Fic: RR&R Book III (5b/?) NC17 see header for pairings

Chapter 5 concluded

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‘Oh my God... this is really happening!’ Dawn thought. ‘I didn’t think I’d be this nervous...’ she wiped her damp hands along the sides of her dress, thankful that Xander had his back to her as he unlocked the door to their suite. ‘I’ve wanted this to happen so much... so now why am I so freaked out?’

Xander opened the door and gestured for her to proceed. “After you, gorgeous,” he said in a low, rumbly voice.

“My beautiful man!” she whispered, looking at him adoringly. Warmth filled her belly and below even as she fought back the nervousness. She walked in to the suite and again marveled at it. ‘Such a beautiful room! And the view...’

As Xander shucked his jacket and laid it over the back of a chair, she walked to the French doors and opened them to the cool night air. The soft sounds of the ocean lapping at the sand and rock of the beach soothed her nerves a bit. “Mmm,” she hummed as Xander’s body pressed against her back and his strong arms wrapped around her stomach. “This place... it’s so amazing Xan!” she quietly spoke.

A shiver ran through her as she felt his lips on her neck.

“You chilly?” he softly asked, hugging her against him.

“No,” she replied with a slight headshake.

“You’re shaking...” he said with a note of worry in his voice.

‘Just tell him, Summers,’ Dawn chastised herself. ‘He loves you; he’ll understand.’ She turned around in his arms to face him, looking up at the face of the man she loved with both joy and trepidation.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, worry written on his face.

Dawn smiled and said, “I want you Xander... God, I want you so badly; more than anything I’ve ever wanted, or even imagined I could want.”

He searched her eyes for a moment before saying, “But...”

Dawn’s smile fell a bit, and her lip quivered as she answered. “I want to be so good for you, Xander... to make you feel all the love that I feel for you.”

“Oh, Dawnie!” he whispered, clearly choked up with emotion.

A tear welled at the corner of her eye, and her hand was trembling as she reached up to caress his face. “I’m afraid... afraid that I w-won’t be good enough for you...” she admitted in a pained whisper. She felt tightness in her chest and an icy feeling growing in her stomach as she continued to reveal her secret fears. “You’ve had all these beautiful a-and experienced women, and I’m just...”

He cut her off with a hard, demanding kiss. It felt almost as if he were trying to suck the insecurities out of her right through her mouth. By the time he released her from the kiss she was breathing too hard to formulate words.

“Dawn, I want you. I want you so badly it’s all I can think about!” he growled. “Just to be inside you, to give myself to you and to take you and make you mine... that will be better than anything else, ever!”

Love and lust burned away the chill fear as Xander’s words lit the fire inside her. “Oh God Xander, I’m so wet right now!” the words spilled out past Dawn’s lips uncensored. Any embarrassment she might have felt was pre-empted by the wild look of passion in his eyes.

He backed up half a step and his voice was low and almost dangerous as he said, “Dawn, that dress is absolutely gorgeous on you... but it has to go now.”

“Oh yes! Please!” Dawn panted, her body feeling trapped and immobilized by his intense stare. “Take me!”

‘Oh God! That look!’ Dawn thought, trembling in excitement and fear. She braced herself, expecting, almost hoping for a forceful response.

She was surprised when his touch was incredibly gentle instead. “I love you Dawn!” he whispered before caressing her lips in a soft, sweet kiss.

‘Love you, love you, love you!’ Dawn chanted silently as she reveled in his kiss. Her hands grasped at his back when she felt him slowly unzip her dress. She panted into his mouth and her knees began to feel weak as the material was pulled down her body between them, falling into a soft puddle of fabric around her feet.

Her heart was threatening to beat it’s way out of her chest when Xander stepped back to see what he had uncovered. ‘Oh please, oh please like what you see,’ she thought, nervous despite knowing deep inside that he would indeed be pleased.

“Dear God in Heaven!” Xander gasped, taking in view with a stunned look of lust.

“Do you like it?” Dawn asked breathily, still panting. “I was thinking of you when I picked it out...”

Her torso was clad in a Purple bustier made of stiff silk with lace half-cups presenting her breasts like an offering, her extremely stiff nipples peeking out just over the top of the material. A matching garter belt held up her silk stockings, and the high-cut lace panties- matching of course- were completely saturated with her overflowing juices.

His eyes moved down her body, coming to a halt on the juncture of her thighs. ‘Oh my!’ even the voice in her head was breathy as she felt his gaze on her body like a tangible thing. Fresh, hot moisture bubbled forth from her as a look of hunger grew on his face. She mewled like a kitten when his tongue slowly emerged from his mouth to lick his lips.

His eyes moved away from her wet center with obvious reluctance, traveling back up her body to her face as he said, “You are the most beautiful sight I’ve ever seen.”

She gasped as he suddenly stepped forward and swept her up into his arms, teasing her lips with nibbling kisses as he carried her to the bed and gently lay her down.

He took a step back and began unbuttoning his shirt, maintaining eye contact the entire time. “I am going to make you feel *sooo* good Dawnie!” he crooned as he kicked off his shoes and began unbuckling his belt.

The muscles in her stomach clenched deliciously, and her reflexive moan again came out almost cat-like.

He smiled devilishly at her and chuckled, “My eager little kitten!”

Dawn’s fingers and toes clenched, inadvertently reinforcing the image as she nodded her head. “Yes! Very eager, very yours!” she cried softly, licking her own lips as he shrugged off his shirt.

He pushed down his trousers and quickly stripped off his socks, standing backup clad only in a pair of silky black boxers.

Dawn was nodding her head unconsciously, her eyes on the straining bulge that was tenting those boxer shorts. When he stepped toward her, she became frustrated. “Xander! Underwear off!” she cried.

“Mmm, soon enough my impatient kitten,” he said low and quiet. “First things first!”

Her annoyance was immediately washed away when Xander dropped onto the bed in a low crawl, moving up between her legs. ‘Dear God, please don’t let this be a dream!’ she thought as he gently grasped her calves and pulled them away from each other. He paused to kiss the inside of one knee and Dawn felt her body almost melt. Her skin tingled all over as he again paused to kiss the inside of one thigh.

He kissed the other thigh only inches away from the soaked material of her panties and crooned, “Mmm, you smell so *good*!”

“Xander!” she groaned with renewed frustration when he moved past her center to kiss the sliver of flesh between panties and garter belt.

He chuckled evilly and reached up with one hand to caress the tops of her breasts. He dragged the palm of his hand over her nipples, just barely enough to graze the tips against his rough skin.

Again she mewled in frustrated protest.

He didn’t say anything, but forestalled further complaints as he grasped the zipper between her breasts and pulled it down.

‘That look!’ she thought with love warming her heart. ‘God, Xander you make me feel so beautiful!’

“Ohhh!” Xander exhaled as he opened the bustier like he was opening a precious gift.

Dawn arched, pushing her head back against the pillows as suddenly his chest was resting on her torso and one of her nipples was in his mouth. Her moan was loud and deep as he flicked, licked, sucked and nibbled her turgid bit of flesh. ‘Oh, if that’s any indication of what its going to be like down below... Oh God!’ she thought with eager anticipation.

He quickly moved to her other breast and treated it to the same oral attentions.

‘I didn’t think I could get more aroused!’ she thought in wonder as her body built to a fevered pitch.

When he left that breast, he reached up for a quick kiss, and then said, “I love you Dawn!”

“Oh! Love you too, so much!” she gasped.

‘Oh I’m glad I remembered to wear those outside the garter!’ she thought when his hands pulled her panties down as he slid down her body, kissing his way to the place she wanted him most. ‘Oh God, oh God, he’s... he’s really going to...’

“Ooohhhh yeessss! Ooohhh Xaaannnndeeerrrr!” she cried. “Feeelllllsss sssoooo *good*!”

She closed her eyes and fisted the sheets, overwhelmed by the feel of his tongue against her sex. Long slow strokes as he slurped her sticky juices up with apparent relish.

“Oh Xander, Sugar keep doing that!” she encouraged. “Oh that feels so damn good!”

“Dawn... taste like... honey!” he groaned between licks.

‘This is like heaven!’ she thought as pleasure built up in her nether-flesh and began to spread throughout her body. ‘warm... nubbly... slippery-twisty...’ her mind tried in vain to quantify the sensations his mouth was affecting in her.

Suddenly she shrieked, “Yes! Yes! Xander!” and her hips began to buck as his tongue settled into a rhythm of quick, darting licks on her clit. “Oh Sugar, don’t stop!” she groaned loudly as he sucked her clit into his mouth, continuing to lash it with his tongue.

His hands grasped her hips, holding her down to the bed. In response her back arched up and away from the mattress, and her high heels dug into his lower back, almost as if she was spurring him on.

‘Oh I’m dying, this is so good!’ she thought, her whole body shuddering with impending release.

Some eternal moment later, she screamed out his name and came in heaving waves of bliss.

“Xanderxanderxanderxanderxander...” she mumbled as her chest heaved and her body quaked with aftershocks.

“I’m here, Dawn. I’m here my sexy little kitten!” Xander’s voice cooed in her ear as his arms wrapped her in a loving embrace.

“Oh Sugar, that was... I knew it had to be better than doing it myself!” she said with amazement.

He laughed at that. Then he said, “So, where did Sugar come from?”

“I dunno... baby doesn’t feel right...” she said with a shrug. “Besides, everyone knows I’m a total sugar-addict...”

“Well, I can relate. I just happened to find myself a little pot of honey that I plan to enjoy as often as possible,” he said with a lascivious grin.

She laughed at that. “Pot of honey, huh? Well, I guess that makes you my Sugar Bear!” she teased.

“My little Honey Kitten!” he teased back in a loving voice.

“You’re welcome to enjoy my honey whenever you want, Sugar Bear!” she said in a lustful voice. “But right now, I think there’s something between us that needs to be brought out in the open...”

Xander looked confused.

Dawn thought, ‘this’ll make it clear.’ Feeling amazingly emboldened and free, she reached down and ran her hand over his boxers along the length of his hard cock. “Something I’ve wanted to examine for a long, long time now.”

Xander’s teasing smile fell away and was replaced with a serious, passionate stare. “I love you Dawn. I want to make love to you.”

“Oh yes, Xander I love you so much!” she felt a stillness inside her, centering her focus on the man she loved. “I want to give you everything that I am; I want to make love to you and share myself with you completely!”

‘That smile! God, I love you so much Xander!’ she thought joyfully.

He let go of her and scooted away enough to push his shorts down and kick them off. Then he got up on his knees and moved back between her legs.

“Oh... oh wow!” she sighed, her eyes locked on his penis. She licked her lips and smiled when it visibly twitched and he groaned in response.

“Are you ready?” he asked, his voice hoarse with need.

“Oh so very ready!” she panted back, her palms sweaty and her nipples aching deliciously. ‘been ready for months now!’

“Dawn,” he said in a voice that drew her eyes up to his own. “This is going to...”

Dawn nodded. “Hurt, I know.”

The sorrowful look he gave her made her sad, and at the same time filled her with joy and love. “It’s ok, Xander. I want this. I need it, need you!”

“I’ll go slow,” he said, leaning down over her. He braced himself with one hand while guiding himself with the other.

Dawn groaned in pleasure as he rubbed the head of his cock between her wet labia, stroking up and down through her slick juices. “Please? Please don’t tease me Xander,” she almost whined, so desperately needy.

‘Ooh that’s nice,’ she thought as he slipped the tip into her. Almost immediately though, she felt her body’s barrier resisting any deeper penetration.

He paused and she looked up into his eyes. ‘It’s ok, Xander,’ she thought, nodding her head.

He nodded and pushed forward slowly.

Dawn bit her lip as the pressure turned into discomfort, and then suddenly a tearing pain forced a whimper from her throat.

‘Oh my God!’ she thought as the pain was suddenly overwhelmed with a burning heat that suffused her body.

“What the...?” Xander gasped.

Dawn blinked her eyes open, not even realizing she’d shut them. “You’re green!” Dawn squeaked as her lover seemed to be illuminated by a greenish glow. Looking down she found the source of the glow as a nimbus of green fire surrounded her body.

‘What’s happening to me?’ Dawn thought, starting to get a little panicky.

Xander’s eyes rolled back and he let out a loud, guttural groan as the glow shrank away from Dawn, coalescing at the point of their joining and then spreading over his body. “Oh Dawn! It’s so good!” He shouted, disrupting anything she might have said by the act of sinking inside her to the hilt.

“OOohhhhh!” Dawn cried as Xander’s length stretched her apart in ways she’d never even imagined before. “Unh!” she grunted as he bottomed out inside her. ‘I feel so filled up!’ she thought incredulously, unable to find better words to describe the incredibly novel sensation.

The fire disappeared, as though his body had absorbed it, and he collapsed on top of her, pushing her into the bed. He immediately kissed her with a sloppy, panting, open-mouthed kiss.

‘Oh, he’s in me, around me, he’s everywhere!’ she thought exultantly, kissing him back with all of her love and passion.

Just when she began to feel his weight restricting her breathing, he pushed up onto his elbows, maintaining full-body contact, but taking the weight off of her. “*God* I love you Dawn!” he panted, his eyes shining with intensity.

“Oh Xander! I love you so... muuuughhh!” her declaration degenerated into a drawn-out grunt as he slid his cock out of her.

‘Oh that’s a cocky smile...’ she thought with the tiniest bit of annoyance. ‘Heh, cocky...’

Humor quickly fled in the face of pleasure as he pushed back into her. Again she grunted a little as he bottomed out inside her. ‘Oh my God... nothing can feel this good, can it?’ she wondered.

His smug grin was replaced by a look of awe as he repeated the movements, slowly pulling out, and then pushing back in. “Dawn... you feel like heaven!”

“Amazing!” she said, mewling at the feeling of loss as he pulled nearly all the way out of her. ‘I can actually feel him sliding against me inside of me!’ she thought with joyous astonishment. “Ungh! Love you Xan!” she grunted out.

His strokes continued, gradually increasing in pace while remaining gentle and controlled. ‘My everything! My love!’ she chanted over and over as she stared into his half-lidded stare. ‘so masculine, so damn hot!’ she thought as she ran her hands up and down his sides, reveling in the play of the muscles under his skin as he pushed in and out of her. His buttocks tensed and relaxed under her hands as she gripped his ass and pulled him into her.

After a minute in which Dawn thought she was going to go insane with pleasure, Xander rolled a little to the side and reached down to hook his arm under her leg, bringing it up till her knee was almost touching her chest. “Holy...!” she cried when he cut her off by repeating the move with her other leg.

‘Thank god for those tapes!’ she thought, briefly flashing back to her yoga videos. Then thought was erased as he changed positions, bringing his arms up so that her heels were hooked over his shoulders, bending her in half. At the same time he slid down slightly so that his cock was hitting the roof of her vagina at an angle before pressing into her.

“Oh Yes!” she shouted. If he was looking for a magic spot, he’d definitely found it.

“Yes! Yes! Oh God, don’t stop! Yes! Xander yes!” she screamed as he began to make quick, snapping movements with his hips- battering that spot inside her with each motion.

“Oh Dawn, so good! So good! So good!” he cried over and over, making a counterpoint to her little inarticulate cries that repeated with each thrust.

What seemed like mere moments later, Dawn’s eyes snapped open to lock onto his as she screamed his name, cumming powerfully.

Her body was still quivering in orgasmic bliss even as her scream died out due to lack of breath. ‘Holy God, Xander! How!?’ she thought, astounded.

“Dawn!” he shouted, his rhythm breaking. He slammed in her to the hilt and his own body began to twitch.

‘Oh my...! I can feel that!’ she thought as he came, moaning her name like a supplication to God. ‘Jeeze it’s like warm liquid flooding all inside me... well duh, Summers! That’s pretty much what it is!’ she thought. ‘It feels so good though!’

He pulled away enough for her legs to slide off his shoulders, then laid back down on her, supporting his weight on his elbows while he panted.

She kissed his panting mouth, ignoring the fact that she too was working to catch her breath. Finally they ended up resting their foreheads against each others as their pants slowed and deepened.

“I love you,” Xander whispered, his eyes warm and intense.

Dawn grinned. “Whew! That’s a relief. I wasn’t sure there for a second...”

Xander laughed out loud, a broad happy smile on his face.

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“Good birthday, Kitten?” Xander asked, looking up at his lover as she lay on his chest, his arms loosely wrapped around her waist.

“Gee, you think? You steal me away from boring old school, take me to LA in a limo, then a helicopter flight to a resort island, the boat, the beach, dinner, dancing, and then this!” she looked down at him with incredulity and joy on her face.

He watched with amusement as she schooled her features into a deadpan look and casually said, “Yeah, it was pretty good.”

‘You are so the perfect woman for me, Dawn Summers!’ he thought happily. ‘We share a twisted sense of humor!’

He grew serious, though, as he said, “Well, I wanted it to be special... you only have one ‘first time’ Dawn.”

She smiled warmly and shook her head. “I would have been satisfied with anything, Xander. Being with you is all the ambiance I need.”

“But this isn’t bad, huh?” he asked with a knowing grin.

“No, this is beyond amazing, Xan!” she said with wonder in her voice. “Please don’t think I don’t appreciate it, cause I so do!” she said, giving him a soft kiss. “I just meant that the important part is you- and I could have had that anywhere,” she explained, intense emotion saturating her voice.

‘You’re so special to me Dawn.’ He thought. ‘I don’t even know how to begin putting it into words.’

When he remained silent for several moments, Dawn caressed his face and quietly asked, “What’cha thinkin’?”

He took a deep breath and sighed. “The first time I ever had sex was in a run-down, sleazy motel-room. The whole thing only lasted about ten minutes... I didn’t love her, and not only didn’t she love me, she kicked me out of her room wearing nothing but my underwear,” he said softly with a rueful shake of his head. “I’ve had sex lots of times since then... but tonight...”

“Tonight?” Dawn prompted gently when he trailed off, choked up with emotion.

He looked intently into her eyes as he said, “Tonight I made love to the woman that I’m head over heels in love with... The woman who loves me back just as much as I love her, and that’s the first time I’ve ever done that.”

“Xander...” Dawn’s eyes were shiny with tears and her voice cracked as she softly called his name.

“I wanted romance; I wanted to share an elegant meal, a slow dance, and a quiet walk on a moonlight beach. I wanted a perfect night of lovemaking with my sweet, gorgeous, girl.” He cupped her face in both hands and kissed her softly. “I wanted to share all of that with you, and I got it. Happy Birthday Dawn; I love you.”

“My Sugar Bear!” Dawn cried, stroking his face. Her own face seemed torn between laughter and tears.

‘That nickname is going to get me so much teasing!’ he thought with a wide grin. “My Honey Kitten!” he replied with his own schmaltzy soubriquet.

Laughter won out and Dawn giggled happily at his nickname for her.

They lay together quietly for a minute, Xander’s hands stroking up and down Dawn’s naked back. ‘God you’re so beautiful, so damn sexy!’ he thought with wonder.

“That green-fiery thing... that wasn’t normal, was it?” Dawn asked tentatively, breaking the silence. “I mean, of course it wasn’t... You saw it too, right?”

“I did,” Xander answered softly, stroking Dawn’s face as she looked down at him.

“Did... did it hurt?” she asked, worry in her tone.

He shook his head slightly and smiled warmly. “It was like warm sunshine, soaking into my skin over my whole body.”

“You don’t think it was something... you know, ‘cause I’m the Key?” Dawn said hesitantly.

“It might be...” he agreed softly, feeling lost in her eyes, and at the same time becoming more and more aroused by her lithe body’s movements on top of his.

“You don’t seem too worried about it...” she said, clearly indicating that she was less sanguine about it.

“I don’t know what it was, Dawn. It felt good, and the world didn’t come crashing down around us, so...” he answered. His smile turned hungry, and his voice growled as he added, “Right now pretty much the only thing I can think about is how much I want to be inside you again!”

He grew fully erect as the look of worry faded from her face. It was replaced by a hunger of her own as she said, “Ohh, you come up with the best plans!”

Xander hissed with pleasure as she slid down his body a few inches, trapping his erect flesh between her thighs, slowly rubbing her wet sex against it. “Mmm, you sure you’re not too sore?” he asked, concerned for her comfort.

She stopped moving, frowning momentarily. Her eyes darted down as though she was taking stock of her body. “You know? I’m really not,” she answered, resuming her slow grind. “It hurt for just that first little bit, then the fire thing, and then I was fine,” she sounded surprised. “In fact, I feel absolutely great!”

“Yes, you do!” Xander growled, pulling his head up and forward, catching her mouth in an intense kiss.

She was panting when he pulled away from her. “You taste great too!” he said, staring into her dilated eyes and seeing his own lust reflected.

She grinned and said, “You know, I haven’t gotten to taste you yet...”

Xander shook his head. “We can try that later, right now I want to be inside you again...” He cupped her face in his hands, feeling his heart throbbing powerfully in his chest. “I need to look into your eyes and feel you surrounding me...” he said, his voice raspy with need. “God, I love you so much Dawn!”

“I love you, Xander... everything I am, I want to share it with you...” she whispered. Nodding her head, she rose up on her hands and knees and reached down to grasp his manhood.

He held himself still as she guided him into her slick heat. ‘Perfect... it’s perfect,’ he thought, whimpering slightly as she slid down onto him. He watched as her eyes rolled back inside half-closed lids and her mouth formed a silent ‘O’.

“Unh!” she grunted loudly as their pelvises met. “So big!” she cried, throwing her head back and panting rapidly.

“You ok?” he gasped, breathing hard himself.

“Oh yes!” she grunted lustily, nodding her head.

‘Jeeze, I can feel myself bottoming out inside her!’ he thought. ‘So tight, so hot... burning hot!’ he realized.

“Oh God! So beautiful!” he muttered, stunned as Dawn’s body started to glow with a green luminescence.

She blinked her eyes back into focus and looked down at herself. “Oh God!” she cried, sounding afraid.

“Don’t be scared, Dawn!” Xander said joyfully. He was filled with amazement and awe. “It’s beautiful! You’re beautiful!”

“Really?” she asked, packing a load of trepidation and anxiety into that one-word question.

Xander brought his hands along her flanks, up her sides till he was cupping her breasts, feeling the heat of her energy in his hands as he traced along her skin. “Really!” he answered, putting all of his love and assurance into the response.

Dawn’s smile was even more radiant than the energy emanating from her body. “Everything I am is yours Xander, I love you so much!”

With those words, the fire moved up from his groin, and down from his hands, enveloping him. ‘Sunshine soaking into my skin...’ he thought as the feeing once again flowed over and into him.

Dawn sat up, her hands moving to hold his against her breasts even as she pushed up, sliding up his stiff cock and then dropping herself back down with a little grunt. “God you feel so good inside me!” she groaned as she repeated the movement.

“So hot... so tight! So perfect!” he growled out as she established a fairly quick rhythm, bouncing up and down on him. He caressed her breasts, playing with her nipples and generally just enjoying the experience.

After a while Xander moved one hand down from her breasts to the area of their joining. The pout she displayed when he let go of her boob was erased by a wanton groan as he dipped his thumb in her slick juices and then began rubbing her clit in a slow circle.

“Ohh, yes!” she growled, immediately shortening her stroke and speeding the tempo. “Oh God, Xander! That feels so fricken *good*!” she grunted out between clenched teeth.

“Cum for me, Kitten!” Xander growled, his higher thought processes being erased by the incredibly feeling of her tight heat surrounding and stroking him.

She bared her teeth and just growled as he began to thrust up into her, meeting her strokes and doubling the speed of their joining.

“Oh... Oh...! Oh Xander! Yes! Xander Yes!!!” Dawn cried, her inner muscles clamping down on him furiously as she came shouting his name.

‘So good! So good! So good!’ Xander chanted mentally as he restrained himself from cumming. the moment he felt her orgasm begin to diminish, he sat up, wrapping his arms around her and spinning them so that he was driving her into the mattress with hardly a break in rhythm.

“Ohh yes, yes, *yes*!” Dawn screamed as he thrust into her hard and fast. “Harder! Harder!” she shrieked, clawing at his back.

‘Oh God!’ Xander thought, feeling his own release approaching.

“Xander! Oh God, Xander!” Dawn screamed.

‘God, she’s cumming again!’ he realized, feeling her sex clench and quake around him again. He silenced her scream with a torrid kiss as he felt himself near the edge of the precipice.

“Mnmf!” he grunted when Dawn bit down hard on his lower lip, hard enough that he tasted blood. The shot of pain tripped him over the edge and he came powerfully.

He only noticed that his lover’s orgasm had yet to abate when the sensation of her quivering muscles became too much for his oversensitive flesh. He rolled off, onto his back next to her, panting and gasping for air. “Oh... my... God!” he huffed as he sought to catch his breath.

“Oh yes...” Dawn gasped, breathing just as hard as he was. “That... was... OhmyGod!”

‘Oh man, that was intense!’ he thought with a pang of guilt. ‘I hope I didn’t hurt her...’

“You ok?” he asked as his breathing started to even out. “That got pretty intense...”

“Ok?” Dawn asked incredulously. “Oh, I’m way beyond ok!”

He rolled onto his side to face her just as she did the same. “Good,” he said with a smile. “I just wanted to make sure it wasn’t to... rough... what with it only being your second time and all.” He looked down sheepishly and added, “I kinda got carried away there for a minute...”

Dawn laughed. “Xander! Wow! I mean... *wow*! If that was carried away, then I want you to carry me away every day for the rest of my life!”

‘Whew!’ he thought, smiling with relief as well as pleasure.

She cupped his face and kissed him softly for several seconds. “*That* is what I’ve been dreaming about every night for months now,” she said intently as she broke the kiss.

Intense joy filled Xander and he said, “Making love with you is better than anything I’ve ever done in my life!” Shaking his head, he quickly corrected himself, “No, it’s better than *everything* I’ve ever done in my life all put together!”

“Aww, Sugar Bear!” Dawn said, her lip quivering and tears forming in her eyes. “You make me so happy! It’s like, happy isn’t even the right word, it’s not happy enough to describe how happy you make me feel!” She wiggled her way up against him and wrapped her arm around him and added, “The trip is already amazing, and it’s not even halfway through yet... but this part is so much more than amazing...”

“I know exactly what you mean!” he whispered, kissing his lover with gentle passion.

End of Chapter 5

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