FIC: "Madness Used To Be Mine" (2/?)

Part 2

Buffy looked at Willow once again with a frown,

"You were really serious about it, Will?"

"No, no, like I said, just a little thought that crossed my mind briefly." Willow very fast justified.

"Ok. No cause, it's not like we would even know how to do it. I mean you know what I mean."

"I really don?t think it?s complicated, Buffy." Willow sarcastically said but then froze at her words and mostly at Buffy?s gaze on her.

"Oh my God, Willow. You WERE serious about it."

Willow swallowed, "I don't know, I mean, no, I mean, oh God... how much do you hate me now?"

"None. Actually I just...? Buffy looked thoughtful and she stared at her best friend.

She smiled and blushed a little, ?I don?t know, I?d never thought about it. I mean, except around psycho girl, but... I don?t know...?

She stared intensely at Willow who swallowed.

?I could... I don?t know if it?s that thing with Spike that screwed my mind or... But it doesn?t seem that bad of an idea in fact.?

?What... Do you mean... you would actually consider it?? Willow seemed almost fearful.

?Well, isn?t that what college is all about? Trying out new things. And, who is better than your best friend to share new things with? I mean, I?m not saying that I want to do it but... thinking about it; it doesn?t sound that silly. I mean we could totally comfort each other. It?d be much better than falling on another jerk like Parker and getting had. I know you care and you know I care about you.?

Willow stared at Buffy as the blonde girl finally stopped. None of them spoke.

Buffy seemed hesitant but she reached out for her best friend?s face. Willow took a deep breath when she felt fingertips gently brushing her cheek.

Buffy swallowed and pulled her hand backwards.

They stared at each other. Buffy let her hand rest on the back of Willow?s, ?Do you... Do you want to do it??

Willow smiled nervously at the question, she looked on the side for a short second and back at Buffy, ?I-I,? She pulled herself together, ?I think I do.? She admitted.

Buffy smiled at her, Willow seemed so cute when she was nervous.

The slayer swallowed then, she could feel her own nervousness... but also the horniness that the shower hadn?t erased...

She tentatively reached for Willow?s face once again, and more than her cheek, she brushed her fingertips on Willow?s thin lips.

The witch closed her eyes.

She tensed ever so lightly as she felt Buffy?s lips replacing the fingers on her lips. But as Buffy put her hand on the back of Willow?s head, the redhead relaxed in the kiss, allowing Buffy to deepen it.

Their tongues met in a soft, tentative approach. Buffy seemed more daring in the kiss even if it didn?t last too long as she pulled away and looked into her best friend?s eye for any reactions.

Willow?s breathing had increased. She couldn?t help but blush again and Buffy smiled, she lightly bit her lips, unsure, ?Should we... continue??

Willow nodded, almost ashamed.

She moved closer a little, Buffy put her hand on the redhead?s waist and they moved their head forward.

Their lips met again. This time Willow responded more willingly to the kiss; gently tasting the blonde girl?s lips and tongue.

Buffy?s hand moved under Willow?s night dress very fast but let it rest on willow?s stomach.

They gently kissed for a while before Buffy?s hand moved again.

Willow gasped when Buffy touched her breasts. They pulled away.

?Is it ok? I mean, I should do that, right? Or maybe I shouldn?t??

Willow smiled at Buffy?s doubts. She put her hand on Buffy?s face and caressed it, she seemed already more relaxed than when they first started.

?Yes, you should totally do that.?

They smiled at each other and started kissing again.

Willow moaned as Buffy started massaging her breast.

She teased her for a while before moving on top of her. She easily lifted her with one hand to remove the red head?s nightdress. She got herself rid of hers as well and she was lying naked on top of the not less naked Willow.

They were still kissing; they tentatively started rubbing their crotch on each other?s thigh.

The feeling they got let them know they were on the ?good path?. The pleasure was slowly building up inside of them.

Buffy lowered her hand. Willow gasped and held Buffy tighter when the blonde?s finger found its way to her soft spot.

?Is it ok, Will?? Buffy whispered in her best friend?s neck.

?Yes, there, yes, more this way, here yes, oh yes, Buffy. It?s so good.?

Buffy smiled inwardly even if she wasn?t sure about what she was doing. It was a really different feeling than when she was doing it to herself, but if Willow liked it, then she must be doing it right.

Willow?s moans were louder once in a while and Buffy always tried to pay more attention to that as to know if she was, indeed, ?doing it right?. She could feel Willow?s pelvis rise more and more to get more contact with her hand.

Buffy hesitated a few minutes but finally did it. Willow arched her back when Buffy?s finger slid inside of her.

?Oh God, Buffy.?

Willow held her tighter.

Buffy felt Willow?s hand on her breast, massaging it.

The slayer kept rubbing herself on the witch?s thigh, spreading her wetness all over it.

But then she felt Willow?s need to switch positions and she let her do. Buffy?s finger slid from the redhead?s warmth. The slayer?s chest rose, closer to Willow?s mouth when this one wrapped itself around Buffy?s nipples, one then the other.

Buffy put her hand through Willow?s hair, ?Yes, mmm,? Buffy shivered, ?How do you do that?? She barely whispered as another shiver ran through her at Willow?s efficient suction.

Buffy gasped as Willow directly slid a finger inside of her wetness.

?Yes, Willow,? She just whispered.

Willow stared at her and caressed her face with her free hand.

She kept staring at the blonde slayer whose eyes were close.

She?d always found her so pretty. And she couldn?t help but stare at her again. The things she was doing to the slayer right now. She realized she?d already dreamt about that. Never knew it was more than a fantasy. Never knew fulfilling it would feel so wonderful.

Buffy moaned again, she was nearing climax.

Willow?s thrusts matched Buffy?s rapid and short gasps. The slayer tensed all of a sudden and Willow felt strong walls clenching around her finger and then Buffy?s body relaxing.

The smaller girl?s eyes were still close. Willow was still looking at her in awe. She checked at Buffy?s body, her enticing breasts, her thin yet so firm stomach and the muscles she knew were under that soft skin.

Willow gazed south to where her hand still lay in between Buffy?s legs. The redhead felt suddenly very bold. And most of all, she didn?t want it to be over.

She moved down and Buffy almost cried out at the first suction of Willow?s mouth on her soft spot.

?Oh God, Will. Oh God.?

Buffy immediately put her hands in Willow?s hair and started pulling on them as another orgasm started building up in her.

It wasn?t long before she came again in a loud groan this time. Willow?s face was soaked with the smaller girl?s juices.

Buffy laid limp on the bed while Willow made her way up.

The witch caressed Buffy?s body gently. She was smiling at the relaxed slayer.

Buffy opened her eyes and saw the contented look on Willow?s face.

?Wait till I?m done with you to smile like that.?

Willow blushed ever so lightly but she rested her head on Buffy?s chest, ?It?s ok, you don?t have to-?

?You bet I do.? Buffy said while moving the redhead onto her back, ?I?m gonna finish what I?d started.?

Buffy?s fingers drew patterns all along Willow?s body as they made their way down.

Willow inhaled deeply when Buffy?s finger penetrated her again.

Buffy started a slow rhythm and sucked on Willow?s breasts too.

Willow gasped when Buffy slid a second finger and fastened the rhythm.

Willow?s moans were becoming louder.

Buffy?s palm kept hitting hard on her clit. The slayer increased the pace even more, as fast as she could and Willow was now crying out each time Buffy was deep inside of her.

The redhead dug her nails in Buffy?s flesh on her back as she came, crying out her release.

?Good God.? She whispered after a while, when she?d recovered.

Buffy smiled at her and they stared at each other. Buffy looked almost shy, ?I can?t believe we did this.?

Willow smiled and ran her fingers on Buffy?s jaw line, ?Yes.?

?That way we?ll have something to tell our children about college and experimentation.? Buffy joked but Willow looked thoughtful, ?Yes, experimentation.?

Buffy yawned and didn?t notice the seriousness in Willow?s gaze, almost sadness.

?I guess we should sleep now. I wish Professor Walsh would postpone that test tomorrow. But the good thing is; I?ll be able to see Riley and explain to him. Not sure how I?m gonna fix that one though. Do you think he?ll believe me? Whatever I tell him.?

Willow swallowed, ?I guess.?

Buffy sighed, ?Oh well, I?ll see tomorrow. What a day, huh? I can?t believe all that happened and now, us, that?s kind of funny in a way. But way better than Spike.?

Willow was silent.

?You really did make up for today?s trick.? Buffy joked as she teased her best friend who was strangely silent.

?Alright, I know, I?m too chatty, I guess you must be tired, let?s sleep now.?

Willow swallowed ?Do you... Do you want me to go back to my bed??

?No stay. Come on, stay with me, Will. We?ll keep each other warm till the morning.? She nicely told her with a wink.

Willow smiled again and almost snuggled up into Buffy?s arms. She rested her head on the slayer?s chest.

It made Buffy smile and she held her tight. Willow needed comfort these days, she knew it. She would hold her all night long.

Till the morning and then...

Willow stopped her brain from thinking ahead of that. She didn?t know why it bugged her so much to think further. Why it bugged her so much to think it would ONLY be till the morning, and why it bothered her even more that it would indeed stop then.