her tracks, Angel and Willow were just finishing 
off the 
> last of the vampires they had been fighting and didn't see them. 
Buffy 
> looked at Willow she was skinner and seemed pale.
> "Willow", Buffy whispered. Willow looked up and met Buffy gaze. For 
just a 
> second Buffy thought that Willow was going to run away but finally 
made her 
> way to where Buffy and Giles were standing. Giles quietly slipped 
away and 
> went to stand with Angel.
> "Buffy, how are you". Buffy winced hearing the discomfort in her 
voice; 
> "Well I would be better if I knew why my girlfriend took off a 
couple of 
> months ago. She didn't even have the guts to tell me in person, 
just left a 
> note and ran away."
> "You wouldn't understand", Willow said.
> "Why don't you try me? You be surprised at what I can understand."
> "I can't. I'm sorry, I just can't."
> "Can't or won't", Buffy asked trying to keep her anger out of her 
voice but 
> not quite getting there.
> "Buffy?
> "No don't Buffy me, God damnit just tell me."
> "No"
> "Was it because of her, wasn't I good enough for you. Did you fuck 
her? Was 
> it good?"
> Willow lost her temper and slammed Buffy into the crypt wall behind 
her, 
> "Who the hell do you think you are, just because you say that you 
love me 
> doesn't give you the right to act this way."
> "Well I guess we both know how you feel about me, so it doesn't 
matter if I 
> love you or not. I'm not so sure if I love you now anyway, as a 
matter of 
> fact I think I hate you right now", Buffy took a deep breath to 
calm down 
> before she said more things she would regret, "No I do love you but 
I can't 
> do this. Either you get out of that house and stop drinking and 
using drugs 
> or it's over. Love or not."
> "I wondered how long it would take for it to get this point. Would 
have 
> happened sooner if I hadn't of left. No, I won't stop not for you 
or anyone 
> else", Willow said and started to walk away.
> "Willow, I'm going to say the same thing Xander said if you walk 
away there 
> is no us anymore. You have a problem and you need help." Willow 
looked at 
> Buffy, turned and walked away. Buffy watched her girlfriend leave 
and 
> collapsed to the ground.
> 
> 
> Willow slammed into her house cussing. Her stepfather was sitting 
on the 
> couch, "Well if it isn't the wayward daughter returning home. I 
would tell 
> you it was nice to see you but it's been pretty peaceful lately." 
Willow 
> looked at her stepfather with disgust. Neither of them saw her 
mother 
> standing at the bottom of the steps.
> "Fuck you", Willow said.
> "I thought I showed you what happens when you talk to me like that."
> "What you going to rape me again, asshole", Willow knew that she 
was going 
> to get her ass kicked but didn't care this time, it felt good to 
stand up to 
> him.
> "If that's what it takes." Suddenly Willow mom walked into the 
room, "Did 
> you have sex with her."
> "With this slut, you have to be kidding", he said. Willow's mom 
walked over 
> to the desk and pulled a gun from the drawer and pointed it at 
him, "I'm 
> going to ask you again did you have sex with her?" His eyes went 
wide, "Yes, 
> she deserved it. I hate that fucking bitch. She is a no good 
loser." 
> Willow's mom moved the gun and pointed it at Willow.
> "Mom?
> The quiet night outside was disrupted by the sounds of two gunshots 
followed 
> shortly by a third.
> 
> 
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